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(1)
Xu Yao didn't respond at all, so Yang Ren had to raise the volume and use a normal voice. He thought about Xu Yao's poor hearing after all, and it would be too difficult to wake up with a low voice.
Waiting for a while, this kind of sound couldn't wake Xu Yao, Yang Ren was a little anxious, twisted his body to find an angle to see if his hearing aid was turned on, the battery button was tightly buckled, indicating that there was no problem, Yang Ren had to raise the volume again, calling him in the same voice as when he usually talked to him, Xu Yao was already asleep, and there was no sign of waking up at all.
"Xu Yao, wake up!" Yang Ren shook Xu Yao in fear, for fear that something had happened to him.
Awakened by the sudden movement, Xu Yao suddenly opened his eyes, his eyes were slack, and he had almost no ability to focus. The action is startling, is this the so-called blind state? Yang Ren had never seen such a helpless and groping Xu Yao before. In his familiar home, Xu Yao acted very freely. Even if he and Yang Ren went out together, they were all guided by Yang Ren, and there was no need to act alone. Chance.
But at this moment, he was suddenly awakened, and he had no time to hide his actions, and because he was worried about Yang Ren, who was drunk, he eagerly groped with both hands.
Originally, because his stomach was no longer sick, Yang Ren hugged Xu Yao without saying a word.
(2)
"Wake up? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?" Xu Yao was very concerned about him, holding his face, trying to see the expression clearly.
Yang Ren cheated and put his head back into Xu Yao's arms and shook it violently. Only then did Xu Yao feel relieved and asked, "What time is it now?"
"Come on," Yang Ren's mood was low again, and he stretched out his hand to hold down his hearing aid, "Quickly take it off and go to bed, do you have a headache after wearing it for so long?"
As soon as Xu Yao turned his head, he avoided Yang Ren's hand, shook his head and said, "Go to sleep, I will sit here and watch you."
Of course Yang Ren disagreed. He stretched out his hand to grab the eardrum again, and with a twist, he took off the hearing aid. Xu Yao smiled helplessly, waiting for him to take off both of them, then spread out his hand: "Let me put it on by myself, Otherwise, I won't be able to find it tomorrow morning."
Only then did Yang Ren hand over the hearing aid to him. Watching him reach out and touch the bedside table, he seemed to have found the drying box in a fixed position, and then put the hearing aid away.
"Turn off the lights." Xu Yao looked at Yang Ren's face, not knowing how much he could see clearly.
(3)
Yang Ren turned off the light, and the two lay in the dark. This time, there were no more children between the two, and they were finally able to get closer. Yang Ren took advantage of his bad mood as an excuse, and kept squeezing in front of Xu Yao, but Xu Yao no longer refused, and put his left hand on his side. face.
Putting his hand on his face thinking about it day and night, Yang Ren suddenly regained his energy, and there was no sleepiness at all. After such a long lapse, Yang Ren's handsome face when he was young has long been engraved in Xu Yao's mind, but what has changed between this middle-aged person now and before? Xu Yao always wanted to know, but even when he was holding Yang Ren's face, he couldn't see it clearly, so Xu Yao's fingers wandered around Yang Ren's face, feeling every part of his facial features. The face in his mind also emerged, and he thought while touching, the two faces overlapped like this.
"You haven't changed at all." Xu Yao said with satisfaction.
Yang Ren didn't answer. He knew that Xu Yao couldn't hear what he said at the moment. Xu Yao's fingers slowly moved to the corner of Yang Ren's mouth. Yang Ren was startled, but he couldn't hide anymore. Sure enough, Xu Yao actually followed Seeing it in the dark, his fingertips reached the small scar at the corner of Yang Ren's mouth.
"You know? Can you see my scar with your eyes?" Yang Ren was very guilty. He had adapted to the darkness and kept staring at Xu Yao. He focused on his fingers and felt the touch of Yang Ren's scar, but he didn't notice it. He is talking.
(4)
Yang Ren quickly relaxed, thinking: With Xu Yao's current vision, people's expressions can't be seen clearly, how can he observe such a small part? He couldn't help laughing at himself and stopped thinking about it. When Xu Yao's hand touched his upper lip again, he puckered up his lips and kissed Xu Yao's finger playfully.
Xu Yao was amused by his childish actions, but he was reluctant to leave his fingers, so he put them on his lips, feeling the softness.
Yang Ren suddenly spoke, without saying a word, just moved his lips:
"I love you."
Xu Yao was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Me too."
"What did you say?" Yang Ren jumped up in shock, "Do you understand?"
The lips on his hand suddenly moved away, Xu Yao was completely stunned, staring blankly at the darkness in front of him, Yang Ren grabbed his hand and put it on his lips again, and asked tentatively, "Can you understand what I'm saying? "
Xu Yao's fingers stroked Yang Ren's lips, and when his lips finished moving, he said, "Did you forget that I used my mouth to tell the meaning of voices since I was a child?"