Three years ago, she personally said: "I am not good enough to make you fall in love with me, I will disappear from your world."
So for the next three years, she didn't go to him, didn't pay attention to his news, and took that person's name out of her life.
In college, she was still like in high school. She didn't like to take the initiative to communicate with people, and she didn't like to talk. She was always alone and could read a book all day.
She didn't know how long such peaceful days could last, but she didn't expect to break so many days and nights of persistence on the first day she saw Shen Luobai again.
Just now, the already cold heart was revived.
She said, "Shen Luobai, you shouldn't help me."
Meaning: If you help me, I will fall in love with you again.
The corners of the sinking white lips narrowed slightly.
He could see clearly and listen to the language in his eyes with persistence, just like... many years ago.
—
When Wen Tingyu was in junior high school, his parents divorced, and his father brought his stepmother into the house.
She was dissatisfied with her father's behavior and quarreled with her father, but her father still insisted that the stepmother stay at home, so she ran out.
Of course, she was smart, she didn't run away from home desperately, but moved to her grandparents' hometown during the summer vacation.
Grandpa and grandmother live in the village, not because of lack of money, but because they prefer the living environment in the countryside, so they built a three-story high house there, and the decoration is more delicate than the urban community.
The day Wen Tingyu dragged her suitcase back to the village, her grandfather and grandmother were not at home, so she took the key and opened the door to go in.
Although I usually only come back to visit the elderly during the New Year and festivals, there has always been a room specially prepared for her at home. Hearing the language, he entered the bedroom lightly, and placed his salute properly.
After all, she didn't plan to go back in the two months of summer vacation, so as not to see irrelevant people and ruin her mood.
She had just arrived and was a little thirsty. She wanted to go downstairs to get a glass of water, but found that the water dispenser that had been placed there had been replaced with something else.
There was well water in the kitchen, and she could drink it directly, so she went around a door. The kitchen door was wide open, and there was still the sound of cooking, and I heard the words and pricked up my ears.
Could it be that the grandparents are back
She walked in generously and almost bumped into a thin boy.
"Who are you?!" There was a stranger at home, and Wen Hengyu was full of vigilance against him.
The boy's eyes fell on her, his expression dark and unclear.
Hearing Yu's first impression of Shen Luobai was in that unpretentious kitchen.
The young man was holding the dishes, and his slender arms could clearly see the slight bulging veins under his skin. The morbidly pale face seemed so weak that it would shatter when touched.
It was not until the grandfather and grandmother came back that Wen Tingyu learned about the situation of the boy.
His name is Shen Luobai, and he is also from the village.
Grandpa and grandmother's house is the closest to the village entrance, while Shenluobai's house is more remote.
The Shen family's house is cramped and shabby. Two months ago, a heavy rain fell in the village. The originally dilapidated house was flooded with water, and everything built on the shelves was blown down.
After Shen Luobai and his mother lost their only place to live, the whole village felt sorry for the mother and son, but no one was willing to help.
In the end, the grandfather and grandma couldn't see it. Thinking that there was a lot of vacancies in the house, they set aside a room for them to live in, and waited for the subsidy in the village to apply for the arrangement.
After listening to the words, she expressed her understanding. She thought that it was just the way it was.
The mother and son who lost their homes temporarily live here, and they rarely appear in front of them, and sometimes they can even be regarded as non-existent.
Unexpectedly, on the third day she came here, she was breathing on the Pingba in front of the gate, and a woman suddenly walked over from behind her, muttering some incomprehensible words.
Although the woman looked good-looking, she was still frightened by the godly nagging side of the woman.
Wen Tingyu didn't shout when she was frightened, she just felt uneasy in her heart, looked around the environment, and found a chance to leave.
She hid at the gate, wanting to see what happened, but saw the boy who used to live in the vacant room next door running out and bringing the woman back.
Yes, come back.
Back to the next room, which is her house.
In the evening, she mentioned that person to her grandfather and grandma, only to learn from their mouths that the woman was Shen Luobai's mother.
