The fragility of life is often displayed to the fullest when life is about to disappear, and people always realize the kind of despair and helplessness at this time, even anger and unwillingness, rather than fate or God's arrangement.
When the time comes, whether you are desperate or helpless, angry or unwilling, the final outcome is the same, and you can't keep it.
In fact, at that time, the person who can face it calmly is often the person who is about to disappear.
Han Zhiyuan took Tang Yifeng, who was speechless all the way, to a new forest park in the suburbs. Because it was under construction, it was a remote suburb, and the workers had all gone home for the New Year, so there were basically no people here, Han Zhiyuan It was also a random encounter, but he unexpectedly liked it here.
Tang Yifeng let Han Zhiyuan put his hand on his shoulder, and followed Han Zhiyuan all the way to the edge of an artificial lake, but kept his head down and said nothing. Han Zhiyuan didn't know what he was thinking early on. From an instant, he has been suppressed, Han Zhiyuan waited for the moment when he broke out.
The frozen scene made the sight of the two of them crystal clear. Everything under the ice was outlined so crystal clear that they all changed their faces, and the originally sparkling lake was also frozen for thousands of miles at this time.
Both of their faces were flushed red from the cold, and even Han Zhiyuan's pale complexion was a little more bloody. In fact, he didn't go far after getting out of the car, but Han Zhiyuan was panting a little badly, and Tang Yifeng's complexion was getting worse and worse. .
"It's beautiful here, right?" Han Zhiyuan pressed almost all of his strength on Tang Yifeng's shoulders, and the heat he exhaled formed a cloud of white mist in the air, "It's not finished yet, not many people know about it, and it's usually quiet. , is the most suitable for people like us.”
Tang Yifeng finally looked up at Han Zhiyuan's face, but for a moment his face sank a little, and his heart was shocked again.
"Go back." Tang Yifeng's voice was hoarse and low.
"Isn't it beautiful? Look how beautiful this place is, I always wanted to show you here." Han Zhiyuan said stubbornly.
"Go back." Tang Yifeng's voice contained some prayers.
Han Zhiyuan smiled and didn't say anything, but he coughed violently, as if he was about to cough out his lungs, followed by a sudden dizziness and almost fell over.
"Han Zhiyuan! How are you?" Tang Yifeng grabbed Han Zhiyuan's arm in a panic.
However, Han Zhiyuan only smiled and stretched out his hand to wipe the blood from the corner of his mouth, and then smiled comfortingly at him, "It's alright, just get used to it."
Tang Yifeng's eyes suddenly turned red, and the emotion he had endured for a long time finally burst out at this moment, "If it's okay, you know it's okay! Han Zhiyuan, you are really too selfish and jerk."
"Why?" Tang Yifeng's eyes widened, but he couldn't hold back his tears, "Are you taking revenge on me?"
Han Zhiyuan saw Tang Yifeng staring at him stubbornly and stubbornly, big drops of tears rolling down his cheeks, he never knew that a man's crying would make him so heartbroken.
"I'm sorry." Han Zhiyuan suddenly stretched out his hand and took him into his arms, clasping his shoulder with one hand, as if to embed him into his body.
Tang Yifeng wrapped his arms around Han Zhiyuan's back unconsciously, but in the next second, the tears that he managed to hold back filled his eyes again. The moment he hugged Han Zhiyuan, he only felt his body tremble, the kind of arm that was trapped in the down jacket when he hugged him, as if he was holding a living bone.
In the end... when did he become so thin? Tang Yifeng suddenly buried his head in Han Zhiyuan's chest, and grabbed Han Zhiyuan's clothes with both hands, tears finally no longer holding back, and rushing out.
Han Zhiyuan only felt that the body in his arms was shaking violently, so he hugged him even harder.
"Why? Han Zhiyuan, why..." The body in his arms seemed to murmur unconsciously, resentful and unwilling, over and over again, "Han Zhiyuan! Han Zhiyuan..."
