When he was a student, Su Jianan was a mythical god of learning.
But she has always been slow when it comes to emotional matters.
Therefore, even though she met Lu Boyan when she was 10 years old, she found out that she liked him only after a long time. By then, she had grown from a little girl to a graceful little girl. Lu Boyan... She hadn't seen him for many years. She didn't know if he was still as good-looking as when he was 16, or what he looked like.
But she still likes him.
When she was in the first year of junior high school, she received a love letter. The fragrant letter contained a photo of a boy. She took a look at it, and Lu Boyan's appearance automatically appeared in her mind. The boy's nose was not as straight as Lu Boyan's, and his eyes were not as straight as Lu Boyan's. Yan Yan is profound and good-looking, and his hairstyle is not as natural as Lu Boyan's.
When she was in the second grade of junior high school, she was stopped from confessing her love. The naughty boy asked her to be his girlfriend, ensuring that no one would dare to bully her if she ran rampant in school. She looked at the boy. Well, he didn't have any temperament at all. Unlike Lu Boyan, people would be attracted to him by his calmness and elegance that his peers didn't have at just one glance.
Later, Su Yuanyuan's mother and daughter appeared, and her mother suddenly passed away, and her life suddenly entered an eternal night.
She locked herself in her mother's room during the day and cried bitterly at night. Several times she felt that she couldn't survive, but at the last moment, she would always think of Lu Boyan.
When I met him, his father had just died in a car accident. Her mother said to her, that brother is very sad, can you go and stay with him
Her entanglement might have annoyed Lu Boyan at that time, but now, his figure has become her pillar of support.
Lu Boyan can face the fact that his loved ones have left this world, why can't she? You have to be at least as strong as him to be worthy of him, right
In this way, she spent the most difficult period thinking about Lu Boyan without his knowledge.
At this time, she didn't realize that she liked Lu Boyan.
When she was about to graduate from high school, she accidentally saw him in a financial magazine.
In her memory, Brother Boyan was still a 16-year-old boy wearing a sweater and casual pants, but in the magazine, he was wearing an expensive custom-made suit, his outline became more cold and clear, and his eyes became more profound and difficult to understand. He was even better than I got a lot taller when I was 16.
He went from a teenager to a successful business elite.
She suddenly realized that Lu Boyan was already a man.
At that moment, her heart suddenly started pounding. Seeing that she was absent-minded, her classmates laughed and teased her: "Jian An, you also have a day when you are crazy! This rookie in the business world is super handsome! Do you like him?"
I like it. Su Jianan heard the voice in her heart and always liked it.
Only then did she finally understand why she couldn't be like a normal girl and fall in love with a boy of the same age and have a green love affair with them; why no matter if it was the naughty boy sitting at the end of the classroom, Even if the so-called dream lover of all the girls in the school says he likes her, she can't help but compare them with Lu Boyan, and finally feels that none of them can compare to Lu Boyan.
In fact, she had her first love affair with Lu Boyan when she was ten years old, but she didn't realize it until now.
After graduating from high school in a hurry, she was admitted to University A and began to like reading various financial magazines, because sometimes she would see news related to Lu Boyan, or interviews with him.
There were several photos of him taken by magazines on the Internet. She downloaded them and hid them in the secret album on her phone. Even Luo Xiaoxi didn't know about them.
During the four years of college, he secretly liked Lu Boyan. Occasionally, when he and Tang Yulan talked on the phone or met in person, he would hear news about Lu Boyan from Tang Yulan.
Several times, Tang Yulan asked her if she wanted to go to her house for dinner, saying that Lu Boyan would come back today and they could meet.
At that time, Lu Boyan had developed the Lu family into a business empire. He had become the dream lover of many girls. Rumors about his affair with Han Ruoxi were spreading. Photos of them having sex were flying everywhere on the Internet. She shook her head and refused. The excuse is that I am busy studying.
In fact, I was afraid of seeing him with someone else.
Despite this, she still felt that she was much luckier than most of the girls she had a crush on. At least she met Lu Boyan very early and could still know about him at any time.
After graduation, Su Yicheng asked her to study abroad, and she chose the school where Lu Boyan graduated.
When she was studying at Columbia University, Lu Boyan was also a popular figure. Many professors still remember him after graduation. She occasionally hears from professors or classmates about his time studying here, so she is always inexplicably happy, Jiang Shaokai said. After studying abroad, she didn't know if she saw too many corpses, and she laughed from time to time like a lunatic.
Just like a lunatic, liking Lu Boyan is hers alone.
During the two years she studied abroad, Su Yicheng's Cheng'an Group grew rapidly. The Cheng'an Group suppressed the Su family, leaving Su Hongyuan breathless. Su Hongyuan had the idea of kidnapping her and threatening Su Yicheng.
When Su Yicheng and Tang Huilan proposed that she marry Lu Boyan, her first reaction was fear.
She has secretly liked someone for so many years, he is so outstanding now, and she deals with corpses all day long, not to mention... he seems to have someone he likes.
I am already satisfied with following him secretly, so how can I still marry him
"Jian An, this is your only chance." Su Yicheng said to her, "You like him, I know."
She looked at her brother and was speechless for a while, like a little girl who was caught wearing her mother's high-heeled shoes, her face was red and embarrassed and she wished she could disappear.
