It’s another summer vacation. Of course, I hate sunshine. I read books at my home. I occasionally see some books that don’t understand economics. I will ask the housekeeper uncle to ask a tutor to help guide at home. This is my only communication this holiday. Circled.
I thought that this holiday would be as stable and smooth as ever, which is what I expected. As I grow up slowly, now my father will also let me go to some evening parties occasionally, which is the most troublesome moment for me.
It was a very ordinary day, and I don't have any impression of what I did before dinner that day. However, before dinner that day, this celestial brother stood at the top of the stairs and looked at me.
When I passed by, I looked at each other and my brother's eyes were all reflecting in my eyes.
This discovery made me feel a little bit at a loss. I pretended to be calm and regarded him as air as usual. As I walked past him, I sat at the table and stared at the plate like a drum.
I tried my best to watch a normal meal, but the substantive gaze made me restless. I didn't know what food I picked up that night, let alone the taste of the food.
I really want to look back at the past, but I am a little afraid to look back. I don't know what I'm afraid of. I finally couldn't help but took a sneak peek at my brother. I was sure that I took a sneak peek very quickly, but in that moment, the line of sight was closed.
At that moment, I knew what regret was, and when I was lost, I couldn't feel the sight. Just when I felt the sense of loss, that line of sight came back, and my mood was very delicate.
I didn’t have time to think about it too much, the brother who had always been like nothing, suddenly smiled, and even took a mouthful of rice. Such a rude thing, he actually smiled indifferently and said to me: "Sorry, I Not intentional."
The smile was too strong under the chandelier in the dining room. I immersed myself and ate two more meals. It seemed not right to think about it. Isn't this meal stained with the saliva of the person on the other side? What should I do now
"I'm full, use it slowly." I put down my chopsticks and got up quickly. I admitted that I had escaped. My mood was constantly fluctuating during this meal, and I didn't know how to calm down.
When I hid in the room, none of the words in the book were printed on my mind, until the knock on the door planned my cranky thoughts.
Open the door and look at the person who appears at the door. I wonder if it is raining red outside the window. What is this person doing today? Did the fairy go down to the earth to experience the world
He actually took the initiative to touch my head and said some strange things. Later that day, I said the most words in so many years.
There was a thunderstorm that night, and there was one more person in my room. It was the first time someone was with me on a thunder and rainy day since my mother died.
After that day, my life began to change very differently. My brother began to frequent my room and chat with me. My world seemed to be broken by him, and the invisible barrier seemed to disappear. My world began to have colors.
My brother began to take me into his circle, his world, he was hurt for me, he shed tears for me, he took me to travel, we squeezed through the very old apartment together, where I once again Will come to the warmth of home.
We grew up inseparably and slowly, I became more and more dependent on him, more and more inseparable from him, until I began to realize that I wanted to live with him for the rest of my life. When I loved him, I knew that I had no retreat. .
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