Han Zhiyuan didn't know what mood he was in now, or what mood he should be in. He just hugged this man who had been independent since childhood and was stubborn, crying hard in his arms, and at that moment, he could bear it. The eyes kept turning red.
It wasn't until after returning to the car that Tang Yifeng recovered from the extreme collapse. He shoved Han Zhiyuan into the back seat regardless, while he sat in the driver's seat.
Han Zhiyuan was happy and relaxed, he just smiled and stared at him without blinking. Tang Yifeng was annoyed by his stare and turned back at him with a cold face, "It's ugly! Look at your face, you can still laugh?"
Han Zhiyuan touched his stubborn beard, "What's wrong with my face? I was walking on the street by myself last night, so I wore a pair of glasses. So many people, no one recognized me."
Han Zhiyuan said it as a joke, but Tang Yifeng only felt his heart tremble, and suddenly braked suddenly, and then Han Zhiyuan saw Tang Xiaopenyou get out of the car with a gloomy face.
Han Zhiyuan met his cannibalistic eyes and said with a funny, "Why? Why are you throwing me out of the car?" But not thinking about the next moment, Tang Yifeng shoved Han Zhiyuan inside and sat in, and then sat in Han Zhiyuan. Before he could react, he met Han Zhiyuan's lips and greeted him.
"Hmm~" Han Zhiyuan's mouth hurt when he bumped him violently, but seeing Tang Xiaopen friend eagerly and rudely nibbling up, Han Zhiyuan hurriedly stretched out his arms and put his arms around Tang Yifeng's shoulder.
Tang Yifeng's kiss was incoherent, not like a kiss, but like a frantic biting, his face seemed painful and eager, panicked and crazy, seemingly forceful biting, but in fact, he had already lost his mind. .
While stroking his back, Han Zhiyuan slowly regained the initiative, and then kissed the corners of his lips little by little, as if he was soothing a restless kitten, until Tang Yifeng slowly calmed down, and then Han Zhiyuan didn't. away from his lips.
Tang Yifeng leaned against Han Zhiyuan's chest, grabbed Han Zhiyuan's front with both hands, but didn't dare to use too much force, so he held on like that, staring at Han Zhiyuan with stubborn eyes.
Han Zhiyuan smiled at him and wiped the stubble on his face, "You don't think it's too bad, it's all right?" Although Han Zhiyuan deliberately made himself so miserable, but really, look When you get up, you are very stubborn, how can you get down
Tang Yifeng suddenly turned over and sat directly on Han Zhiyuan's lap with his legs crossed. His eyes were crazy and stubborn, "Han Zhiyuan, let's do it." After speaking, he started to randomly tug at Han Zhiyuan's clothes.
Han Zhiyuan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he hurriedly held down his hand that was tugging indiscriminately, one hand also took the opportunity to kill the landlord's waist, and fixed the emotionally unstable Tang Yifeng in his arms.
"What?" Han Zhiyuan laughed.
"Let's do it Han Zhiyuan," Tang Yifeng was a little anxious, looking at Han Zhiyuan with doubts in his eyes, "Don't you want this?"
Han Zhiyuan's heart trembled, and he pressed his hand to his chest, "Calm down, okay?"
Tang Yifeng stubbornly said, "I'm calm, don't you want to?" Then, as if thinking of something, Tang Yifeng started to tug at his clothes, "You don't have the strength, don't you? I'll move, okay?" Going to pull Han Zhiyuan's pants.
Han Zhiyuan hurriedly grabbed it, "Calm down," Han Zhiyuan should have been happy to see Tang Yifeng so flustered, because the stronger his reaction, the greater the chance of success, but... Look at this How could Han Zhiyuan be so happy
"Look, I'm fine now," Han Zhiyuan imprisoned him in his arms and whispered while stroking his back, "Let's just stay like this until the end, okay?"
"It's not good," Tang Yifeng suddenly softened, and leaned into Han Zhiyuan's arms as if losing his strength. Then, he cried out again uncontrollably, "Not good, not good at all."
