If there is anyone in this world who will never betray Yun Qing, that person must be herself.
At least twelve years ago, Yun Qing, who escaped from the hunt of all the demons alone, still believed in Aman—he would never leave, and would never hurt herself, because he was herself.
Since when did you begin to distrust yourself
As early as in the snowy mountains in the northwest, there were signs of it. After ten years of guarding the South China Sea and endless killings, her doubts about A'Mang began to become more obvious. Yun Qing's attitude towards Aman can somewhat reflect her inner attitude towards herself, and she began to doubt, doubting herself who could easily deprive her of her life. Since she, who is a half body, can send innocent people to a dead end without hesitation, will Amon, who is also a half body, also be able to attack her without hesitation
Suspicion accompanies murderous intentions, and suspicion produces murderous intentions, and the two are born together. When the murderous intentions approach Yun Qing's tolerance limit, she will plan how to do it. But when she thought it was necessary to get rid of A'mon, another more serious problem appeared—since she had the confidence to kill A'mon, then A'mon, who was no different from her, could also kill her. Therefore, Yun Qing, who had already decided to get rid of the future troubles in Yaoque Pagoda, did not do anything.
After all, she was still afraid of herself like this.
Those who play with life will eventually get lost in this great fear of life being neglected, and finally lead to their own demise.
Amang still sat very quietly, looking at Yun Qing gently and calmly, he could always catch Yun Qing's vital sight wandering around him.
The book of heaven is running crazily, but Yun Qing can't see anything, the darkness in front of her eyes is like an abyss. This is the first time that Tianshu has completely lost its effectiveness, because she just tried to see her past clearly.
Yun Qing finally closed her eyes, and she rubbed between her brows wearily.
Life and death messed with my true thoughts, and a hundred thousand extreme emotions broke out at the same time, which was not as moving as the little fear in her heart.
She also sat cross-legged in the void, facing Aman's phantom silently, despite the clamor of the phantom around her, the magic lines gradually tightened.
This is the virtual image manifested by the curse, Yun Qing told herself so, but this virtual image had to make her start to face up to some problems.
"Kill me, will you get everything you want?" Aman spoke again, and the voice came into her mind clearly, deafening.
"No." Yun Qing replied calmly, "It will only make me physically disabled, and it will be of no help."
"Kill me, will you get everything you want?" Amon repeated this question, and his gentle gaze began to have a sense of persecution.
"No." The magic pattern on Yun Qing's body finally climbed up to her side face, and the magic shadow began to gnaw at her flesh and blood, "It will only make my mind free, and distracting thoughts will arise."
"If you kill me, will you get everything you want?" Amang suddenly stretched out his hand to her. This man with an extraordinary physique put his big fan-like hand on Yun Qing's pale neck, and then Tighten up a little bit.
His every move reflects Yun Qing's heart, and Yun Qing has murderous thoughts in his heart, so he puts it into practice. Whoever Yun Qing wishes to die, he will not let that person live. When Yun Qing wished to kill him, Amang naturally stretched out her hand to herself - one life, two lives, killing anyone is the same.
He is a monster who lives in Yunqing's heart, exactly like her.
Yun Qing looked extremely quiet, silently enduring this power.
When crossing the heart demon, all the doubts and obstacles before and after entering the Tao will be checked out again, and then the Taoist heart will be tortured again. If you get an answer that is in line with your own way, then the inner demon will disappear, if you can't get it, then the inner demon will bite back. This question is the same, Yun Qing's incomprehension began to materialize into things she feared, such as Amon's betrayal, such as the dilemma of whether to kill or not to kill.
The appearance of Amon's phantom is unexpected, but it makes sense after thinking about it. The biggest enemy Yun Qing has encountered so far is herself.
She was unreasonably calm, the phantoms were dissipating one by one, and the phantom patterns were also gradually fading away, except for Aman, who was in front of her, looking at her unchanged.
"What are you thinking?" Yun Qing asked herself with a sigh.
"Kill you." Amon smiled gently.
"Kill me, will you get everything you want?" Yun Qing also smiled, and the two were like the opposite sides in a mirror, completely consistent but with an indescribable sense of disobedience.
"No." What Amon thinks is also what she thinks. This is also her previous answer, but this answer does not convince her at all.
"Then why do you still do this?" Yun Qing asked again, she ignored the hand that tried to strangle her, her voice was steady and stable.
"Because of uneasiness, fear, cowardice... also because of all uncertainties about eternal life and doubts about oneself." Amon's eyes looked into her heart with inexplicable depth and focus.
Yun Qing suddenly laughed, and the clouds and mists in her heart dissipated, and her clear and transparent thoughts governed everything, which was extremely powerful.
She coughed and said, "Understood."
Amon's phantom gradually faded away, and those hands seemed to have never appeared before, and there were no strangle marks on her neck.
Yun Qing stood up, the shadows around her quickly dissipated, the magic patterns faded from her body, and she withdrew her heart little by little. Her body began to ooze blood little by little, filth and impurities flowed out along the blood, and the essence of heaven and earth poured into her body. The physical body collapsed and rebuilt, the power of the ancient Yan Mo was born from her demonic true qi, and extended to every part of her body as the true qi traveled through the meridians. She felt that every inch of flesh was built with the toughest structure. The appearance of her body hadn't changed, but her essence was turned upside down.
