(1)
I don't know if it's because I feel that Xu Yao can't hear it, or because I can't control my emotions. In short, Yang Ren's cry is extremely loud. Although the security door has been closed, the sound is still audible to the grandma Xiaomao outside the door. Clearly.
With this posture, this weight, this height, and this familiar feeling, even without eyes or ears, Xu Yao can understand who he is.
Although Xu Yao couldn't hear such an earth-shattering cry, but his chest was close to his chest, Xu Yao could clearly feel the vibration of Yang Ren's chest. He didn't know whether it was him or Yang Ren who experienced misfortune, why could he cry like this
The best way at this time is to stay still and let Yang Ren fully vent the pain in his heart. This is also what Xu Yao envies him the most. No matter what happens or what injury he suffers, as long as he gives him a vent, Yang Ren can be reborn.
Xu Yao thought to himself, just wait like this. During this process, he could feel the vibration of the chest of the person holding him slowly become stable, which lasted for nearly five minutes. Xu Yao thought it was a little funny, no matter how many years have passed, Yang Ren is still like a child. I thought that I was so embarrassed, and I could still laugh. It was indeed because I had been with Yang Ren for a long time that I was infected by him.
(2)
Almost unable to feel the movement, Xu Yao finally planned to say something to Yang Ren. He thought for a long time, and when he was about to speak, Yang Ren's body softened and he fainted from crying.
During this process, Yang Ren's memory seemed to be taken away. When he woke up, he thought that several days had passed, but it was only a minute.
He found himself lying on the sofa, but to be precise, the person was leaning on Xu Yao's body. He looked at Xu Yao's calm face, felt dizzy, and shook his head vigorously, which was better. Seeing that he was awake, Xu Yao handed him a lollipop from nowhere. It was a colorful, round shape with a transparent package. It was quite big.
Yang Ren glared at him, but took it over, and while opening the package, he complained, "Take me as a child?" Knowing that Xu Yao couldn't hear him, he put the candy in his mouth without waiting for him to answer, so sweet candy touches When it came to caries, the nerves of the teeth were stimulated at once, and the pain came, and the nerves of the entire half of the face seemed to be revived at the same time, and they began to fight with each other.
Unable to bear the pain, Yang Ren wanted to cry again, but when he saw Xu Yao's smile, he still held it back. Xu Yao didn't know what he was doing, so he stretched out his hand to touch his face, and when he touched the lollipop stick, he felt relieved and said, "Is it low blood sugar? Eat some sugar to slow down."
Yang Ren was so angry that his nose was smoking, and he thought to himself: What is low blood sugar
(3)
If you can't hear or see anything and want to know the other person's every move, it's really hard. Xu Yao was trapped in this kind of suffering and could never escape. He wanted to perceive everything about Yang Ren, and also wanted to understand what he meant when he said it for the first time, so Xu Yao put his hand on Yang Ren again. 's lips.
It was as if thousands of tiny worms were burrowing into his brain. He knew it was a toothache. He wanted to find painkillers in the suitcase before his brain burst, but at this moment his body was completely out of control, only Neng pointed at the box and said anxiously, "Painkillers, painkillers, I have them in the box."
There was a lollipop in his mouth. Although Xu Yao touched his lips with his hand, he found that the mouth shape was too nonstandard. He frowned in a hurry. Seeing this, Yang Ren immediately took the candy out of his mouth and said again. once again.
Hearing this, Xu Yao's expression changed, he put his head gently on the sofa, then stood up and went to grope. The box was black, it should be obvious, but Xu Yao couldn't see it at all, even a little bit. contour.
Yang Ren wanted to tell him that he was at the entrance, but after saying that, it meant nothing to Xu Yao, so he had to forcefully pick up Xu Yao's arm and point in the direction of the door. Xu Yao was very smart, he understood the meaning at once, and quickly turned around and walked there. Fortunately, the box was big enough, he touched it a few times, then pulled the box over, knelt down on the ground, and started to use it. Hands fumbled all the way along the box looking for the zipper.
Yang Ren lay on his side on the sofa, watching Xu Yao's difficult movements, his head hurt even more, and snot and tears flowed out unconsciously.
(4)
Painkillers work very quickly for ordinary people, but for people who take them for a long time, the pain will take some time to relieve. Xu Yao sat next to Yang Ren, waiting for his pain to gradually dissipate, but he couldn't. Seeing the pain in Yang Ren's eyes, it will never dissipate. His helplessness, his blindness, and his isolation from the world are the source of Yang Ren's pain.
After an unknown amount of time, Xu Yao finally couldn't help but ask, "Does it still hurt?"
Yang Ren didn't answer, and put the spilled water from the cup that Xu Yao handed over to him back into his hands. Xu Yao didn't know why he didn't know what he said. He frowned and thought about it, and asked tentatively : "Do you want another drink? Or not?"
Thinking of Xu Yao's action of pouring water just now, Yang Ren felt as if his heart had been drawn away, neither painful nor itchy, but too weak to speak.
Xu Yao got up and poured a new glass of water, all actions were done carefully, and it took several minutes when he returned with the water. He wasn't sure what Yang Ren meant by putting the cup in his hand just now, so he put the cup on the coffee table so that Yang Ren wanted to drink it later, so he picked it up.
"How long have you had this toothache? Why didn't you go to the hospital?"
After Xu Yao finished speaking, he habitually stretched out his hand to find Yang Ren's face, but Yang Ren didn't move, so he covered his lips with his fingers, did not answer his question, but asked directly: "Xiao Ai I've already gone home, why haven't you found me yet?"