This night seemed longer than the night I spent with my mother in the intensive care unit waiting for her fate to be pronounced.
Luo Xiaoxi's small bed was next to the window. When she looked out the window, she always felt that the dark night sky was about to collapse in the next second, and her thoughts were confused.
Why can't I fall asleep even though I've taken the sleeping pills prescribed by the doctor
Maybe it was because she had never thought that she would get married so hastily, even more suddenly than Su Jianan did more than half a year ago.
In fact, there is nothing to think about at all.
Even if she doesn't marry Qin Wei tomorrow, she will still marry Qin Wei when Lao Luo wakes up.
Luo Xiaoxi gently closed the curtains, closed her eyes, and fell into darkness.
So be it.
Luo Xiaoxi woke up very early the next day, and her face reflected in the mirror was not very good, but she could skillfully arm herself with cosmetics.
Finally, use both hands to lift the corners of your lips.
Luo Xiaoxi, smile.
She didn't realize that her eyes were dim. The smile on her lips could be faked, but her eyes never showed happiness.
"Dad, Mom." Before leaving the hospital, Luo Xiaoxi held her parents' hands at the same time, "I'm getting married today. Can you wake up quickly? Otherwise, I won't be able to hold the wedding. You know, I'm looking forward to it the most. It’s my own wedding.”
Although, the groom is no longer the person she loves.
Luo Xiaoxi didn't speak on the way to the Civil Affairs Bureau. She propped her chin on one hand and looked at the traffic, but didn't see anything.
The eyes are empty.
The head is empty.
The whole person is empty.
Only by completely letting herself go could she suppress the urge to regret.
Qin Wei just drove quietly, but subconsciously he knew very well that no couple would register in such a calm manner.
The dazzling sports car stopped in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Luo Xiaoxi looked at the three gilded characters and felt dazed for a moment.
She can't give herself any more time, otherwise she will definitely run away.
The next second, Luo Xiaoxi unbuckled her seat belt and decisively pushed the door open to get out of the car.
Qin Wei caught her in time, "Xiao Xi, it's too late for you to regret it now. I haven't told my parents about this yet. If you don't want to continue, I'll just take you for a ride and I won't blame you."
"Qin Wei, thank you." Luo Xiaoxi smiled, "Let's go in."
"Have you thought about it clearly? Do you understand what it means to marry me?"
Luo Xiaoxi lowered her head, "I know it very well. I also... will never regret it."
How can you regret doing the right thing
The only thing she regrets now is that she blindly liked Su Yicheng for so many years.
It was still very early, but the civil affairs bureau was already very lively. There were young couples sitting next to the wedding registration area, leaning against each other. Their faces were full of longing for the future, and there was a sweet smell floating in the air. .
Luo Xiaoxi prides herself on being someone who has seen big scenes, but she is a little scared at the moment and wants to retreat...
"Sit down." Qin Wei's voice brought Luo Xiaoxi back to reality, "There are many people, we have to wait for our turn."
"… good."
Luo Xiaoxi sat down mechanically, twisting her hands together uneasily. The next second, a dry and rough palm wrapped her hand. Qin Wei said: "Xiao Xi, you can't regret it anymore."
"… I won't."
Only Luo Xiaoxi knew that her eyes were burning.
It must be because I am so happy.
…
The traffic during the morning rush hour was so bad that it seemed to dampen everyone's newly awakened fighting spirit.
Thousands of cars flooded onto the road, filling endless stretches of road.
The driver frowned when he saw the road conditions, "Mr. Su, there's... no way we can drive through."
Su Yicheng's brows furrowed deeper than the driver's, with a terrifying gloom on his face, "How far is it from the Civil Affairs Bureau?"
"Four or five kilometers." The driver pointed ahead, "Just keep going forward."
As soon as he finished speaking, Su Yicheng was already outside the car. He only saw him passing through one huge vehicle after another in the queue of cars, and lightly climbed over the guardrail on the roadside and onto the sidewalk.
The driver opened his mouth exaggeratedly.
He knew that Su Yicheng had practiced close combat and was good at it, but he hired bodyguards and the security around him was very good, so no one saw Su Yicheng take action.
Su Yicheng also behaves like a gentleman on weekdays. He wears suits and leather shoes and has a handsome demeanor. He is not at all like a big guy who practices martial arts and looks a little intimidating because of his strength.
This was the first time the driver saw Su Yicheng abandon his gentlemanly demeanor and run carelessly on the crowded sidewalk.
After a while, his figure quickly disappeared from the driver's sight.
A journey of four or five kilometers was nothing to Su Yicheng. The cold wind in late autumn blew past his ears, and he didn't feel any discomfort even if his feet were wearing leather shoes.
The only clear thing was the text message sent by Qin Wei.
—Xiao Xi agreed to marry me. Let’s go to the Civil Affairs Bureau now.
He was at fault first. No matter how angry Luo Xiaoxi was with him, turning a blind eye to him, or even beating and scolding him, he would allow it and tolerate it.
The only thing he couldn't accept was her marrying someone else.
Su Yicheng didn't know what his pace was, but he always felt that it was still too slow and he needed to go faster.
It was late autumn, and those who were afraid of the cold had already put on scarves. When Su Yicheng arrived in front of the Civil Affairs Bureau, a thin layer of sweat broke out on his forehead, and the black hair on his forehead was slightly moist.
