Su Jianan was the only one left in the huge single ward.
She bit her fingers and sat on the hospital bed, feeling more entangled than ever before.
After hearing what Su Yicheng said, Lu Boyan still cared about her.
If that's the case, why did he do that before? First he ignored her, then he quarreled unreasonably, agreed to divorce, and told her to leave immediately... He simply looked like he wanted her to get away as far away as possible immediately.
She once suspected that she had done something wrong to make him unhappy, so she put down her posture and pride and asked him, but his words were harsh.
If you don't want to see her again, why come to her
"Mr. Lu stayed in front of your hospital bed until about three o'clock in the morning. He kept giving you a cold compress with a towel, and later wiped your sweat and gave you water. This is the first time I have seen such a considerate man... "
The nurse's words suddenly came to mind, and Su Jianan's mood became even more confused. She buried her head on her knees and held the back of her head tightly with her hands, like an ostrich trying to escape the troubles of reality.
At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and familiar footsteps were getting closer...
Su Jianan's body suddenly froze, and she suddenly wanted to maintain this posture, never look up, never face the facts.
Lu Boyan didn't give her such a chance.
He walked to the hospital bed and called her: "Jian An."
Perhaps because of staying up late, his voice was a little hoarse.
Su Jianan remembered that when she woke up in the morning, Lu Boyan's first reaction was to check the temperature of her forehead.
His warm and dry palm pressed against her forehead, and she realized that she missed that feeling of closeness and concern.
It was a completely different feeling than being cared for by Su Yicheng. Su Yicheng's concern made her feel warm, but Lu Boyan's concern brought her a subtle sweetness and satisfaction.
When she left home that morning, she thought she could accept the fact calmly and face the divorce calmly. Just like she had agreed with herself before getting married, she wanted to be content. Being able to become husband and wife with Lu Boyan was enough.
Now she knew that she was greedy and wanted more.
In just half a year, Lu Boyan has already made her develop too many bad habits. She has become very dependent on him. She wants him to be by her side when she encounters difficulties. She wants to share all the joys, sorrows and joys of life and work with him. She even I want to spend the rest of my life with him...
But before getting married, she clearly wanted to be independent. Just like she was not married yet, she should never bother Lu Boyan, lest she bore him.
It turned out that she overestimated herself.
Su Yicheng was right, she would always have to face and resolve this matter.
Thinking of this, Su Jianan finally raised her head and looked at Lu Boyan.
She wanted to laugh and greet Lu Boyan as if nothing had happened.
But she couldn't do it. Lu Boyan's eyes were so deep and complicated, as if they contained thousands of emotions that she couldn't understand.
She couldn't laugh or speak a word. She just remembered the lightning and thunder on the mountain and the moment she fell down the steep slope...
She thought she would never be able to see Lu Boyan again, let alone tell him that she liked him.
At that time, it was because of Lu Boyan that she had such a strong desire to survive. She wanted to survive and tell Lu Boyan everything, but now that Lu Boyan was right in front of her, she couldn't speak.
She was afraid to see Lu Boyan's mocking expression, afraid that he would disdain the feelings she had carefully hidden for more than ten years.
For no reason, Su Jianan suddenly felt aggrieved and wanted to cry.
Lu Boyan watched her thick long eyelashes trembling slightly, and his heart trembled slightly. He stretched out his hand and touched Su Jianan's cheek...
Su Jianan just felt that the temperature in his palm was so familiar, and his movements were cautious, just like holding her cheek when he kissed her before.
Her eyes suddenly heated up, and she blinked subconsciously, lowering her eyebrows to hide that her eyes were already misty.
She pushed Lu Boyan's hand angrily: "Go away and don't touch me!"
But Lu Boyan grabbed her shoulders and pulled her into his arms. She couldn't even react, let alone refuse.
Su Jianan felt as if she was deeply embedded in Lu Boyan's arms.
In her impression, Lu Boyan had never hugged her so hard before, as if she was going to disappear in the next second and he could only keep her with this force.
"Jian An, I'm sorry." Lu Boyan apologized. Perhaps because of his hoarseness, his voice sounded deeper than before, "I shouldn't have driven you away and let you come to this place to take risks."
"..." Su Jianan's eyes tightened.
She has never seen Lu Boyan with such a low profile. He is a powerful figure in the shopping mall. He speaks his mind and only wants others to flatter and accommodate him. When does he need to apologize to others like this
But it was indeed because of him that she came here and almost died.
"Those photos were secretly taken by Chen Xuanxuan following you. I know nothing happened between you and Jiang Shaokai that night," he said.
"Knowing that you still doubt me?" Su Jianan was really angry and pushed Lu Boyan hard, "Are you just waiting for me to admit that I like Jiang Shaokai so that you can use this reason to divorce me? Even if I don't mention it that night You will definitely mention the divorce to me in a few days, right? Lu Boyan, you bastard!
"How much do you not want to see me? How tired are you of the life of a fake couple that you would let Shen Yuechuan come up with such an excuse that could be exposed at any time? When I file for divorce, you must Are you happy?"
The more she talked, the more she felt aggrieved. Su Jianan's eyes became redder and redder, but she refused to let the tears fall. She stubbornly kept wiping her eyes until the corners of her eyes were red.
