After Qiao Lezhi's birthday incident, Yu Zhi's relationship with Shi Yi entered a new level.
She was thinking... Does Shi Yi also have that little bit of liking her? The kind of love between men and women
But Shi Yi never said these things, and in the end she didn't dare to ask. After all, Shi Yi has always been very good to her.
The college entrance examination is approaching, and the focus of senior three students is also on learning.
There was still half a month before the college entrance examination. Ruan Qing suddenly came back and went to a middle school to find Yu Zhiyi.
When Yu Zhi heard that her mother was looking for her, she was a little surprised.
When Ruan Qing came, it was lunch break. Yu Zhiyi walked down the teaching building with her and found a place with almost no one to sit down.
Ruan Qing tried to hold the child's hand, but was avoided by Yu Zhi without a trace.
Ruan Qing's expression was slightly embarrassed, but it only took a few seconds, and she quickly regained her smile, "Mom is on vacation for the past two days, come back to see you."
Yu Zhiyi lowered his eyes lightly, and said in a low voice, "Thank you."
I don't know when it started, even parents watching their children has become a gift. In the face of this daughter, Ruan Qing is full of guilt and cannot make up for it.
She used to think that her eldest daughter was obedient and sensible, and that even without her, she could take good care of herself and live a good life.
But now, Yu Zhiyi really doesn't need her anymore, she can't do anything if she wants to be nice to the child.
Ruan Qing sighed silently, "Are you tired of studying recently? This body seems to be thin."
Yu Zhiyi: "..."
Since high school, her weight has barely changed, and she has lost weight.
When the adults of other families say these words, it is distressing for the children. But even if Ruan Qing had such an idea, in Yu Zhiyi's ears, it also meant "you don't know me at all".
"I'm fine, well fed and warm." Even without parents, I can still live well.
This lukewarm tone finally made Ruan Qing anxious, and Ruan Qing frowned, her face full of melancholy, "One by one, why haven't you forgiven mother yet? Mother really wants to be good to you. "
The same words repeated countless times in her ears, making her head hurt.
Yu Zhiyi couldn't hold his breath any longer, and asked, "You keep asking me over and over again, why are you unwilling to forgive? So what are you doing now is really caring about me, or is it for your own peace of mind?"
Ruan Qing's eyes were stunned, and she couldn't help raising her voice, "One by one! How can you say that to me, I'm your mother, and of course I treat you sincerely!"
Yu Zhiyi closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her eyes were a little darker than before, "I don't know what is the standard for treating people with sincerity in your eyes, but I want to tell you, even if it's Aunt Ning, she Never asked me to do anything. And you, hoping to get my forgiveness, are actually asking me to answer the sentence "forgive you"."
"It stands to reason that you are the one who should be responsible for me, but since you chose to be responsible for another daughter, I will neither fight nor rob, but you can't ask me to be the same as your other daughter."
Ruan Qing was a little anxious, "You and Yanyan are both my daughters, and my mother's love for you is the same."
As soon as Yu Zhi heard this, he laughed softly, a little helpless, "Apart from the blood relationship, ask yourself, what do you care about me?"
"What am I missing are those unpleasant gifts you bring me back every time you spare time to go home like a charity?"
"If you insist on forcing me to give an answer, I might as well tell you. I used to like those things because I thought I liked my parents, but I don't like them now. You can't force me to like them anymore!"
This is probably the most serious thing Yu Zhi has said to his parents over the years.
The surrounding air seemed to freeze for a moment.
Ruan Qing's heart was trembling, "These words, you should have told mother earlier, if you had told mother earlier..."
But she couldn't say anything after that.
Yu Zhiyi shook his head gently, "What can I tell you earlier? Will you give up Yanyan and take me with you? Or take us both."
"But it's unnecessary now. I think it was good at the time. At least I have experienced those things before I truly understand that there is a person in this world who will not abandon me, even if I have no so-called blood relationship with him."
"One by one, mom didn't abandon you, really didn't." Ruan Qing said movingly.