She straightened her robes, stood on the peak of the huge waves, and sighed: "I understand... it's just because I'm too weak."
Uneasiness, fear, cowardice, self-doubt, these all come from being weak enough to deal with bad situations.
When she is strong enough to make herself fully trust, betrayal or not does not exist.
"Convict the crime and become the body, and the punishment will become a thought!" Yun Qing said awe-inspiringly, and when he put his hands together, the magic seal was formed.
Yun Qing's shadow was reflected on the waves, which was completely different from her thin and thin appearance. It was the body of the ancient Yan Mo, which was as huge as a mountain.
The second stage of achieving Yan Mo's holy body has also come to an end, and the door of practice of Yan Mo's holy body is really opened to Yun Qing at this time. When she completes "Convicting the crime and becoming a body, punishing and becoming a mind", the power of the ancient Yama hidden in the true meaning of the Six Paths Yama Sect will be conceived from her true energy. From this time on, she can use the power of Yan Mo to temper herself, and finally become the holy body of Yan Mo.
In the third stage, she is not yet able to transform herself into a holy body, but her body will become extremely strong and indestructible. At this time, she could only temporarily control the power of the ancient Yan Mo, and gradually brought it into play in her practice. In the process of Yun Qing constantly controlling the ancient Yan Mo, she will adapt to this power, try to emulate it, and finally even surpass it.
When Yun Qing's own strength is stronger than the ancient Yan Mo's body she condensed, she can devour it, and finally transform into Yan Mo and become the supreme holy body.
However, there are also differences between Yan Mo in ancient times, and the difference between strength and weakness is very obvious. Most of the ones that Yun Qing attracts are the one that suits her best, and I don't know how powerful they are.
Its body is full of muscles and muscles, like mountains and rocks, and diamond-like diamond-shaped scales are attached to its strong chest and abdomen. Its face is majestic and domineering, with magic light shining from its eyes, piercing the heavens and the earth, illuminating the darkness, its entire face is covered with countless magic lines, and it is impossible to see its appearance clearly. These magic lines are very similar to those in the Netherworld Temple. After a long time, I feel a little dizzy. This ancient Yan Mo had wings on his back, double horns on his forehead, and his body was slightly bent, ready to go like a full bow, extremely deadly.
Yun Qing flew upwards, and the shadow of the ancient Yan Mo quickly waved its wings, went up against the current, and directly approached Kun's body.
"Let me see... how strong you can be." Yun Qing raised his hand and tore it into the void, his mind shrouded in the turbulent sea.
The action of the ancient Yan Mo phantom was exactly the same as hers. In an instant, he swung his sharp claws at the kun who came out of the water, and a huge cut was drawn from the kun's back to the tip of his tail. The ancient Yan Mo's body was more than a hundred times larger than Yun Qing's real body, but it was still not as large as Kun's stretching thousands of miles. However, the blow came fast and hard, causing an unimaginably huge wound in an instant. For an existence like Kun who was able to cross the Northern Darkness and the Southern Darkness unscathed, this degree of injury is already rare in ten thousand years.
There was a wailing sound from the sky and the earth, the air and sea water were turbulent, countless people in the deep sea were directly shaken to death, the islands collapsed, and the seabed cracked. The waves created by the Darkness of the North Sea became more and more dangerous. The entire sea area looked like an overturned teacup. The sea water swayed in all directions, completely out of control.
Yun Qing flew up again, pressing down with both hands, and the ancient Yan Mo rode under Kun's back, trying to press it back into the water.
But she immediately stopped this action that might irritate Kun, because she felt a familiar aura approaching not far away.
As soon as Xie Yao came from Zhanxiantai, he rushed to Tongtian Shenmai. He didn't expect to bump into the messenger blue bird released by Zhichuan on the way. When he arrived at Beihai Zhiming, he saw the ancient Yama controlled by Yunqing pressing Kun into the water.
He couldn't help being startled by this scene, he glanced at Yun Qing, then quickly raised his hand to make a tactic, and waved Fu Chen to the water: "Spread Qi to the world, know everything!"
The two qi of yin and yang passed directly through the ancient Yan Mo and Kun, and then directly plunged into the water. The boundless yin and yang filled the world, covering everything in it.
Yun Qing's expression froze, she guessed what Xie Yao was going to do, so she quickly made a formula to retreat to the north.
The yin and yang energy turned into a torrent and washed Kun's huge body, and this force became one with the waves, pushing Kun out of the water bit by bit. Soon, Kun's body, which was thousands of miles long, was completely out of the water, its back was split open, and its wings were stretched out, like clouds hanging from the sky. The scales on the ancient monster's body disappeared, the feathers gradually plumped up, the fins were disappearing, and sharp claws protruded from under the wings.
The kun has come out of the water and instantly turns into a peng!
The Dapeng flapped its wings and disappeared from Yun Qing's sight. If she had just stayed where she was, she would have been hit by the flying Dapeng.
Xie Yao took the whisk back and walked to Yun Qing's side. He said helplessly, "Why did you press it into the water? Gills are gentle, but struggling is quite scary. If the North Sea floods, the Beichuan Continent will definitely be uncomfortable. "
"It's nothing." Yun Qing smiled gently, "The ten-year period is over, it's just boring to be idle."