(1)
Xu Yao's hand was always on Yang Ren's lips, waiting for him to speak at any time, waiting for his actions at any time. When Xu Yao was silent, Yang Ren knew that he understood. He just doesn't want to answer, or doesn't know how to answer this.
"Why? You talk!" Yang Ren shook his hand and urged.
Xu Yao's eyes finally shifted, he thought for a while, and said, "I'm not in good health, it's a drag on people."
What are these words, he may be referring to his eyesight and hearing, which makes Yang Ren angry: "When we met ten years ago, your ears have always been bad, haven't you, I don't mind. "
Xu Yao's eyes dimmed immediately, and he was silent again.
Yang Ren couldn't stand Xu Yao's character, so he sat up straight, took his hand off his face, and said anxiously, "You talk, but talk!"
Unable to touch Yang Ren's lips and expression, Xu Yao panicked and wanted to get up to get a hearing aid and put it on, but as soon as he got up, the corner of his clothes was pulled, and he was pulled back heavily and fell onto the sofa.
(2)
He didn't know what Yang Ren said, but the topic was definitely around the body. Together, they never seemed to have a good conversation about disability. Xu Yao thought for a while, and suddenly said, "You even dislike your own son's eyes."
"What did you say!" Yang Ren was blown away, and he even wondered if Xu Yao's inarticulateness was wrong.
"When did I despise Tongtong?" Yang Ren shouted at him, unable to control his temper. Seeing that he didn't respond at all, Yang Ren's emotions were forced to calm down, and he reluctantly took Xu Yao's hand to his lips and said again: "Who told you that I dislike Tongtong's eyes?"
"Your son said it himself."
Yang Ren felt that he was about to be wronged to death. All he could remember was the time when Xu Yao and his son were locked in another bedroom and whispered, but how could he have such a misunderstanding? I really jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it. He wanted to immediately ask his son what was going on, but suddenly he understood.
It was a kindergarten parent-child activity. Because Xiao Ai disliked his father's bad eyes, Yang Ren felt chilled and told Yang Yitong about it. Thing: If you have bad eyes, you will be disliked. Unexpectedly, Tongtong told Xu Yao, and Xu Yao was heartbroken about it.
(3)
"You take it seriously as a child," Yang Ren complained, "I have never disliked your ears, let alone your eyes."
Xu Yao seriously felt his words with his fingers, but didn't answer after that, the corners of his mouth were slightly upturned, Yang Ren looked at it, didn't understand what he meant, and was not in a hurry, got up and repacked the suitcase that he had ripped up. up.
Living alone this week, Xu Yao didn't seem to cook very serious meals, at least there were no ingredients in the refrigerator, just a drawer of noodles in the freezer.
Yang Ren rolled up his sleeves and started tidying up the kitchen. He put away the broken ceramic pieces first, and then began to clean up the sewage in the sink and the stained floor.
Taking advantage of this time, Xu Yao finally put on the hearing aid again. Others could not understand his need. In a silent environment, the word sense of security does not exist, even if the sound from the hearing aid is not clear. , but after all this is his only fragile connection with the environment.
There was an almost pure white color in front of him, so he couldn't find Yang Ren's figure like he did before. This is also the reason why he had to send his father to the nursing home: his father fell ill at night and became delirious, no matter what Xu Yao called him, he would not respond aloud, so Xu Yao could not touch anyone, and there was no Fa knows all his father's movements and positions.
(4)
After wearing a hearing aid for a long time, Yang Ren had no news at all. Xu Yao was suddenly a little scared, afraid that he would suddenly leave without saying goodbye like his father, so he stood in the middle of the living room, summoned up his courage, and called out, "Yang Ren? You gone?"
Yang Ren was kneeling on the kitchen floor to clean the tiles. Hearing the mosquito-like voice trembled, he got up and ran over and asked, "What's wrong? I'm here."
The hearing aid seemed to have a meaningful sentence in the noisy humming sound. Xu Yao was overjoyed and closed his eyes to reflect the meaning of the sentence, but because it was extremely unclear, only the word "I" was captured. Unable to understand the meaning, he could only slightly tilt his head towards the source of the sound, hoping to hear Yang Ren repeat it again.
Seeing him tilting his head slightly, Yang Ren didn't think he didn't understand what he was talking about at such a close distance, so he took him by the arm and led him into the bedroom, and said loudly in his ear: "It's almost twelve o'clock, you first I'll make you a late-night snack, and I don't know if you're eating or not, I'll call you later."
Xu Yao's brows twitched together again, he couldn't stand the density of words, he stared straight at a certain place, carefully and hard trying to organize the broken words he heard into a smooth meaning, But he failed.
After seeing him like this, Yang Ren remembered that his words were too fast and he couldn't understand, so he pushed his hand, let him sit on the edge of the bed, and said again: "You lie down for a while. "
Yang Ren glanced, but saw four small medicine bottles standing on the bedside table.