Herat is giggling because it is a single dog full of yearning for love that it has never experienced.
When Hua Li saw this scene, she didn't know what expression to make, because one of the lovers who were showing their love with their lives was her boyfriend.
Normally, for an "old witch" who has lived for 10,000 years, the so-called "boyfriend" may be more like a dessert that he occasionally tastes - "Once you get tired of it, change the variety, and once it changes, just change it." Discard” dessert.
But if this "old witch" who has lived for 10,000 years is still a virgin, and the boyfriend she is dating is her first love in her 10,000-year life, then of course this "dessert" will become unbearable. Be willing to share it with others, and even think twice about tasting it yourself.
Huali's feeling at this time was like a cake that had been treasured for ten thousand years and was taken a bite out of it before she could enjoy it.
"Um, how could this be?"
"Obviously it was me first!"
Huali puffed up her cheeks, feeling aggrieved like a frustrated daughter-in-law.
This beautiful elf who looks like a goddess most of the time, behaves like an innocent teenage girl when facing love she experiences for the first time.
She still remembered that night at Lizi's house, when Shi Xiaobai "accidentally" touched the softness of Lizi's chest while testing her powers, she felt sour jealousy in her heart.
So much so that in order to confirm his "sovereignty", he shamelessly kissed Shi Xiaobai on the lips.
Although it was just a tender kiss, it was her first kiss.
As a first kiss, this kiss really lacked atmosphere, was too hasty, and was full of regrets...
But precisely because of its imperfection, it seemed beautiful and unforgettable. Even if, as a holy elf, she lost a small part of her power because of this first kiss, it was still worth it...
Well, the above was just Hua Li's self-comfort. She had to admit that that kiss was too impulsive.
The impulse based on "jealousy" that she was not even aware of cost her a somewhat flawed first kiss and the loss of part of her strength. This is the real reality.
so,
Don't be jealous!
Don't be jealous!
Never be jealous!
"How is it possible..."
Hua Li sighed softly, feeling a slight soreness in her chest, a sore throat, and an uncomfortable feeling as if her heart was being squeezed.
On the one hand, she kept telling herself that she might lose her life when the fourth doomsday disaster came, so what right did she have to stop those of the opposite sex who were chasing him? Even if the woman who ends up by his side is not her, as long as he can create a world that makes him happy, that is the most perfect ending.
On the one hand, he felt more and more bored. When he looked at the blood-stained earth and the boy and girl who had been hugging each other in the bloody dusk, his eyes became more and more "hateful".
"The power of love is so great. I am so envious of you. But I feel a little distressed. You were betrayed by that philandering young man. How miserable are you now when you witness this beautiful scene?"
A charming and sharp voice suddenly sounded.
Hua Li suddenly remembered that she was "projected" on the glass chessboard in front of the Queen. Her resentful eyes and angry look at this moment had already revealed her inner taste.
For a girl who is jealous, the Queen's "taunt" undoubtedly hits home.
But unfortunately, Hua Li was jealous more because she felt regretful that the heroine in the picture was not herself, and she didn't feel much jealousy about this beautiful scene.
Although this elf girl whose time has been frozen in the cardamom years is not big, her heart is very big, big enough to accept everything about the person she loves, good, ugly, light, dark... all, all can be accepted. Smiling and taking it into his arms.
Even if a true goddess has some girlish emotions because of love, she is still the goddess who can never fall into vulgarity.
The Queen's sowing discord did not have much negative effect, but instead made Hua Li's mood calm down.
"My mood is indeed a little bad, but I can't say it's miserable. Rather, I'm just a little unwilling... It's obvious that my heart is not even a little less than that girl's, no, no, I definitely love her more deeply. It's obviously like this, but at this moment, I'm not the one who moved him with his 'sacrifice regardless of life'. I can't do this... I'm just a little unwilling..."
Hua Li's calm voice trembled slightly.
What she said came from the heart. She did not deny that she was in a bad mood, and even admitted the unwillingness that caused the sour and vinegary taste in her words. This approach of looking directly into her own heart fully revealed the opposite of a arrogant goddess. properties.
It's a pity that the Demon Queen who heard these words is not someone with whom she can talk sincerely.
The Demon Queen did not give up her useless efforts to sow discord and once again made malicious remarks.
