In fact, I don't have to fall in love one after another, being abandoned by a man, but I must immediately fall into the arms of another man to seek warmth, but it just happened to happen like this, and I have always been happy with the situation, not People who struggle with fate too much. So, after that day, I became Liu Tao's girlfriend.
In fact, I said that I became Liu Tao's girlfriend, but I didn't feel much change. In the office, we are still superiors and subordinates. Liu Tao treats me both in work and in life. Caring is the same as usual, not too much, not too little. When we are alone, I still call him Mr. Liu, and our dating program is just an addition to eating and watching movies, drinking tea and watching DVDs at his house. Our most intimate actions are just holding hands and shallow hugs, and the sweetest words are just after working together for a day, when we are finally able to get along alone, Liu Tao will say to me: "Momo, I miss you gone."
In fact, this is a very lingering love story.
Because after all, we are not separated. We spend the whole day discussing topic selection or reviewing manuscripts together. Even if he is in his office and I am outside, he can see me through the gap in the blinds when he looks up. .
A man who spends a whole day with you still tells you how much he misses. I think only someone like Liu Tao will not feel nauseous if he says it out loud. And I often just looked at him with a smile and never said anything back. Even though, sometimes I can read the faint longing in his eyes, and a sentence "I miss you too" is enough to fill it up, but I stubbornly refuse to reply.
Because, I don't want to lie to him.
I wasn't thinking about Liu Tao, no matter when we were together or not, I just missed Cheng Hua day after day like crazy.
I really don't know what's wrong with me. That unlucky kid who bullied me since childhood, that man I was so eager to avoid, that heartbroken guy who dumped me for some inexplicable reason or for no reason at all, why should I think about him
But in my dream, it was always Cheng Hua's embrace, Cheng Hua's kiss, and Cheng Hua's sly smile. When I woke up, I always thought of the delicious shrimp dumplings he made. He told me that he learned cooking because of me. He said he would be my hair stylist for the rest of my life.
I can't get rid of this longing, no matter what. I thought, I have to save myself.
So, one day at Liu Tao's house, after spending the whole night watching DVDs with him, I said to Liu Tao hesitantly, "Mr. Liu, I'm not leaving today, okay?"
At that time, I hugged the cushion and nestled in a corner of the sofa, while Liu Tao was lazily kneeling in front of the coffee table, guarding his sandalwood tea tray, boiling water and tea, with leisurely and elegant movements, and the room was full of tea fragrance .
I didn't have the heart to tell him that I don't understand tea at all. The best tea in my mind is only jasmine flowers that can be bought for a catty for 50 yuan. He is Mao Feng before tomorrow or before the rain. I smell it Although it is fragrant, it has no taste at all when it is drunk in the mouth. My tongue doesn't seem to like any drinks that taste too bland. Compared to this beautiful green tea, I prefer Cheng Hua's fragrant and bitter coffee.
After thinking about Cheng Hua again, I felt restless for a while, and my heart became cruel. I told Liu Tao that I wanted to stay.
I saw Liu Tao's hand picking up the teacup, it seemed to shake slightly, but it was only that, as if it was my illusion, and then continued to follow the procedure step by step, as if he didn't hear what I said.
I waited for a while and saw that he still didn't respond, so I had to repeat it cheekily.
This time, Liu Tao turned his head back, picked up the brewed tea and handed it to me. He held a cup in his own hand, put the cup under his nose and took a deep sniff. He looked up at me. Smiling, she slowly said, "Momo, what are you afraid of?"
I followed his example, put the cup under my nose, and took a deep breath. The hot air hit my eyes, making my eye sockets a little moist. I raised my hand and rubbed my eyes, picked up the teacup and took a sip. It's hot, but it's not unbearable, it's just a slight pain when the tea soup passes by the tongue. The water slid down my throat, and the tip of my tongue still had a slight tingling pain, so I bit the tip of my tongue and said in a low voice, "Ms. Liu, what am I afraid of?"
Liu Tao put down his teacup and looked at me for a while, then reached out and pulled me into his arms. His fingers followed my somewhat messy hair one by one, and after a while he pressed my head on his shoulder, and then whispered into my ear, "Momo, don't be afraid of losing me, Don't be afraid... you won't fall in love with me... "
My heart shuddered, don't be afraid that I won't fall in love with him? What's the meaning? He knows I don't love him? Didn't he think that I have been secretly in love with him, so he gave me this chance? I always think that Liu Tao may have a good impression of me, and may be grateful for my hard work, but more importantly, with his age and experience, he has actually understood my admiration for him early in the morning. This is the most vulnerable moment when I am sick and facing work pressure. I want to use this method to warm me up.
