The closed space squeezes the emotions so airtight that it is difficult to find a suitable outlet.
Even, Zheng Shuyi didn't know how to answer Shi Yan.
Shi Yan didn't speak, just looked at Zheng Shuyi like this.
Obviously he was the one who took action, but it was also he who insisted on waiting for an answer.
Her silence became more and more difficult to maintain under Shi Yan's gaze.
Although it was absolutely quiet, even the sound of breathing was pulled out, the sound of heartbeat in Zheng Shuyi's ears was amplified little by little, and it became louder and louder each time.
There seems to be jumping too fast to supply blood, and even oxygen is not enough, and the whole person begins to lose weight.
Zheng Shuyi's throat tickled.
I want to reach out and hold my chest to stop it from beating, so as to give her a rational mind to answer Shi Yan's question.
But everything was out of her control.
She even began to wonder deliriously whether Shiban could hear her deafening heartbeat.
In the endless silent staring at each other, the elevator suddenly rang.
Zheng Shuyi didn't hear it, and didn't notice that the sense of weightlessness had disappeared.
When the elevator door opened, two blond foreigners stood outside. Seeing this scene, they froze for a moment, and then said, "Hello? Excuse me?"
Suddenly regaining consciousness, Zheng Shuyi caught a glimpse of the person coming from the corner of his eye, immediately withdrew his hand, and walked out immediately.
There was still the residual warmth of the banquet in the hands, and there was a burning sensation hanging on the skirt, like a warm fire, spreading to the whole body little by little.
Shi Yan followed behind her, walking unhurriedly.
The woman in front walked quickly, with her head bowed, without saying a word.
A few seconds later, Shi Yan stood still, and even folded his arms to see what she would do.
"Zheng Shuyi, don't you know where your room is?"
You can even go in the wrong direction.
Sure enough, Zheng Shuyi paused, then turned around and walked towards him.
He still kept his head buried like that, and looking at that posture, it seemed that the person in front of him didn't exist.
She remained the same until she almost passed by.
Shi Yan calmly watched her pass him "without eyes", and finally stretched out his hand impatiently to hold her.
"What the hell are you doing?"
One of them faced north and the other faced south, standing shoulder to shoulder.
"I'm thinking about something."
Zheng Shuyi looked at the wide open window at the end of the corridor in front of him, and said expressionlessly.
Shi Yan: "Huh?"
Zheng Shuyi rolled his eyes, and then slowly retreated to Shi Yan.
"I was wondering, did you just kiss me?"
Time Banquet: "..."
He raised his eyebrows.
Zheng Shuyi: "I'm not dreaming, am I? It's too unreal!"
Time Banquet: "..."
Zheng Shuyi stepped on his feet, "Come again?"
"..."
A gust of draft wind blows towards us, it is very cool, and it also has the effect of temporarily sobering up.
really.
This woman who is so natural and also a poet cannot use normal logic to explore what she is thinking.
Zheng Shu objected that he didn't speak, and began to intensify, grabbing his sleeve and shaking it.
"I didn't feel it just now, come again?"
"There is a chance to make up the exam."
"I'm applying for a make-up exam."
After a while, Shi Yan grabs her sleeve, pulls it away, and then presses her shoulder, forcing her to turn left.
"Go back to sleep."
She was pushed to the door, and he directly took out the room card from her coat bag, swiped the card to open the door, a series of actions were done in one go, and Zheng Shuyi didn't even have a chance to struggle.
Not at all.
When Shi Yan was about to close the door from the outside, Zheng Shuyi grabbed the door, tilted his head, and looked up pitifully, "Are you really not going to come again? I really didn't feel anything."
Shi Yan showed no expression, and opened her fingers one by one, and then closed the door without hesitation.
"Click", crisp lock.
Inside and outside the door, the atmosphere suddenly changed.
Zheng Shuyi exhausted all his strength, and the expression on his face disappeared. He had to lean his back against the door to support himself, and stared blankly at the opposite wall.