"The slave family can completely understand your reluctance. As long as you are willing to control the world, you have devoted all your sincerity to a mere mortal, but what you got in exchange is his philanthropy and betrayal... Obviously you already have such an outstanding lover like you. , but still shamelessly being so close to other women, how this is... Alas, I completely understand your reluctance... "
"enough."
Hua Li finally interrupted the Queen's words and said, "You have chosen the wrong direction for your misinterpretation, so don't continue with this childish provocation. Regarding Hua Xin's slander, think about it carefully. You even took off your clothes." You, who couldn't seduce me successfully, should know better than me how careless he is, right?"
This sentence was equivalent to turning an army against him, and the Queen's face suddenly turned ugly.
With the appearance of this peerless beauty, standing naked in front of the young man, not only did it not fascinate him, but it even had no effect.
At this time, the blond girl who was not fully developed yet impressed his "heart" with her unfeminine image of men's clothing.
Such a thing... No matter how you think about it...
It’s quite frustrating!
The Queen felt a little hurt, but she didn't mind continuing to hurt each other. She sneered: "Indeed, that boy's determination was extraordinary, which made the slave family once doubt whether he had a distorted (sexual) orientation or a problem with his (sexual) function... But Even if the body is not cheating, as long as there is someone else in the heart, it is still a love affair. With a perfect lover like you, but he is sincerely attracted to other women, don't you think this is a betrayal? "
Hua Li chuckled and said: "If Xiaobai can't be tempted by such an outstanding girl and such foolish dedication, then I have to wonder if he really has a 'heart'."
The Queen sneered: "Isn't what you said the most common excuse for philandering men? Think about it carefully, such hypocritical remarks as 'It's not that I'm philandering, but that the girl is too good, so good that any man will be attracted to her'" What's the difference between 'I didn't want to push her down, but she took off her clothes and threw me on the bed. I just made a mistake that all men make'? That boy did not commit the latter. It's a sin, but isn't it the former's fault? Why didn't you blame him for his philandering, but why did you find such a vulgar excuse for him? "
Heart and body are eternal topics about love.
In the Queen's view, "passion of the soul" and "infidelity of the body" are equally bad things.
"She took the initiative to strip naked and then pushed Shi Xiaobai down. Shi Xiaobai couldn't stand the temptation and had a violent relationship with her." There wasn't much difference in the matter. The only difference was that she failed, but Li Chenxi succeeded.
However, in Huali's view, these two things cannot be confused at all.
Hua Li raised her eyebrows and said: "The way you look at things is really in line with the superficial nature of 'program'. Let's not talk about the reason why you equate the two, but have you ever thought about it, 'a little bit pretty' How big is the difference between the "shameless seduction of a woman" and the "promising young girl regardless of her life"? You just took off your clothes and spread your legs, but the girl was willing to sacrifice her life for him , how can they be confused? Maybe to some lustful scumbags, your way is more pleasing. But to Xiaobai, your 'cheap body' is compared to her 'precious sincerity'. It’s completely different.”
Differences in values lead to vastly different judgments on the same matter.
Hua Li's view is completely opposite to that of the Queen.
The Demon Queen couldn't help biting her lower lip, and felt an inexplicable sigh of relief. Judging from the current situation of this "mutually harmful" argument, she ended up in a "scarred" situation because of the frequent attacks.
A pretty woman
Shameless seduction
Cheap flesh
What an infuriating accusation that there is no way to refute!
Yes, she did take off her clothes easily and casually opened her legs to the boy, but as a creature that has survived for thousands of years, would she still feel ashamed about such a thing
Why should such a matter of course be belittled so cheaply
The Queen laughed angrily and said: "You are right. For a life like ours that is almost immortal, it is indeed not difficult to 'take off your clothes and spread your legs', but it is absolutely impossible to sacrifice your life. Your understanding is correct, but based on our special existence, isn’t it too general?”
"No, no, no, not 'us'..."
When Hua Li heard this, she quickly waved her hands and said: "It's not 'us', it's just that it's easy for you. For me, I would rather die than do such a shameful thing. Understand, it's not that 'Giving your body' and 'giving your heart' are not equal, but the degree of giving is not equivalent. In short, there is no comparison between your cheap body and her precious heart - if a dedicated woman She has retained her virginity for ten thousand years, so what she has given can be regarded as her 'precious body'."
