Zheng Shuyi is the catastrophe in his life.
When Shi Yan stepped into the door of the diagnosis room and saw Zheng Shuyi sleeping quietly leaning on a chair, he knew this.
He stared at her for a long time without saying a word.
It seems that from the very beginning, he has been compromising with Zheng Shuyi step by step.
By now, he seemed to have receded beyond the line.
Thinking about this, Shi Yan was suddenly relieved.
Regarding the matter of liking Zheng Shuyi, he really has nothing to say, he can only admit it.
—
The emergency room was noisy with people coming and going, leaving water-stained footprints.
Zheng Shuyi lowered his head and remained silent for a long time.
Shi Yan's words put Zheng Shuyi into a state of embarrassment again.
As if reminding her over and over again of what she had done, and understanding word by word, Zheng Shuyi could feel his disappointment and frustration.
He was so proud of being alone that he felt like being played by her. When he said the word "disaster", he must have felt very uncomfortable.
But since he is here.
Even though he thought she was a disaster in his life, he still came.
In Zheng Shuyi's heart that belongs to him in the dark secret realm, his appearance is a ray of light.
He didn't leave completely and broke their contact, so it was still possible.
I don't know if it's because people who are sick are more sentimental. Thinking of this, Zheng Shuyi tasted a little sweetness in the boundless sourness, but wanted to cry even more.
She raised her hand and rubbed her eyes, her fingertips were already moistened.
Just when her tears were about to burst into tears, a girl sitting next to her suddenly said in a strange voice: "Damn, come to the hospital to slaughter dogs, is this a human thing?"
"..."
The tears were suddenly withdrawn again.
Zheng Shuyi turned his head slowly and looked at the girl.
The girl was wearing a peaked cap, typing quickly, and she was probably complaining on WeChat.
Sensing Zheng Shuyi's gaze, she paused for a moment, turned her head slowly, and said awkwardly, "Eh... did I speak too loudly?"
Zheng Shuyi sniffed.
"Ah, I'm sorry." The girl made a "please" gesture to her, and put on earplugs, "Go ahead, I'm shutting down the mic."
Time Banquet: "..."
He reached out and snapped Zheng Shuyi's head back.
"Are you going?"
"Oh."
Zheng Shuyi looked down and saw that his coat was still on her, took it off reluctantly, and handed it to him, "Thank you for the coat."
She raised her hand, but she was praying in her heart: don't pick it up, don't pick it up, let me keep wearing it.
Apparently Shi Yan couldn't hear her mental activity, so he grabbed the clothes casually, put them on his arms, and walked towards the emergency room.
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
She took the bag, but didn't see her cell phone.
I don't know if it slipped and fell while sleeping, Zheng Shuyi bent down and searched for a long time before taking out the phone from the crack in the chair.
However, just as she was about to stand up, she saw Shi Yan in front of her stopped and looked back at her with some impatience on her face.
"Are you going to live here?"
Zheng Shuyi was still sitting on the chair, looking at Shi Yan pitifully.
"I'm top-heavy and can't walk."
It's true, she's not acting.
The moment she picked up her phone and stood up, she did feel dizzy.
Shi Yan seemed to be smiling.
Zheng Shuyi wasn't sure if he read it wrong.
If it's a real laugh, it must be a sarcasm.
He put on his coat and walked in front of Zheng Shuyi in two or three steps.
"You started again?"
"Ugh… "
Zheng Shuyi sighed, grabbed the handrail, and stood up cautiously.
But just as she straightened her legs, her feet suddenly left the ground.
Shi Yan picked her up and walked towards the diagnosis room without saying a word.
From behind, the girl in the peaked cap said "provoke..."
—
Zheng Shuyi froze for a while, then slowly raised his hand, and when he wrapped his arms around his shoulders, he didn't dare to wrap his arms lightly when he saw that he didn't reject him.
Sensing her small movements, Shi Yan suddenly said, "Zheng Shuyi."
There were people coming and going in the corridor outside the diagnostic room, the radio was noisy, but Shi Yan's soft words were exceptionally clear.
Zheng Shuyi gave a soft "hmm".
Shi Yan sighed heavily, and said softly, "Did you just assume that I'm going to follow you?"
Zheng Shuyi's heart trembled slightly.
The tone of his words was still very heavy, but although it was a question, it sounded clearly like a statement.
So he is expressing his compromise in a disguised and helpless way.
That's what he does.
Zheng Shuyi didn't speak, but felt the weak light in his heart seemed to rekindle little by little.
Now she is sure that people are really sentimental when they are sick.
When what he said made her feel sad, she wanted to cry, but now that he had slowly compromised and paved a way for her to go to him again, her nose was still sore.
After a while, Zheng Shuyi's muffled voice came from Shi Yan's arms.
"Don't call me by my first name, it sounds horrible."
Shi Yan showed a warm smile, and then said word by word: "Zheng Shuyi, don't change the subject."
"I didn't think that way...how dare I, I'm just weaker."
After Zheng Shuyi spoke, her voice became weaker and weaker, and she felt that she had no confidence in what she said.
In fact, she just thinks that acting like a baby is useful for Shi Yan.
This idea has long been engraved in the bone unconsciously.
However, Shi Yan obviously did not believe her words.
