This time, Lu Boyan thought, Su Jianan would not forget the matter so quickly and forgive him.
The sleepy Su Jianan fell into a dream.
In her dream, the whole world turned into a mountain forest. She fell into a misty forest and couldn't find a way out. She could only stand on the top of a high mountain and look at the boundless green.
Suddenly, there was thunder and lightning, howling wind, and heavy rain pouring down recklessly, as if it was about to wash away the world until it collapsed.
No one came to her, and no one could save her. She was soaked in the heavy rain and felt more confused and helpless than ever...
In my impression, all her sufferings started after her mother passed away.
After her mother left, she realized that the world was full of dangers, she knew about the warmth and coldness of human relationships, and that there was beauty in human nature, but there was also darkness and filth. All the ugliness and evil came to her and she looked at them without any scruples.
She missed the time before she was fifteen years old. At that time, she naively thought that her mother would stay with her forever. She thought that the whole world was kind, and she had not realized that she liked Lu Boyan. And Lu Boyan was far abroad and would not cause her any pain.
She wanted to go back to the past, to the days when her mother was by her side.
"Mother… "
Su Jianan murmured the most affectionate name in the world, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes and flowed straight into Lu Boyan's heart.
"Jian An."
Lu Boyan held her hand and called her name, but she was immersed in the nightmare and had no intention of waking up, but the corners of her eyes were getting wetter.
She was clearly less than half a meter away from Lu Boyan, but Lu Boyan felt that they were in two parallel worlds.
Lu Boyan didn't know what she was dreaming about, so he could only hold her hand and wipe the tears from her eyes. Sure enough, she calmed down after a while. Lu Boyan's hand accidentally touched her face, and she was The warmth on her cheeks made her retract her hand.
He subconsciously reached out to touch her forehead, and sure enough, she had a fever.
The nurse hurriedly came in and took Su Jianan's temperature, which was thirty-eight degrees seven.
"Mr. Lu, your wife needs an infusion to reduce her fever."
The cold needle pierced Su Jianan's blood vessel again, dripping down continuously and melting into her blood.
She should have had a fever not long ago, but her cheeks were already red and her lips were bleeding.
Lu Boyan frowned tightly and looked at Su Jianan with red cheeks, wishing that she was the one with the fever. The nurse added, "You can put a cold towel on her forehead to help cool down."
Lu Boyan took out a cold towel from the bathroom and put it on Su Jianan's forehead. However, it had no effect. Her face was still red and her lips were so dry that they looked like they were peeling.
He poured a glass of water, wetted Su Jianan's lips with a cotton swab, and repeated this action tirelessly until he fed her less than half a glass of water.
After the drip was finished, Su Jianan broke out in cold sweat, and she began to talk vaguely in her sleep. Lu Boyan wiped her sweat with a hot towel, and overheard her shouting: "Lu Boyan..."
He was slightly startled, thinking that he heard wrongly. He stopped and listened carefully. She was really whispering his name.
"Lu Boyan... Lu Boyan..."
Her voice was trembling, with a slight cry, and she seemed very uneasy.
"Jian An." Lu Boyan held her hand tightly, "I'm here."
Su Jianan, however, seemed to not feel him at all, calling "Lu Boyan" to herself. After a while, tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes again, and then she became quiet. She stopped saying anything, and she stopped calling Lu Boyan's name, as if she was completely disappointed in Lu Boyan.
Lu Boyan put the towel back into the basin and looked at her in the dim light. The unfamiliar self-blame gradually filled his chest...
She must have dreamed about the scene in the mountains again, when it was raining heavily and lightning was thundering. He knew how scared she would be.
At the most frightening moment, she might have wished he could be by her side, but he wasn't.
Su Jianan did fall into that dream again.
She dreamed that the boundless green was still spreading all around, as if it was about to spread to the ends of the earth. She felt that she would never escape from this misty forest.
Helpless, she only thought of Lu Boyan, so she kept calling his name.
Lu Boyan, Lu Boyan...
Over and over again, just like when she was a child, she followed him and called him, but he didn't show up, just like when he was a child, he wouldn't look back at her.
She suddenly remembered that they were getting divorced.
Yes, Lu Boyan no longer wants her, so why would she show up again? He would never be with her again.
Su Jianan fell to the ground weakly, feeling fatigue and despair coming over her in waves, drowning her deeply in the endless misty forest.
Perhaps, her life really came to an end.
…
The next day, Su Jianan woke up in a daze.
First, the smell of disinfectant entered her breath. Then she opened her eyes. Everything she saw was pale, not endless green. She was no longer on the mountain.
Her consciousness slowly returned to consciousness, and she felt pain in many places on her body, but the most obvious place was her hand. It was not pain, but something was holding tightly.
She turned her head with some difficulty and saw the familiar short hair, familiar shoulders, and familiar face.
He was lying next to her hospital bed in an almost resigned position, but he was sleeping so soundly. There was a faint layer of cyan on his lower eyelids, and it could be seen that he had not slept for long.
