"Um?"
Zheng Shuyi stared at Shi Yan motionlessly, trying to recall, "Was that... a long, long time ago?"
She rolled her eyes and said to herself, "Could it be when I was in college? It couldn't be earlier, I came to Jiangcheng when I was in college."
Shi Yan raised the back of his hand towards her.
Zheng Shuyi came back to his senses: "Why?"
"go back."
Shi Yan rolled up the car window, with a rushing expression.
Zheng Shuyi pressed the car window and asked: "Tell me, I can't remember."
Hearing the phrase "I can't remember", Shi Yan felt that it was a joke for him to mention this matter at this time.
He opened Zheng Shuyi's fingers one by one.
"If you can't remember it, don't think about it."
—
Although Shi Yan didn't seem to want to continue this topic anymore, Zheng Shuyi took this question with him all the way back home, sitting by the bed and thinking about it for a long time.
If she had seen Shi Yan before, she thought, she would definitely remember it deeply.
But when Shi Yan didn't want to tell her, she didn't have the ability to pry his mouth open.
Zheng Shuyi fell on the bed and stared at the ceiling. The three-petal crystal lamp shone bright beams of light, and fine dust danced inside.
She looked at it, the corners of her mouth suddenly bent, then she turned over and briskly walked into the kitchen.
Although Zheng Shuyi has all the equipment in the kitchen, she seldom cooks for herself. There are only instant foods in the refrigerator, and the rice bags in the locker are unopened.
For some reason, after returning from the hospital, Zheng Shuyi felt as if her illness had suddenly recovered.
I don't know when the body temperature dropped, and the body became lighter. I even ate a bowl of porridge without any seasoning with relish.
After the meal, Zheng Shuyi walked around the living room, and even felt that he could go to work.
But…
She sat on the couch and stretched her legs, feeling tired for the first time.
I just want to lie down at home and let my mind go, as if I can live up to the fresh air after the rain today.
—
When it was almost five o'clock, Qin Shiyue sent a message: Are you feeling better
Zheng Shuyi turned over and returned Qin Shiyue's message with her legs crossed.
Zheng Shuyi: I'm fine.
Zheng Shuyi: Thank you today.
Qin Shiyue: Huh
Qin Shiyue: Thank me for what
Zheng Shuyi: Nothing, just thank you for your concern.
Qin Shiyue: You are too polite, so what are you doing now
Zheng Shuyi: Nothing to do, rest for a while.
Qin Shiyue: Then when will you help me
Zheng Shuyi suddenly remembered what she said, and immediately went to the friend list to find Yu You.
When she swiped her finger down, something suddenly flashed through her mind, and she froze.
Oh, a few days ago, she thought that she and Shi Yan would never have anything to do in this lifetime, so she deleted him.
So this is what he reminded in the car today, right
No, definitely not.
He had to take the initiative to send her a message to find out that it was deleted.
And if he really found out, how could he bring it up to her so calmly.
Zheng Shuyi comforted herself while biting her fingertips guiltily.
Zheng Shuyi: You first give me your little uncle's WeChat.
Qin Shiyue:? ?
Qin Shiyue: Don't you have one
Zheng Shuyi: Oh, I deleted it by mistake.
Qin Shiyue: Sis, I'm not a three-year-old child anymore, I wouldn't believe such words [smile]
Qin Shiyue: How much do you have to drink to delete such a person by mistake.
Zheng Shuyi: Don't ask.
Qin Shiyue obediently pushed Shi Yan's business card over without asking any further questions.
Due to unilateral deletion of friends, there is no need to re-apply for verification. After Zheng Shuyi clicked "Add to Contacts", Shi Yan returned to her friend list.
Everything looks the same as before except that there is no chat history.
Looking at the blank screen, Zheng Shuyi felt uncomfortable like scratching his heart.
After thinking for a long time, Zheng Shuyi carefully poked an emoji over.
Zheng Shuyi: In a daze.GIF
She didn't expect that Shi Yan would come back so quickly.
But it was his usual indifferent style.
Shi Yan: Very free
Zheng Shuyi: ...
Zheng Shuyi: I'm not idle, I'm seriously thinking about something and I want to ask you.
Shi Yan: Say.
She was holding the mobile phone, like a junior high school girl in love, with a shallow arc on the corner of her mouth, typing word by word.
Zheng Shuyi: What is your ideal girlfriend like
She wasn't asking the question seriously.
Zheng Shuyi knew that he liked her a little bit.
But while waiting for the reply, she still had some expectations.
After several minutes, there was movement on the other side.
Time Banquet: Quiet.
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
Time Banquet: Seriously.
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
Time Banquet: Seriously.
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
A few seconds later, Zheng Shuyi typed expressionlessly.
Zheng Shuyi: Zheng Shuyi, a senior reporter for Caijing Weekly, has a quiet personality, a serious job, and a serious writing style.
Zheng Shuyi: I think your ideal type is me.
