What I admire the most about Liu Tao, apart from his unattainable height in business, has always been his indescribable appeal to people. And his influence on people always makes people not have the slightest defense, because he does not have the kind of superficial deterrence that a superior person usually has, but is always too light, so light that it is not attractive. people pay attention.
But he can use a very calm and calm way to make those who are incited by him become impassioned in an instant.
For example, I am such a lazy and negative person with no ambitions, but under the influence of his few words, I thought I could become a hero in the history of our media, and I was heroic and passionate for a while.
On the other hand, with a few words, he can immediately drain my chicken blood, and all the turmoil disappeared in an instant.
For example, after experiencing Cheng Hua's heroic rescue of the beauty, my head was full of beautiful soap bubbles, coupled with the subsequent explanations and promises, when Cheng Hua had almost completely transformed from a jerk image into a prince, Liu Tao's words finally made me laugh. Falling from the clouds to the mortal world, even if Cheng Hua really turned into a prince, I have nothing to do with a princess.
When I was self-inflicted and put myself in a love triangle, when Liu Tao appeared outside the door of the ward, what I struggled subconsciously was, how can I neither wrong my love nor be sorry Liu Tao. But after Liu Tao left, I was thinking about whether Cheng Hua really wasn't suitable for me, maybe we really shouldn't be together.
I have to admit, whether I love Liu Tao or not, his influence on me is extraordinary. Or, it's not that he has much influence on me, but that he can always be sober and point out the key points of the problem.
I once said that it's not that I can't forgive Cheng Hua, as long as he hugs me and begs me bitterly, I will naturally be magnanimous and let go of the past. But after experiencing the catastrophe before, when Cheng Hua shed tears down my neck without any image, and told me that he also had his own reasons, I automatically omitted the procedure of begging for him, and directly I forgave him.
But now, after Liu Tao finished talking to me, I began to reflect deeply, is it true that forgiveness is one thing, but reconciliation is another
Liu Tao said something that directly pointed to the root of the fear deep in my heart. This is a question that I have been reluctant to think about since the day I was with Cheng Hua. That is, the two of us are not suitable. Personality, identity, occupation and even appearance, none of them are suitable.
Cheng Hua is the kind of person who can face the camera and the crowd anytime, anywhere in 360 degrees without any dead angle, but when I speak in front of more than five people, my legs become weak, and when more than ten eyes look at me together, I don’t know what to do with my hands and feet. put people. It is impossible for him to stay away from the camera with me, and it is even more impossible for me to stand shoulder to shoulder with him in public.
Cheng Hua is the kind of person who is cold and arrogant, who doesn't pay attention to anyone, but I am a cowardly and cautious person who is always afraid that others will have opinions on me. He won't react to someone else's disdain, but it is very likely that I will commit suicide on the spot because of a certain sentence that hurt my self-esteem.
Cheng Hua is a big star that attracts everyone's attention. He is used to his words and deeds being magnified in front of the audience at any time. He is a person who never takes it for granted and can play freely. Performance has been integrated into his blood. And I am an unknown little reporter, with a heart but no guts, and my face turns red before I tell a lie, let alone perform as I like.
So, is it true that Cheng Hua and I are really not suitable? Without this incident, without Han Qing, without Liu Tao, shouldn't we go on
When I was deep in thought and unable to extricate myself, Miss Wei came.
Weijie's arrival made me a little surprised. Cheng Hua just said that Weijie came here on a new day, but it only took an hour or two. I don't know how she made time. In my heart, it is very important to come to see me.
Sister Wei looked at me full of guilt, and when she said to me, "Momo, I'm sorry", it kind of gave me the illusion that the crazy woman who kidnapped me was a relative of their family.
"Originally these things have nothing to do with you, Momo, I didn't think it was necessary to explain to you so clearly. I think that the relationship between you and Huazi for so many years can't be shaken by anything. Looking at it now, I was still wrong." Sister Wei sighed, and assumed the posture of a long talk.
I just persuaded myself for a long time, let myself admit the many incompatibility with Cheng Hua, even if I get rid of the past, there is no need to be lovers again, now I am afraid that before I have time to firm up my mind, I will fall into love again. Let Miss Wei ruin it, and when she heard her say this, she shook her head quickly, "Miss Wei, don't say that, there is nothing between me and Cheng Hua, no misunderstanding, no quarrel, it's just inappropriate, this matter Let’s not mention it, let’s just leave it at that, we will still be good friends in the future.”