After Hua Li finished speaking, a blush quietly appeared on her cheeks.
Because for some reason, her mind couldn't help but imagine the scene where she dedicated herself to Shi Xiaobai. The so-called woman who had retained her virginity for ten thousand years was naturally referring to herself, but this shameful scene made her even imaginary. I find it difficult to accept.
It's not that she is so "innocent" that she can't even imagine such a thing, but because "chastity" has such a special meaning to her.
Once she loses her 'chastity', the power given to her by the World Sacred Tree will collapse and disappear, and her strength will drop significantly. For her, who has been living until now with the responsibility of avenging the elves, her power is more important than life. Precious.
Therefore, in Huali's view, "devoting your virginity to Shi Xiaobai" is much more difficult than "devoting your life for Shi Xiaobai".
There is no essential difference between giving of heart and body, but the importance to the giver determines its value.
This is Huali's understanding.
However, to the Queen, it sounded like naked ridicule.
Why does it sound so irritating to her when one mouthful of a 'cheap' body comes out
Indeed, for her, who has a will born from a program without a "heart", "mating behavior" is a normal thing that does not need to be entangled at all, but, but...
"The slave family is not as casual as you think!"
The Demon Queen said an angry word that sounded completely unconvincing.
An indescribable feeling of annoyance surged into her heart, driving her to begin to express her feelings about this matter that she didn't care about at first.
"The slave will use his body to seduce the boy, just to retaliate against your domineering behavior."
It's just that Huali is too powerful, so powerful that she can't think of any other way to take revenge, so she chooses this worst strategy.
"But for slaves, the act of mating is no fun at all."
Although she has her own will, her essence as a "program" has not changed. She does not have various desires like other creatures, so for her, mating is not necessary, and she cannot get the slightest pleasure from mating.
"So, this is the first time that the slave family has done such a thing!"
Although she doesn't mind the act of mating, since she doesn't need to mate and can't get pleasure from mating, she certainly won't be so bored that she has nothing to do with other creatures to mate with.
Although it is a trivial thing for her to use mating as a means of revenge, so far, she has not had the need to do so - as powerful as Huali, but she loves the existence of such a weak creature in the spiritual realm, It was her first encounter.
So, this is really her first time doing this!
"Moreover, this body has not been touched, it is a genuine virgin..."
so... ...
"So, the slave family has never engaged in mating. According to you, the slave family still retains the so-called 'chastity', and it is not a 'cheap body'!"
The Queen didn't know why she had to give such a "boring" explanation, but she just felt that after saying it, she felt inexplicably much better.
That irritating feeling is probably due to being slandered by what seems to be the truth, right
All in all, if the "chastity" that she doesn't care about becomes an indicator of value, then she should never fall into the abyss of "cheapness". For this reason, proving her "chastity" is not a meaningless thing.
The Queen thought so, and a calm smile appeared on her lips again.
Hua Li didn't expect that the "shameless" Queen would explain it like this. She was stunned for a moment, shook her head and said with a smile: "Okay, just pretend that you still retain your 'chastity'. But even so, my evaluation of you It won't change. Because your cheapness does not lie in whether your body is clean, but in the fact that you don't care who you mate with. Just to make me angry, you can give your body. This kind of even you How can a 'chastity' that you don't care about be 'precious'? What you pay may be 'chastity', but no matter how you think about it, it's just 'cheap chastity'."
The Queen's smile suddenly froze. Her fierce argument resulted in such a light but heavy statement that she could not refute.
Huali just modified "cheap body" into "cheap chastity".
It was like a sharp knife stabbed straight through, shattering the false wall she had built with "chastity" into pieces.
Not willing to give in!
I have never been so unwilling!
I have never been so powerless!
"So... ... "
The Queen said in confusion: "So... then if 'chastity' is regarded as equally important as 'life', does it mean... that it is no longer cheap?"
Hua Li was stunned for a moment, nodded and said, "Well... that's understandable."
Hua Li always felt that something was strange, but the Queen's understanding seemed to be correct. Although from a normal person's point of view, life should be more important, a strong woman who regards "chastity" as "life" is more important to human beings. It’s not like there are no such things in the world...
