The country Cheng Hua chose was an island country located in the South Pacific Ocean. The scenery is pleasant, and the temperature is not as hot as imagined because it is close to the equator. On the contrary, it is just like the early summer in the north, warm and refreshing.
However, despite the picturesque scenery and comfortable climate, Cheng Hua and I were completely reckless. Speaking of travel, I, a lazy person, and Cheng Hua, that villain, seem to have chosen this place. The original setting was not for sightseeing, but just as I told Wei Jie, just to find someone no one knows. The place is unscrupulously greasy.
Indulging in the beautiful blue sea and blue sky, we just linger on the same beach outside the hotel door day after day. It is too much to go out one more step. Every day is just sunbathing, talking about love, rolling on the beach, stepping The waves chased and frolicked.
The hotel is a sea view room, and you can see a large stretch of golden sandy beach from the balcony. When we open our eyes every day, we smear each other with sunscreen, eat each other's tofu, and then go to the beach hand in hand.
We stayed in a standard room with two beds, but any one bed was wide enough for the two of us to hug each other and sleep together, but a few days later, Cheng Hua and I still slept separately, and we were not at all planning to have sex signs.
I have thought that such a two-person world, even if it is not intentional, when the lonely man and the widow are together, it is inevitable that the gun will go off, so I am not too much on guard against this, and I am even mentally prepared , and vaguely expecting something to happen with Cheng Hua here.
On the other hand, Cheng Hua, compared to the time in Hong Kong, seemed to suddenly become more honest. Sometimes, when we were kissing or getting bored, I was confused and confused, thinking that the last step was only a short distance away, but he It always stopped suddenly at a critical moment, and then hugged me tightly with a blushing face, only to bury my head in my neck and gasp for breath, which made me very dazed...
Later, I started to hint, even expressly, that this is really possible, he doesn't have to force himself to be a calm gentleman, but Cheng Hua shook his head, with a depressed expression, and said to me: "Momo, we'll wait. Come on, really."
So what can I say? Say I can't wait
I felt a little regretful and even depressed, and I began to suspect several times that my flat and straightforward body really couldn't attract the interest of a man like Cheng Hua who was used to seeing actresses with devilish figures. However, how could I not know about the subtle changes in his body, the ear to ear rubbing together, skin to skin? Even if I have never eaten pork, I have always seen countless pigs run away. It is difficult to understand what is wrong in this matter. He is always in need.
So I wondered again, whether the previous few times, every time Cheng Hua showed some intimacy, I overreacted, causing some psychological shadow on this guy, for fear that I would fight him again or lose my temper, so I didn't dare Too bad. I also tactfully admitted my mistake. What happened before was just that I was not ready, so I didn't adapt well, not because he was too anxious. However, Cheng Hua just laughed, and said with an air of a grown-up not caring about a villain, "Well, it's good to know you're wrong." But he didn't do anything else.
I thought about it, and then suddenly felt that I was thinking too much. In the Xiaoyan that I have read before, there is no shortage of cold water showers all day long, but before marriage, must maintain a pure relationship with the heroine to show respect for the affectionate male protagonist? Cheng Hua has acted in all kinds of romantic dramas over the years, probably more than I have read novels. It is not impossible for Cheng Hua to become a lover by acting in dramas.
Thinking about it like this, I felt a little joyful again. A man is impulsive because of me, but forbears because of me. This is such a frustrating thing. I am a woman who has never seen much in the world and is always a little wretched at heart, so I am very proud of it.
So, in the last few days of the vacation, I was almost obsessed with teasing Cheng Hua. The more I teased him, the more I felt a sense of accomplishment. In the end, Cheng Hua was so anxious that I gritted my teeth. She asked me anxiously: "Momo, you are in such a hurry to cook raw rice and cooked rice, because you are afraid that I will not admit it later?"
Cheng Hua's words made me very embarrassed. If I followed my usual temper, maybe I would have regained my face by fighting with him. But this time, since I am determined to get along well with him, no matter what he says, I will bear it. Not annoyed, just gritted his teeth secretly, made a face at him and gave up.
Cheng Hua guessed half of my thoughts correctly. Part of the reason for flirting with him was to satisfy my vanity as a woman. Hua turned around and refused to admit it. In this day and age, if he wants to deny it, no matter how well my rice is cooked, he will still be able to deny it. What I am anxious about is just to make myself feel at ease and settle down. In my heart, it seems that I have to complete a certain ceremony before I can not feel uneasy, not entangled, and go all the way to the dark. things like that.
Regarding my kind of hesitation that is almost like a wall, whoever is in front of me, I will feel that my heart is slightly biased toward someone else's vague attitude. I feel very scared, and I can't wait to settle myself down as soon as possible. He had already made progress with Cheng Hua, so he couldn't show any ambiguous attitude of reluctance to Liu Tao, so he just wanted to cut through the mess quickly through some way, so that he wouldn't have any room for regret.
