Yu Zhiyi finally opened her eyes, and the first person she saw in the rest of her life after the two disasters... was Shi Yi.
The little girl was expressionless, her slightly curled eyelashes trembled, like a butterfly flapping its wings gently.
The injured part of the face was covered up, and the most attractive person left was the pair of round eyes. In the past, everyone thought that those big eyes like crystal grapes were full of aura, but now they have lost their light.
Shi Yi sat next to her and looked at her quietly.
The two were silent for a long time, he lowered his head, leaned forward slightly, and asked softly in front of her, "Why do you do this?"
Yu Zhi closed his eyes and didn't dare to look at him.
Shi Yi didn't intend to let her go, and continued: "In the past, when you frowned, I was afraid that you would be sad. If you shed two tears, I would lose to you."
"Now that you are so cruel to yourself, do you want to die for yourself, or do you want me to die of distress?"
"Brother is so kind to you, is this how you repay your brother?"
She closed her eyes and couldn't see and didn't speak.
Shi Yi raised his hand slightly, put his wrist on her uninjured hand, and tapped the back of her hand twice with his soft and gentle fingertips, but his tone didn't mean the slightest reproach, "One by one, you are really ungrateful."
She slowly opened her eyes, with sparkling tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry."
The slight touch from the back of the hand disappeared.
Those warm palms wrapped her little hands tightly, and he suddenly laughed, "Since you know you're wrong, then brother will give you a chance to make a change and go home with brother."
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Going back to the yard would make Yu Zhiyi keep recalling those sad things, and Shi Yi discussed with his mother to take her to the city.
The house that Shi Jia bought in the city had already been renovated, and they were moving in one after another.
This is a house with three bedrooms and one living room. The kitchen and bathroom are also separate. For a family of three, this area is more than enough.
"It just so happens that the vacant bedrooms on the left can be used for one by one. Oh, I said it was a wise move to buy three bedrooms and one living room." When Ning Suya personally promised to bring Yu Zhi back, she decided to take good care of this little girl , won't bother about it.
She arranged the room well, mainly in light pink and beige. After the basic living items were placed, Ning Suya put a bottle of flower arrangement in the room, which looked more lively.
After finishing all this, Ning Suya admired the layout of the whole room with her hands on her hips, and felt very satisfied.
She turned around and saw her son standing outside the door holding the little girl's hand, and hurriedly waved to the two children, "Come in and have a look one by one, do you like this room?"
"If you think something is inappropriate, just tell Aunt Ning, and you can change it at any time."
Probably because she accepted the matter of "raising a little girl" in her heart, she felt a sense of happiness in wanting to raise a daughter, and Ning Suya was more attentive to this.
Yu Zhiyi was touched and thanked in a thin voice: "Thank you Aunt Ning, I like it very much."
This well-decorated room is very warm in itself.
The little girl is very restrained, completely different from the relaxed state when she came home.
Ning Suya's heart was sour and her face was not obvious, but she said with a smile: "Then you guys are playing here, I'll go prepare lunch first."
When she got out the door, she shook her head and sighed.
It's obviously the fault of adults, but in the end it's the innocent child who bears everything.
Now everyone is cautious when facing Yu Zhiyi, for fear of scaring her, which makes her unable to relax.
What about Shi Yi
When it is time to educate, he will point out Yu Zhiyi's mistakes, and he will not treat Yu Zhiyi as a guest.
"I took you around every place in the room just now, did you remember it?"
"take note of it."
"Well, do you see the water dispenser outside? Go get my brother a glass of water."
The little girl got the order and went out immediately. She knows where the water dispenser is placed, and she also knows everyone's exclusive water cup, so she can do this little thing without any effort.
She took half a glass of water and brought it back to Shi Yi.
Shi Yi took the water glass naturally, and gently touched the top of her head with the other hand, as if to praise casually, "We are so good."
The corners of the little girl's lips rose slightly.
Although the curvature of the corners of his mouth disappeared quickly, Shi Yi caught it.
