Strange to say.
The encounter between Dongfang Han and Zhang Zichu was like a joke that God should not make. But the two of them came to this step, as if they were already destined.
Many times Dongfang Han warned himself not to approach him anymore.
Many times Zhang Zichu also warned herself that she was his enemy.
But this pair of rivals always did it again and again, and again and again forgot the original warning to themselves.
If Dongfang Han was infected with a poison that Zhang Zichu could not quit,
Then Zhang Zichu is Dongfang Han's addiction carved in blood.
They have similar identities, the same experiences, and the same people who lost their childhood and were abandoned in the world.
But for the two of them, there is a gap that cannot always be crossed.
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Zhang Zichu looked at Dongfang Han with his back to him, and at her thin back. I don't know when such a strong girl was so vulnerable at this moment.
Therefore, he held the hand of the silver gun and paused unknowingly.
Because he can't forget that she is the one he loves deeply, and she is so heart-piercing in love.
"Why?" His cold voice trembled with a trace of sadness, "Why do you want to do this? Did the promises we made to each other at the beginning were all deceitful? I'm not afraid of death, but being so silent by you It’s more terrifying than death."
Shocked! Then there was a trace of sorrow across her calm black eyes, "You are a smart person, you should know what I want very early. Why do you deceive yourself like this, Zi Chu, you don’t need to waste time on a thought. People who are not on you, that would be very painful."
Just like her, she had to endure this pain and make a horrifying and secular act that kills the heart.
She can't even see her own future, how can she give others a future.
"Yes, neither I nor you have been deceiving myself and others. Do you know what I regretted most? It is to bring you back. If we did not come back then, we would not be where we are today. I really regret this incident." When he said that, his eyes were filled with endless remorse and regret.
Xu was a little surprised at what Zhang Zichu said at this time, and Dongfang Han was silent for a moment.
Then, she felt the gun at the back of her head slowly lowered.
When she reacted, Zhang Zichu had already walked in front of her.
Looking up, he was thinner, his beard and scum on his face looked haggard, as if he was several years old.
"Xiaohan, if we went wrong before, can we start again now?"
Hearing this, Dongfang Han was startled.
"Don't you understand what I said." Then he was deliberately indifferent, and his tone was so ruthless.
Zhang Zichu raised the corner of his mouth slightly, seeming to be laughing, but with a bit of sadness. He did not answer Dongfang Han’s question, but instead said: “The scarred body and heart that have been hurt will not care about being hurt again. But I am willing to trust you again, no... countless times, even if you start Choose to deceive me, but compared to this pain, the pain of losing you will make me truly regret it. During the time when I was locked up, I hated you, but I still can’t let go of you. Knowing you After being injured again, when the sandfly almost killed you, I knew I had lost again, Xiaohan." After speaking, Zhang Zichu suddenly leaned down, raised his hands and held up the slightly pale face. With the gentle streamer that Dongfang Han is familiar with, he said softly: "In this life, Zhang Zichu, I am destined to be planted in your hands. You are the killer who can kill my heart.
In this case, Dongfang Han was stunned.
Then Zhang Zichu lowered his head and kissed her lips, so deep and tender with nostalgia.
It's still that familiar fragrance, and it's still that familiar and gentle.
Even if there is no need to say a word now, she has heard the words in his heart that he wants to say a million times.
I love you,
I like you deeply,
Do you like me
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Dongfang Han raised his hands and grabbed Zhang Zichu's back subconsciously, as if receiving a response, Zhang Zichu kissed her in ecstasy and hugged her tightly.
Even if this is just a short dream, he is willing to not wake up for a lifetime.
Even if this is another way for her to deceive him, living such a happy lie, they are all satisfied.
Because he is sick and hopeless.