"You have to fight for what you like, and the same goes for the people you like." Su Yicheng touched her head and told her, "Think about it, would you be sad if he married someone else?"
She nodded blankly, and Su Yicheng added: "Then go and marry him. Don't give him to others, you must at least fight for yourself."
Then, she nodded and agreed to marry Lu Boyan and became husband and wife with him. However, Lu Boyan told her that he would divorce her in two years.
"Well, what a coincidence, I just don't have any feelings for you either" - she was pretending to answer Lu Boyan at that time, but she actually felt a little sad.
Lu Boyan once asked her why she agreed to marry him. The real reason was of course that she liked him. The tip of the perverted killer's knife was pressed against her face. Jiang Shaokai asked her if she had anything to say to Lu Boyan. She wanted to tell Lu Boyan that she liked him, but if she thought about it carefully, if he and Han Ruoxi were together, This seems unnecessary.
After all, she was satisfied to be able to marry him.
She has secretly liked Lu Boyan for so many years, and she doesn't even dare to be with him, let alone get married. Even if she was really killed this time, she and Lu Boyan had been husband and wife for at least two months. Although it was not long, it was enough to make this life without regrets.
Look, this time she likes to humble her arrogance deep down, so she doesn't dare to mention it or tell anyone.
But she didn't expect that Jiang Shaokai saw through all this.
Su Jianan was no longer as panicked as when Su Yicheng exposed her. She smiled and said to Jiang Shaokai in a pleading tone: "Don't tell others."
Jiang Shaokai was so angry that his liver ached: "You have no future!"
"Who said that? It's just that my potential is spent elsewhere!"
"What's the use of arguing with me?" Jiang Shaokai said, "Fight with Han Ruoxi and snatch Lu Boyan away is of no use!"
Su Jianan thought of the photo of Han Ruoxi and Lu Boyan, whose clothes were messily tangled together: "Can't you snatch them away? They have feelings."
"Jian An, I suddenly feel a little pitiful for you."
"I am in good health, well fed and clothed, and married to the person I love most. How can I be pitiful?" Su Jianan curled her lips, "You might as well pity Xiao Xi. She has been cut off from her pocket money by her father again. …”
Jiang Shaokai snorted: "Luo Xiaoxi is braver than you."
Su Jianan was stunned for a moment and then smiled.
Yes, Xiao Xi is indeed braver than her. As soon as she falls in love, she confesses her love loudly. If you don’t agree, it doesn’t matter. I’ll just chase you.
She took her cell phone and stood up with the thermos bucket: "I'll bring you lunch tomorrow."
Jiang Shaokai would not refuse: "Drive carefully."
It was already late when Su Jianan got home. She parked the car and carried the thermos bucket into the house. She saw Lu Boyan sitting alone on the sofa in the living room. There were several cigarette butts in the ashtray in front of her, and there was a faint smell of cigarette smoke. in the air.
In her impression, Lu Boyan did not smoke.
She walked over: "Are you okay?"
Lu Boyan raised his eyes calmly: "It's okay. Have you stayed in the hospital?"
Su Jianan nodded: "Xiao Xi was also there, and we just... chatted for a while."
Lu Boyan said "hmm" and reached for the cigarettes and matchbox on the coffee table. He didn't know why but then pulled back. He looked at Su Jianan and said, "If nothing happens, go to bed early."
"Yesterday..." Su Jian'an hesitated and said, "I dropped my mobile phone at Xiao Xi's house, so I didn't know you called me. What... did you want to say to me?"
She did not deny that she had a trace of expectation in her heart. However, Lu Boyan's expression showed nothing strange. He said: "It's nothing."
He didn't seem to want to talk to her anymore. Su Jianan concealed her disappointment and said "Oh", put down the thermos bucket and went upstairs.
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Su Jianan felt the pain in the back of her head.
She suddenly remembered that the murderer hit her on the back of the head last night and knocked her unconscious. It was normal for her to feel pain now.
To be on the safe side, she went downstairs to find the medical kit.
It was past eleven o'clock, and the large crystal chandelier in the living room had been extinguished, leaving only a few wall lamps that gave off a warm yellow light. Su Jianan smelled a strong smell of smoke.
She subconsciously looked over to the sofa. Lu Boyan was still sitting on the sofa, his fingertips filled with smoke, and his back was particularly lonely.
A book Su Jian'an read said that a person's face can be disguised to be watertight and invulnerable to all poisons, but the back cannot be disguised.
Whether a person is happy and complete or lonely and helpless can be seen from his back.
Lu Boyan... Does he belong to the latter group? Why else would you be sitting alone on the couch smoking a cigarette at this time
Su Jianan's heart felt like a needle had been stabbed into her heart, and she walked uncontrollably to Lu Boyan.
Even if he didn't like her getting close, she couldn't pretend she didn't see anything and continue to leave him alone.
Lu Boyan didn't expect Su Jianan to come down so late and put out the cigarette: "Didn't I tell you to go to bed early?"
"I..." Su Jianan hesitated for a long time, "I'll come down to look for the medical kit."
Lu Boyan's pupils suddenly shrank: "Where is it hurt?" (To be continued)