This night, Dongfang Han did not go back. Instead, she lives in Zhang Zichu's apartment, which she decided in advance.
In the living room with the lights on, Dongfang Han was wiping the sharp black long sword in his hand with a cloth.
"Osa, do you want something to eat?"
Zhang Zichu, who had just come out of the shower, stepped up from behind the sofa, turned and sat next to Dongfang Han.
"No." Dongfang Han stared at the sword in his hand, "Zi Chu, have you arranged things for tomorrow?"
"Um..." Zhang Zichu seemed uneasy. "It doesn't matter to me, but you... can you really let it go?"
Dongfang Han's movements kept in his hands, and he replied in a calm tone: "After taking this step, I have decided not to look back. I have to take on the mission of what I need to do again. Besides, staying there will only hurt They. It’s wrong to take one step, and it’s wrong to take each step, and I will continue to make the mistake. And without me, they would be safer and live more freely.
After speaking, Dongfang Han seemed to have thought of something, and he was slightly startled.
Slowly stopped the movements in his hands, but did not turn his head to look at Zhang Zichu after all.
I'm afraid Zhuolin and the others will be disappointed when they know the truth.
Her leaving would definitely put Xu Wangying and Gao Yuan in a dilemma.
After all, if she disappears, whether it is for them or the organization, I am afraid it will be chaotic.
"Are you still reluctant?" Zhang Zichu's sudden words made Dongfang Han startled.
Zhang Zichu looked at her with a look of silence in his eyes, "Actually, you did this tonight, just for them, to say such hurtful things to Jiang Junxi, is that you are afraid of hurting him again, right?"
At the moment she took the initiative to kiss him, he even deceived himself and told himself.
Maybe she likes him.
But that is just his fantasy...
At this moment someone held his hand, startled! Looking back, he met Dongfang Han's serious and slightly apologetic eyes.
"I made you embarrassed, sorry. But I want to take advantage of this time tonight, I want to say what I want to say."
After a long time, Zhang Zichu responded softly.
"From tomorrow, when we take this step, there will be no way back, let alone regret. Maybe I will die in front of you first, maybe you will die in front of me first. But you are right, We who are helpless, how could we be afraid of death? Starting from the day we dedicated ourselves to the organization, we would have been doomed to die. If..." To live well, if you haven’t regretted it, I will fulfill my mission. Let’s live together, I don’t understand love, you teach me; I’m not kind, you teach me; take what I’m lacking, take what you have If you know, teach me everything. If you want... We will live together until you want to leave."
Zhang Zichu was taken aback.
Suddenly, I couldn't help but smile, erased the stillness of my eyes, revealing strands of warm water mist.
She said that if they are not dead, they will live together.
Unexpectedly, the two people who have always liked to live freely will be bound willingly one day.
But this kind of bondage was his willingness to live his life.
"Aren't you lying to me?"
He was afraid that this promise was just a dream, a dream that would break when he woke up.
"Yeah." She looked at him, then raised the corners of her mouth a little, and drew a faint smile. "Do not lie to you."
Zhang Zichu smiled, and he was about to cry when he was happy.
Even if eternal life is a luxury for sinners like them, he wants to beg God to give them more time.
At least, please let him die happily.