A one-day trip to Jinling left Xiaowei with more to come!
Late at night, Sun Mo carried Xiao Wei back to the laboratory through the portal. Xiao Wei hugged Sun Mo's neck and looked back frequently, full of reluctance.
"Uncle, can I still go to Jinling to play?"
The little girl's voice was full of fear and nervousness, like a helpless cub.
"certainly!"
Sun Mo laughed: "But you have to eat and sleep well to take good care of your body!"
"Um!"
Xiaowei nodded heavily.
It was only the next day that Xiaowei's illness worsened. The spiritual pressure environment in Kyushu and the Dark Continent was different. It was a harm to her that an already weak little girl rashly entered Kyushu.
"Uncle, I really want to go to Shanshui Temple to burn incense again. Do you think Lady Guanyin will fulfill my wish?"
Xiaowei was very scared. The tribute she gave was just a bunch of candied haws, which was too shabby. The Goddess of Mercy was afraid that her wish would not come true.
"Yes, as long as you are sincere!"
Sun Mo comforted.
"I… "
Before Xiaowei finished speaking, she spat out a large mouthful of blood. Her face was as pale as a dead ghost, and there was only breath left, no breath left.
"Master Bai!"
Sun Mo yelled for someone and started first aid.
After half a day, the emergency treatment was stopped.
"If it weren't for your divine hand, she probably wouldn't have survived today!"
Bai Qiusheng sighed: "But she is too young, so stimulating her life potential all the time is not an option!"
The effect of Sun Mo's ancient massage is similar to a cardiac shot. It can provide emergency relief, but it is hopeless to rely on this method to cure the disease.
"Don't think too much, people will die anyway!"
Bai Qiusheng patted Sun Mo on the shoulder: "What we can do is to develop treatment drugs as soon as possible!"
"Um!"
Sun Mo gathered his emotions and got into working mode.
Five days later, the 102,200th pharmaceutical experiment hosted by Bai Qiusheng officially began. Because Xiaowei was on the verge of death, in order to squeeze out the remaining value and try to prolong her life, she was selected as the experimental subject.
The whole experimental process was tense and depressing. Because there were too many failures, everyone had a pessimistic subconscious mind.
Sure enough, goddess luck did not come and the experiment failed again.
Looking at Xiaowei who had passed out in a coma, everyone felt very sad. She might never wake up again.
"Why!"
Bai Qiusheng shook his head, took off his famous teacher uniform, and walked away without even summarizing after the experiment.
Sun Mo returned to the office, wanting to escape from this place where there was no hope, but facing the portal that was so close at hand, he slowly sat on the ground, holding his knees with his hands, staring at it in a daze.
If you leave, there will be no hope.
I don’t know how long it took, but a voice rang.
"You are a kind man!"
Principal Sun sighed with emotion.
"Kindness cannot cure diseases!"
Sun Mo pouted.
“But kindness fills the world with love!”
Principal Sun comforted.
"hehe!"
Sun Mo sarcastically said: "Love can't cure diseases!"
“…”
Principal Sun was silent, and then sat down, side by side with Sun Mo, looking at the portal.
"What are your dreams?"
Principal Sun was curious: "Become a saint?"
“It is said that people are bold and land is rich, but in fact, most people’s dream is to have a big house, a good job, and a beautiful wife. When the work is over, they will have money in their pockets and can have sex with them. My wife, go to a restaurant to have a good meal, then go home and sleep together."
Sun Mo chuckled: "But many people don't have these three things, including the old me!"
Buying a house requires emptying six wallets. Just think about how difficult it is!
As for the wife
What kind of wife can you get if you don’t have money? Not even qualified to lick a dog.
Principal Sun motioned for Sun Mo to continue.
"I applied for the Normal University with a very simple idea. The job is good and the income is stable. It also allows students to understand themselves and strive to become a person who will not regret it frequently when they grow old."
Sun Mo laughed at himself: "To be honest, why do people regret it? It's because they are not doing well now! If there is a chance to do it again, everyone will choose it."
"This is not what a top master in Kyushu should say!"
Principal Sun joked.
"Dreams are just thoughts. To put it more harshly, they are just daydreams. They cannot be realized at all. They are directly proportional to strength. In fact, everyone knows that, that's why so many people are lying flat."
Sun Mo curled his lips: "No matter who is in my position, two steps away from a saint, he will give it a try, but that is unwillingness, not a dream."
"Then what is your dream?"
Principal Sun asked again.
"All your wishes come true, right?"
Sun Mo thought seriously: "Everything I want to do, I have the ability to do it!"
This is no longer limited to being a famous teacher.
