Li Chenxi, who was fighting hard, didn't know that someone was talking about her swordsmanship, obsession and childhood in the distance, nor did she know that the boy who survived her hands was telling the truth.
Yes, she was hesitating.
Hesitation prevented her from committing murder.
Without the murderous intention, she certainly had no way to activate the killing swordsmanship. She could only use the sword intention that did not require obsession.
But after all, the sword's will was difficult to compete with the sword, not to mention the obsession of the young man who was chasing her fiercely. His sword was bright golden, dazzling and beautiful, like the stars in the sky.
His physical fitness is terrifying. His pure strength and speed are even better than hers who used the "Divine Grace Blessing". His level of flash movement is not much weaker than hers, and his double-sword death-defying fighting style is He was even more rogue and made her want to cry.
Li Chenxi had to admit that this was a very difficult opponent, and it was a very hard-to-win battle, otherwise she would not have retreated repeatedly and fled in such embarrassment.
But she remained calm from beginning to end. Even if she occasionally felt a little irritable, it was because of her own hesitation, not because of the current difficult situation.
Because she is always full of confidence.
She is confident that when she no longer hesitates, when she starts the sword, the balance of victory and defeat will be broken, and the aggressive bastard in front of her will be killed by her sword in an instant.
She firmly believed in this, so she did not feel any irritation about the difficult and fierce battle at hand.
She just kept repeating three words in her mind.
kill him!
kill him!
kill him!
However, even such crazy self-hypnosis could not dissolve her hesitation.
She had no choice, no way, really no way to kill this black-haired boy.
Even if he teased her with a series of lies, even if he teased her with the shameless statement of "seeing all over her body, even the red mole under the armpits", even if he used the double-knife death-style rogue style and got better. He went to extreme lengths and stuck to her crazily like a piece of candy, even if...
Even though he did so many things that disgusted her, she still couldn't find any way to kill him.
Because she didn't want to kill him.
This is certainly not a cliché plot of love at first sight, or being impressed and then falling in love.
In fact, she didn't have much favorable impressions of him, and mostly disliked him. The only thing worth mentioning was the slightest appreciation for his intelligence and wit.
But she didn't want to kill him, didn't want to kill him, really didn't want to kill him.
Because he made her feel real.
It made her feel real for the first time in her life.
For her, that sense of reality was so precious and rare, so rare that she felt that once she killed him, no one would be able to give her this sense of reality.
... ...
When she was three years old, the little girl was thrown to an uninhabited island full of wild beasts.
Wild beasts, poisonous insects, man-eating plants, and even some monsters mixed in are the first difficulty she faces. If she wants to survive, she must survive these dangers.
Fortunately, she is a true child prodigy. Although she was not born with this knowledge, she has possessed wisdom far beyond ordinary people since she was born. In three years, she has learned knowledge that ordinary people may not be able to learn in more than ten years. The most important thing is that , she learned to be strong from her terminally ill mother.
She was strong, never despaired, never committed suicide, and never waited for death.
After shedding tears, suffering, and passing by death countless times, she learned how to avoid danger, hide herself, and find a small space for survival among wild beasts, poisonous insects, and man-eating plants.
Of course, hiding alone cannot keep her alive, because hunger is her second obstacle.
In order not to starve to death, she must find food.
At first, she ate bitter fruits, hard bark, and disgusting loaches. But later, as she explored some book knowledge in her memory and began to practice psychic abilities, her appetite grew and she needed to replenish energy. more and more.
Therefore, in order to survive, she must learn to kill.
Hunting wild beasts is her only way to survive.
Kill!
Kill!
Kill again!
In order to survive, she must make those ferocious beasts her food.
When she learned to kill, disease became her third obstacle.
At first, there was no way to light a fire, and she endured nausea and vomiting. She ate raw beast meat and even some worms. The untreated germs that kept pouring into her belly naturally destroyed her physical health.
However, even if she is sick, even if she is about to die of illness, she must stay awake, because she must avoid danger, hunt wild beasts, and survive alone on that uninhabited island.
No one can help her, no one will fall from the sky to save her life and become her hero.
Therefore, she can only save herself and become her own hero.
Relying on a text about the Holy Light Healing Technique that she had read in her vague memory, she explored, created, and improved it on her own, and learned her own healing technique, which she named Dawn Healing Technique.
She cured herself of her illness with the Dawn Healing Technique.
Relying on the knowledge about swordsmanship in her mind, she used tree branches as swords, and swung the sword in her spare time. She kept swinging the sword, and from not knowing anything, she gradually figured out the sword moves and sword energy, and finally understood Sword intent.
When she used her sword intention to strike out the flame sword technique, even if there was only a faint flame, she finally shed tears, because from that moment on, she could finally eat grilled food and finally didn't have to hold back her throat. Out of disgust eating those bloody raw meats.
With danger, hunger, and disease dealt with, she finally leads a somewhat normal life.
However, the biggest and most difficult test she faced finally came - loneliness came.
At first, she had no time to think about other things in order to survive, but once her life finally stabilized, the feeling of isolation and loneliness finally surged in, completely engulfing her at a young age.
She doesn't know how long she will survive on this isolated island, and she doesn't know if anyone will come to save her. To her, this isolated island is a prison where she is imprisoned for life.
And in this prison, there is no other human being except her.
It was a world where only little girls existed.
In that world, no one could hear her voice.
Her voice was unreachable and would not receive any response.
Loneliness, loneliness, slowly engulfed her strength.
Finally one day, after enduring countless hardships and remaining strong, she finally had the idea of committing suicide for the first time.
It turns out that loneliness is the most terrifying enemy.