Grandma pointed to her head and said, "his mother has a problem here, but she won't interfere with others, just ignore her."
Shen's mother is a rare beauty in the village, but she ended up marrying an ordinary farmer, just because her family was poor and she was a fool.
Shen Luobai inherited her mother's beauty, but she was a normal person.
Hearing the words thought of himself.
When her parents divorced, she felt sorry for herself, and when her mother passed away, she grieved for the loss of her relatives.
But now that I have changed a place, I find that there are people who are more pitiful than myself...
With such a heart in mind, Wen Tingyu felt a little more compassion for Shen Luobai.
But it's just more compassion.
Under the same roof, we will always meet by chance.
Wen Tingyu found that Shen Luobai was very similar to himself, the same silent and quiet, the same likes books, the same ... stay away from the crowd.
She had a feeling of sympathy for Shen Luobai, but both of them belonged to the kind of temperament who didn't know how to speak and put everything in their hearts.
Therefore, Wen Tingyu did not take the initiative to say that he wanted to make friends with him, but would take practical actions at certain times.
For example, she would lend Shen Luobai books she had read and thought the content was good.
For another example, after buying snacks, they will give some to Shen Luobai.
Although, he only accepts the former.
—
After the summer vacation, Wen Tingyu returned to Yunyang City and started high school life.
Since then, she has applied to live on campus.
Just entering the new environment, she is not gregarious, and she is not familiar with her roommates. Wearing eyes and wearing the most common hairstyle every day, the honest students who are not good-looking are the most likely to be bullied.
When she almost encountered school violence, it was Shen Luobai who appeared in time.
As described in the book, the warriors who descended from the sky, wielding swords, cut through thorns and thorns.
Very bloody story development, she fell in love with the boy who would protect her, and began a three-year secret love.
So when she heard what Shi Yi said and did to Yu Zhiyi, she would be very sensitive to believe that Shi Yi liked Yu Zhiyi.
She encouraged Yu Zhiyi to persevere, or to express herself boldly. Rather, she pinned on Yu Zhiyi what she did not dare to do.
—
Shen Luobai was absent from the class reunion in the year of graduating from high school.
Wen Tingyu sat with Yu Zhiyi and drank some wine. The beer in the hotel was like water mixed with water. When she left, she was sober.
She told Yu Zhiyi that she expressed her feelings to Shen Luobai, but was rejected.
Yu Zhiyi comforted her, "Ting Yu, don't say it, I'm in a crush too..."
Hearing Tingyu knew clearly in his heart, how could he be the same as Yu Zhiyi
The person Yu Zhiyi liked was so fond of her that she was reluctant to let her suffer any grievance since she was a child.
And the person she likes is alienated and indifferent, even if she takes the courage to confess to him regardless of the girl's shyness, she will not get a good result.
She also knew that this was her own willingness to suffer, and no one could blame others.
When Wen Hengyu got home, Wen Bin hadn't come back, and Ren Xin didn't know where he was.
She sat in her room for a while, then suddenly stood up and went to the next door.
The guest room next door was unoccupied on weekdays, but in the past two days of the college entrance examination, Shen Luobai stayed here.
She stood outside the closed door, hesitated for ten seconds, reached out and knocked on the door.
"Tuk Tuk Tuk-"
The door slammed, but no one responded.
Her brows furrowed tightly, and she even thought that Shen Luobai might have left here, after all, he was only temporarily staying for the two days after the college entrance examination.
Wen Tingyu pressed the door handle, the door opened instantly, and his eyes quickly searched the room, but fortunately... His schoolbag is still there.
Hearing Yu heaved a sigh of relief and sat down directly in the chair in the room.
This is the home she has lived in for more than ten years, and this guest room is familiar to her, but Shen Luobai only lived for a few days, and she felt that this bedroom has become different.
"Crack-"
There was movement at the door.
Hearing the words subconsciously looked up, only to see Shen Luobai pushing the door in.
Not long ago, my confession was rejected, maybe someone else would have fled long ago, and I would not dare to face the person I like again. But hearing the language is different, she felt that it was just rejected once by the person she liked, and it was not that she would never have a chance.