Principal Sun stopped asking, and the room became quiet.
After a while, Sun Mo adjusted his mood and stood up: "Principal, are you okay? If not, I will go to the laboratory."
"Yes, but I don't know if I should talk about it?"
Principal Sun was confused.
"All ears!"
Sun Mo knew that Principal Sun would not talk to him for no reason.
"Actually, the current experiments are relatively conservative for the sake of the experimental subjects. We have done some radical experiments in the past and the results were very good, but the burden on the experimental subjects was relatively large, so we suspended them."
Principal Sun looked at Sun Mo: "I have used some methods to find out about your situation from Bai Huazhuan. Your body should be able to withstand these radical experiments."
Sun Mo's brows immediately wrinkled: "You want me to be the experimental subject?"
"You are the banner of the famous master world. You have achieved extraordinary things now, and you will definitely be even greater in the future. If you die, it will be a huge loss to Kyushu, but the lives of millions of dark natives are also very precious."
Principal Sun found it difficult to say this. Such words were too selfish.
“…”
Sun Mo's heart was a little confused.
"Forget it, just pretend I didn't say it!"
Principal Sun turned and left.
"etc!"
Sun Mo still called out to Principal Sun: "Are you sure you can succeed?"
"I can't guarantee it, but the success rate is very high. After all, your body has swallowed the remains of gods."
This was also the reason why Principal Sun decided to let Sun Mo be the experimental subject.
“…”
Sun Mo stopped talking. Principal Sun understood his mood and left.
In fact, this kind of choice is torture for kind people. If Sun Mo was selfish, he wouldn't have to worry so much.
Xiaowei hasn't woken up yet, and Li Luoran's condition is getting worse day by day.
"Teacher, why are you so sad?"
Li Loran boldly reached out to touch Sun Mo's brow, trying to smooth it out.
Sun Mo tried his best to smile.
"Are you worried about me?"
Instead, Li Luoran began to comfort Sun Mo: "It's not necessary. Life and death have their own destiny. Besides, I am very satisfied to be able to stay with the teacher in the last period of my life."
After Li Luoran finished speaking, she lowered her head, her cheeks flushed from shyness, but the atmosphere of the dark natives had always been relatively open, and people were about to die, so she didn't care about it anymore.
"Well, I'll stay with you!"
Sun Mo doesn't love Li Luoran, but as a friend and student, he will stay with her until the end.
Principal Sun did not urge Sun Mo, as if the last conversation did not exist, but Sun Mo became more and more anxious day by day, because he knew that there was not much time left for Xiaowei and Li Luoran, and he often even You can see the experimental subject dying and being carried out.
The bright moonlight spread on the grass like mercury falling on the ground.
Sun Mo couldn't stand the atmosphere in the laboratory and ran out for some fresh air. He sat by the artificial lake and looked at the students coming and going on campus. Looking at the young faces, he also thought of his youth. .
"I'm still scared!"
Death is a thing. Only when you face it can you realize the tremendous pressure it brings.
Sun Mo is not someone who is not afraid of death, and his life is so beautiful. He has a confidante, a beautiful fiancée, and a cute and smart student...
Who would be willing to give up!
…
After spending a day and night by the artificial lake, Sun Mo found Principal Sun.
He didn't speak, but Principal Sun already knew his decision, because his eyes said everything.
"Sun Mo, I must explain once again that as long as you swallow the divine potion, you will risk death."
Principal Sun's expression was extremely serious.
"I already know!"
Sun Mo's mentality was very calm: "What do you need me to do?"
"I need you to record in detail the changes in your body after taking the medicine!"
Principal Sun did not waste any time and took Sun Mo directly to the closed experimental area on the next level and gave all the experimental data and samples to Sun Mo.
"The potency of the Divine Enlightenment Potion is too overbearing, and many experimental subjects died from the potion itself."
In the next two days, Principal Sun personally led the experiment, inspected Sun Mo's body, recorded everything in detail, and finally placed a bottle of dark red potion in front of Sun Mo.
"You still have a chance to regret it now!"
Principal Sun looked troubled and smiled bitterly: "I feel like I am murdering the future of the world of famous teachers!"
"We have come this far, is there any reason to retreat?"
Sun Mo laughed, picked up the bottle, and poured the crimson potion into his stomach.
There is no smell of blood, but an indescribable fragrance.
"Any reaction?"
Principal Sun was very nervous.
"It feels a little hot!"
Sun Mo felt the changes in his body. Suddenly, there was a violent pain in his stomach. Even with his willpower, he couldn't bear the pain. His legs softened and he knelt on the ground.
