Ni Duoduo couldn't help feeling a little nervous, she seemed to think for a while: "Luo Lie...you...I..."
"Hmph! You want to say sorry to me, don't you?" Luo Lie expressed his feelings in excitement just now, and now he finally let go of his scruples and said loudly: "I know, I'm actually wishful thinking!! You don’t like me even a little bit in your heart, right! I know! I know everything! I know!! You only have that guy in your heart! Although you are willing to talk to me a few more words on weekdays, in fact it’s just Because... because..." His voice suddenly became hoarse: "It's because of me...my appearance looks somewhat similar to him, right!"
The last few words almost popped out from between his teeth!
"No...you...I..." Ni Duoduo panicked and faltered, but couldn't say a complete sentence.
"Haha! I know it all! You think I don't understand, but I actually know it all!" Luo Lie suddenly became emotional, and his voice became high-spirited, with resentment that had been suppressed for a long time!
"You guys! You Ni Duoduo! And your father Brother Huan! And Jin He, and even Cangyu... all of you, all...huh!" Luo Lie said loudly: "Three years ago, I was still a child You bastard, your father suddenly promoted me. At that time, the way your father looked at me made me very strange! I didn't know him at all, but he was very kind and kind to me. Sometimes, he looked at me I was lost in thought, the reluctance, sadness, and even a bit of guilt in my eyes... I know, although he is looking at me, but in his heart, he regards me as another person!"
thump!
Ni Duoduo suddenly sat on the ground, without her back blocking the cat's eyes, I could finally see the outside again.
"You, Luo Lie, what did you just say? My father, is there really guilt in his eyes?" Ni Duoduo trembled.
Ni Duoduo's words made my heart tremble! Because, I can't help but think about this sentence in my heart anymore!
Ye Huan... Brother Huan, does he really feel guilty? !
"So what if it is! So what if it's not!" Luo Lie suddenly clenched his fists, and through the dim light, I could vaguely see the expression on his face. He gritted his teeth, his face full of anger: "These What does it have to do with me! But do you know! In the past few years, I began to feel strange that I was a little bastard, and I was originally inconspicuous. But why did your father favor me? In less than three years, I I just sat where I am now! Became your father's confidant, Jin He taught me Kung Fu, your father asked me to help him with his business... When I started, I felt very proud and happy, because I thought I was very capable, Feeling successful. But then, every time... every time..."
He suddenly laughed loudly: "Hahahaha! You know what! Every time I do something very well, when I do it very successfully, Jin He suddenly mentions the sentence 'Yes, you and him I'm just as capable.', but when I failed and didn't do things well, I heard Cangyu occasionally say, 'Oh, you are just like him, you are so impulsive'. I... I'm fucking fed up Yes!! No matter how well I do things, no matter how satisfied they are, what they think of is that guy!! No matter how badly I do things, no matter how failed they are, they will still think of that guy... I... What the hell am I! What the hell! Is it his shadow? His substitute!!! My name is Luo Lie! My name is Luo Lie! Not Chen Yang! But why, here, every time Everyone regards me as his substitute!!"
The more Luo Lie spoke, the more excited he became, his fists were clenched, and even his joints were cracking, obviously his heart was agitated. Ni Duoduo suddenly said weakly: "That's why... you will..."
"That's right! What you just said is actually true. Although I haven't seen him, I don't even know him well, but I hate him! I really hate him! Because of him, your father, Kim He, Cangyu, and you...every one of you regards me as his substitute, as his shadow. Even if I try my best to express myself and make achievements, I only hope that you can Notice me, Luo Lie! But every time, my hard work can only bring back your memory of him! Why! Why!!"
boom!
In anger, Luo Lie slammed his fist hard on the wall, making a muffled sound! His punch was so hard that I could vaguely see blood dripping from his fist.
"Ah!" Ni Duoduo also saw it. She let out a low cry, then stood up quickly, took out a pack of tissues from her pocket, took out one, and hurried over to wrap Luo Lie tightly. hand: "You...you are bleeding! Why are you so excited...I..."
"Ah..." Luo Lie's body stiffened suddenly when Ni Duoduo held his hand, and then he sighed, quietly watching Ni Duoduo bandage his palms in a hurry, and then suddenly said in a low voice: " Dodo... In your heart, have you always regarded me as his substitute... Is it my fault that I look so similar to him? I know, I... I climbed up from the bottom step by step, so I I really want to work hard to express myself, and I hope to be recognized by everyone. But every time I work harder, people ignore me more and more... This feeling is really uncomfortable."
Ni Duoduo didn't speak, just finished wrapping his hands, then took a step back, bowed her head and thought for a while, then whispered: "Luo Lie, I don't know. I'm sorry... I really don't know. But, I I know, you actually worked very hard. During this period of time, you have done a lot for your father. Even Uncle Jin He admired you very much. In fact, you don’t have to be too hard on yourself. It’s not like everyone didn’t see you It's just that everyone has a little bit of guilt towards him, and it's because of this guilt that we can't forget him. These are not your fault, really not your fault. "
"What about you?" Luo Lie said in a deep voice, "What about you? When you were with me, and you looked at my face, were you thinking of him too?"