Lu Boyan held her hand tightly and refused to let go no matter how much she struggled. He said, "Jian An, I can explain."
Su Jianan looked at him with red eyes: "I've asked you many times if I did something wrong to make you so weird. But you didn't say anything. You just quarreled with me and suspected that I liked someone else. , let me go... Are you finally willing to tell me now?"
She smiled and instantly transformed into the unyielding heroine of a bloody drama: "I, don't, listen!"
After saying that, she tried to break away from Lu Boyan's hand. Lu Boyan could not let her get what she wanted, so she had to use more force. Finally, she stubbornly tried to break away Lu Boyan's hand, but found that her sleeves were stained with blood.
The bright red blood that hadn't had time to dry couldn't be hers.
She grabbed Lu Boyan's hand and took a look. Sure enough, there was a cut on his palm, and there was more than one. The cuts were deep and shallow, of varying lengths, and blood was oozing out.
"How did you get hurt?" She finally stopped struggling and just looked at Lu Boyan calmly and asked, "Why are you hurt?"
Lu Boyan ignored her question and raised the corners of his lips slightly: "Jian An, you still care about me, right?"
to your head!
Su Jianan pushed Lu Boyan angrily, but his hand was grabbed again. He said urgently: "Listen to my explanation, and I will tell you how I was injured."
Su Jianan compromised and took a step back: "Take care of the wound first."
"No." Lu Boyan suddenly became as stubborn as a child, "Jian An, there are some things I should have told you a long time ago."
His appearance was a bit abnormal. Su Jianan frowned delicately: "What do you want to say?"
After pondering for a moment, Lu Boyan finally said in a low voice: "Jian An, on the first day of marriage, I knew you had someone you liked."
"..." Su Jianan's heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat. She stared at Lu Boyan unconsciously, her eyes filled with nervousness, fearing that Lu Boyan's next words would touch the biggest secret in her heart.
"I thought you liked Jiang Shaokai." The smile on Lu Boyan's lips looked more like self-mockery, "In the past six or seven years, besides your brother, Jiang Shaokai has been the only person of the opposite sex around you. So, I thought you liked The man is who he is.”
"..." Su Jianan cursed: Who stipulates that you can only like the opposite sex around you
"Do you still remember the night before we got the certificate, I told you that our marriage was only for two years? Your reaction was actually happy. Later, you always talked about divorce and reminded me again and again that we will get married in two years. Divorce." Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an, with coldness in his deep eyes, "Jian An, do you know that there were several times when I almost couldn't control myself and wanted to go up and choke you?"
"..." Su Jianan rubbed her neck and shrank into the bed unconsciously - she knew that Lu Boyan had violent tendencies.
"Something happened a few days ago, and I lost confidence in our marriage. If you ask me why I have become so strange, it's not that I don't want to answer you, but I can't."
In other words, Lu Boyan cannot answer Su Jianan yet.
"That's why that night, you suddenly asked me if I like Jiang Shaokai?"
"Jiang Shaokai sent you back the night before yesterday. You were drunk and asked me not to touch you, saying Jiang Shaokai was okay. The next day I received a photo of you at the door of the bar. Chen Xuanxuan found the angle very well. In the photo, you and Jiang Shaokai looked at each other. They look like a close couple." He looked at Su Jian'an and said word for word, "Jian An, I'm just jealous of Jiang Shaokai."
Su Jianan seemed to not understand Lu Boyan's words and looked at him blankly.
After a few seconds, she was sure that she had heard correctly, and her heart started to beat faster than ever before, as if it was about to jump out of her chest alive.
She had teased Lu Boyan about similar issues before, huh? Husband, are you jealous
Every time Lu Boyan would admit it generously and ask her maliciously, "I'm jealous, what are you going to do?"
She only thought that this was a game of verbal skills between two people. She wanted to embarrass Lu Boyan, but Lu Boyan was not willing to lag behind and threw the hot potato back to her.
She never thought that Lu Boyan was telling the truth, and she never dared to think that Lu Boyan would be jealous because of her.
However, every time she mentioned Jiang Shaokai intentionally or unintentionally, Lu Boyan would indeed be unhappy. Last time in the supermarket, he was even childish and refused to let her buy Jiang Shaokai's favorite snacks.
In fact, if she thought carefully, she would have discovered the clues long ago.
But she didn't have confidence in herself. Even now that he had said it himself, she still wanted to confirm—
"You..." Her voice was full of uncertainty, and her heart rate was about to explode, "Why are you jealous of Jiang Shaokai? You know we have nothing."
"You guys have nothing, and I'm still jealous." Lu Boyan said, "Four years in college is the age when you gradually understand a lot of things, but he is the one who stays with you. You do experiments together in class and after class, and even eat together Together."
Su Jianan's eyes slowly became suspicious: "How do you know so clearly? When I was in college, you were still abroad."
"But I know everything about what happened to you in the country." Lu Boyan was not kidding.
"You asked someone to spy on me." Su Jianan shook her head in disbelief, "Why did you do this?"
"Jian An," Lu Boyan looked at Su Jian'an and spoke loudly, "I love you." (To be continued)