Shi Yan: Really
Zheng Shuyi didn't understand what his sudden yin and yang strangeness meant.
Immediately afterwards, Shi Yan sent a screenshot.
Zheng Shuyi does not have chat records, but he does.
The first one is a screenshot of Zheng Shuyi posting five emoticons in a row.
In the second screenshot.
Zheng Shuyi: Mo Wenwei's "Cloudy Day", Jay Chou's "Sunny Day" and Stefanie Sun's "Rainy Day" are not as good as you chatting with me.
In the third screenshot.
Zheng Shuyi: Do you like drinking water
Shi Yan: OK.
Zheng Shuyi: Then you already like 70% of me.
In the fourth screenshot.
Zheng Shuyi: Can you play the violin
Shi Yan: No.
Zheng Shuyi: Then how did you touch my heartstrings
Banquet:...
In the fifth picture.
Zheng Shuyi: Oh my god, it felt like an earthquake just now, did you feel it? Time Banquet:
Zheng Shuyi: Oh, so it wasn't an earthquake, it was my heart beating when I thought of you.
Shi Yan: Shut up.
In the sixth screenshot.
Zheng Shuyi: I found that you are almost perfect, and there is only one shortcoming.
Time Banquet:
Zheng Shuyi: Flaw me.
Shi Yan: Zheng Shuyi, go to the hospital to see her brain.
Seeing these screenshots sent one by one, Zheng Shuyi almost couldn't breathe.
Tianling Gai has become so numb that it looks like thousands of ants are crawling, and the toes are almost digging out a set of three bedrooms and two living rooms on the ground.
There was not much contact in the past month, and Shi Yan fell apart for a while, she fell into an extremely heavy mood, and almost forgot the previous way of getting along.
She, she used to, was, was... talking like that
Internet gossip is harmful!
Zheng Shuyi: Stop it!
Zheng Shuyi: Stop posting!
It's a pity that Shi Yan pretended not to see her, and kept sending screenshots one after another.
He doesn't need to search for these contents deliberately, just flip through them casually.
Until a dozen more screenshots were sent.
Zheng Shuyi couldn't take it anymore.
Zheng Shuyi: TD! ! ! ! !
The banquet finally stopped.
Shi Yan: Huh
Zheng Shuyi: If you continue to post, tomorrow you will see the news that a young beauty fell to her death.
Shi Yan: Don't you see how quiet, serious and serious you are
Zheng Shuyi: "..."
She collapsed on the sofa and buried her face in the pillow, not wanting to look at her phone again.
I can't talk anymore today.
After waiting for Zheng Shuyi's reply for a long time, Shi Yan knew that she shrank from being teased.
He smiled, obviously very busy, but he also sent a few boring words: What are you doing
As soon as it was sent out, Chen Sheng walked into the office and pointed out to Shi Yan.
Shi Yan immediately put down his phone and walked towards the conference room.
The number of users of Mingyu Yunchuang has surged recently, and the original data center can no longer bear the rapid growth of business, but the independent expansion of IDC requires high construction and operation and maintenance costs.
After deliberation by various managements, it was agreed that the best solution in this period is to directly cooperate with professional companies to directly build the most advanced cloud service platform.
Mingyu Yunchuang's project is naturally a big cake, and various financial solution companies are vying to compete first.
This week, the three companies that competed to the end presented their solutions respectively.
As of today, representatives from the last company are in place.
In the conference room.
On the U-shaped table are printed demonstration files in sequence, and a visual concept display interface has appeared on the projection screen.
Yue Xingzhou stood in front of the computer, doing final adjustments.
His hands trembled a little.
"Brother Hong." Yue Xingzhou glanced at the Mingyu staff in the meeting room, and said, "I, I can't speak for a while..."
"Be confident!"
The person called "Brother Hong" is Yue Xingzhou's leader, patted him on the shoulder, and said: "You are the backbone of this project, you have been preparing for so long, how could you not speak well, don't be too nervous, although Mingyu Yunchuang, just treat it as the company we worked with before, and just calm down."
It's strange that Yue Xingzhou can calm down.
Qin Lezhi was also the reason why he took the initiative to squeeze into this project. At that time, he was gearing up to show his strength in front of "little uncle".
But who would have thought that things would turn out like this.
At the beginning, I tried my best to fight for the project, but now I just want to be a deserter.
Before Yue Xingzhou could say anything, the door of the meeting room suddenly opened.
Yue Xingzhou subconsciously turned his head to look over, Shi Yan came at a leisurely pace, followed by several men and women in formal attire.
The meeting room suddenly fell silent.
However, Yue Xingzhou felt that the surrounding air was squeezing towards him.
However, Shi Yan didn't look sideways, and walked straight to the front of the U-shaped table. When he sat down, his eyes swept over Yue Xingzhou, and he didn't even stop there for a moment.
It was as if he had never seen this person before.