"..." Ni Duoduo was silent for a while, and then suddenly smiled, her laughter was a little bit awkward, but she still smiled after all: "I... I admit that I was willing to talk to you at the beginning because of you It really looks like him. But later, I talked to you because you were very kind to me." Ni Duoduo's voice also became a little strange: "Actually... haven't you noticed? The people around my father seem to be Don't even like me."
"What?" Luo Lieqi asked.
Even I, who was standing at the door eavesdropping, couldn't help feeling a little strange.
"What I said is true." Ni Duoduo said with a wry smile: "Jin He, and Cang Yu, both of them don't like me. Although they are very polite to me, I can feel it. Because... all Everything, everything, is my fault! If it weren't for the trouble I caused that day, I wouldn't be like Chen Yang. Without that incident, my father wouldn't become enemies with Chen Yang... If there wasn't That disaster, my father will not be forced to turn against Qinghong's people in the end... You see, everything is caused by my disaster. So, be it Cangyu or Uncle Jinhe, they Although I never said it out of my mouth, I... I can feel that they don't like me in their hearts."
Luo Lie was silent. And I, at the door, was also in a very complicated mood.
Indeed... If Ni Duoduo didn't go to that damn party back then, and ended up messing with the son of Qinghong's boss... I would go to save him...
If Ni Duoduo hadn't been so ignorant and mischievous back then, she would have been a good girl with peace of mind, not making such bad friends, and going to such disgusting parties...
Then, all this will not happen.
Maybe I'm still under Ye Huan as his confidant general. And Ye Huan will not be forced to leave Qinghong and stand on his own.
But all of this... can it really be blamed on such a girl
I shake my head.
"You are very kind and nice to me." Ni Duoduo whispered: "Actually, even if you don't say it, I know what you mean. It's just... it's just me..."
"It's just that you want to say sorry to me, don't you?" Luo Lie smiled wryly.
"Yes, I'm sorry." Ni Duoduo said in a low voice, her voice was very soft, but after a while, she suddenly said again: "Luo, Luo Lie. I know, in fact, I'm stupid, really It's silly. No matter how much I think about him, he can't see or hear him. And... even if I see and hear him, what can I do? He and my father are already on fire. And I, just My father's daughter. So, no matter how stupid I am, there is no hope between me and him... Maybe not at all. I... I know you are very good to me... I... I also understand your heart, yes Sometimes, I was also very touched. But... I really can't accept you now. Sometimes, I think more of you, and I regard you as a... brother, big brother who can speak from the heart. "
Although I can't see Luo Lie's expression clearly, I know that his expression must be ugly right now.
Sure enough, Luo Lie was silent for a while, and then his voice was astringent: "Brother... brother?"
He smiled bitterly, and then sighed: "Why do girls always say such a bad excuse when they reject others? I only think of you as my brother... Haha! Such an old excuse!"
Ni Duoduo was a little nervous, and hurriedly said: "I, what I said is true."
Luo Lie waved his hand and said: "Okay, needless to say. Brother, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what the reason is, I only know that in the end, you rejected me, that's all. .”
The two were silent for a while, and Luo Lie was a little tired: "Okay, we've had enough trouble, can we go back? It's very late now."
Ni Duoduo hesitated for a moment, then gritted her teeth suddenly and said, "I... I want to go in and have a look."
"What?"
"I want to go in and have a look." Ni Duoduo suddenly made up his mind: "I am also very tired... Luo Lie. I think about him every day, and I can't forget him. I am also very tired... I always like to come here recently, Downstairs, looking at it from a distance... In fact, I am ridiculous, and I know that I am ridiculous. I only came to his house once, just before we ran away. I recently I also feel more and more that if I continue to be so stupid, there is actually no result... I, I know." The girl shook her head vigorously, and said in a low voice: "Today, I just want to go in and take a look... I don't know if I want to see it. What, I just want to go in and take a look to see what his former home has become like now. Perhaps, after seeing it, I will settle the last thought in my heart... Seeing the change of his home, There are other people living in it, maybe I can have a break in my heart... Then, from now on, I won’t have to sneak here to see it when I can’t sleep at night.”
Luo Lie shrugged his shoulders: "You must go in and take a look, then go in and take a look, it's not a big deal anyway."
After all, he is a gang leader, and Luo Lie is not a timid person. He walked past Ni Duoduo to the door, knocked on the door, and said calmly: "I knocked on the door for a long time, but there was no sound. It seems that there is no one inside. If you want to go in and have a look, I will find something and pry the door open. But let’s talk about it first. You go in to have a look tonight, and then you will stop thinking about it, and you won’t need it in the future Come again at night! Do you understand?"
Ni Duoduo nodded. Luo Lie immediately said: "Okay! You wait here, I'll find a crowbar."
"No need." Ni Duoduo seemed to give a wry smile, then touched a hairpin from her hair, straightened it in her hand, shook it, and said in a low voice: "You may know, when I used to , I was a little concubine for a while, and I also ran amok with some friends, how to open the lock, I can open it without a key."
After finishing speaking, she carefully inserted the hairpin into the keyhole, then put her ear on the door, and turned it gently...
There was a slight click in the lock, and then, with a click, it opened...
Ni Duoduo put away the hairpin, and then seemed to smile: "Look, it seems that I haven't forgotten many things."
After finishing speaking, she held the doorknob and gently pushed the door open...