Forget it, such an understanding should be of no harm to a creature like the Demon Queen, which has no moral integrity, right
Hua Li thought so and said seriously: "Only when you meet someone you love deeply who is willing to sacrifice your life for him, can you give your 'chastity'. This kind of 'chastity' is 'precious', understand." Yet?"
The Demon Queen nodded thoughtfully, silently remembering Hua Li's words in her heart, and regained her calm and charming smile.
Then, a drop of cold sweat suddenly broke out from her forehead.
Hey, wait!
What is going on now
At the beginning, wasn't she using her flirtatious attitude to criticize Shi Xiaobai to deepen Huali's "wound" caused by jealousy
Why did it turn into this weird situation that she was taught so much about
In the final analysis, whether her body and chastity are cheap have nothing to do with whether Shi Xiaobai is considered a philanderer, right
Since when has the topic been quietly changed
The more the Queen thought about it, the more depressed she became. When she took another look at the beautiful face reflected in the chessboard, the pleased expression of "a child can be taught" almost made her cry.
So angry!
What about hurting each other as promised
Why was she the only one injured
The Queen's red lips twitched slightly, and she said in a stiff tone: "I understand, compared with the sincerity of the blond girl, the naked body of the slave is really nothing. But! But so what? Is it true? Her sincerity is precious. Is it natural that the boy is tempted? Even if the boy's love is split in two, won't you be sad? Could it be that, watching him hug her tightly with your own eyes? Don’t you feel sad that we haven’t been separated until now? Could it be... "
No longer worrying about logic or wording, the Demon Queen became "angry" and began to counterattack with a long series of rhetorical questions composed of "could it be".
As the Queen asked back, Huali's expression gradually became colder and colder.
This was completely beyond the Queen's expectation. She didn't expect that this unreasonable rhetorical question would actually have an effect.
That blue eye gradually became dim.
This is not an illusion!
The Queen smiled immediately.
It turns out that she chose the wrong method from the beginning.
This almost "saint" elf can indeed tolerate everything about that boy, but because she loves him so deeply, it is impossible for her to have no "exclusive desire" at all.
She must also hope,
I hope that boy only belongs to her.
The jealous expression before was not an illusion.
The Demon Queen smiled charmingly. She finally found the weakness of this nearly perfect elf girl that she might be able to defeat.
"Even if Shi Xiaobai and that girl... mate, don't you care at all?"
Saying the two sharp words "mating" in a gentle tone, the Queen gave the cruelest blow without mercy.
"How can it be... ... "
Hua Li's dim eyes flashed with sadness, she pursed her lips and murmured in an inaudible voice: "How could you not care..."
The smile on the Queen's lips suddenly became stronger.
Her original purpose was not to "sow discord", because she knew that the possibility of success was too low. She just thought that if she could make even a trace of sadness appear in those azure eyes that seemed to hold a sea of stars, she would definitely win. It will be very refreshing.
But she didn't expect that God would show such a heart-wrenchingly weak gesture.
this... ...
This is simply...
It’s so cool!
The sadness shown by the goddess made the Queen almost overwhelmed by the twisted pleasure.
want to!
I want to tear off the goddess’s mask harder!
I want to ravage the girl’s innocence even more violently!
-Such a twisted desire was suddenly and naturally born in this programmed will that should not have produced desire!
The Demon Queen said in a charming voice, full of emotion as if she was crying.
"It's so pitiful, you are so... so pitiful! You obviously don't want his body to be touched by other women, but you can only watch them hugging each other as if they are about to melt into one... Obviously He wants to be his one and only, but he can only accept his fate and accept another girl walking into his heart... Although you retain your 'precious chastity', he is likely to mate with other women in the future. Leaving you with a 'cheap body'... Ah, this is so sad and so unworthy!"
The Queen's voice was full of sadness and anger, as if she felt it.
Hua Li sighed softly and said in a cold tone: "You are right, I don't want him to be touched by other women, I want to be his only one, and I also care about his 'chastity'. But... .. . I will never let my desires turn into ugly selfishness, because more than anything else, I am more unwilling to accept... ...that this ugly desire for exclusivity will turn him into something he hates."
Once again, the purple-haired elf girl did not lie bravely, nor did she try to escape, but openly admitted her desire, and then directly expressed her heart-touching feelings.
