A White Lotus Host Who Does Not Want To Be a White Moonlight is Not a Good Host

Chapter 46: The fifth white moonlight that is pure white like a lotus 8

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Although Shi Cangyuan retired suddenly at the beginning, he went through the retirement procedure normally and left only after leaving a good situation to ensure that the empire would gain the upper hand in future battles. It can be said that he has no regrets in his heart.

Even if Cang Yuan chooses to be mediocre for the rest of his life, there is nothing to blame.

But just because of his return, Shi Cangyuan chose to shoulder the burden that ordinary people cannot bear again at this special moment, which was too unfair to Shi Cangyuan.

Bai Lianhua was suddenly listless, and couldn't help but say to the system: "I think we've gone too far."

He felt a dull ache in his conscience.

The system comforted him: "This shows that you, the host, are not scumbags enough. You are still a little white flower and have not turned into a black lotus."

"But again, if you care too much about the villain's emotions, you won't be able to complete the mission. This is inherently opposite."

"This system reiterates that if there are no special circumstances, the task cannot be suspended and cannot be abandoned."

—What's more, how do you know that each tragic villain doesn't come with a certain purpose

Is it that simple for you who are so resistant to intense emotions to experience the feeling of being moved again and again

To get something, you have to give something.

Alas, it's hard to stand.

Although many times I really hate iron and steel for the villain, but once I see that the host is really emotionally affected, it's a little emmm... Hey, I can't describe it.

It looks like an old mother who sees that her son can't catch up with her sweetheart, so she is secretly anxious, and at the same time, it looks like an old father who has mixed feelings when he sees the brat next door trying to abduct the jewel in his palm.

It is difficult to make a system!

As expected, after the news of Shi Cangyuan's reappearance was announced, the empire immediately boiled over it.

After Bai Lianhua boarded the star domain network, he couldn't help being infected by this atmosphere. Wherever there were people on the virtual street, there were voices talking about this topic.

The calming effect brought by Shi Cangyuan's comeback was immediate. Almost everyone cheered up and talked about how heroic "Decafus" was under Shi Cangyuan's manipulation a few years ago, and how he killed the Zerg. The fight was defeated steadily.

This made Bai Lianhua even more uncomfortable.

The next morning, after making arrangements, Bai Lianhua and Shi Cangyuan boarded the airship to the frontline base.

Bai Lianhua did whatever she was asked to do along the way, she was very well-behaved.

When the two were alone, Shi Cangyuan couldn't help asking Bai Lianhua: "What's wrong?"

"Suddenly so quiet, and so careful with me, as if I am a fragile object."

Bai Lianhua silently shook her head: "No, it's nothing."

Shi Cangyuan didn't speak, just looked at him, as if quietly waiting for an answer.

Bai Lianhua had no choice but to tell the truth: "...I just suddenly feel sorry for you."

"...if only I hadn't come back."

Shi Cangyuan was silent for a while, and said seriously: "No, I'm very glad that you can come back. Otherwise, do you expect me to wait for you forever without hope?"

Bai Lianhua was stunned: "Then if I didn't show up at the beginning..."

Shi Cangyuan said without waiting for him to finish, "Then I will only be filled with resentment and live a worse life."

Bai Lianhua was suddenly dumbfounded.

Yes, if he hadn't appeared in this world in the first place, Shi Cangyuan would be under heavy psychological pressure, and the ending of choosing suicide in the end is obviously even more unacceptable.

—It’s really not good to do anything.

Shi Cangyuan sighed softly: "You have nothing to be sorry for me... Could it be that you need to be sorry for curing me?"

It's just that I have feelings for you that I shouldn't have.

It's because I myself can't be indifferent to your departure... If you don't care about your deeds, then from the beginning to the end, you just helped me selflessly. What did I lose

Without you, I would only fall into a darker abyss... Everything is my own choice, so what right do I have to hate you

Shi Cangyuan admits that he did whatever it takes to keep Bai Lianhua completely, and he tries hard to arouse Bai Lianhua's guilt everywhere, but he also doesn't want Bai Lianhua to bear such a heavy psychological burden.

After all, I still can't bear it.

Shi Cangyuan slowed down his voice: "Are you frightened by this formation?"

Bai Lianhua hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly, looking a little pitiful.

"Don't worry, I can afford it... As early as when I first chose to compete for the ownership of 'Decafus', I was prepared to live up to everyone's expectations, otherwise why would it be called the first Mecha?"

"I hadn't met you then."

"Just right, I can also let you see if the me you saved is enough to make you proud."

Shi Cangyuan smiled: "Don't feel burdened, I voluntarily."

To be able to have you accompany me in exchange is already unexpected.

Bai Lianhua: "..."

No, I feel even more guilty when you say that.

After arriving at the base, he and Shi Cangyuan received the expected warm welcome.

When standing here, Cang Yuan acted resolutely, which was completely different from being alone in front of him.

After a brief handover and debugging, Shi Cangyuan regained the sense of driving the "Decafors", and quickly entered the state, and began to fully understand the frontline situation.

Soon after, he ushered in his first game.

In order to boost morale, Shi Cangyuan deliberately chose a second-evolved Zerg as his opponent when facing many Zerg with other members of the mech team.

—Before this, there was no mecha in the entire empire that could stand alone against the Zerg who had undergone a second evolution, so they had to adopt group attack tactics.

