Heart calamity is the hurdle that a person cannot overcome.
Many people in Mu Yu feel guilty, just like the death of Father Cuo Kumu, the death of the old city lord and Xuanzangtang’s family, and the disappearance of Master Cuo, there is guilt. Is it possible that Mu Yu has been working hard to resurrect those people? , never slacked off, so those are not counted as his calamities.
When he was in Qingshui City, Mu Zhexing let Mu Yu find himself. He knew that he wanted to be a "person who lives for himself" and he also knew that what he did was not what Master often said, "having a clear conscience." people". Therefore, he did not think that he had failed the master's expectations, because with the master's personality, he would not blame him, so he could survive the master's fate.
But he didn't know what the village chief Grandpa and Mu Hao would think of him. He needed to tell those two people the truth and let them know what kind of person the bright Mu Yu was. Only in this way can he end his two mental calamities.
But whether it was Tianran's fault or not, Mu Yu could not explain clearly in his heart. He had wanted to find Tianran for a long time, but he was afraid that Tianran would not be able to forgive him. He had an unclear relationship with Qiao Xue, but he ignored Tianran. Tianran didn't even know what happened to Hong in those years, and Mu Yu didn't know what Hong Tianran was like now. All of that bothered Mu Yu.
If you want to survive the calamity of your heart, you must face up to your inner knots and see clearly what kind of person you are. Mu Yu has killing power, but that's not what he wants, so he can't fully exert his killing power. He needs to let those who don't want to face mistakes know who he is and what kind of person he is. It's like that Only then can we master the power that belongs to us, instead of purely relying on the excluded killing power.
"So when I come back from the east, do I want to find the old Shengun village chief, sister Tianran, and stupid brother?" Xiaoshuai asked after listening to Mu Yu's words.
Mu Yu nodded.
"Oh my god! Don't you feel guilty even if I'm wrong for him? I use him as a shield every day for experiments, and I despise him so much. Don't I think he's right if he's wrong? He doesn't even deserve the position of being a calamity in my heart? I made him feel very sad. He regarded me as one of his own, but I wronged him for not taking me seriously. Am I not treating me as a human being? I am simply worse than a beast..." Xiaoshuai said angrily.
"Stop making trouble, go out and buy me candied haws and roast duck."
"That's pretty much it. Okay, let's just treat him as if he's survived that disaster."
Mu Yu left Kaixu Ding and found Taoist Yundan. In the past few days, Taoist Yundan had ordered people to buy a lot of jade and handed it over to Mu Yu. He also called on every fifth-level alchemist in the Danding sect to gather together. No one dares to slack off in refining the fifth-level spinning pill.
"I beg to leave the Danding Sect? When can I come back?" Master Yundan asked immediately.
"We will be back in two or three days, and we will refine the spinning pill there. He has calculated that it will require at least several million spinning pills, because the formation is very large." Mu Yu explained.
Taoist Yundan was worried about Mu Yu's departure because he was very worried that Sanchong Palace would invade the Danding Sect again. Whether Mu Yu could resist the backbone of Sanchong Palace, he felt that he had no support after leaving.
But Fu Muyu told him that the Kaixu Cauldron was operating, protecting the entire Danding Sect, so people from the Sanzhong Palace could no longer come in. What he needed to worry about was the other Gao Shi who was controlled by the Sanzhong Palace and brought in the Tribulation Period.
"Don't worry, their Alchemy Sect has been closed. Even if those disciples who go out to purchase alchemy materials come back, they will have to be personally verified by Master Yuanhua." Taoist Yundan said.
But at that moment, a panicked voice suddenly came.
"Uncle Master, Mu Yu, what's wrong, his master is missing!" Cai Lie ran in anxiously.
"Junior Brother Yao is gone? Haven't I been watching over him?"
Master Yundan was also surprised. They all knew that everything Yao Wuji did that month was for the sake of the Danding sect, so they had been waiting for Yao Wuji to wake up and apologize to Yao Wuji, but they did not expect that Yao Wuji would suddenly Gone.
"In those few days, he saw that everyone was refining the spinning pill, so he went to refine it while taking care of the master. He never thought that he had just left for a while, and when he came back, the master would be gone."
Cai Lie felt extremely remorseful. That month, he wrongly said such heartless and rebellious words to his master, describing his master as a person who was greedy for life and afraid of death. Only in the end did he realize that his master had done that and he would have done nothing. He has been staying by his master's side, hoping that when his master wakes up, he can confess to his master in person.
But now the medicine master is missing.
"Mu Yu, let me help him find his master quickly." Cai Lie said eagerly.
"Don't worry, let him go take a look."
Mu Yu went to the Kaixu Cauldron and used the aura of the Kaixu Cauldron to search the entire Alchemy Cauldron Sect. Then he shook his head: "Master Yao is not in the Alchemy Cauldron Sect."
"Not in the Danding Sect? How could it be!" Cai Lie was worried.
Mu Yu was silent for a moment and said: "He wonders if Master Yao doesn't want to face me wrong..."
"Don't want to face him by mistake?" Cai Lie was startled.
"I said my words of severance in front of everyone, and made a completely different decision from Master Yao. I chose to regard death as a matter of justice, while his choice seemed to everyone like a helpless person who was greedy for life and afraid of death. Before he passed out, he said that he was proud of me, maybe he was afraid that I would look down on him, so he didn't want to face me." Mu Yu said slowly.
