Many years later, when Luo Xiaoxi thought about this moment, she still felt as if she had been abandoned by the whole world. She was struggling to survive alone on the grassy loess.
Outside the intensive care unit—
Luo Xiaoxi could not go in and could only stand outside and look at her parents in the ward through the window.
Her mother was more seriously injured than her father. A bunch of instruments surrounded her, and she could only see her eyes and cheeks.
And her father, who always acted resolutely in the company, seemed to have aged ten years overnight. Even if she did something extreme to anger him, he would not have the strength to get up and teach her a lesson like before.
It's all her fault. If it wasn't because she liked Su Yicheng and wanted to prove herself to him, she wouldn't have wanted to be a model on a whim.
If she wasn't a model and didn't like Su Yicheng, she wouldn't have had a quarrel with her father.
If he hadn't had a quarrel with his father, didn't like Su Yicheng, and hadn't become a model, his father wouldn't have to drive to the TV station in a hurry today, and they wouldn't have a car accident on the road, and they wouldn't have to lie here waiting for their fate to be pronounced...
She really shouldn't like Su Yicheng.
Tears fell one drop at a time, and his vision gradually became blurred, just like Luo Xiaoxi's world. She originally thought that her happiness had a concrete shape and was within reach, but now... she has nothing.
"Xiao Xi." Candy put a tissue on Luo Xiaoxi's hand, "Maybe you don't care anymore, but... you entered the finals."
"Candy..." Luo Xiaoxi's lips moved several times before she said belatedly, "I'm sorry."
She was giving up her right to participate in the finals.
Others may not have this willfulness, but she is Luo Xiaoxi.
Candy nodded understandingly: "I will discuss it with the director. Xiao Xi, you have to hold on. At times like this, you have to stay calm and don't do anything stupid."
"I have been stupid for more than ten years." Luo Xiaoxi wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, "I won't be stupid again."
After failing to confess her love to Su Yicheng for the first time, she should listen to her father and give up on Su Yicheng.
Or even if she listened to her father's words once during this period, broke up with Su Yicheng and married Qin Wei, today's tragedy would not have happened.
Candy was stunned for a moment before she realized what Luo Xiaoxi said and sighed.
Luo Xiaoxi once thought that she had seized happiness by being with Su Yicheng, but in just one night, she lost everything.
"Candy, please go back." Luo Xiaoxi looked at her parents in the ICU persistently, "Please reject all the notices for me. I will pay the liquidated damages."
"I will help you solve these problems, you have to be strong." Candy put her hand on Luo Xiaoxi's shoulder, patted it twice, and left.
The long corridor was silent. Luo Xiaoxi stood in front of the window. If tears hadn't kept falling from her eyes, she would have been almost like a living sculpture.
She refused to break up with Su Yicheng until her death. Her father must have been extremely disappointed in her at that time, right? Her parents had held her in their hands since childhood, but she was used as a scapegoat for others.
Thinking back to the pain her parents endured when the car accident happened, Luo Xiaoxi felt like a sharp knife was violently stirring in her heart. She closed her eyes hard and couldn't help but cry.
It was more painful than the time when Cheng'an Group's plan was revealed and Su Yicheng was rejected. She was not at fault that time. This time, it was all her fault. She almost killed her parents.
Luo Xiaoxi covered her mouth, slowly squatted down and sobbed in pain.
She was like a beast covered in scars, and those wounds were all caused by herself.
The darkness outside the window seemed to be spreading over her, and the despair and heavy darkness surrounded her.
If her parents cannot survive these 48 hours, there will be no tomorrow in her life...
…
Su Jianan received a call from Candy when she was getting ready to go to bed. Almost at the same time as she answered the phone, Lu Boyan suddenly opened the door and said the same thing as Candy.
Luo Xiaoxi's parents had a serious car accident.
Su Jianan almost jumped out of bed, grabbed her coat and rushed out, "Take me to the hospital."
Lu Boyan pulled her and said, "Change clothes. I'll go down and get the car."
Su Jianan changed her clothes at almost a sprint speed of 100 meters. Lu Boyan had already started the car and was waiting for her. The car with excellent performance rushed out like an arrow. Su Jianan asked Lu Boyan while looking for her cell phone, " How did you know?"
"Shen Yuechuan saw the news and called me."
Su Jianan immediately thought of Su Yicheng and dialed his number.
Su Yicheng was busy non-stop all day long. After finishing his work, he was about to go to the TV station when he received another call from Zhang Mei.
Zhang Mei threatened him on the phone that if he didn't go to see her, she would tell Luo Xiaoxi everything immediately.
The game hadn't started yet. If Luo Xiaoxi knew about it, her mood would definitely be affected. If she loses tonight, she will miss the finals.
He could only change his plan and go to see Zhang Mei first. Something happened at the company, so he hurriedly left the coffee shop, but left his cell phone behind. After handling the company's affairs, it's time to go find Zhang Mei and get her phone back.
He looked through the call records and found that Luo Xiaoxi didn't call him again.
She made it to the finals, maybe she's celebrating
Just as he was thinking about it, Su Jianan suddenly called. He answered the call with doubts. He only listened to the first sentence, grabbed the car keys and ran out without even bothering to close the door.