Suddenly, her cell phone rang, and her husband, Mr. Zhao, called. Ruan Qing glanced at her daughter and answered the phone.
"… "
"What? Yanyan is injured? Okay, I'll be back right away." Ruan Qing's subconscious concern and worry were not false.
Yu Zhiyi watched silently until she hung up the phone, and then she asked the question that had been trapped in her heart for a long time, "Actually, I have always had a doubt. Yanyan and I are both daughters, and there is no preference for sons over daughters. Say, but why didn't you want to take me with you when you left, but are willing to have another daughter outside and take her with you?"
Sometimes she even thinks that even if her parents are old-fashioned patriarchal, and raising a boy is good for him, she will only regret that she is not the gender that her parents like.
But they are all daughters, and this contrast is even more intense and hurtful.
"I learned later that all love is deep and shallow."
Ruan Qing was blocked so much that she couldn't speak.
At first, they kept their eldest daughter in their hometown because they didn't understand the situation outside. Later, they went out for more than a year and became pregnant with another one. Yu Kai wanted a son, so he gave birth to the child.
In the end, she was still a daughter.
Both are daughters, and they recognized it.
At that time, it was stable in the field, so I felt at ease to keep my little daughter by my side.
But they neglected, their eldest daughter is only a few years old, she is still a child who needs the company of her parents and longs for their love...
It's the same whether you tell her the truth or not.
That would only remind Yu Zhiyi that she was never the one chosen by her parents.
The mother-daughter meeting was still unhappy.
As soon as Yu Zhi returned to the classroom, her deskmate heard that she felt depressed after seeing her mother.
Thinking of the few descriptions of her parents in the novel, she could probably guess that Yu Zhiyi's original family might not be very happy.
Wen Tingyu took out a paper from the drawer, pointed to the wrong question with a red X on it and said, "One-one, I have a question that I can't solve just now, tell me about it."
"OK."
As soon as Yu Zhi took the test paper and read the questions, his thoughts returned to study.
Ruan Qing did not leave the school immediately, but found Shi Yi according to the classroom.
The two spoke a few words at the corner of the stairs.
When he first saw Ruan Qing, Shi Yi respected his elders and shouted, "Auntie."
Seeing this tall and outstanding young man in front of her, Ruan Qing was also very relieved, because it was this young man who favored her daughter since childhood.
Ruan Qing said, "I'm really sorry to disturb you in the classroom at this time."
Shi Yi didn't pretend to be polite to her, and asked calmly, "Excuse me, what's the matter with you?"
Ruan Qing said: "I just went to see Yi Yi."
Shi Yi frowned slightly, then relaxed for a moment, waiting for Ruan Qing's next words.
"She still doesn't want to accept my kindness to her. I also know that what happened at the beginning hurt her a lot, and now I don't ask her for forgiveness."
"Auntie said this to me, what do you want me to do?"
"I don't mean anything else. I know you really love you too, even more than me as a mother. I just want to thank you."
"That's not necessary, I'm good to her, just because I want to be good to her." Instead of needing to be affirmed and thanked by others.
Ruan Qing was silent.
She could probably also hear that Shi Yi was a little bit repulsive of her attitude.
But now she finally knew why Yu Zhiyi said those words.
Because Yu Zhiyi had received love that she was willing to give without expecting anything in return, other feelings that were mixed with impurities were no longer pure in her eyes.
Before Ruan Qing left, she put down her adult figure and bowed to thank the young man.
"Thank you, and your family."
"Being able to meet you one by one is the happiest thing in her life."
From the moment Yu Zhi was born, it was Ning Suya's breast milk that saved her life.
In the end, it was Shi Yi who healed Yu Zhiyi's heart.
Ruan Qing, a mother, was ashamed of herself, and when she left, she quietly wiped away the tears from the corner of her eyes.
Before the exam, Ruan Qing gave Yu Zhiyi a sum of money and told her not to save what she wanted to eat and buy, and be kind to herself.
Yu Zhiyi found out that the extra 500 yuan in Cary was intact, and even deposited part of the manuscript fee received in the last month.