Outside the door, Shi Yan stared at the door for a long time before leaving.
That night, Zheng Shuyi soaked in the hotel bathtub for a long time, trying to dilute all the panic in his heart.
Don't panic, if you panic at this time, everything will be derailed.
Obviously she should be the one who leads all this.
How do you feel, she is passive...
It wasn't until the water became cold that Zheng Shuyi got up slowly, and walked out wearing a bath towel, leaving water stains all over the floor.
—
On the morning of the first day of the Cruncher Forum, there were two meetings, namely "Financial Risk Contagion from the Stock Market" from 9:00 to 10:00 and "New Vision for Industrial Cooperation" from 10:30 to 11:30.
In the morning, Zheng Shuyi's alarm clock and the hotel's wake-up call rang at the same time.
She sat up on the bed, her head ached, and she went to the bathroom to take a look at her face.
Sure enough, as she expected, the dark circles under her eyes were as heavy as a panda.
Fortunately, she brought a full set of cosmetics on this trip.
It's just that she came out a few minutes later than the agreed time.
Shi Yan stood at the door of her room, glanced at her watch, and knocked on the door helplessly.
This helplessness was not because Zheng Shuyi was late for a while, but because he had a faint feeling that if he continued with this posture, maybe Zheng Shuyi would come up with some new tricks in the next two days.
Zheng Jiashuyi has no other skills. In terms of fancy writing, it is definitely not something that ordinary people can resist.
The people inside didn't respond, so Shi Yan had no choice but to call her.
But as soon as he dialed, the door opened.
The person in front of him was wearing a white shirt, a beige pencil skirt, and was holding a coat in his hand. His hair was tied behind his ears, and he was meticulously groomed.
Appropriate makeup and a natural look.
Thinking of her "asking for a kiss" last night, Shi Yan was still not used to it.
It even felt like she was holding back some big moves again.
However, until the two of them lost their car, Zheng Shuyi also sat peacefully, sitting on the side in a dignified manner, like a textbook female anchor.
It is said to be normal, but there are abnormalities everywhere.
"Have you had breakfast yet?"
Shi Yan asked.
Zheng Shuyi nodded: "I have eaten, how about you?"
Shi Yan glanced at her, "Yes."
She smiled and continued to look straight ahead.
Then quietly do psychological construction for yourself:
Well, just hold on like this, I can, I am the leader.
The car drove steadily towards the venue.
A few minutes later, Zheng Shuyi's phone vibrated, and someone was chatting with her in the group.
This group is called "Jiangcheng Financial Reporters Circle". It's not a work group, but a private group created by some colleagues. The purpose is to promote communication and mutual assistance in the circle.
There are magazine reporters like Zheng Shuyi, as well as TV reporters and new media reporters.
Jiangcheng Finance Channel-Shi Hang: @财经周刊-Zheng Shuyi, are you in Fucheng? Did I just see you? Right in front of the Oakley Hotel, is that you in the camel coat
Jiangcheng Finance Channel-Shihang: Are you here to participate in this conference
Zheng Shuyi glanced at it, and didn't intend to return, so he pretended he didn't see it. Anyway, the news was soon picked up by the group.
But Kong Nan was also in this group. After she saw it, she immediately sent a private message to Zheng Shuyi.
Zheng Shuyi took a peek at Shi Yan, seeing that his attention was not on her side, so he put the phone to his ear and pressed the play button.
In the next second, Kong Nan's recognizable voice suddenly came out of the car's audio system.
"Why did you go to Fucheng? Attend the meeting? Didn't you say you were with your father?"
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
This sentence came out word by word, and it was extremely clear in the quiet car.
Zheng Shuyi's phone froze by his ear.
At that moment, she even suspected that she had heard wrong.
How, possibly, in, in the car, and released in public
But Shi Yan's reaction dispelled her luck.
He tilted his head and narrowed his eyes.
"With daddy?"