"Well, you continue to act."
Zheng Shuyi: "I didn't play..."
But she thought about it carefully, she had known Shi Yan for a long time, she was indeed acting.
Whether it's to create opportunities to run the train with his mouthful, to show his "feminine charm" or to make him feel his "love", he smiles brightly when he sees him.
But later on, all of this seemed to have become a habit, it seemed that her nature was like this when facing Shi Yan.
Even those sweet words that seemed deliberate became natural.
Zheng Shuyi didn't know when all these changes started, and he didn't know whether those were still acting.
She didn't even know when she turned her false feelings into true meaning.
I don't know when I fell in love with Shiyan.
So, she slowly buried her head on Shi Yan's chest, and whispered, "Actually, I'm not lying to you all."
Shi Yan was walking towards the outside of the hospital step by step with her in his arms, but when he heard her words, his arms suddenly tightened a little.
His face remained calm.
Even just a very indifferent "oh".
Oh
That's it?
"Oh what do you mean?"
Zheng Shuyi suddenly raised his head.
Shi Yan ignored her and walked faster and faster.
Zheng Shuyi began to show his teeth and claws: "Do you believe it or not, tell me, oh, what do you mean?"
Shi Yan didn't even look at Zheng Shuyi.
"Speak up!" Zheng Shuyi started to worry, and reached out to hook Shi Yan's neck, trying to attract his attention, "What do you mean?"
Shi Yan stopped suddenly, and the moment he lowered his head, there was only a slight distance between the two faces.
His eyes were particularly brightly reflected by the lights in the corridor, and Zheng Shuyi's shadow was in his dark pupils.
Zheng Shuyi suddenly held his breath.
On the tip of the nose, only the breath of Shi Yan blows slowly.
When she saw Shi Yan, she smiled slightly.
"It depends on what you mean."
—
Shi Yan's words made Zheng Shuyi a little dizzy.
It is different from the dizziness in the disease.
It was as if she had been drowning for a long time, and after being picked up by someone, she inhaled too much oxygen in one gulp, and now she felt a little floating.
Along the way, she was full of thoughts about how to "perform", without saying a word.
She can no longer ignore Shi Yan like she used to.
At that time, she was only thinking about getting revenge on Yue Xingzhou and Qin Lezhi, and she didn't care what Shi Yan thought of her or how she responded to her.
But now she cares.
Zheng Shuyi was so absorbed in thinking over and over again that Shi Yan glanced at her several times, but she didn't notice.
It wasn't until the car arrived downstairs at her house that she couldn't help but said, "I don't know how to behave, why don't you give me some highlights."
Shi Yan pursed her thin lips into a straight line, not wanting to answer her question.
Zheng Shuyi moved closer and tugged on his sleeve, "Or you let me take the test naked?"
"Naked test?"
Shi Yan curled his index finger and pressed it against his lower lip, but his eyes looked at Zheng Shuyi from top to bottom, "How do you want to take the test naked? Hmm?"
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
Why is this person full of yellow trash lately
"Forget it." She hurriedly opened the car door with her bag in her hand. "I don't mean that with a yellow accent."
When getting off the car, Shi Yan heard her muttering "It's really obscene" in a low voice.
Shi Yan felt that he might be a bit masochistic.
Hearing her scolding, he actually felt like laughing a little.
Zheng Shuyi walked a few steps, and suddenly heard Shi Yan calling her.
"Bookish."
She froze.
It's "Book Yi", that's right, not "Zheng Shuyi".
"What's wrong?"
Zheng Shuyi's mouth curled into an uncontrollable arc, and he turned to look at him.
Shi Yan picked up her mobile phone from the passenger seat.
Oh, I forgot my phone.
Zheng Shuyi trotted over, stretched out his hand into the car window, just touched the phone, but Shi Yan put it back.
Zheng Shuyi was confused, "What's wrong?"
Shi Yan leaned on the car seat with his arm, pinched her mobile phone, and shook it carelessly twice.
"Did you forget something?"
Zheng Shuyi was even more confused: "What did I forget?"
Shi Yan: "Think about it."
Zheng Shuyi thought about it seriously, then poked half of his head into the car window.
"Forgot to tell you thank you for taking me home?"
Shi Yan narrowed his eyes, looked away, and returned the phone to her.
Zheng Shuyi took the phone and held it in her hand, a distant picture suddenly flashed into her mind without warning.
It seemed like a long, long time ago, and it was such an extremely cold day.
The downpour seemed to be peaking the city, and she stood at the gate of the Warner Manor with her mobile phone in her hand, and she had the backbone to refuse the time banquet that was going to take her home.
At that time, he also looked like this, staring at her with cold eyes.
However, on that day, winter was approaching, and there was a biting chill in the wind.
Today, although the wind is still piercing, spring will return to the earth and everything will recover.
"What are you in a daze for?"
Seeing that she didn't move, Shi Yan asked.
Zheng Shuyi became emotional again.
It was rare to show a calm look in front of him, lowered his eyes, and said softly: "It's nothing, I just remembered the first time we met, and I refused you to send me home. I feel like I missed a hundred million."
Shi Yan looked at her deeply.
After a while, Zheng Shuyi thought he was about to turn on the mocking mode again, but he heard him say, "Who told you that was the first time we met?"