For Yu Zhiyi, the most lacking thing right now is self-confidence. Her mind is so simple, all she wants is to be recognized.
When she was in the hospital, the doctor did a psychological test on Yu Zhiyi. From Shi Yi's observation, her depression was a little obvious.
She was in a low mood and had difficulty concentrating. Sometimes she didn't respond when she called her name several times. It wasn't because she ignored her intentionally.
Lack of self-confidence, feeling that one has no value in existence, or even having no clear expectations for the future.
On top of that, she committed suicide once.
Shi Yi would urge her to eat every day. Yu Zhiyi was still very obedient and let herself eat as much as possible, but she didn't eat much. Bones, thin body looks weak.
"How can I go on like this, the more I make up, the thinner I get." Ning Suya tried her best to make some nutritious meals, but it didn't work much.
Seeing Ning Suya bringing the prepared food to her every time, Yu Zhiyi really wanted to eat it up, but her stomach wouldn't allow it. Once carried them behind his back, secretly forced himself to swallow something, and finally squatted in the toilet and vomited.
"This child is really... I'd rather she not be so obedient!" Ning Suya couldn't help wiping her tears, and never dared to ask her to eat more.
However, one thing that made them happy these days was that Yu Zhiyi had no negative thoughts of death.
Every time Shi Yi went to hold her hand, he would lift her wrist to see the fading scar on it.
Yu Zhi always assured him, "Brother, I won't do stupid things again."
She was too tired that time. In fact, whether it was asking for help that night or going home with Shi Yi now, these choices are proofs that she wants to live!
She doesn't want to die, she just doesn't want to be happy.
When Shi Yi got the answer he wanted, he was relieved. As long as people are alive, the rest can take their time.
"Don't mention it again in the future, brother's heart is not good, so you shouldn't be scared." He deliberately patted his chest and made a joke in a relaxed tone.
The little girl raised her eyes slightly, moved her eyes to the position of his heart, and put her right hand on it slowly, whispering softly, "Brother, don't feel bad, be obedient one by one."
She was standing on the edge of a cliff, and someone pulled her at the last moment and dragged her shaky back to safety, so she survived.
At that time, she knew that there were still people in the world who had not given up on her.
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The wound on her face had scabbed over. Ning Suya and Shi Yi took Yu Zhi to the hospital to remove the gauze. When they went out, Shi Yi put a black hat on her head.
Yu Zhiyi was very nervous during the whole process of removing the gauze. She didn't dare to look at anything that could reflect her appearance from beginning to end.
The hospital prescribed new drugs for her. When she walked out of the hospital, she buried her head very low. Even with a hat, she would subconsciously cover her face with her hands.
The wound is healing, but the scar on his face is obvious.
After she got home, she went back to her room almost immediately.
Shi Yi followed and saw the little girl sitting on the head of the bed, her head still lowered, her hands on her knees, shaking constantly.
She refused to take off her hat because it was her last layer of protection.
"One by one." He crouched down, and he could see her face clearly from this angle.
Yu Zhi quickly turned her head away and covered her face with her hands.
She is ugly now, even uglier than wearing gauze!
Shi Yi: "Don't let me watch it now, don't you want to see my brother in the future?"
of course not…
Yu Zhi retorted in his heart, but belittled himself, "It's ugly."
"How could that be." He had a gentle smile in his eyes, "One is injured, and when the wound heals, it will still be as beautiful as before, oh no, it is said that the 18th Women's University has changed, and we will only become more and more in the future. better looking."
She froze for a moment, and the arm covering her face slowly dropped.
However this is not enough.
Shi Yi poked at the baseball cap on top of her head, "I like brother's hat so much? Can't you return it if you put it on?"
The little girl was teased so her cheeks were slightly red, she took off the hat on her head and shoved it into his arms, "I'll give it back to you! Cheapskate!"
This is the first time she has shown positive emotions in this period of time.
But she will also be sad because of this, "I won't be cute anymore."
Shi Yi stood up, put the black hat on her head again, held her hand without hesitation, and told her firmly, "You are cute and worthy of love."
working day
Ning Suya was going to work, only Yu Zhiyi and Shi Yi were at home.