What's more important than your own desires is that you don't want to become something he hates.
Such love...
The Queen said in disbelief: "You... you love too humblely, don't you?"
So humbling.
Compared with the goddess-like "sublime",
This kind of love is so "humble"!
Hua Li smiled faintly, shook her head and said: "Both parties in love are inherently unequal, and one of them will always love more deeply. The moment Xiaobai 'stole' the evil seed of depravity from my body, this battle of love, I have completely failed... From the good feeling called 'like' to the fear of 'not wanting to be hated by him, not wanting to lose him', this candy mixed with glass shards, I only carefully, Taste it humbly and there is no other way.”
Love can't be all beautiful.
This elf girl is clearly in love for the first time. She possesses the consciousness that most couples lack. Because she has lost her family and tribe, she has not even the slightest bit of hope for the important person she finally met after 10,000 years of loneliness. Anyone who might lose something would be afraid.
No matter how humble your love is,
I don’t want to make him annoying either.
"madness!"
Regarding the elf girl's view of love, the Queen angrily gave these two terrible words.
"Why is there no way!?"
The Queen didn't know why she felt an inexplicable irritability rising in her heart again, and this time the irritability seemed to be boiling, as if it was about to burn her chest.
"You are so stupid!"
Changing her words from "you" to "you", the Queen finally lost even the last trace of pretense of respect.
She said angrily: "As long as you stay by his side and declare your sovereignty to everyone, with your appearance and your strength, no woman in this world will have the courage to compete with you! With your Charming, as long as you live with that boy, he will definitely be obsessed with you and cannot be tempted by anyone else! In your so-called 'love battle', you can turn defeat into victory at any time. Why do you give up so easily? Why! Are you a fool!?"
Ah, I understand the reason why I am so angry.
Because except for the immature body of the elf girl in front of me, everything else is so perfect. She is an existence that even her as a "program" cannot copy and can only look up to and envy!
Her beauty, her strength, her every smile, all made her doubt the partiality of the Creator.
But she, who was so favored by the Creator, actually showed such a sad expression and assumed such a humble posture for such a weak human being!
Such a ridiculous fact is so outrageous!
Regarding the Queen's anger and aggressive tone, Hua Li just smiled lightly and did not refute.
Indeed, as the Queen said, if she could stay with Shi Xiaobai all the time, even Li Chenxi would not have any chance.
But unfortunately, she couldn't do that.
"He and I are supposed to be two parallel lines that can never intersect... Any accidental intersection is unreasonable. If I selfishly entangle him, when I have to leave, , how will his fate be twisted? So, as it is now, it is enough."
The obscure metaphor actually tells a simple and straightforward truth.
The encounter between the goddess and the mortal seems beautiful, but the fate of their intersection is cruel.
If a mortal falls in love with a goddess, he becomes infatuated, dependent, and even possessive of her. The goddess left the world one day because of the mission she had to undertake. So what will be the fate of mortals from now on
No matter how sad it is, it has no effect, no matter how painful it is, it has no effect. I can only hate my own weakness and despise my own humbleness. Since it is impossible to find a substitute for the goddess, spending a lonely life lost in beautiful memories - this is the fate of mortals.
so... ...
Keep an illusory distance and regard the goddess as a bubble-like existence that can be broken at any time. For mortals, at the moment of loss, it is easier to accept and not so sad...
Huali didn't want to become a goddess, but she and Shi Xiaobai were not residents of the same world from the beginning.
One day she will leave his world and return to her own world - and that world that belongs to her is a world that he cannot reach no matter how he pursues it.
So, to reduce the sadness he has to bear when that moment comes.
In order to reduce the destined pain, she could not add even a little bit more... sweet memories between them.
For him, that's fine.
This is enough for now.
"I am happy enough to be able to watch him from a distance."
This is probably the sweetest love story in the world, but it is also the bitterest love story in the world.
Even a goddess,
No, just because she is a goddess,
So she loves more humblely than mortals.
"Really? Is it really enough?"
The Queen couldn't understand, couldn't understand Hua Li's thoughts at all.
Because she was born from a cold "program", she couldn't understand what this warm "sacrifice" was for.
So all she felt was anger.