As long as Shen Luobai is still there, is still single, and hasn't fallen in love with anyone else, then she will always have a chance!
"Shen Luobai, today's dinner..." Having said this, she interrupted herself.
Maybe it was alcohol, she was confused.
She wanted to ask why Shen Luobai didn't come
The reason is actually very simple. The AA system for dinner parties also requires money.
For others, tens of dollars is very cheap, but for Shen Luobai, it is a waste.
Wen Tingyu slapped himself, looking at Shen Luobai's eyes that were not so clear.
She pressed the handle of the chair, slowly got up, and when she approached Shen Luobai, she deliberately fell towards him in a falling position.
Unsurprisingly, he threw himself into the boy's arms.
Shen Luobai took the initiative to hold her arm, but in order to make her stand firm, she drove her away mercilessly, "Wen Tingyu, you have been drinking, go back to your room."
Walk
She doesn't want it!
After the exam, Shen Luobai will move out of this house. If she leaves today, where will she run to find someone tomorrow
She didn't leave, and she refused to let go. Instead, she grabbed Shen Luobai's collar fiercely and asked him bluntly, "Why don't you like me... Am I not pretty enough?"
If she was as rational as usual, she would never ask such a question.
But she just felt that the moment she saw Shen Luobai, the wine was not intoxicating and everyone was intoxicated.
In the case of listening to the language and feeling that the brain is very clear, the brain uncontrollably said bolder words than usual, and even made some bolder actions…
For example, at that time, she grabbed Shen Lubai's collar and pulled it down, and when he lowered his head subconsciously, she bit his lip.
Not a soft kiss, but a bite.
She sacrificed the girl's restraint, but the result was Shen Luobai leaving without saying goodbye.
But even so, she still did not give up.
—
After the college entrance examination, they will have a summer vacation of nearly three months, and friends will discuss in the group to travel together.
She has very few friends, and the few friends in high school have accumulated such a deep relationship because they lived together in the dormitory for three years.
She never misses the news in this group, but it rarely bubbles up. But this time, when they were chatting hotly, she also took the initiative to participate.
She probably needs to relax a bit.
Everyone checked the travel strategy online, picked it for a long time, and finally settled on Xi'an.
In such public places, unless it is necessary to separate, Shi Yi will always hold Yu Zhiyi's hand.
At that time, Qiao Lezhi deliberately teased them, Yu Zhi was shy and shy, but Shi Yi told everyone generously, "Don't hold me, what should I do if my little girl gets lost?"
Everyone knows that: people in their teens, this place is not crowded with people and can't see the road, how can they get lost
Shi Yi's blatant petting is what all girls yearn for.
They are so well matched...
Not only this pair of childhood sweethearts, but also Li Shaozhou, who was a coward, fell in love with Jiang Mi'er, who was emotionally weak.
Li Shaozhou typically likes, wants to pursue, and pursues euphemistically, and he is looking for topics with Jiang Mi'er along the way.
In the inner warehouse of the plane, the seats they chose were three consecutive seats.
Wen Tingyu felt that she could just sit there, but this time there were two couples who were having an affair. She and Qiao Lezhi were the real singles.
Qiao Lezhi and Jiang Mi'er like to talk, if they sit together, Li Shaozhou will basically have nothing to do.
In order to fulfill Li Shaozhou's love, she sat next to Jiang Mi'er.
She doesn't like to talk, so Jiang Mi'er won't keep chatting with her. Li Shaozhou got his wish and chatted with the person he liked for nearly two hours.
They were in the tourist area, visited the ancient city, and tasted the local food.
Passing by the shop that bought Xun musical instruments, they also stepped forward to join in the fun
It is very interesting that the boss engraved on the xun. When the others were discussing whether to buy one, she went forward and bought one, "Boss, I want to engrave."
The engraved characters must have different meanings. She didn't specifically ask them, but she also knew that the characters "Yi" and "Yi" were engraved on the two xuns that Yu Zhiyi bought, but Jiang Mi'er and Qiao Lezhi didn't engrave them. Li Shaozhou bought two and engraved "boat" and "er".
