I stood still, staring blankly at this text message, knowing that such a sentence, spoken in such a context, did not originally have the meaning it should have originally, but my thoughts still couldn't help drifting away.
If, I'm just saying, if such a sentence was seen a few months ago, maybe everything would be different, right
A month ago, all my visions for the future life were peaceful and peaceful. If I can have results with Liu Tao, then the days to come will be clear at a glance.
The husband and wife go to and from get off work together, buy vegetables and cook, and watch DVDs together in the living room at night, or under the lamp in the study, he writes and I read, maybe they will raise a big dog, and maybe they will have a child in a few years. Like all ordinary couples, we run our little home warmly and lovingly. In the future, when he gets older, Liu Tao's business level is higher than mine, and his ability is stronger than mine. He will definitely have a better future than me in the newspaper office, but I have no ambitions, and I have a job I like, and I don't want to be promoted. After a long time, more experience, and familiarity with the work in hand, I can have more free time to take care of our home and be a solid backing for him. To see him emerge, to see him in high spirits, to see him become famous... and our newspaper couple can live together day and night like this.
This kind of picture and vision is undoubtedly beautiful, and it was always the thing I loved the most when I was in the spring, but I have never been an actionist, thinking too much and doing little, so, wasted, wasted, after a change , everything has changed beyond recognition.
However, the accident that I didn't expect was a too good accident, which made me feel no sadness at all, on the contrary, there was always a kind of excitement like chicken blood. It's just that at a certain moment just now, I don't know whether it was because most of the things that were going on intensely had basically settled down to the point of dust, or because at a completely wrong time and in a completely wrong situation, I received a message that I once dreamed of. Short message. All of a sudden, my tense and excited nerves relaxed limply.
I stood on the street, looking at the flashing neon lights and the criss-crossing traffic, and I couldn't help but think, what a real and reliable life plan I once dreamed of. Reflecting on the present day again, for a moment, I deeply felt that I was really playing a demon!
How can a lazy and cowardly person like me manage such a relationship that is destined not to be peaceful? And why, when I felt that I admired and liked Liu Tao so much, Cheng Hua hooked his fingers, and I got carried away and gave up my pursuit
This has been a very confusing issue for me so far.
But it's a done deal, oh well, it's not officially done yet, but it's already on its way, so what's the point of thinking so much? The current situation, according to my usual way of doing things, that is, when I still have the energy to be a demon, I can do it every day!
After I got home, I decided to completely empty myself and abandon all my wild thoughts, so I did half an hour of yoga, another half an hour of Tai Chi, and finally played Zuma for an hour. Finally, I fell asleep with colorful eyes and weak limbs. No dream, this sleep is very sweet.
The next day when I went to work on vacation, I just sat down in front of the computer. Before I had time to hand over to the substitute editor, Wu Xiaoxiao came in from the outside and told me excitedly, "Momo, the leader is here." Patted my shoulder and said: "I like you!"
I made Wu Xiaoxiao very confused, and went to the director's office in a daze.
The director of the entertainment department is a very young sister, about the same age as Wu Xiaoxiao, but she is far less easy-going than sister Xiaoxiao. She is beautiful, serious, and powerful without anger. I rarely dare to talk to her directly.
When I entered the director's office, before I could get nervous, she straight to the point and said to me: "Du Mo, Liu Tao has already mentioned to me that I want you to go to his side. My original opinion was that you can Both sides, after all, we still need you in the entertainment department. However, I got news just now that you may go to the weekly magazine to be the director of the editorial department. If you are purely an editor, it is not difficult for you to run both , but if you have an administrative position, you will inevitably have to do routine work, so it seems that you need to be transferred completely. Of course, it is up to your own opinion in the end. Although there will be a promotion in the position, the income will also Improvement, but the place where the new publication must be more difficult than here, and the prospects are not expected. You need to think about this matter carefully. Although it is a personnel change within the group, after all, each newspaper has its own company now. Personnel affairs, if your relationship is published in the morning papers, it will not be easy to come back."
What the director said was very calm and objective, but it really surprised me.
Regarding work, I have always prepared with one heart and two hands. As the director said, both sides have their own advantages and disadvantages. I was trying to balance both sides as much as possible, or at least adapt to the rhythm of the next weekly magazine first, and then decided to switch over completely. I didn't expect such a situation to happen today.
I naturally know that when I get to the weekly newspaper, I will definitely have room for improvement compared to the morning newspaper. But, all I think about is the space, how come this is in place in a straight line
That's the director of the editorial department! As one of the core and soul figures of an editorial department, the ability and power should be second only to the executive editor, and even in the details of daily work, the responsibility of the executive editor is greater than that of the executive editor. I, a small editor with two years of service experience, and an editor who has only been transferred from a reporter in the past few months, even if the weekly magazine is much worse than the daily newspaper, how can I just make such a triple jump? .