Maybe I didn't quite understand it at the time, but one day later, I carefully analyzed the reasons why I was so uncertain at that time, and I remembered an inappropriate metaphor to describe Cheng Hua at that time. The feeling I get from Liu Tao respectively.
Liu Tao is just a simple and unpretentious big camphorwood box. At a glance, you can tell that it contains the wealth that I can rely on for the rest of my life. It is solid and reliable. But Cheng Hua is a treasure chest studded with emeralds and diamonds. I don't know what's inside, but the outside looks dazzling and seductive, which makes my heart itch, but it happens that this chest that may carry countless treasures is Han is still in the mouth of a crocodile. The mouth of the crocodile opens and closes. It is so dazzling that I cannot escape the temptation. He ventured to get the box, only to find it was empty.
Looking at the treasure box, I always think that even if I take risks, I should seize the opportunity to keep it for myself, but looking at the camphor wood box, I think that living in safety is the true meaning of life. So, going back and forth between entanglements made me feel confused.
Then again, at the time, although I was eager to make a decision, since Cheng Hua didn't want to cooperate, and I really didn't have the courage and ability to fight hard, I had no choice but to let nature take its course.
And it wasn't until the end of our vacation that I roughly understood why Cheng Hua had always maintained Liu Xiahui's demeanor, and why he was so innocent with me under such a great opportunity and atmosphere.
He and I still went back separately, and we missed our flight by a day. The day before I was leaving, he sat on the deck chair on the balcony with his arms around me. Apart from being happy, I didn't think about anything else. But his hesitation and hesitation several times finally caught my attention, and I couldn't help but ask, "Cheng Hua, do you have something you want to tell me?"
Cheng Hua looked at me with cautious eyes, "Momo, I probably can't go back and marry you immediately."
My heart tightened, but I wasn't too sad. I said before that the flash marriage wasn't in my plan, but when he said that, I was still somewhat surprised. Why did Cheng Hua suddenly change his mind? Looking at him questioningly without saying a word, he became even more at a loss.
"Momo, um, sister Wei told me the second day after you came that we were secretly photographed in Hong Kong and exposed on the Internet. This matter is now on the cusp. If we go back and get married, I'm afraid No one can survive."
I was surprised to hear, "Photo? What photo?"
"I haven't seen it yet, but Sister Wei told me. She is trying to find a way to settle these scandals these days, and it is about to be suppressed at this moment. If we go back, we will get married rashly. Once it is exposed again, It is estimated that sister Wei has the intention to kill me, she signed two advertising contracts for me, and if there is any frivolous news on my side right now, which affects my popularity, I'm afraid I can't eat it and walk around. "
I was a little disturbed by the sudden news, but I could only comfort Cheng Hua and said, "It's okay, I got married without saying anything about going back, the future will be bright."
Cheng Hua breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's good that you can understand, Momo, I've been afraid for the past few days that you might think I'm lying to you and don't want to marry you. In fact, I'm more anxious than you, really. of."
I hugged Cheng Hua and leaned my head on his shoulder, enjoying our last intimacy in this distant country. I was vaguely thinking that Cheng Hua didn't dare to play third base with me these days, probably because she was just afraid. If that was the case, now that I told me that I couldn't fulfill my marriage promise after going back, I would think too much. Put on the hat of abandonment again on him. This bad boy who was used to being bullied since he was a child is really more and more considerate of me now.
I couldn't help turning my head, kissing Cheng Hua's cheek, shaking off the nervousness in my heart, and said with a smile: "Dating a celebrity is really a technical job, even I, who was born as a reporter, can do it." Following the path of the paparazzi."
Cheng Hua kissed me back, and whispered in my ear like a promise, "Momo, it will be fine, believe me, one day we will be able to hold hands and walk down the street in a fair manner, and let everyone know that we are together. Yes, I can do it."
Since I roughly knew what Cheng Hua was thinking, that night, I tried to get him to submit even more brazenly. However, this time, Cheng Hua finally fulfilled his role as the male lead in Xiao Yan, and at the critical moment, he pushed me away and went to take a shower by himself. up.
And I fell asleep smiling, and when I woke up, it was already dawn.
Cheng Hua was worried about leaving me alone in an unfamiliar place, so this time I was the first to leave. After bidding farewell at the airport, I boarded the plane back home. Along the way, I felt uneasy, not knowing what those so-called leaking photos were. After getting off the plane, I hurriedly bought a few entertainment tabloids at the airport. After all, the news was revealed a few days ago. Now there is probably not much progress, so there is not much news to publish.
However, I saw a nearly quarter-length photo in an Entertainment Weekly magazine published a week ago. In the photo, I was wearing Cheng Hua's coat, with my back facing the camera, and I was kissing him passionately. with...