Some things don't need to be said, and everyone with a discerning eye can see them.
According to the travel guide, a group of people went to climb Huashan.
The road in Huashan is very steep, and some people take the initiative to protect her without showing weakness, and she needs to move forward by herself, without asking anyone for help along the way.
Qiao Lezhi also gave her a thumbs up and praised her for her greatness.
But in fact, she also hoped that someone would show up when she needed it and help her move forward without hesitation.
The six of them left a group photo on Nanfeng, and later they developed the photo and took a closer look. Several people didn't look at the camera!
Li Shaozhou is unrequited love, Yu Zhiyi and Shi Yi... are looking at each other.
Before the planned travel time was over, she received a call from her grandmother and said, "Your grandfather is arrogant and insists on installing the light bulb by himself. Now that's all right, he fell directly into the hospital."
So, she had to interrupt her travel plan and rush back overnight.
Of course, she saw Shen Luobai there.
It was during that time that Shen Luobai's attitude made her decide to give up.
Today, three years later, everything will start all over again.
Wen Tingyu pulled his thoughts out of his memories, and stood by the sink to catch water and wash his face. The crystal water droplets fell down and flowed into the neck along the chin.
I patted my palm to the neck socket, and the cool water droplets wet the neck, and the whole person felt a lot refreshed. She returned to the master bedroom, grabbed a tissue and wiped her fingers, and threw the tissue into the trash can accurately.
It's been a long time since she came back, but seeing Shen Luobai now reminds her of many things.
Wen Hengyu dragged a bench to the front of the bookcase, stood barefoot, and took out a cardboard box on the top of the bookcase.
There were some small things in it, and there was a xun with the word "Shen" engraved on it.
During the trip to Xi'an, she only bought one xun, but Shen Luobai's name was engraved.
There is no purer love than back then.
Ren Xin seems to have intentionally let her ease the relationship with her father and completely hand over the task of delivering meals to her.
Wen Tingyu took over this task. Every noon and afternoon, she would deliver meals to Wen Bin on time.
"Xiang, the food my daughter cooks is incense!" Wen Bin was in a good mood these days, and even his fear of illness was reduced a lot.
After hearing these words, Wen Tingyu said lightly, "Tell me what you want to eat."
"As long as my daughter does it, I like it!" Apart from insisting on marrying Ren Xin, Wen Bin also really loves her daughter.
Wen Bin's surgery time has been determined, just three days later.
In the past few days, Wen Tingyu has spent more time in the hospital, except for the ward, which is Dr. Zhao's office to learn about his father's condition.
Dr. Zhao has a great grasp of this operation, which reassures the family.
When Wen Tingyu was carrying the food box and was about to go home, she happened to meet Shen Luobai who was getting off work. She chased after him in three steps, "Shen Luobai."
Hearing the voice, Shen Luobai subconsciously stopped.
Hearing Yu's actions, he was in a good mood and asked deliberately, "Oh, should I call you Doctor Shen now?"
Shen Luobai looked serious, "I'm just a student."
He is also just an intern, not a doctor.
"Did you practice with Dr. Zhao?"
"… "
"Then Dr. Zhao performed surgery on my dad, will you be with me too?"
Shen Luobai replied succinctly: "Yes."
From the beginning of his freshman year, he has seized the places to come to the hospital for internships. In his second year, he came almost every week. After his junior year, he actually entered the hospital as an intern, and he had more experience than other interns.
"Oh, I'm relieved to have you here."
"..." Shen Luobai paused for a while, but still reminded her, "I'm just an intern."
When he entered the operating room, he was just watching and studying, and it was not his turn to start.
Wen Tingyu deliberately ignored his words and looked at him calmly, "But I believe you."
The two went home on the same line and took the same subway.
They were not too talkative at first, so the two kept silent until they were about to arrive at the site, Wen Tingyu deliberately brushed past Shen Luobai, and said in his ear, "When my father's surgery is successful, I will still be there for you. A great gift from you."
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