I stared at the director dumbfounded, and couldn't believe that the news was true.
The director ignored my shock and just waved his hand to me and said, "Okay, think about it first. If you want to transfer, it will be a matter of next week. The organization of the weekly magazine also needs final adjustment and confirmation. This week, you Let’s do what you’re doing first. I know you have a topic to choose at the weekly magazine. Now that you haven’t been officially transferred, you still have to focus on the things here. Even if you decide to leave, I also hope that you stand on the last post."
When I came out of the director's office, I was a little dizzy. I sat down in front of the computer and stared at the screen in a daze for a long time. Wu Xiaoxiao knocked on me, "How is it? Momo, the leader is telling you about the transfer, right? You haven't been here for a few days, Liu Tao has looked for the leader several times. He attaches so much importance to this matter, he will definitely use you again in the future."
I looked at Wu Xiaoxiao stupidly and said, "Sister Xiaoxiao, the director said that I might be able to become the editorial director of the weekly magazine. Do you think this is true?"
Wu Xiaoxiao was a little dazed after hearing what I said, and after a while, she smacked her lips and said, "Young Liu Tao is fine, he just put his own people in the key positions. He is ambitious." He said to me earnestly: "Momo, it must be a good thing for Liu Tao to promote you like this, but you have to remember that you have to make some achievements, otherwise your age and qualifications may not be able to convince the public over there. , you have such a temper that doesn't like to use your brain, don't look back, let others bully you, and Liu Tao will be hard to do, you have to cheer him up."
I nodded my head mechanically, still feeling that this matter was fake, thinking to myself that the director also said that it hadn't been finalized yet, maybe it was just Liu Tao's wishful thinking, and I really didn't need to get excited so early.
Although I was persuading myself so much, it took me a full hour before I could get down to work. But as soon as I felt relieved, sister Wei called me before I finished reading a version of the manuscript.
"Momo, we've confirmed the last person. I'll send you the information later, and you can arrange the interview as soon as possible."
I lowered my voice and asked, "Isn't it Gong Xuan?"
"No, you can read the information by yourself in a while." Wei Jie said. I felt relieved after listening to it.
The director said that I must focus on the work here, so I didn't read the materials after receiving them, so I put them directly in the USB flash drive, and I was going to study them after get off work. When the layout finished the process of the three schools, Liu Tao called me again, "Momo, when do you think you can release the first draft? I'm going to start the process arrangement now."
I thought about it and told Liu Tao that I would try to give it to him before the weekend. I wanted to ask what was going on with the so-called director of the department, but Liu Tao seemed to be very busy. I immediately hung up the phone, and I had no choice but to swallow my doubts.
When I got home from get off work and finished eating, I hurriedly checked out the information that Wei Jie had passed on to me. What surprised me was that they finally picked a little girl who was not very famous, who had only been in the office for nearly half a year. She has emerged in the industry and played a small supporting role in one or two popular dramas, but she looks quite tender and delicate. I took a look at the contracted company, which belonged to Wei Jie’s family, and I understood what Wei Jie meant in my heart. Since it is going to be hyped, it’s better not to let the fat and water flow to outsiders. I can take this opportunity to praise this chick, Wei Jie It's really killing two birds with one stone, killing two birds with one stone.
Call Wei Jie to ask her about the interview. After all, besides Cheng Hua, this article is about this chick. I don't need to interview Cheng Hua. I don't know anything about this chick.
Sister Wei said that she would let the little girl's assistant contact me about the interview. Their efficiency was really fast. After hanging up with Sister Wei for a few minutes, the assistant called back. I said that the interview should be done as soon as possible. Assistant Covering the phone, I murmured a few words to someone next to me, and then turned to me and said, "Ms. Du, let's do it now." I was a little caught off guard.
But the sooner this matter is done, the better, so without further ado, I hurried out to the place where we agreed to meet. It's worth mentioning that I've actually been to the meeting place before, it's the club where Cheng Hua invited me to dinner to celebrate the first anniversary of our acquaintance.
The girl’s name is Han Qing. The real person is several times more tender than the photo. She is so innocent and cute like a dough ball. When she saw me coming in, she kindly took my hand and said, "Hello, sister." I got goosebumps all over my body.
"I'm a newcomer and I don't know anything yet. My sister must teach me more in the future." Han Qing said to me shyly.
As I listened, I felt a numbness in my spine, and suddenly I had a very ridiculous illusion, as if I was the first wife of a wealthy family in ancient times, and now I am a newcomer.