If there is someone in this world who will never betray Yun Qing, that person must be herself. en8.
At least twelve years ago, Yun Qing, who escaped from the pursuit of monsters alone, still believed in Amang - he would never leave or hurt herself, because he was herself.
When did you probably start to distrust yourself
There were signs as early as in the snowy mountains of the northwest. After ten years of guarding the South China Sea and endless killings, her doubts about Amang began to become more obvious. Yun Qing's attitude towards Amang could to some extent reflect her inner attitude towards herself. She began to doubt herself, doubting that she could take away her life so easily. Since as a half-body, she can send innocent people to death without hesitation, will Amang, who is also half-body, be able to attack her without hesitation
Suspicion accompanies murderous intention, and murderous intention arises from suspicion. The two feed into each other. When the murderous intention approaches the limit of Yun Qing's tolerance, she will plan how to start. But when she thought she needed to get rid of Amang, another more serious problem arose - since she was confident in killing Amang, Amang, who was no different from her, could also kill her. Therefore, Yun Qing, who had already decided to eliminate future troubles in Yaoque Tower, did not take action.
After all, she was still afraid of herself like this.
People who play with life will eventually get lost in the huge fear of losing life, and eventually lead to their own destruction.
Aman still sat quietly, looking at Yun Qing gently and calmly. He could always catch Yun Qing's gaze wandering around his body.
The Book of Heaven was running crazily, but Yun Qing could not see anything, and his eyes were pitch black, like an abyss. Regardless of the heavens and the earth, this is the first time that the heavenly book has completely lost its effectiveness because she has just tried to see her past clearly.
Yun Qing finally closed her eyes and rubbed her brows tiredly.
The chaos of life and death, my true demonic thoughts, and the simultaneous explosion of a hundred thousand extreme emotions were not as moving as the fear in her own heart.
She also sat cross-legged in the void, facing Amang's shadow silently, letting the demonic shadows around her scream, and the demonic patterns gradually became tighter.
This is the virtual image of the curse, Yun Qing told herself, but this virtual image had to make her start to face some problems.
"Kill me and you will get everything you want?" Aman spoke again, and his voice was clearly heard in her mind, deafening.
"No." Yun Qing replied calmly, "It will only make me physically disabled and lose much help. en8."
"Kill me and you will get everything you want?" Aman repeated this question, his gentle gaze beginning to have a sense of compulsion.
"No." The magic pattern on Yun Qing's body finally climbed up the side of her face, and the demonic shadow began to gnaw at her flesh and bones. "It will only make my mind free and distracting thoughts."
"Kill me and you will get everything you want?" Aman suddenly stretched out his hand to her. This tall man with an extraordinary physique put his big hand like a cattail leaf on Yun Qing's pale neck, and then said Tighten little by little.
Every move he made reflected Yun Qing's heart. Yun Qing had murderous thoughts in his heart, and he put them into practice. Whoever Yun Qing wishes to die, he will not let that person live. When Yun Qing wanted to kill him, Amang naturally reached out to herself - one life and two lives, whoever she killed would be the same.
He lives in Yun Qing's heart, a monster exactly like her.
Yun Qing looked extremely calm, silently bearing this power.
When overcoming the inner demon, all the doubts before and after entering the Tao will be reexamined, and then the Tao mind will be tortured again. If you get the answer that suits you, then the inner demon will disappear. If you can't get it, then the inner demon will come back. The same goes for this problem. Yun Qing's inner confusion began to materialize into the things she feared, such as Amang's betrayal, and the dilemma of whether to kill or not to kill.
The appearance of Amang's virtual image is unexpected, but it makes sense when you think about it. The biggest enemy Yun Qing has encountered so far is herself.
She was unnaturally calm. The demonic shadows were dissipating one by one, and the demonic patterns were gradually fading away. Only Amang in front of her looked at her unchanged.
"What are you thinking about?" Yun Qing asked herself with a sigh.
"Kill you." Aman smiled gently.
"Kill me and you will get everything you want?" Yun Qing also smiled. The two of them were like opposite sides of the mirror, completely consistent but with an indescribable sense of dissonance.
"No." What Aman was thinking was also what she was thinking. This was also her previous answer, but this answer did not convince her at all.
"Then why are you still doing this?" Yun Qing asked again, ignoring the hand trying to strangle herself, her voice was steady and steady.
"Because of uneasiness, fear, cowardice... and also because of all the uncertainty about eternal life and doubts about oneself." Amang's eyes looked into the bottom of her heart, with inexplicable depth and concentration.
Yun Qing suddenly laughed, the clouds and fog in his heart disappeared, and his clear and transparent thoughts governed everything, extremely powerful.
She coughed and said, "I understand."
Amang's shadow gradually faded away, and the hands seemed to have never appeared before, and there were no traces of strangulation on her neck.
Yun Qing stood up, and the demonic shadow around him quickly dissipated, the demonic patterns faded from his body, and he took back his heart bit by bit. Her body began to bleed little by little, dirt and impurities flowed out along the blood, and the essence of heaven and earth poured into her body. The physical body collapsed and reconstructed, and the power of the ancient Yama emerged from her demonic energy, extending to every part of her body as the energy traveled through the meridians. She felt that every inch of flesh was built with the toughest structure. The appearance of her body had not changed, but its essence had been turned upside down.