I don't doubt that Liu Tao likes me, it's just his slow temper. I think, if I don't take the initiative and don't have any suitable opportunity, he will probably never say anything to me in his life.
What I didn't expect was that he even suspected that I didn't like him.
I was a little flustered in my heart. When I was panicked, I always wanted to cover it up habitually, so I put my hands on his shoulder and said in a joking tone, "Mr. Liu, I didn't even know you were so narcissistic? What do you mean don't be afraid?" Will not fall in love with you? Do you think falling in love with you is a matter of course?"
Liu Tao laughed again. In fact, he was really a person who liked to laugh, but his smile was always shallow, not as wanton as Cheng Hua's madness.
I quickly shook my head to get rid of the comparison in my heart. Liu Tao patted my forehead that was turning around, pulled me to stand up and said, "Momo, it's getting late, I'll take you home."
My self-esteem was still slightly hurt, and I had deep doubts about my so-called femininity. The former Cheng Hua was able to sit still with me, and Liu Tao clearly rejected my attempt to dedicate himself.
With a feeling of slight frustration but a little relief, I couldn't help thinking about it. If one day I lose my job, I might as well open a training class to train the kind of Liu Xiahui, and ensure that the regular students are all real return.
In fact, when I got home, I was a little thankful that my femininity was completely ignored, because at that moment, I wanted to achieve the goal I wanted to achieve through a kind of delivery between bodies. After I calmed down, I suddenly felt extremely absurd . If you only need to sleep with a man, you can follow him wholeheartedly and never think about others. So, in this world, how can there be so many extramarital affairs
So, I didn't move on with this crooked idea, and changed another way, I simply let myself think about it, until I made this person disgusting, I went online every day and posted all Cheng Hua's support clubs and post bars. Over and over again, it depends on what this kid is doing every day, and how he shows affection with Han Qing. The feeling of boredom, blockage and madness finally turned into numbness one day.
Our weekly magazine has fully entered into the normalcy, and it has finally met my expectations for a weekly newspaper. It is indeed much easier than the daily newspaper. Not only can we rest for six days, but we can justifiably have a whole morning rest on the day after publication. , just go to the newspaper office in the afternoon to hold a pre-publication topic selection meeting for the next issue.
I fell asleep until I woke up naturally, and went to the topic selection meeting beautifully. After the meeting, the reporter who went to the film and television outlet said to me: "Momo, I have a very good crew who wants me to talk to Team, it will take about four or five days, my manuscript is fine, and it will be sent back on time."
I listened and nodded, "Then let's go, catch more episodes and so on. If it's rich enough, we can use some special forums for crew tracking in the future. Did you tell Liu Tao? He will be fine. , as long as you submit the manuscript to the editor on time, I'll be fine."
"I told Teacher Liu. Teacher Liu asked me to say hello to you. The main reason is that there is another matter. There are two press conferences here. See if your time is convenient and you can go there for me. I asked them and others, and this week's schedule is pretty full."
My current job is to sit in the office every day, and all the running points are handed over to the reporters, which is somewhat boring, so when I heard what he said, I just nodded and said to him with a wink: "Don't worry, I I paid the media’s expenses for you, and I will never embezzle.”
He was also bold, "Okay, I'll treat you to dinner then!"
But when he handed the invitation letter to me, I immediately regretted my decision, but I couldn't push it no matter how much I wanted to. There are two press conferences, one is the media release of Jia Yaoyang's brand's first flagship store opening here, and the other is the media release of the "Love Song" album.
For the former, Cheng Hua will be present as the spokesperson, and for the latter, Cheng Hua is the songwriter and singer of the entire album.
For a moment, I almost felt that my colleague had a grudge against me, so he specifically dumped these two activities for me.
My first reaction was to call Quan Ying first, after all, she usually goes to brand events. Quanying rejected me very straightforwardly, "First, that invitation letter of yours was sent by the agency, not the brand PR. Second, I have to go to the Fashion Week that day and I won't be able to make it back in time."
I called the reporter who specialized in music, and she replied with the same words, "Momo, I have a concert to go to that day, and when we broke up, we said that artists who are partial to film and television, None of it belongs to me.”
Holding the two invitation letters, I was secretly lucky, thinking viciously in my heart, does this mean that the legendary heaven descends on the dead? I'll die for you guys.
So, after all, I inevitably had to meet Cheng Hua after breaking up with him.