This was originally the best scene Yue Xingzhou could have hoped for.
But for some reason, he felt a sense of contempt of being stepped into the dust instead.
—
Since Shi Yan came in, the employees who were originally arranged in the conference room all retreated, and the next one was Yue Xingzhou's home court.
Shi Yan leaned against the back of the chair and focused on the person in front of the projection screen.
Even under normal circumstances, his gaze is intimidating, not to mention Yue Xingzhou has ghosts in his heart.
In less than twenty minutes, beads of sweat dripping from the corners of his forehead were already glowing under the lamp.
However, the content that was already proficient in the heart, but kept stuttering and making mistakes.
Even the little boy who was in charge of managing the audio-visual equipment couldn't help frowning.
As for the others, they all turned their heads to see Shi Yan's reaction.
And he didn't seem as angry as they thought.
He just looked at Yue Xingzhou calmly, his thoughts seemed to wander to other places.
——That is, as the saying goes, mind wandering.
It was the first time everyone saw Shi Yan distracted on such an occasion.
I don't know if it is Yue Xingzhou's luck or misfortune.
After a few minutes.
When Yue Xingzhou gave the wrong data for the third time, there was a sound of a pen being placed on the table from below.
The voice was very soft, but the faces of everyone present changed.
Like a frightened bird, Yue Xingzhou suddenly became speechless and looked at Shi Yan nervously.
Under his gaze, Shi Yan closed the document in front of him, got up and walked out.
At this moment, he didn't even leave a word.
The others also got up tacitly, and followed him out of the conference room as they had come.
The sound of chairs being pushed away was swallowed up by the carpet, and the conference room was as quiet as if the mute button had been pressed.
Yue Xingzhou watched helplessly as Mingyu Yunchuang's people walked out of the meeting room one by one in an orderly manner.
They didn't say anything, and they didn't show any expressions of disappointment.
But this invisible humiliation made him a thousand times more uncomfortable than accusing him face to face.
—
When Shi Yan returned to the office, the emotion on his face showed a little.
He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, not knowing whether to laugh or get angry for a moment.
Today, when Yue Xingzhou made frequent mistakes, he thought of the scene when he and Zheng Shuyi met for the first time.
Shi Yan was ashamed to admit it, but he had to admit that he had ever felt jealous towards such a man.
He couldn't remember the exact time of day.
It was just an ordinary day.
The Jiangcheng Convention and Exhibition Center is holding the 4th Financial News Awards Ceremony, and one of the organizers is the capital company newly established by his friend.
Shi Yan happened to be free that day, so on a whim, he found an inconspicuous corner and sat down.
Applause kicked off the curtain of the awards ceremony. Under the spotlight, the host's voice was dignified and clear, and he read out the names of the winners of the best feature-of-the-year figure award.
An article "Zhu Xingguo's Currency War" hit the pain points of the market with its precision, and made the words "Zheng Shuyi" appear in the ears of colleagues quickly and frequently.
Anyone who has read this article will be deeply impressed by its sharp and warm writing style.
Shi Yan was no exception, so when the host read out the name, he subconsciously raised his head.
The moment Zheng Shuyi got up, the shutters of the four camera positions came one after another, chasing after each other, vying to capture this emerging figure.
And Shi Yan himself didn't even notice that his eyes followed Zheng Shuyi to the stage.
She was a little nervous, but also dignified, and finished her acceptance speech in an orderly manner.
Just like her article, a few testimonials are interspersed with practical facts in the industry, which is logical and fascinating.
The people in the audience couldn't help laughing.
Shi Yan took the time to loosen the Windsor knot at the neckline. When she bowed, she saw her thick eyelashes fluttering.
His eyes flickered at the same moment.
After the awards ceremony, people came up one after another to say hello, Shi Yan couldn't leave, but from the corner of his eyes, he saw Zheng Shuyi was also surrounded by the other side.
When he finally got away, he scanned the hall, but only saw that beautiful figure at the gate.
He hardly thought about it, and stepped forward to chase it out.
However, the moment he walked out of the gate, he saw Zheng Shuyi holding a man's arm affectionately, walking towards the parking lot with a smile.
An indescribable emotion filled Shi Yan's heart.
He kept walking, but his expression had returned to normal.
When passing by those two people, he heard the woman say delicately: "Of course I miss you, don't you miss me? Oh, then I don't miss you either."
Shi Yan chuckled lightly.
The surface is dignified, but the reality is contrived and pompous.
That's all.
—
Shi Yan was too lazy to reminisce about the past. He sat behind his desk, picked up his phone, opened WeChat, and saw that Zheng Shuyi had replied to his message more than 20 minutes ago. It was a voice message.
He asked what she was doing.
But she replied, "I'm thinking of you."
After listening to this voice, Shi Yan quickly threw the phone back on the table.
It was dusk outside the window, and the warm wind was blowing in the room.
He felt a burning pain on his face