The Queen laughed angrily: "Should I say you are stupid or naive? Love without companionship will one day lose its original taste. If you continue to look at it from a distance, then one day, when the memories become blurred, He will no longer love you! Now, he is just a playboy, but if this continues, the distance between you will cause him to completely... completely change his heart! At that moment, you will truly lose him! "
If you love too humblely, the most feared thing will happen, and will you really lose him
Hua Li had never thought about this possibility.
However, every time the sadness of losing her is reduced, doesn't it mean that there is more possibility that he does not love her
Ah, why didn't she think of such a simple logic
No,
If it were Shi Xiaobai,
You won't change your mind so easily!
But... ...
But even Shi Xiaobai might change his mind, right
Hua Li's eyes flashed with confusion.
The worries that make him sad,
and the fear of losing him,
They were intertwined, and it was impossible to tell which side was heavier.
"Enough...enough...this is between me and him...it has nothing to do with you."
Hua Li said this, leaving no escape route and refusing to continue the conversation that finally made her shake.
The Demon Queen's pupils shrank slightly and she couldn't help but clenched her fists.
She captured the flash of loneliness in the girl's eyes.
Ending an argument with a strong but unreasonable "none of your business" is tantamount to the weakest form of surrender.
In this "mutual harm" argument, it seems that she has won the final victory.
but why
Why is there not even a little bit of pleasure
Why was he filled with anger instead
"It shouldn't...is like this, right?"
The Demon Queen lowered her head and smiled stiffly, "Hey, can't we talk anymore?"
"Yeah... the pleasant chat ends here."
Hua Li sighed softly, and suddenly her tone was ordinary, a voice as cold as frost and snow came out from her lightly parted red lips: "Back to reality, that stupid cow you raised in captivity will regenerate after ten minutes of hard work. It took ten seconds to completely recover. I think it’s time for your nonsense to come to an end, right? Now that no one is injured and this excessive joke is over, you and I may be able to become 'friends', otherwise... .. . ”
Hua Li's words brought the Queen back to reality.
This seemingly calm conversation was actually in a dangerous situation that could explode at any time.
At this moment, in the valley of the dead wasteland, seven trialists from the human world were unable to move because their shadows were caught by the "Shadow Ghost".
Although Di Xing Yaksha, who was taking a nap against the stone wall, had not killed anyone for the time being.
But Marshal Niubi, who was almost chopped into pieces ten minutes ago, is finally almost back to his intact form after slow self-regeneration!
The terror that has been brewing for ten minutes is about to arrive!
How much humiliation and anger had been accumulated by Marshal Niubi who was treated so cruelly, and how cruelly he would torture the seven testers who let him eat their flesh, especially the girl in green who chopped it into pieces with a knife - this soon became clear The horrifying scene that happened is impossible to imagine even if you try hard enough.
This is the cruelest situation closest to despair.
Hua Li can't save them, because once she takes action, the Demon Queen will be able to activate the self-destruction program, and Shi Xiaobai, who is in the world of formations, will inevitably die.
Shi Xiaobai was also unable to save them, because he was the "silver-haired devil" at the moment, and he had already tried his best to restrain himself from killing the girl in his arms.
Li Chenxi couldn't save them even more. She didn't even want to leave the boy's arms at this time. How could she think about returning to this world
The friendly forces on their side are no longer able to lend a helping hand to them.
At this moment, the only thing that can prevent the tragedy from happening is the enemy Queen!
Hua Li was helpless. All she could do was to persuade the Queen to end this "excessive joke" and use "becoming friends" as her sincerity.
However, will the Queen, who personally planned this conspiracy and forced Hua Li and the newcomers into a desperate situation, compromise so easily
"Becoming friends with you... is such an irresistible temptation..."
The Demon Queen smiled charmingly, and her sincerity in the name of "friend" really made her fall in love.
But unfortunately, she is very angry now, very angry!
so... ...
"Please forgive me, I refuse!"
"Because rather than becoming friends with you, the slave family wants to know... what kind of expression will you use to face your friend who has no way to save that boy."
"The slave family thinks that it must be the most interesting picture in the world."
... ...
Because of the anger caused by jealousy, unwillingness and longing,
Tear the peaceful ending to pieces,
Debris flew like snowflakes falling.
Pale and cold,
Just like what is about to happen,
No one can stop it anymore,
The cruelest tragedy.