"Why? Why is this happening? Han Zhiyuan, you are really bad. You shouldn't provoke me. What do you want me to do?"
"I'm sorry," Han Zhiyuan could only try his best to appease him, "you just have to do your music well and do what you like, eh?"
"Shut up," Tang Yifeng trembled slightly, curled up in Han Zhiyuan's arms, "don't talk."
Then the two of them hugged each other like that, staying in the small space for an unknown amount of time until Tang Yifeng regained his composure, and then returned to the driver's seat without saying a word, while Han Zhiyuan moved to the co-pilot and stared at him all the way. nonstop.
Han Zhiyuan touched his scorching hands, and the temperature on his body was getting hotter and hotter without a trace, thinking that he had probably succeeded. The echo from the depths of his soul, he could feel Tang Yifeng's soul fluctuations. In a moment, the remnant soul will return, and at that time, his own soul will be separated from the body, and under the effect of the soul-separation mark, it will leave this world with the remnant soul.
However, there are always unexpected things that happen unexpectedly, even Han Zhiyuan did not expect that Tang Yifeng's love for him has reached that level.
The two driving on the highway were speechless all the way. Han Zhiyuan just stared at Tang Yifeng who was driving silently. After crying out, now Tang Yifeng seems to have calmed down a lot. Han Zhiyuan didn't know what he was thinking, but Come to think of it now he has accepted this fact.
Until Tang Yifeng suddenly said, "What are you doing in the hospital?"
"Take the medicine," Han Zhiyuan suddenly showed a very sly smile.
Tang Yifeng squinted at him with a cold face, "Don't you want to donate your kidney to Zhou Minghao?"
Han Zhiyuan touched his chin, "Which one is Zhou Minghao?" Immediately thinking of his half-brother who had a kidney transplant, Han Zhiyuan smiled, "I'm not the Virgin Mary, let alone a fool, I donate What kidney?"
Tang Yifeng smiled at him unexpectedly, as if he had figured out something, and completely pulled back from the brink of collapse just now, and then Han Zhiyuan just listened to him indifferently.
"Han Zhiyuan."
"Um?"
"How long do you have?"
Han Zhiyuan was shocked, "About... a month, or less..." In fact, if he hadn't been so reckless and even deliberately letting his condition worsen, how could it be so fast.
However, Tang Yifeng was no longer as unacceptable as before, and only continued to ask.
"Han Zhiyuan." He called this name over and over again, tirelessly, as if he was afraid that he would never be able to call it again in the future.
"Yeah." Han Zhiyuan answered him without hesitation.
"Is there a place you want to go?"
"It's fine with you."
"Is there any unfulfilled wish?"
Han Zhiyuan looked at him with a smile, "Not anymore."
"Han Zhiyuan, do you really like me that much?"
"Yes, I like it."
"Um."
Han Zhiyuan saw a very relaxed smile on Tang Yifeng's face again, but there was no reason for a strange feeling in his heart, but the next moment, Han Zhiyuan's eyes widened.
I saw Tang Yifeng turn the steering wheel violently, and then the car rushed towards the high-speed fence uncontrollably. They were on the viaduct.
At that moment, Han Zhiyuan's heart was undoubtedly shocked to the extreme, and then Tang Yifeng turned to look at him with a smile on his face, with a look of death on his face, and even went around and pulled his thin hand.
Han Zhiyuan's eyes widened in disbelief. He obviously understood Tang Yifeng's intention. He wanted to accompany him to Huangquan. Han Zhiyuan was completely shaken.
Almost instantly, Han Zhiyuan's body reacted before his brain. He rushed over from the passenger side, and with his thin body, he tightly hugged Tang Yifeng's upper body, especially his head, and hugged him tightly, ignoring him. everything.
Immediately, there was a violent collision and vibration, as well as the exasperated roar in his arms, and the body suddenly felt heart-piercing pain. It seemed that something hot and red was crawling all over his body, but Han Zhiyuan couldn't feel it, he just died. Death protects the body in his arms.
Then Han Zhiyuan fell into darkness, complete darkness.