Zheng Shuyi was silent.
The driver in the front row coughed, and she remembered that when she came last night, she thought the music played by the driver was not good, so she used her mobile phone to connect to bluetooth.
So as soon as she got in the car, the bluetooth was automatically connected.
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
Shi Yan raised his hand and leaned on the armchair behind her.
"It's shameful to go out with me?"
Zheng Shuyi suppressed herself not to panic: "It's not..."
"Oh, so..." Shi Yan seemed to understand, and nodded, "So you have this kind of interest."
Zheng Shuyi turned his head, "What's the fun?"
Shi Yan looked straight ahead and spit out a few words lightly.
"So you like to be called Dad."
He also nodded, as if to accept this "interest".
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
Along the way since then, Zheng Shuyi has to be safe if he doesn't want to.
Otherwise, she suspects that Shi Yan might really hold her back and call her "Dad".
—
The benefits of attending the Cruncher Forum with Shiyan are obvious.
As a strategic partner who pays hundreds of thousands of euros a year, he gets more preferential treatment than ordinary members who pay tens of thousands of euros a year.
Sitting in the first row, the host and the four guests were chatting with great fervor and eloquence, one topic after another, causing applause from the audience from time to time.
It was only the first game, and the atmosphere was already high.
Zheng Shuyi beside her was very quiet, looking intently at the people on the stage, thoughtful from time to time, even Shi Yan looked at her several times without realizing it.
Shi Yan didn't know if he felt a little strange at the moment, or he was not used to it.
After the incident last night, he felt that it was normal for Zheng Shuyi to behave exaggeratedly after this.
But nothing like this.
What is she thinking day by day.
Until the end of the first meeting, the people around me finally started to move.
This kind of subtle movement did not attract the attention of others, but in Shi Yan's peripheral vision, all her changes could be seen clearly.
Straighten your skirt for a while, and tuck your clothes for a while.
For a while, the position of the crossed legs was exchanged, and for a while, he glanced at him again.
His fingers were still digging lightly on the armrest, as if he wanted to say something, but he kept holding back.
Shi Yan suddenly held her hand, pressed it against the armrest, and said in a low voice, "What do you want to do?"
Zheng Shuyi struggled a little, but without pulling his hand back, he faltered and said: "After this scene is over, I want to go back to the hotel."
The two whispered.
"What's wrong?"
"nothing… "
Shi Yan took a deep look at her.
It started again.
Sure enough, not so peaceful.
But she didn't say anything, her cheeks turned a little red again, so Shi Yan had no choice but to let her go.
"Talk to me when you get back."
Zheng Shuyi nodded.
After the meeting ended, she immediately left quietly.
Fortunately, the venue was not far from the hotel. Within twenty minutes, she returned to her room and called the front desk to ask for something.
Hurriedly going to the bathroom to change her underwear and tampons, the moment Zheng Shuyi fell into bed, the world was spinning, and the cramping pain in her lower abdomen was like an erupting volcano, spreading all over her body.
She kicked off her shoes, hugged the pillow tightly, and slowly curled up to a corner of the bed.
—
At half past eleven, the second meeting ended on time.
Shi Yan just got up, before he walked out of the venue, he was stopped by the host of this session.
This is the host of a certain financial TV station. He has met with Shiyan several times, and he is going to invite him to have lunch at this moment.
When the banquet was over, the host looked around him and asked, "Is the lady who came with you here?"
In fact, when he was on stage just now, he saw Shi Yan and Zheng Shuyi whispering and acting intimately, probably because of that kind of relationship.
But then I thought, what if not? Wouldn't that be embarrassing.
"I feel a little uncomfortable. I have already returned to the hotel. She is very delicate, so she should not be able to come."
Seeing Shi Yan's tone and demeanor when he said this, the host understood, nodded and said: "Then wait for the next opportunity, I think she is very interested in today's topic."
Shi Yan let out a casual "hmm".
