"Because, they were resigned."
When Li Wuyu said this, it seemed that he lowered his voice because he couldn't say it out, almost inaudible, but in the quiet night, Shi Xiaobai could still hear it clearly.
Shi Xiaobai was stunned for half a second before he figured out the meaning of this sentence, and couldn't help but take a breath of cold air.
Li Wuyu laughed at himself and said: "The kind grandma, the great brother, the almighty teacher, and even the innocent and cute girl turned out to be fake. They were actors hired by the boy's family to weave a happy family. It was a touching drama in which only the boy was kept in the dark, but it turned out that he was just taking his salary and reciting the lines he had written long ago. The grandma did not hesitate to freeze her hands just for a more generous bonus. Thank God, the brother turned out to be just thanking the boy. Nothing happened, allowing him to keep his job. The reason why the teacher is omniscient is actually because there is a complete work team behind him, and all the courses are the product of a group of people. The teacher's acting skills are just more realistic. The girl is even more ridiculous, she really blends in She has chosen the role and really wants to marry a boy, but it has nothing to do with feelings. She just likes the boy's family background and yearns for the worry-free life of marrying into a wealthy family. Everything is fake, and the boy's happiness is all fake! "
Li Wuyu became more and more excited as he spoke, until finally he laughed at himself and suddenly fell silent.
Shi Xiaobai's eyes were solemn and he was silent for a long time before speaking softly: "Are you that boy?"
Li Wuyu nodded, sighed softly, and said: "Immersed in fictitious happiness like a fool, living in lies, and being deceived for eight years. This was my childhood. Those four people were all Li Fuhu spent money on." They were invited. On my eighth birthday, Li Fuhu dismissed them. It was not because of any accident, it was all within Li Fuhu's plan. Li Fuhu only believed in himself and no one else, so he spent eight years He gave me a class, and at the end of the class, he gave me a 'homework'. Guess what this bastard said, he actually said - not all the actors who were dismissed this time, nor will they be The last batch, you will live a lie, identify who is a fraud, find out who is an actor I paid for, this is the test you will face for the rest of your life, and, I am your biological child Father, whether this is true or not, is it also a lie? You have to find out the answer yourself. You can’t trust anyone but yourself."
Li Wuyu suddenly laughed loudly, and his laughter was a bit sad.
"That bastard made an eight-year-old boy deeply understand what deception is, what betrayal is, and what it means to never trust others. He even planted seeds of doubt in the boy's heart, making him unable to trust anyone anymore. "
Li Wuyu gritted his teeth and said: "But I didn't want him to succeed, so I still treated people sincerely and tried to make true friends. However, Li Fuhu did what he said, and he arranged countless actors in my life. Friends, Classmates, teachers, passers-by on the road, and grandpas who help me when they do good deeds every day. Either accidentally or deliberately, they will always show their flaws, which made me realize that in the next five years, I found a total of more than 300 people. An actor!"
Shi Xiaobai's scalp was numb, and he felt that Li Fuhu was simply crazy. He underestimated the extent of Li Fuhu's madness.
Li Wuyu sighed: "As Li Fuhu wished, I became unable to trust people. I resisted and tried, but every time I gave my sincerity, I was betrayed, again and again, until I couldn't even bear the kindness of others. Doubtful, I finally got used to looking at others with the eyes of "looking for actors", and tried to guess whether all words were lies. I could only protect myself by "no longer trusting anyone", and I became more and more frustrated when I was constantly hurt. I am becoming more and more fragile. I can no longer bear to be betrayed by my friends, and I dare not trust anyone with my sincerity. The only person I can trust is my aunt, because she is the titled Spiritual King that Li Fuhu cannot control. She is something that Li Fuhu cannot afford. Actor. But if one day, she tells me that she is actually an actor, I will not be surprised at all. I am already prepared to lose everything, even if there is only one person I can trust."
Shi Xiaobai whispered: "There is only one...so whoever you are talking about is not just me and the paper farmers, but also your sister and mother?"
Li Wuyu smiled bitterly and said: "Yes, including the two of them. Even my grandma and brother are actors, and my mother and sister cannot rule out this possibility. Although my mother has divorced Li Fuhu, Leng Xi is definitely not like Actor, but I can't believe it. I'm afraid that this is just a two-move move that Li Fuhu buried deeply. Once I believe it, Li Fuhu will make a move, making me feel the pain of being deceived and betrayed more deeply. Everything is possible , the more truthful it is, the more likely it is a lie. This is Li Fuhu’s most common trick. I know it’s a trap, but I can’t do anything about it. Shi Xiaobai, this is the real Li Wuyu, not a genius boy, just a serial killer. My sister and mother can’t believe it, he’s just a pathetic coward.”
Shi Xiaobai shook his head and said: "This is not your fault, and you tried to defeat it, didn't you? You pretended to be dead in order to see everything clearly and distinguish the true from the false, right?"
Li Wuyu nodded first, then shook his head and said, "That's not entirely true. For a person who lives in lies, as long as he doesn't trust anyone with his true feelings, he will never be hurt by false dramas. For I have long been used to being deceived and betrayed, and I will not be easily hurt. I didn’t intend to forcefully change all of this, but something happened in the Nine Transformations Transcendent Tower, which gave me the idea of defeating this inner demon. .”
Shi Xiaobai asked: "What's the matter?"
Li Wuyu said: "When you were trapped in the God-killing Formation, the seven of us were bound by the Shadow Ghost's 'Shackles of Shadow' at the same time, and were in deep danger. I saw through that the 'Shackles of Shadow' was actually a double illusion. , but I can only break through the first level, but I can't break through the second level of illusion, because the second level of illusion is the illusion of inner demons. I can't trust anyone. I can't defeat this inner demon. If it weren't for Ye Wuqing, the seven of us would No one can escape. I don't want this to happen again. I don't want to be helpless because of this damn inner demon when I encounter the same danger again. I've had enough of that feeling of powerlessness. I want to protect you, Even if there are one or two actors, maybe all of them are actors, I still want to do my best to protect you, to protect even a little bit of truth that must exist in the falsehood. I don’t want to be unable to do this only persistence .”
"So, I chose to fake my death. I wanted to defeat the inner demon of not being able to trust anyone!"