Su Jianan looked around again and saw "Z City No. 1 Hospital" written on the bedside table.
She is still in Z city, so... why is Lu Boyan here too
Aren't they going to divorce? Why was he lying next to her hospital bed holding her hand like this, as if he had been watching over her all night
Before Su Jianan could come up with an answer, she saw Lu Boyan's eyelashes twitching, and she closed her eyes subconsciously, pretending not to wake up yet.
At this time, Su Yicheng pushed the door open and came in. He looked at Su Jianan and then at Lu Boyan, who was lying beside the bed. He was about to go out and wait for Lu Boyan to wake up when he saw Lu Boyan raise his head.
"It's just in time that you wake up." He walked over, "You go to the hotel to wash up and have breakfast. I'll call you when Jian An wakes up."
Lu Boyan first checked the temperature of Su Jianan's forehead. After the fever had subsided, he stood up and left the ward with peace of mind.
Su Yicheng walked to Su Jianan's hospital bed and sat down: "Okay, stop pretending."
He watched Su Jianan grow up. When she was a child, she often stayed in bed, and the servants at home were unable to do anything to her. It was him who exposed her trick of pretending to be asleep and dragged her out of bed almost every day.
Therefore, he knew very well whether Su Jianan was really sleeping or pretending to sleep.
Su Jian'an also knew that Su Yicheng must have found out, so he opened his eyes hesitantly, not daring to look at Su Yicheng, and whispered: "Brother..."
"How do you feel?" Su Yicheng said, "The doctor said your leg was broken and the rest of the body was only slightly injured. Is there any pain?"
Su Jianan shook her head: "Nothing hurts..." She bit her lip and stopped talking.
Su Yicheng knew what she wanted to ask and helped her sit up: "Lu Boyan came earlier than me. He came here from City A early yesterday morning."
Su Jianan was stunned and looked at Su Yicheng in surprise: "Why did he come so early? I hadn't been in trouble at that time, but the flight had been grounded due to weather conditions."
"It would be better if you ask him about this." After a pause, Su Yicheng asked, "After this experience, do you regret filing for divorce?"
Su Jianan bit her lip and said nothing, slowly lowering her eyebrows.
After a while, she said in a low voice: "Brother, you can't take back what you said. And... he has already agreed. Maybe the agreement has been drawn up."
Just as Su Yicheng was about to say something, there was a knock on the door, and a nurse came in with a tray: "Mrs. Lu, let me take your temperature."
The electronic thermometer was pointed at Su Jianan's forehead, and the temperature was quickly displayed. The nurse smiled: "Thirty-seven, normal temperature. You don't need any more infusions today. We all thought you had a fever after being rained for so long yesterday. It will continue until today. It seems that Mr. Lu's careful care last night was effective."
Lu Boyan's careful care
Su Jianan looked at the nurse in confusion. The nurse then remembered and said, "You must have been sleeping last night. You must not know that Mr. Lu stayed by your bed until around three in the morning. He kept using towels for you. I gave you a cold compress, and then I wiped your sweat and gave you water. This is the first time I have seen such a considerate man."
As she spoke, the nurse kept Su Jianan's medicine: "After breakfast, remember to take these medicines."
After saying that, the beautiful female nurse pushed the cart and left. Su Jianan sat on the bed blankly. It took a while to digest the nurse's words. When she met Su Yicheng's eyes, she suddenly felt uncomfortable.
She and Lu Boyan both said they were getting divorced. This incident... was too strange.
Su Yicheng suddenly smiled and said, "It's not bad for you to make such a fuss."
"What do you mean?" Su Jianan looked at the ceiling in confusion, "Brother, why do you think Lu Boyan did this? He can obviously ignore this big trouble like me."
Su Yicheng didn't answer but asked: "Why did he do this? Don't you have an answer in your heart?"
Su Jianan fell into silence, and Su Yicheng added: "Let me tell you this, if you were a person who had nothing to do with me and I didn't care about your life or death at all, I wouldn't stay up late to take care of you with all my heart."
"You mean..." Su Jianan picked at her fingers hesitantly, but she didn't have the confidence to say that answer.
"You know everything I'm talking about." Su Yicheng stood up, "Okay, I'll let Lu Boyan come over. Let's go."
"Brother!" Su Jian'an just didn't know how to face Lu Boyan. She pretended to be asleep just now and hurriedly called Su Yicheng, "Can't you stay with me for a little longer? Just for a little while."
"When did you become so timid?" Su Yicheng touched his sister's head, "You will always have to face and solve this matter. Don't be afraid, no matter what the outcome is, you have me."
"...What if Lu Boyan and I divorce?"
"Even if we get divorced, you will still be my sister." Although Su Yicheng knew that would never happen, he still comforted Su Jianan, "Brother can support you for several lifetimes, so you can do whatever you want. But I don't want you to make the wrong mistake. choose."
Su Jianan understood what her brother meant, nodded, and watched him leave. (To be continued)