She adjusted her robe, stood on the peak of the huge waves, and said with a sigh: "I understand... It's just because I am too weak."
Uneasiness, fear, cowardice, and doubts about oneself all come from being weak enough to cope with bad situations.
When she is strong enough to be completely trusted by herself, betrayal or not does not matter.
"The sins will be cut into the body, and the thoughts will be punished!" Yun Qing shouted solemnly, and when he put his hands together, the magic seal was formed.
Yun Qing's shadow is reflected on the waves, which is completely different from her thin and frail appearance. It is the body of an ancient Yama as huge as a mountain.
The second stage of achieving the Holy Body of Yama has also come to an end, and the door to practice of the Holy Body of Yama is truly open to Yun Qing at this time. When she completes "breaking her sins into a body and killing her thoughts", the power of the ancient Yama contained in the true meaning of the Six Paths of Yama Sect will be bred from her true energy. From this point on, she can lead the power of Yama to temper herself, and finally become the Holy Body of Yama.
In the third stage, she cannot yet transform into the Holy Body with her own body, but her body will become extremely strong and indestructible. At this time, she could only control the power of the ancient Yama for a short time, and gradually exerted it in her practice. As Yun Qing continues to control the ancient Yama, she will adapt to this power, try to imitate it, and eventually even surpass it.
When Yun Qing's own power is stronger than the body of the ancient Yama she has condensed, she can devour it, and eventually transform into Yama, becoming the supreme holy body.
However, there are also differences between ancient Yamas. The difference between strength and weakness is very obvious. The one Yun Qing brings is probably the one that is most suitable for her, and she doesn't know how powerful it is.
Its body is knotted with muscles and muscles, like a pile of rocks, and its strong chest and abdomen are covered with diamond-shaped diamond-shaped scales. Its face is majestic and domineering, and there is magic light in its eyes, which penetrates the world and illuminates the underworld. Its entire face is covered with countless magic patterns, and its appearance cannot be seen clearly. These magic patterns are very similar to those in the Underworld Temple. See After a while, I felt a little dizzy. This ancient Yama has two wings on its back, two horns on its forehead, and its body is slightly curved, ready to strike like a fully opened bow, extremely deadly.
Yun Qing flew upwards, and the shadow of the ancient Yama quickly waved its wings, followed the current, and moved directly towards Kun's body.
"Let me see... how powerful you can be." Yun Qing raised his hand and tore into the void, his mind shrouded in the turbulent sea.
The movements of the ancient Yama's shadow were exactly the same as hers. In an instant, it swung its sharp claws towards Kun who was out of the water, and a huge gash was drawn from Kun's back to the tip of his tail. The ancient Yama's body was more than a hundred times larger than Yun Qing's real body, but it was still not as big as Kun's Ten Thousand Miles. However, the blow came fast and hard, causing an unimaginable huge wound in an instant. For a being like Kun who was able to cross the North and South Plutos unscathed, injuries of this level were extremely rare.
A cry was heard from the sky and the earth, and the air and sea water were turbulent. Countless ethnic groups in the deep sea were directly shocked to death, the island collapsed, and the seabed cracked. The waves set off by the Dark North Sea became more and more dangerous, and the entire sea area was like an overturned tea cup. The sea water was swaying in all directions, completely out of control.
Yun Qing flew up again, pressing down with both hands, and the ancient Yama immediately rode on Kun's back, trying to push it back into the water.
But she immediately stopped this action that might anger Kun, because she felt a familiar scent approaching not far away.
Xie Yao rushed to Tongtian Divine Vein as soon as he came from Zhanxian Terrace. Unexpectedly, he bumped into the messenger blue bird released by Zhikawa on the way. When he arrived at Beihai Ming, he saw the ancient Yama controlled by Yun Qing pushing Kun into the water.
This scene made him startled. He glanced at Yun Qing, then quickly raised his hand to seal the secret, and waved his fly whisk towards the water: "Build Qi into the heaven and earth, and reach everything!"
The two qi of yin and yang passed directly through the ancient Yama and Kun, and then fell directly into the water. The vast yin and yang filled the world and enveloped everything.
Yun Qing's expression condensed. She guessed what Xie Yao was going to do, so she quickly made a gesture and retreated to the north.
The two qi of yin and yang turned into a torrent and washed away Kun's huge body. This power became one with the waves, pushing Kun out of the water little by little. Soon, Kun's body, which was thousands of miles long, was completely out of the water. Its back was split open and its wings were stretched out like clouds hanging from the sky. The scales on the ancient giant beast disappeared, its feathers gradually became fuller, its fins were disappearing, and its sharp claws poked out from under its wings.
Kun has emerged from the water and turned into a roc in an instant!
Dapeng flapped its wings and disappeared from Yun Qing's sight. If she had just stayed where she was, she would have been hit by the flying Dapeng.
Xie Yao took back the fly whisk and walked to Yun Qing's side. He said helplessly: "Why did you press it into the water? Kun has a gentle temper, but it is quite scary to struggle. If the Beihai floods, the Beichuan continent will definitely not be comfortable. .”
"It's nothing." Yun Qing smiled gently, "The ten years are over, I'm just bored."