It was already early in the morning when Su Yicheng rushed to the hospital. The floor of the intensive care unit was so quiet that he could hear the sound of leaves falling. He saw Luo Xiaoxi squatting on the ground and whimpering.
She was surrounded by pale walls, and above her head was a pale light. Everything was lifeless, and it seemed that even her figure had lost its life...
Su Yicheng originally wanted to find Luo Xiaoxi tomorrow and ask her why she left last night and why she went to the hotel with Qin Wei after telling him that she was going home. However, the sudden heartache at this moment swept away all that to him. the back of the head.
He had never seen Luo Xiaoxi like this before, helpless and pitiful, like an abandoned animal.
He walked over slowly, and Luo Xiaoxi felt a dull pain in her heart when she heard familiar footsteps.
The footsteps she had been looking forward to the most had only discovered today that it was a huge mistake.
Su Yicheng stretched out his hand to help Luo Xiaoxi, but she broke away from his hand and stood up on her own. Although her eyes were dim with tears, he could still see the strangeness in her eyes.
A bad premonition came to mind. Su Yicheng tried to touch Luo Xiaoxi again, but she opened his hand.
"Xiao Xi." He called her.
"Let's break up." Two lines of tears burst out of her eyes, but Luo Xiaoxi's voice was calm and waveless, "We should have ended it long ago."
It’s long past time to end this mistake.
Su Yicheng finally determined that there was something going on that he didn't know about. Looking at Luo Xiaoxi trying to find some clues, she twitched her lips and said, "No need to guess anymore, I know everything."
As Su Yicheng expected, Luo Xiaoxi would break up with her once she knew the truth. But he didn't expect the situation to be so bad. Now Luo Xiaoxi must think that her parents would have a car accident because she was stubbornly staying with him.
"Xiao Xi, I will explain to you why I hid it from you, but not now. The most important thing now..."
"The most important thing for me right now is to break up with you." Luo Xiaoxi interrupted Su Yicheng, her attitude colder than ever.
Su Yicheng hated these two words as never before. He stared at Luo Xiaoxi and emphasized every word: "I don't agree."
Luo Xiaoxi smiled, "What if I told you that I had sex with Qin Wei?"
Su Yicheng narrowed his eyes dangerously, "Stop talking."
"I drank too much last night. If you watched the news, you should have seen that he carried me into the hotel." Luo Xiaoxi continued talking to herself, "Then we had sex."
Su Yicheng closed his hands into fists, "Luo Xiaoxi, stop talking!"
Luo Xiaoxi met Su Yicheng's gaze, "Think about it, Qin Wei has also done what you did to me. Don't you find it disgusting? It just so happens that now I also find you quite disgusting. So, let's break up. .”
Su Yicheng slammed Luo Xiaoxi's hand, "Even if we hate each other, I won't let you go."
"We don't have any legal relationship, so you can't leave without letting me go?" Luo Xiaoxi smiled coldly, "Also, I'm not asking to break up with you. I'm telling you that we're over."
She turned around, not wanting Su Yicheng to see his tears.
Su Yicheng had no choice but to explain to her now: "Zhang Mei's father helped me. After the company's plan was leaked, he begged me to protect his daughter's reputation."
Luo Xiaoxi wiped the tears from her face: "So you let me bear the blame and watch Zhang Mei post to smear me, but you still don't want me to find out about her?" She turned around suddenly, her eyes full of hatred. , "My dad suddenly stopped me from being with you, and I blamed him for it. In fact, it was because my dad knew the truth, and she was afraid that I would do something stupid, so she hid it from me. And you, you can still look at me and me with peace of mind Dad is in trouble."
"I have decided to explain it to your father first, and then confess it to you."
"No need now." Luo Xiaoxi looked at Su Yicheng stubbornly, "Go away and don't come to me again."
She never thought that one day she would say such things to Su Yicheng.
She didn't expect that she would still be heartbroken after saying this under such circumstances.
Su Yicheng held Luo Xiaoxi's hand, "Tomorrow you will face not only your parents' injuries, but also Luo's employees and board of directors, and even the company's business and stock price. You don't have any experience, I can help you stabilize Live in the company. When everything is stable, we will talk about other things."
Luo Xiaoxi smiled and said, "I called you when my parents were in the operating room. If you said this to me at that time, I would be very happy. But now, do you think I still care about you?" Any help?"
Su Yicheng's pupils seemed to shrink, "Zhang Mei will tell you the matter."
"Do you regret leaving your phone with Zhang Mei?" Luo Xiaoxi looked at Su Yicheng sarcastically.
"Don't think too much." Su Yicheng said, "Zhang Mei and I were in the coffee shop."
"It's none of my business even if you are in bed." Luo Xiaoxi struggled fiercely, "Su Yicheng, let me go and don't appear in front of me again!"
In the past, Su Yicheng didn't know what else he was afraid of losing besides Su Jian'an.
Later, Su Jianan and Lu Boyan got married, and he once thought that he no longer had anything to fear in this world.
Only now did he realize that he was afraid that Luo Xiaoxi would ask him to let go.
He pulled Luo Xiaoxi into his arms and held her tightly, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
Disgust, nausea, and various resistance emotions grew in her heart. Luo Xiaoxi struggled fiercely, but suddenly she heard Su Yicheng say in her ear in a voice that was almost like a request:
"Xiao Xi, don't leave me." (To be continued)