She had decided long ago that she would return all the expenses for high school to Ruan Qing and to the Shi family.
Although it will take some time, she will not forget to do so!
On June 7, the tense and exciting college entrance examination finally came.
Ning Suya specially opened a room for the two children in a hotel near the exam school and accompanied them throughout the journey.
During the exam, the two children walked into the school together. After the exam, the two returned to the hotel together, facing each other around a table with the subject questions to be tested tomorrow.
Yu Zhiyi was still a little nervous, but Shi Yi was watching with her.
Shi Yi comforted her, "Don't be nervous, you have finished both subjects."
"I just want to take another look. What if I just pass the test tomorrow?" Yu Zhiyi comforted herself and relaxed in her heart. In fact, she performed well during the day, but she just wanted to be more cautious.
June 8
After the general examination is over, the students who return to their school are like wild horses that have taken off the reins. Some people actually plan to tear off the books and fly downstairs to declare that they are free!
As a result, the school's ban on radio broadcasts that damage the campus sanitation put the wild horses down.
There was a lot of noise in the classroom, talking about what to do after graduation from the college entrance examination.
Yu Zhi put away everything that was left in the classroom, and was going to call Wen Tingyu to go back to the dormitory together.
When he turned his head, there was no one in the seat next to him.
"Huh? I was still here just now."
The things that were heard and heard were still there, but the people suddenly disappeared.
Yu Zhi turned his head consciously and looked at the farthest corner of the back row. The strangest and coldest boy in the class, Shen Luobai, was not in the classroom either.
As for why she looked at Shen Luobai, of course it was because... In this class, Wen Tingyu only talked to her and Jiang Mi'er a lot, and only had an intersection with Shen Luobai.
She also learned not long ago that when Wen Tingyu "drums (song) encouraged (yong)" she confessed to Shi Yi, just because she had the same secret love experience as her.
And a person with a clear mind like Wen Tingyu is more tolerant than her.
She could use Shi Yi's brother-sister relationship to cover up this strong love, but Wen Tingyu fell in love with such a quiet boy silently for a long, long time.
The second day after the exam, the classmates discussed the graduation dinner.
After the last dinner, everyone had to go to different cities, and almost no one was absent.
Except... Shen Luobai.
Shi Yi's class was also discussing a dinner party, and it was a coincidence that they chose the restaurant next to them. So before they came, the two had already said that they would go home together after eating.
Classmates' dinner is not just a simple dinner. For example, some secret lovers who secretly liked others in high school plan to muster the courage to confess today.
Some are happy and some are worried.
The successful ones laughed and ran downstairs to buy candy and distributed them to everyone, and the failed ones left in despair.
Hearing Yu didn't look at the direction of the door, Yu Zhiyi could probably guess that she was waiting for that person.
But it's quite possible...to be disappointed.
The students let themselves free and ordered a few cases of wine on the table.
On weekdays, Wen Ting Yu silently drank several bottles, as if venting.
Yu Zhi couldn't take it any longer, reached out and snatched her bottle, "Listen, don't drink any more."
"It's okay, that's all, I can't get drunk."
It's impossible to get drunk, but her mood is obviously not right.
Yu Zhiyi pursed her lips and comforted her softly, "Listen to the words... don't be too sad, many things can be solved."
Wen Tingyu grabbed the glass on the table, lowered her head, and muttered unwillingly: "He insists on missing me, what can I do?"
This is heartbreaking to hear.
Although her situation is better than Wen Tingyu, she also seems to be a humble crush... She has been secretly in love with that person for a long time, and she has not dared to express her feelings until now.
He wanted to persuade Wen Tingyu, but he was infected by Wen Tingyu's secret love and sad atmosphere, which made him go astray.
"Ting Yu, don't say it, I'm also secretly in love..."
"How can the two of us be the same?" Wen Tingyu shook her head and smiled bitterly, "His tenderness has always been given to you alone. You are his preference and exception, and he is happier than many others."
Wen Tingyu filled two glasses with wine, handed Yu Zhi a glass, took a glass himself, and clinked with her.