Afterwards, he walked out with Chen Sheng and looked at the phone, but there was no movement from Zheng Shuyi's side.
He made a phone call, but no one answered.
"Go ask the hotel." Shi Yan told Chen Sheng, "What's the matter with her?"
There was no need for Shi Yan to specifically say who this "she" was, Chen Sheng took care of everything properly.
A few minutes later, Chen Sheng said, "I'm back at the hotel, I asked the front desk for a box of painkillers."
"painkiller?"
Shi Yan glanced at his watch, and said, "You can replace me at the noon meal."
Chen Sheng nodded.
But I was speechless in my heart.
Why is it him again.
He actually wanted to go back to the hotel to rest.
—
When Shi Yan stood at the door of Zheng Shuyi's room, he was about to raise his hand to knock on the door, but paused.
The distance from the venue to the hotel was too short, so close that he didn't realize it until now, why didn't he say anything.
After being frozen for a moment, Shi Yan lowered his hand and took out his phone instead.
The bell rang for a long time, until it automatically hung up, Shi Yan raised his hand again and rang the doorbell.
Like a bell, the doorbell was rang three times and no one answered.
Shi Yan frowned, turned and walked towards the elevator.
The midday sun scattered sparsely through the curtains onto the bed, revealing mottled shadows on the pure white sheets.
Zheng Shuyi broke out in a cold sweat, which soaked her clothes and stuck to her body, making her very uncomfortable, so that when she woke up in a daze, she was in a bad mood.
At the same time, there was a ringing sound in her ear, she was thinking, she gave an irritated "tsk", pushed the pillow away, and reached out to touch the phone.
He didn't touch the phone, but felt a warm spot.
Zheng Shuyi slowly opened her eyes and turned her head to the side, Shi Yan's face was beside her bed.
And, her hand was touching his wrist.
"You...how did you come in?"
Shi Yan looked down at her fingers, then took her hand and stuffed it under the quilt.
"If I don't come back, are you going to fend for yourself?"
Perhaps it was because of taking the medicine that he was dizzy. Zheng Shuyi was in a daze for a long time before he realized the situation.
Although what he said was not pleasant, he seemed to know that she was ill and came back to see her.
Zheng Shuyi didn't speak, there was no trace of blood on his pale face, and even his eyes were foggy. He just stared at him like that, but he lost his usual anger.
Shi Yan's heart was inexplicably twisted, as if he was sighing, he asked deeply: "What's wrong?"
People are always particularly vulnerable when they are sick, and this principle has never changed.
No one was there when she clutched at the pillow in pain and hammered and gnawed.
That kind of hypocrisy can easily be magnified infinitely, making people feel like they have been abandoned by the world.
With his appearance at this moment, Zheng Shuyi couldn't help but want to grasp that sense of security.
There are no extra thoughts for her to think about other things.
only-
"I hurt..."
Zheng Shuyi covered the quilt and spoke angrily, only to realize why her voice had changed like this.
It's actually not that painful.
But she just put on the appearance of being terminally ill.
"Where does it hurt?"
Shi Yan asked.
Zheng Shuyi said hoarsely, "It hurts everywhere."
Time Banquet: "..."
Shi Yan straightened up slowly, and the corners of his mouth slowly pursed.
It seems that she has seen through her acting skills.
Zheng Shuyi felt a little embarrassed, and quickly said: "Actually, it doesn't hurt that much, just coax me a few words."
Shi Yan lowered his eyes and looked her around.
"How to coax?"
"Just say..." Zheng Shuyi thought for a moment, "Just say why you saw a fairy before you went to heaven?"
"..."
Shi Yan's expression was indescribable.
Afterwards, he walked to the bed, took off his suit jacket, and sat on the sofa with a blank expression.
When he looked up again, his tone became very helpless.
"Sleep, I'm right here."
"Fairy."
The author has something to say: Shi Yan, why don't you come and see Qiao Yao, she is the runaway princess of Disney.