In an instant, he was sweating profusely.
"Sun Mo!"
Principal Sun was in a hurry and wanted to help him go to hospital.
"fine!"
Sun Mo gritted his teeth and insisted: "I can bear it. Bring me a pen and paper. I have to write down my feelings while I'm still conscious."
Who knows if this medicine has side effects of causing amnesia or memory confusion, so Sun Mo must record the experimental data as soon as possible.
The pain comes quickly and goes slowly. For Sun Mo, it is simply the greatest torture. What's more terrifying is that the pain, symptoms, and location are different every time.
Either abdominal pain or prolonged diarrhea!
Either he had a headache, it felt like his head had been run over by the tires of a chariot, or it had been hit hard by a giant with a stone.
Either the whole body is paralyzed, feeling like a vegetative state, with no other senses except consciousness.
…
In just seven days, Sun Mo experienced up to a hundred different pains, and he didn't even have a good night's sleep. In addition to being unable to sleep because of the pain, he also needed to record a large amount of data.
"Teacher, what's wrong with you?"
Li Luan shed tears when he saw Sun Mo again. Sun Mo had lost a lot of weight. This was definitely an abnormal situation for a boss in the Thousand Life Stage.
"It's okay, I just have a bad appetite and haven't eaten much!"
Sun Mo lied. After talking to Li Luoran for a while, he lied to her that he still had work to do and asked her to leave.
There was no way. If the pain came while Li Luoran was still there, Sun Mo would have no way to explain it. He didn't want the girl to worry.
Sometimes after dreaming at midnight, Sun Mo would feel a little bit regretful, just not agreeing to Principal Sun, but in the blink of an eye, he would immediately get back to work.
He is such a person. Once he has done it, he will not regret it, because it is the most meaningless thing.
Fifteen days later, Principal Sun looked ugly after examining Sun Mo.
"I went to work."
Sun Mo got dressed and prepared to leave.
"Aren't you going to ask me about my progress?"
Principal Sun sighed.
"No matter how it goes, the only thing I can do now is to give it my all!"
Sun Mo's mentality had adjusted, and he did not give up: "I am very pressed for time now. If you have nothing to say, I will leave."
"Sun Mo, your current efforts, even if you save others, are only saving yourself."
Principal Sun’s subtext is actually very clear. The experimental data is very bad.
Sun Mo nodded and left.
"Teacher, will he die?"
Lu Feng appeared behind Principal Sun.
"meeting!"
Principal Sun looked at Sun Mo's back. His steps were more powerful than the previous few days: "What do you think of him?"
"A man, a famous teacher, even giving him the status of a saint is not even the slightest bit humiliating."
Lu Feng sincerely praised: "Teacher Sun's mind is as vast as the sky, and his back can hold up the sky for the dawn!"
Lu Feng changed his tune and called Sun Mo Teacher Sun.
Sun Mo's condition became worse and worse, and he began to cough up blood frequently.
Xuanyuan Po came down to see Sun Mo with Principal Sun's permission.
Looking at the thin teacher, Fighting Ghost's eyes suddenly turned red: "What's going on?"
"Don't yell so loud!"
Sun Mo stopped him.
"What did they do to you?"
Xuanyuan Po was very angry: "I'm going to kill them!"
"This is my own choice."
Sun Mo laughed. When he saw Xuanyuan Po, he suddenly realized that this was probably because Principal Sun was not optimistic about the results of the experiment and asked him to leave his last words.
I do have a lot to say, but my time is too tight.
"Xuanyuan, please go, I'm very busy."
Sun Mo drove Xuanyuan Po away forcefully, and then spent the next few days recording his last words with a phonetic stone while working.
"Xiuxun, I'm sorry, I failed to take responsibility. If you give me another chance, I will fall in love with you and marry you. I hope you will give me this opportunity."
"Ziyu, I'm sorry for delaying your prime youth. I really don't know what to do. You are a good woman, but I am not a good man. If there is an afterlife, I hope I can make up for my debt to you!"
"Xinhui, I have never loved you now, so there is no need to bear any psychological burden. The engagement is terminated. You can live the life you like!"
Sun Mo finished recording these unimportant last words, and then it was the turn of the Calabash Boys. These were the most precious people in his life.
Especially Zi Qi and Lu Zhiruo.
Sun Mo thought of the night with Xiao Hebao on the bank of Yunting Lake, and of the papaya girl hiding under the dripping eaves on that rainy day.
"Ziqi..."
Plop!
Sun Mo fell to the ground. He felt that his face was wet, not with tears, but with blood. Blood with a fishy smell was spurting out from his eyes, nose, and mouth.