Dr. An came over to examine her and gave her a sedative to let her have a good rest.
For nearly two months, she relied on Valium to get a good night's sleep.
I was awakened by nightmares almost every night. When I woke up, I sat outside in the sun and waited for the sun to rise.
She is afraid of the dark and longs for the sun.
She would be inexplicably afraid every day when she saw the sunset.
The most authoritative psychiatrists in Kyoto and even the world have come to see her, but no one can get into the darkness that shuts her heart.
The only thing Huo Yunchen can do is to accompany her. No matter what she wants to do or where she is, he will stay by her side as much as possible.
I eat very little at dinner every day. I put down the dishes and chopsticks and stay by Mommy's side.
Looking at his mother's hand that was pricked by scissors, he felt regretful.
"Dad, it's my fault. I shouldn't have turned on the light. Mom was afraid of turning on the light. She said it would catch fire or explode."
"Daddy, mommy, what's wrong with her? She wasn't like this before."
Huo Yunchen felt convulsed with heartache, and held his son's head tightly in his arms.
She tried her best to restrain the pain in her heart and comforted him: "It's not your fault, child. Mommy had a nightmare. She just couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality for a while."
"Will Mommy be okay? Will she be like this all of a sudden? What if she stabs herself with scissors next time?" Tiantian said worriedly.
"Don't be afraid. As long as dad is here, dad will definitely protect mom."
Huo Yunchen said a lot of words before he comforted Tiantian and coaxed him back to his room to sleep.
Tiantian seems to be a strong child, but he is very thoughtful and has experienced many things with his mother at a young age.
He is more mature and sensible than ordinary children.
It is this kind of sensibleness that makes Huo Yunchen, as a father, feel even more distressed. He hopes that this child can live a more free and easy life and be more self-centered.
The night fell and he took a bath.
He put on his pajamas and lay down quietly next to her, trying to force himself to fall asleep, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't fall asleep.
He wanted to think about what she went through that night.
His whole nerve couldn't rest at the thought of that disgusting man trying to humiliate her.
It was his fault. If Liu Yun had been killed earlier, she would not have suffered so much.
Although his Qing Qing escaped death that night, his soul was trapped in the fire that filled the sky.
what to do? What should he do to get his former Qingqing back
Huo Yunchen took a deep breath and half sat up. He reached out and gently touched her face. His eyes were full of mist.
When she fell asleep, she looked as peaceful as a child.
She is simple, true and kind.
If she had never met him, maybe she would have lived a simple, peaceful and happy life.
But ever since she met him, her life seemed to have been suffering from various hardships.
Is the love he gives her a blessing or a curse
Huo Yunchen raised his hand to caress her face and couldn't help but ask himself this.
Did he really give her happiness
Or the disaster is greater than the happiness.
But what to do
He loves her, but he just can't let her go.
I really can't bear it.
Tears fell from his eyes as he thought about it, and under the orange light on the bedside, his cold and handsome face was inadvertently cast a layer of gloom.
Powerless, that's probably it.
Bai Qingqing was awakened by the warm tears falling on her face. When she opened her eyes, she saw his deep eyes filled with moisture.
She reached out and brushed his face, wiping away the tears on his face.
"You cried?"
"No, it's just sand that got into my eyes."
Huo Yunchen quickly wiped his eyes with a seemingly relaxed smile on his face.
"You lied to me, you were clearly crying just now. Am I getting sick again? Did I do something wrong?"
"No, you did nothing wrong. Just hold my hand when you sleep and have nightmares. I will always be with you. Even in your dream, I will save you."
Huo Yunchen raised his hand to scrape her pretty nose affectionately, smiling softly.
It would be great if I could enter her dream and save her in her dream.
Can she wake up from that never-ending nightmare
"Husband, I'm not a good wife. I always seem to be sick and always make you worry. If you don't like me anymore, you can tell me and we'll divorce."
He didn't let her say the last word, and blocked her lips with his slender index finger.
"Don't talk nonsense. You are my wife, the best, best and unique wife in the world. I will never, ever not like you."
He looked into her eyes and smiled lovingly.
Bai Qingqing also smiled, although he was often uneasy.
Scared, but as long as I looked up and saw him, everything seemed less scary.
She had no memory of what she had done, but she could vaguely feel in her heart that she had brought trouble and pain to her family.
This wasn't what she wanted, but she couldn't seem to control herself.
what to do? Bai Qingqing subconsciously touched the concentric knot he had been carrying with his hand, secretly cheering himself up.
"Bai Qingqing, you have to work hard. You survived such dangerous and difficult situations. There is nothing you can't overcome."
This unintentional little action reminded Huo Yunchen that maybe he should take her to the place where she made her wish to see the master who gave them the knot of hearts.
Baiyun Temple is still the ancient temple where Huo Yunchen carried Bai Qingqing up the ninety-nine steps to the top of the mountain.
"Honey, do you still remember that I carried you here to fulfill my wish three years ago?"
"Remember, it was raining and the road was slippery that day, so you had to carry me. You didn't let Liu Kai carry me."
"It's not that I don't let him carry it, it's that he doesn't dare to carry it."
"With you, he dares to carry me, and there is Liu Yun. I remember she was the one who wanted to carry me when we came down."
Bai Qingqing blurted out Liu Yun's name unintentionally, and couldn't help but feel sad after saying it.
What happened back then still seems like yesterday, but Liu Kai and Liu Yun are no longer here.
How could Huo Yunchen be sentimental? It's just that I didn't come here today to lament the past.
"You are my wife, so of course I will carry you. After we have walked these ninety-nine steps, we will be walking together for the rest of our lives. In the future, when we are old, we will still come here, and I will still carry you. Huo Yunchen said jokingly.
"When we get old, will you still be able to carry me?" Bai Qingqing said unconvinced.
"You can carry it, you can carry it. As long as you don't become a big fat man, I will definitely be able to carry you."
"You've just become a fat man." Women, no matter what their age, are taboo with the word fat.
Bai Qingqing patted his back with a somewhat sullen hand, but the smile on his face was bright.
"Okay, okay, you will always be young and beautiful. You are my princess now and my queen in the future, okay?"
Huo Yunchen really used all the sweet words he could think of, and these were the only effects that supplemented the love words guide Qin Yue gave him.
As long as he could make her smile, he would be willing to carry a hundred love guides on his back.
"Okay, you said this, remember it. You will pamper me forever."
"For a lifetime?" Huo Yunchen responded pretending to be shocked.
Bai Qingqing's face darkened with dissatisfaction and asked him: "A lifetime is too long for you?"
Huo Yunchen immediately put on a smile: "No, one life is not enough, at least two, three, preferably three lives is best."
(End of chapter)