I am Mu Haochen, a child who came to Mu's house when he was six or seven years old. On this day, I seem to have seen a prince living in a castle.
My father said this will be my home from now on, and the prince will be my brother from now on.
Before entering Mu's house, I depended on my mother for life. This father had no impression in my life, and this family had no impression, and I was like the Alice who broke into the fantasy world.
At that time, I was a little at a loss. In this strange home, surrounded by strangers, and the only brother who was about the same age as myself became the person I wanted to be closest to almost instantly.
I thought I would be like Alice, with my own good friends, but reality and fairy tales will always be very different.
In this home, my father and another aunt seldom go home. Most of them will live on the other side of the earth. Only an uncle who looks very kind and looks after my daily life.
And that little prince brother would basically not appear in his field of vision, and it was not easy to meet him every time. At the beginning, I would give small gifts that I made with my own hands, but he would not look at me directly, as if I were an airy existence.
Later, I stopped going to be friends with him. I felt very lonely and depressed in this huge home.
I would be laughed at by others at school. They would say that I was the illegitimate child of my father. I had no friends at school or at home. I began to dislike communication and talk.
Such days lasted for a long, long time. My world and everyone's world seemed to have cut an invisible wall. I couldn't get out and they couldn't get in either. I enjoy my little world very much. It's so good. No one will disturb my cleansing anymore. I'm at home.
I thought I would always grow up like this, knowing that I am an adult, and then leave this cage-like home and live alone. Then, as my father said, I will go to work in Mu's family, assist my brother to continue to carry forward Mu's family, and then spend the rest of his life step by step.
I think my greatest joy in this life is probably working with that prince-like brother, and he has to talk if he doesn’t want to talk to me. I don’t know if my older brother will be as lively as he is now. interesting.
It was as funny as when he used to secretly observe him planting flowers and dogs in front of the window, and was so funny after he found out.
He would curl his mouth at himself, roll his eyes, walk on the road pretending to be chic, kicking stones, both his expression and body language are so lively and vivid.
Until I couldn't see the figure again, I turned around and saw my reflection on the glass, which surprised me. It turned out that I was smiling just now, and I would laugh too.
I've also been to Prince's brother's favorite glass flower room. He lay in it and read a book from the Harry Potter series. The sun shone on him, like putting a layer of saint clothing on him, like a fairy entering by mistake. The mortal dust.
Later, my brother fell asleep. This time I stood on the rooftop and watched for a long, long time. Even the most annoying strong sunlight was ignored by me.
Until he woke up and saw me, he warned me that this was his site, and that I was not allowed to step into this place. I had very little psychological fluctuations. I felt aggrieved that day, as if I had eaten a lot of jealous rice. My mouth and my heart are sour.
For many days after that, I couldn't adjust my emotions a little, and I couldn't lift my energy for anything. At that time, I realized that one sentence of my brother had a greater impact on me than others.
So I decided to stay away from him. I don't like this feeling of being unable to control my emotions. As if I was angry, I also started to treat him as air. My mood finally returned to a stable state, but I felt more empty than before.
I attributed all this to my brother’s fault. I decided to let him taste this feeling in the future. For the first time, I had a mentality of wanting revenge. With this mentality, my heart finally I won't feel so empty anymore.
I think I am sick.
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