The master and the apprentice made completely opposite choices. The apprentice died heroically, but the master was greedy for life and afraid of death. The impression that Master Yao had left in front of everyone was cowardly. He was afraid that he would be spurned by others, and even more afraid that he would not be able to survive. Facing his own apprentice.
He endured the humiliation and the infamy, but in the end he couldn't accomplish anything and couldn't clear himself in front of them. He felt that if he stayed in the Danding sect, he would be stabbed in the back, and he was even more afraid of bringing unnecessary consequences to Cai Lie. trouble, so I chose to leave.
"No! No! He can't fault Master, he is an ignorant bastard! He has no face to see him!" Cai Lie slapped himself hard, "No, he wants to find Master, he must find Master ! He begs to tell Master that he is not a coward, but a bastard! What on earth did he do that day!"
Cai Lie's heart was already in a state of confusion. He rushed towards the exit of the Danding Sect, hoping to find his master and apologize to his master in person.
"Cai Lie, I'll wait for Yidong. Do I know where Junior Brother Yao will go?" Taoist Yundan went to stop Cai Lie.
Cai Lie's whole body was trembling, his eyes were red, and tears were flowing from his eyes: "He doesn't know, but he will definitely seek to find the master. No matter where he is in the world, he will seek him, kowtow to him, and apologize. Is he the best in the world?" A great person, but he is just a bastard. He should be guilty, not him... not him... "
Cai Lie clenched his fists, and his nails were deeply embedded in his flesh. He felt endless regret in his heart. Thinking of the time when he wronged his master for saying such ignorant and heartless words, he felt that he was the biggest fool in Tiandong. He doesn't even know his master's good intentions. When will he be able to take charge of his own affairs!
"Don't worry, the Danding Sect is heavily guarded in Ruming. There is one at the gate guarded by Master Yuanhua. Ask him." Taoist Yundan said.
Everyone immediately walked towards the exit. Taoist Yuanhua walked to the exit in person and was checking the identities of the disciples entering and exiting.
"What? Wuji left? He didn't pay attention. He only paid attention to the people coming in, not the disciples going out." Taoist Yuanhua was also shocked.
In those few days, the Revolving Pill would be refined, and many disciples would be arranged to go out to purchase materials for refining the fifth-level Revolving Pill. Because those sent from the Danding must be their own people, Taoist Yuanhua did not pay attention.
"My little brat, let me look at the door. Where did I see it?" He Liankong also knew what happened to Yao Wuji, and he immediately cursed.
Taoist Yuanhua also looked guilty: "Master Xun, calm down, otherwise he has neglected his duty." "
"Why don't you send someone out to look for him quickly?" He Liankong scolded.
"No, no, he is sending people to look for him right away." Taoist Yuanhua went to say.
"Cai Lie, I'm thinking carefully, where does Junior Brother Yao usually go outside? The world of cultivation is so big, and they now need to refine the fifth-level spinning elixir, and human legs can't be repaired. They can't find the needle in the haystack. I think my master will Wherever they go, they search with purpose." Taoist Yundan said patiently without losing his sense of proportion.
"No need, if Master Yao doesn't want to see Cai Lie, then he won't let Cai Lie find him, let alone go to the places Cai Lie knows." Mu Yu said.
"What should we do?" Heliankong asked.
Cai Lie also raised his head and looked at Mu Yu eagerly: "Mu Yu, he begs me, I must have a way to find his master, no?"
"I'll bring Shi Dengtian with me," Mu Yu said.
"Take the time to reach the sky?"
Everyone was stunned. Wasn't Yu Muyu's wrong decision very clear? What was he doing with Shi Dengtian at this juncture
Cailie thought of Shi Dengtian, and his face twisted. In those days, he had been restraining himself from killing Shi Dengtian and the initiator of Master Yao's humiliation. He wanted his master to When the leg was killed, he went to heaven to wash away his humiliation, but Master Yao chose to leave without saying goodbye.
"What are you doing with him?" Cai Lie asked angrily.
Shi Dengtian was deprived of his cultivation by Mu Yu and was controlled by the soul array. He couldn't die even if he wanted to, let alone send someone to guard him.
"Don't I want Master Yao to kill his enemy?" Mu Yu asked.
In fact, he most wanted to kill Fu Muyu, who had reached the sky at the time, because Kumu's father had violated the rules of the Three Palaces because he was controlled by Nudan. There were not many people in the Alchemy Sect who could refine Nudan. Nu Dan was not refined by Shi Dengtian and handed over to Tian Bubai, but Mu Yu found out from Shi Dengtian's mouth.
But Mu Yu thought of Master Yao. Back then, Master Yao acted as a "controlled" person. He knelt down in front of Shi Dengtian, was extremely humiliated, and did things that were inconsistent with Master Yao's original character. In Master Yao's heart Climbing to the sky at the wrong time is also full of hatred. Mu Yu admires Master Yao's character and wants to ask Master Yao to kiss his legs to wash away his shame.
"Leg Blade Enemy? Mu Yu, I know where his master is?" Cai Lie raised his head in surprise.
"He knows that he will definitely go there." Mu Yu nodded.