(1)
I don't know if the response to this casual and unprepared confession is Xu Yao's sincere words, or just to comfort him. In any case, Yang Ren's mood is much better than when he came out of kindergarten yesterday.
He asked Yang Yitong for leave and took him to the eye hospital early in the morning. This kind of examination is still very fast. I took some picture cards to show the child, and took him to do some basic eye examinations. Fortunately, the vision is intact and there is no problem, but the degree of color blindness is much heavier than Xu Yao imagined. .
Even though he was mentally prepared, Yang Ren never expected that the world in front of his son would be so dark. The doctor said that the child was young and could not make a conclusion now. Maybe with the growth of intelligence, he could distinguish more colors.
After coming out of the consultation room, Yang Ren's head was buzzing, and his breathing became more and more rapid. He had a long talk with Xu Yao last night, and he still feels this way today.
Yang Yitong was always by Yang Ren's side. He didn't understand the doctor's words very well, so he asked, "Dad, the doctor said what's wrong with my eyes? Is it a serious disease?"
Yang Ren looked down at the child's confused face, his throat was tight and sore, he was so young, he didn't know the difference between the world in front of him and others, he swallowed a few mouthfuls of spit, and then said: "It's okay, just A little ill."
"Dad," Yang Yitong was a little anxious and scared, "then my eyes are sick, will you dislike me or not want me? I don't feel the pain in my eyes, is the doctor wrong?"
(2)
Hearing Yang Yitong's words, the big man Yang Ren almost burst into tears, he could only turn his face away, and then pressed the eye socket with the back of his hand.
"Dad, what's the matter with you?" Yang Yitong was a little nervous. Yesterday, Dad just finished talking about Uncle Xu's eyes being sick and Xiao Ai disliked him. He didn't expect that he would become like this. He didn't have a mother before, so he was really scared. Fear of losing my father.
Yang Ren pulled his son aside, squatted down, and said seriously, "No matter what happens to you, I will always be by your side."
"Really?" Yang Yitong was extremely happy, and did not feel the sad tone when his father spoke.
Yang Ren nodded: "Really, and I will never hit you again."
Yang Yitong happily waved his little hand: "It's okay, it's okay, if I make a mistake, Dad can hit me, I won't be angry."
(3)
The father and son walked hand in hand to the door of the hospital. Yang Ren's heart was full of bitterness, but he had to hide it, revealing the kind of calm and safe smiling face that a father's role must have.
Soon Yang Ren found a familiar figure standing at the gate. That person was standing among the people who went in and out. The whole body exuded a sense of security that he only tried to pretend to be a father.
Yang Yitong also saw it, stretched out his hand and called out, "Grandpa Xu!" Then he took Yang Ren's hand and trotted over.
"Godfather, how did you know we were here?" Yang Ren was a little surprised.
The old man changed his seriousness from the past, with a faint smile on his face, and said, "Xu Yao asked me to come over, let's go, go to my house for dinner."
To Yang Ren's surprise, the old man didn't even ask Yang Yitong about the results of his examination, nor did he mention anything about medical treatment, which made Yang Ren wonder if Xu Yao had told the old man about this from beginning to end. .
Seeing that Yang Ren was stunned and didn't answer, Yang Yitong was a little anxious and asked, "Dad, are you okay? I want to go to Grandpa Xu's house for dinner."
(4)
The old man smiled and said: "Of course, accompany me to the vegetable market to buy some potatoes, and then let Uncle Xu make you your favorite sweet and sour potato shreds."
Yang Yitong nodded and took the old man's hand happily. Yang Ren looked at their smiling faces and felt that he was a little out of place. He didn't want to go to Xu's house now, and he didn't want to eat. He just wanted to find a place where no one was there to be alone for a while. .
The old man seemed to understand his thoughts, reached out and patted his shoulder and said, "Don't be in a daze, Xu Yao is waiting at home."
Only then did Yang Ren remember that when the old man came out alone, Xiao Ai must have stayed at home for Xu Yao to take care of, and hurriedly asked: "Now Xu Yao is taking care of Xiao Ai? Can it be done?"
The old man nodded: "It should be fine for a while. If you hesitate and delay for too long, I shouldn't worry about their father and daughter."
Hearing this, Yang Ren decided to take his steps again, took his son back and said to him, "Your Uncle Xu has already told me the little secret of cooking, and I'll fry it for you later." Then he and the old man went to the nearby dishes. Market to go.
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