Yu Chen looked at me pitifully, anxious but at a loss.
"Don't leave me, okay? I, I'm afraid of being alone." I begged, my eyes gradually covered with mist.
Yu Chen looked at me unbearably, but in the end he ignored my pleading and said: "This is an order, you rest first, and I'll be back soon!" After speaking, he cruelly threw away my hand and went straight to the door. Go.
At that moment, I hardly knew what happened. He just left without knowing his head. It made me feel as if I would never see each other again. My heart seemed to be hollowed out and felt no pain. Why couldn't even a small wish be fulfilled.
I was desperate, completely desperate, and sure enough, I shouldn't come back.
There is no place for me anymore.
Leave here, go anywhere, as long as you can leave here, that’s enough.
I moved my body strenuously, ignoring the wound on my shoulder, only the only conviction in my mind, left. My feet barely supported my shaky body, I really don't know how far I can go like this, I laughed bitterly like self-deprecating.
I slowly moved to the window. This was the only way I could escape without being noticed. Although the window opened with a light push, it took me a lot of effort to do it. It was a strong wind that made me tremble all over.
Will I regret it? Will I regret it if I leave here now
I turned around uncontrollably and crossed the wall. Chu Mengfan was there. What is he doing now? Are you thinking about changing what you think of me and apologize? Are you still thinking of how to please me? still is-? I grinned sadly, I started dreaming again, he must be full of night cold now, too, I was superfluous from the beginning, if it weren’t because I looked like him, maybe he wouldn’t save me at that time. , Now I won’t stand here, and there won’t be so many things to think about. After all, it was actually my fault.
However, after tonight, I can be liberated. Looking up at the hard wall, would you be sad for me if I left
why? Why don't you push the door now and hold me tightly in your arms to keep me? in case-
Without if, there is no if now.
I turned around, looked at the endless night, and jumped down.
There was still a slight candlelight in Chu Mengfan's room. He sat quietly, looking at the beating flame blankly, with a melancholy face, not knowing what he was thinking
At this moment, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open by a flustered person, and even the voice of his words was a little vague: "The purple lotus is gone!" Yu Chen broke into the door, forgetting the etiquette for a long time, and opened his mouth wide. call.
But Chu Mengfan just closed his eyes slightly, and his expression was abnormally calm: "I know."
Yu Chen was stunned, and stood in place blankly.
"Since he has decided to leave, I will leave no matter how I keep him."
"but-"
"Go back and rest! You have to hurry tomorrow morning, and you can't disrupt my whole plan because of it alone."
Yu Chen didn't speak any more, just clenched his fist tightly, and left silently. At the moment of turning around, he showed a bit of resentment for the first time, and for the first time he had the urge to rush to punch him. However, everything was suppressed by him, because his goal was not achieved.