Without taking a breath, she rushed into the Civil Affairs Bureau and saw Qin Wei and Luo Xiaoxi sitting in front of an office window.
Luo Xiaoxi picked up the pen, and something clicked in his head. Before he could think about it, someone rushed over and snatched the pen from Luo Xiaoxi's hand, and threw it out.
On that piece of paper, Luo Xiaoxi only signed the word "Luo", and the last stroke was very long because of his grabbing.
Su Yicheng inexplicably developed hatred for a piece of paper, grabbed it and tore it into pieces. He raised his hand and the tiny pieces of paper fell down one after another.
He stared at Luo Xiaoxi fiercely, as if he wanted to tear her apart into his belly, and the rising and falling of his chest seemed to erupt with anger.
The entire Civil Affairs Bureau was silent.
The staff looked at Su Yicheng blankly. They had seen people who came to make trouble, but they had never seen someone so domineering and without any scruples.
Other registered couples were also stunned. They had seen handsome men before, but never such handsome men.
Luo Xiaoxi looked at Su Yicheng through the swirling papers, and all the panic and uneasiness she felt just now suddenly disappeared.
No matter how much she didn't want to admit it, she was waiting for Su Yicheng to come. This was the fact hidden in her heart.
Only Qin and Wei were not surprised.
When he got in the car, he sent a text message to Su Yicheng, just to give Luo Xiaoxi one last chance.
And Su Yicheng arrived at the last minute, maybe it was fate.
Su Yicheng grabbed Luo Xiaoxi's hand and pulled her out. Luo Xiaoxi was dragged for two steps before she could react and struggled, "Su Yicheng, let go of me!"
Su Yicheng ignored it.
Luo Xiaoxi lowered her head and bit his wrist. The harder she pushed, the harder Su Yicheng got too. He didn't let go, but she tasted the salty smell of blood first.
In the end, it was Luo Xiaoxi who relented first.
"Madman!" She pushed Su Yicheng hard, "What do you mean by this!"
Blood stained Su Yicheng's cuffs. Without even looking at it, he directly picked up Luo Xiaoxi and walked out of the Civil Affairs Bureau.
Luo Xiaoxi couldn't struggle away, so she beat him hard, but every punch seemed to fall on cotton. Su Yicheng didn't put her down until he was in front of the car door.
She took the opportunity to run away, but Su Yicheng slammed her against the car door and stared at her like a wolf, "Luo Xiaoxi, unless I bring you here. Otherwise, you will never set foot in this place."
Luo Xiaoxi also calmed down and smiled: "Really?" She flipped her hair and said, "Su Yicheng, you'd better let me go now! Otherwise, I'll call the police right away!"
She took out her phone, but Su Yicheng snatched it away the next second and smashed it into pieces with a bang.
"You..." When Luo Xiaoxi went crazy, her true nature was stimulated. She raised her foot angrily and was about to kick Su Yicheng, but he held him down easily.
She had no choice but to look away, "Su Yicheng, listen - I don't love you anymore."
Su Yicheng's eyes darkened, but after a few seconds, the corners of his lips raised slightly, "It's up to you, I don't mind."
"..." Luo Xiaoxi was speechless for a long time, then suddenly broke out, "What's wrong with you! It's impossible for us anymore. I will never like you as desperately as before. Didn't you just break up so coolly before?" ? What are you talking about this time!"
Su Yicheng narrowed his eyes slightly, this was a very dangerous sign.
He asked: "Do you really want to marry Qin Wei?"
"That's right!" Luo Xiaoxi looked directly into Su Yicheng's eyes and said word by word, "I should have married Qin Wei a long time ago. In this way, nothing will happen to my parents, let alone with people like you. Still struggling till now!
"Su Yicheng, I have never regretted anything I have done. But now, I really regret falling in love with you, do you understand?"
Su Yicheng's heavy eyes suddenly darkened, and for some reason, Luo Xiaoxi's heart twitched.
"What do you have to do to forgive me?" His voice was so soft and full of helplessness.
He would probably never talk like this to a second person.
Luo Xiaoxi shook her head, "Never."
"Okay." Su Yicheng clenched his hands into fists, "We will be entangled like this for the rest of our lives."
Luo Xiaoxi felt scared for no reason.
What Su Yicheng said about being entangled for a lifetime was definitely more than what it meant on the surface.
She looked at him worriedly, "You can forgive me if you want, you just need to promise me one thing."
He looked at her and motioned for her to continue.
Luo Xiaoxi: "Let me marry Qin Wei."
Su Yicheng's knuckles suddenly turned white, and he laughed angrily, "Luo Xiaoxi, you are dreaming!"
"It doesn't matter if you don't agree." Luo Xiaoxi didn't care, "Anyway, I have decided to marry Qin Wei, please let me go!"
At this time, the cell phone in Su Yicheng's pocket rang. He had a free hand to pick up the cell phone. Luo Xiaoxi took the opportunity to escape, but he caught it with his sharp eyes and quick hands.
"Su Yicheng!" She struggled furiously, "I told you to let me go! Believe it or not, I'll bite you until your head is bloody!"
Su Yicheng frowned and looked at her, "Stop screaming."
"Call you sister! Let me go!" He really wanted to bite Su Yicheng again.
Su Yicheng covered her mouth: "Your dad is awake." (To be continued)