"Remember to take the meat out of the refrigerator to thaw in the afternoon. Your father wants to eat porridge recently, so you can cook it in advance." These are all things Ning Suya explained to Shi Yi.
Now Yu Zhiyi is in a better condition, and Shi Yi is much more relaxed. He reads books and plays games in Yu Zhiyi's room. In the afternoon, when he gets sleepy, he sets the alarm clock on his mobile phone and falls asleep on the bed.
The little girl sitting in front of the desk slowly turned her head, reached for her mobile phone, and turned off the alarm clock.
She opened the door, walked around the house in sandals and slippers, and did everything Ning Suya said.
Passing by the sink, seeing myself in the mirror, the scars on my face are really shocking.
She turned her face away hastily, not daring to look again.
Ning Suya got off work early today and bought some fruits in the supermarket downstairs.
As soon as she opened the door, she felt something different at home...
I feel that the floor is cleaner, and the things in the house are more tidy. After a closer look, even the shoes that she left outside the shoe cabinet yesterday and said that she would come back after get off work today and brush them were also washed and placed on the balcony.
Ning Suya walked into the kitchen and saw the cooked porridge, several washed and cut dishes, and a plate with small cut ingredients.
not right...
Her son is good everywhere, but his cooking skills are not very good. This kind of meticulous work is not like his masterpiece.
—
Yu Zhiyi just stepped on the bench and stood up, carefully wiping the high part of the glass window.
Suddenly someone hugged her down and stepped on the floor.
As soon as Yu Zhi turned around, he saw Shi Yi with a black face.
"Why climb so high?"
"Just... help you clean the room."
"Who asked you to clean my room."
"I'm sorry." She was startled, and quickly apologized and explained, "But don't worry, I didn't mess with your things, and the places I wiped have recovered."
Shi Yi sighed and raised his forehead, "I didn't mean that."
Just as she was about to explain, Ning Suya knocked on the door and came in. Seeing the two of them standing by the window, she asked suspiciously, "Did you clean the room today? Those dishes in the kitchen..."
Halfway through speaking, she noticed the towel in Yu Zhi's hand and the water basin beside her feet, and suddenly understood something.
And Shi Yi also heard other information from his mother's words.
He went out to see the good things Yu Zhiyi had done, and laughed angrily, "So you secretly turned off my alarm clock, washed vegetables, cooked rice, and mopped the floor at home?"
"I brought you home for you to do this?"
Yu Zhi was unsure of his attitude and didn't know how to answer.
"What are you talking about!" Ning Suya pushed her son away in disgust and gently held Yu Zhiyi's shoulder, "One by one, what we mean is, you don't need to do this at home, look at what you do After the work is done, your brother can't do anything, and he will be abandoned!"
"Let him do anything in the future." Ning Suya pointed to her son.
Shi Yi, who was disliked by his mother, pouted and snatched the little girl over, "Mom, I'll talk to her."
"Okay, I'll go out first." Ning Suya closed the door very thoughtfully.
Shi Yi pressed his back against the door, blocking the little girl's only way out, and asked, "Can you tell me what you're thinking?"
"Brother, I'm afraid..." She took a deep breath, lowered her head, and whispered, "I'm afraid of being a burden to you, and you will regret taking me home in the end."
She knows that she can't take things for granted from others, and if she doesn't give anything, she will really be disgusting.
In the end, her inferiority complex was still at play. Facing the excellent Shi Yi, she also became nervous, "I can do a lot of things one by one, and I don't want to let you down."
The corners of Shi Yi's mouth twitched, "You still don't seem to have listened to what I said."
"Then I'll say it again, you can hear it clearly."
"If that person is Yu Zhiyi, I don't need to try to please her, I will blatantly favor her, understand?"
The author has something to say: One by one, I have an inferiority complex now, and I am very afraid of being abandoned, so I am careful.
Shi Yi knew that what she lacked the most was security, so she kept expressing her liking in a straightforward and straightforward manner.
All in all, it's another Lemony day.
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