But even so, they can only repel the opponents, and it is difficult to cause fatal injuries to them, let alone kill them successfully.

Therefore, someone said before that to kill such an elite Zerg, I am afraid that only the former God of War Shi Cangyuan can do it.

And Shi Cangyuan, who has been silent for many years, did not disappoint everyone. Even in the face of this kind of Zerg elite whose combat power has doubled compared to ordinary Zergs, he still drove "Dickavus" and contributed a wonderful battle. It is possible to record battles in which teaching videos are played repeatedly from multiple angles.

It is conceivable that this scene will be sent back to the main star, and then broadcast to every corner of the empire.

Everyone is cheering for it.

But only Bai Lianhua saw Shi Cangyuan's exhausted appearance after returning to the base room after the battle.

In this battle, Shi Cangyuan actually did not win that easily, but he couldn't show it in front of outsiders.

When Shi Cangyuan reached out his hand, Bai Lianhua took the initiative to give him a hug.

The situation is reversed, contrary to the past, now he is in charge of Shi Cangyuan's daily life.

But Shi Cangyuan is indeed a very caring person, many times Bai Lianhua finds that what she can do is to prepare nutrient solution for him in advance, and then remind him to eat it on time.

Or more, it is just to help him massage acupuncture points when he is resting, so as to relieve the fatigue caused by his body's overload.

Although Shi Cangyuan said it was serious before, he actually protected him very well, he is no different from a logistics.

Bai Lianhua had no choice but to find something for himself to do as much as possible, such as teaching Shi Cangyuan and others some simple, convenient, and universal healing techniques, or trying to identify useful herbs around the base, and concocting some special medicinal herbs. Curative pills or potions for backup and the like.

- His force value is not good, so he has to work hard in other aspects.

When he had some spare time, Bai Lianhua thought about it. After obtaining the consent of Shi Cangyuan, he sorted out and summarized the various research materials of the special operating system that Shi Cangyuan designed for him, and continued with the rest of the base's technicians. deepen.

Having been with the genius Shi Cangyuan for many years, under the influence of his ears and eyes, he actually knows a lot of theoretical knowledge about mechas, and he is familiar with Shi Cangyuan's research and recording methods. His unconstrained ideas are at least a qualified experimental assistant.

And in this way, Shi Cangyuan's research results can be used almost immediately.

After all, most of the people in the base are not like him, and their physical fitness and mental strength are extremely mismatched... Those who can become mecha masters often have at most no difference in physical fitness and mental strength by more than three levels.

The difficulty of this improvement is actually greatly reduced, and a small part of the ideas in the plan given by Shi Cangyuan can even be used immediately.

And this can quickly increase the combat power of some mecha masters who are limited due to their short levels.

Shi Cangyuan always joked, saying that he brought Bai Lianhua, an adjutant, which was really worth the money... There was even a special effect that made him watch quietly for a while, and his whole body would be full of motivation.

However, Bai Lianhua couldn't laugh... because Shi Cangyuan worked so hard, he really went all out to shine, and every time he went to battle, he seemed to have the determination to die in the line of duty.

This allows everyone to see Shi Cangyuan's incomparable strength and passion on the battlefield, but at the same time, it also means that there are countless times when Shi Cangyuan is on the verge of life and death.

Bai Lianhua looked very anxious.

When Shi Cangyuan returned to the base for a short rest, Bai Lianhua couldn't help but persuade him: "You should also pay more attention to your own safety, okay?"

"You've done a good job, stop pushing yourself to the limit."

Shi Cangyuan raised his eyebrows in surprise: "Well...doesn't it need to do this?"

"Okay, I see." He sat up and looked up at Bai Lianhua, "Are you worried about me

"... just say that you are worried about me, and I will be very happy."

There was undisguised anticipation in his eyes.

Shi Cangyuan's various reactions made Bai Lianhua feel very sad: "Yes, I am very worried about you... I am also sorry for meddling in your life."

He suddenly had the idea that it doesn't matter if the mission fails... At worst, the system will punish him casually.

Regarding this, the system hesitated for a moment, but still couldn't help but said with a complicated mood: "Indeed, Shi Cangyuan really put life and death aside, but he took advantage of the trend to keep deliberately amplifying this point in front of you, and carried out Emotional kidnapping is also real... "

Host, are you really stupid or really sweet, can't you see this? If you and Shi Cangyuan used to be in the relationship between the conqueror and the conquered, then everything remains the same now, only the roles have changed, and the one who is trying to conquer becomes you.

—Hey, I still couldn't hold back to say it.

After the system finished speaking, it felt guilty for a while, and felt that I was really sorry for the villain. He worked so hard, but in the end, he actually demolished his platform...

It really loves its host.

Bai Lianhua asked the system back: "But... even if I know he did it on purpose, I still feel sorry."

What's more, in Shi Cangyuan's extraordinary acting skills, at least nine points came from sincerity.

The same strategy, Bai Lianhua clearly understood that Shi Cangyuan was different from himself.

What did he pay for? What did Shi Cangyuan pay again

Shi Cangyuan replied with a smile: "I'm sorry for what... I'm glad to have you intervene in my life."

"I like you, so I am willing to live as you like."

No matter what your reasons for liking this look are.

Bai Lianhua was stunned, shook his head slightly after a long time, and smiled with difficulty: "No, I still like the old Shi Cangyuan..."

"You should be who you want to be."

Shi Cangyuan's heart skipped a beat.