She stared at the glass of wine and gave a speech full of literature and art, "My love that hangs in mid-air, I'm afraid it won't be able to fly through the mountains and rivers."
Yu Zhiyi: "..."
Although I feel a little bitter and want to cry, but hearing this sentence, I suddenly want to laugh, what's the matter
Before leaving, Wen Tingyu patted her on the shoulder and said something in her ear, "Trust me, muster up the courage to show your heart to Shi Yi."
Yu Zhiyi personally sent Wen Tingyu away and got into the car.
Back downstairs, she was going to wait a while before calling Shi Yi, so as not to disturb his interest in having dinner with his classmates.
Yu Zhiyi stood beside the aisle, and suddenly heard someone calling his name.
"Yu Zhiyi."
"Ah?" Yu Zhi turned his head and saw that Liao Zhewen was walking towards her.
"Squad leader, what's wrong?" she asked.
Liao Zhewen stopped half a meter away from her and suddenly asked, "Have you dropped a book before?"
"..." When he mentioned this, Yu Zhiyi immediately had an answer in his mind. Of course, she didn't forget the accident that frightened her back then.
However, she was curious, "How do you know?"
"Speaking of which, you still owe me a favor."
"Could it be that... it was the monitor who picked up the book at the beginning?"
"Yeah." The past two years hidden in his heart, at the time of graduation, Liao Zhewen finally said, "I've known since you entered Class 16."
He had read the book and knew Yu Zhiyi's secret.
He knew that Yu Zhiyi liked Shi Yi.
"Actually, I still know a secret of you."
"What... what?" The girl who thought she was hiding well was suddenly exposed, and the girl was still a little flustered.
Liao Zhewen took a step forward, and Yu Zhiyi took a step back.
Liao Zhewen sighed heavily, "What are you hiding? I just want to tell you a second secret."
Yu Zhi stood still and held his fingers nervously, "Speak."
"I still know you..."
Before he could finish speaking, Yu Zhiyi suddenly disappeared in front of him.
As soon as Shi Yi went downstairs, he saw a familiar boy blocking his little girl in the corner, he almost couldn't hold back his fist and greeted him!
Of course, he wasn't that unreasonable. Before he could figure out the situation, he directly pulled Yu Zhiyi out and protected him by his side to feel at ease.
"elder brother."
"What were you just saying?"
Seeing Shi Yi's defensive attitude, Liao Zhewen instead took a relaxed attitude and looked at Yu Zhiyi without hesitation, "That's our secret, right?"
He bet that Yu Zhiyi would not dare to reveal the secret.
Liao Zhewen's guess was right, Yu Zhiyi would truthfully explain other things, but this secret did not dare to be revealed easily.
"OK, so your secret conversation is over?"
"Well, um! Brother, are you all gone too? Let's go home soon." She anxiously wanted to invite him to leave, because she couldn't fully believe that Liao Zhewen would suddenly reveal the truth like just now.
When Shi Yi saw her guilty appearance, he felt uncomfortable. But seeing the little girl's dependence on herself and the defense of others, it made him happy.
"Well, go home." He ignored the secret for the time being, and turned around and left with the little girl in his arms.
Liao Zhewen looked at the two distant figures, took off his glasses, and wiped them clean again.
As for…
The guilty Yu Zhiyi must not feel at ease at this moment.
The two got on the bus, but luckily there were vacancies in the same row.
Yu Zhi turned to face Shi Yi, "Brother, don't listen to him, there are no secrets between me and him."
"Oh? Is that so?" The boy's face remained calm.
"Really! I don't know him very well."
If Liao Zhewen heard these words, he would probably vomit blood. A classmate who has been in the same class for two years and is still a monitor, is defined as "unfamiliar".
"Then tell me, what did he say to you just now?"
"At once… "
She remembered Wen Tingyu's encouragement before she left, looked up at Shi Yi, and couldn't hold back.
The author has something to say: It seems that he has grown up so big, and he has not kissed yet. What about the next chapter
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