Miss Wei frowned and looked at me sadly, "Momo, don't be angry."
Then she let out a long sigh and continued without allowing me to explain: "Let's put the kidnapping aside for now. This incident is somewhat unexpected, but in the end I was too careless. I didn't expect these people to be able to There is no bottom line to such a point, I always feel that I have to take a few more steps, this matter is over, I am at this age, the most hope is that the people around me are well, and it is best to earn more money, if not , I don't want to lose the essence of being a human being just for money. Momo, I really can't imagine that after so many years, they now have no lower limit to how they behave. "
Huh? I had a headache when I heard Weijie explaining this matter. Although I may not know all the inside information, I have a general understanding of Cheng Hua's difficulties, so I don't care about what happened before. I really don't want to. Let Wei Jie describe this too much, I am already ready to turn the page in my heart.
But what did I just hear? It seems that there is gossip to listen to? I immediately forgot about my own affairs, and began to look at Wei Jie with great interest, waiting for the next article.
"They told me that they had photos of you and Cheng Hua in their hands, and they used this to blackmail me, making Cheng Hua give up the brand endorsement he had so hard to win and the male lead of a script that was likely to win an international award. My back then The consideration is that if your photos come out, although Cheng Hua's popularity will be affected, I'm still willing to take the gamble compared to losing the chance of being a first-line brand endorsement and a future actor. However, Cheng Hua told me that this It is not a question of how much he lost, nor how much he can bear, but that you have already entered the game and appeared as a news reporter. Now let you become the heroine of the event, which will make you Facing tremendous pressure, you are not from our circle, you cannot afford these criticisms.
I thought about it later, and what Cheng Hua said was also reasonable. Although there are some elements of you personally acting as demons in this matter, it is because I didn't grasp the direction well that it led to the current situation. I can't let you pay for this matter, you really can't afford it. .
So, for the first time in my life, I gave up Cheng Hua's endorsement and male lead, but I also felt that they might not be really reliable, so I prepared with both hands. Regarding the matter of Hua and Han Qing, just in case they break their promises, it is better to reveal your matter, and the public's perception will be one-sided.
But what I didn't expect was that after they got what they wanted, they were able to sell the photos at a high price. I really don't know if they can be so short of money that they don't even care about the last bit of morality. What was even more unexpected was that the person who bought the photos didn't want to use these photos to attack Cheng Hua, but kidnapped you. So, Momo, after all, I didn't consider everything. "
After Miss Wei said these words, I was dumbfounded, what kind of mess is this? Well, they're right. Cheng Hua expressed this meaning before. I really can't imagine that after my dual identities as interviewer and client are exposed, I will collapse. But, who are the "they" Wei Jie mentioned? What kind of trouble are these "they" going to make? Why didn't I understand what was going on? Could it be that Cheng Hua and Wei Jie offended someone in the underworld
I foolishly asked Sister Wei: "What 'they', who sold the photos, why didn't 'they' let Cheng Hua sign a contract with the male one?"
Wei Jie’s expression was still a little angry, and she shook her head helplessly after hearing my question, “There are scumbags in every industry, and the entertainment industry is no exception. They, hehe, they are my old employer, Now the CEOs of Xingyi Company. At the beginning, I could no longer cooperate with Xingyi, and we came out to work alone because our opinions could not be unified. Who would have thought that after so many years, they would go further and further on this road, and their own family Artists can't come out, I don't think about management and publicity issues, I only think about how to suppress competitors, I have tried my best to avoid any confrontation with them, and it turns out that the artist they are promoting now just happens to follow the same route as Cheng Hua , but without Cheng Hua's popularity, he has turned his mind to this matter again..."
As a media person with a sense of justice, I was immediately filled with righteous indignation after hearing Weijie say this, "Weijie, we can't compromise with the evil forces like this, there are still such complicated things about feelings, well, leave it to me, I It was exposed to them! It's still lawless!"
Sister Wei looked at me with a funny face, "Are you so brave? Why don't you tell me earlier, Bai Rang Cheng Hua is always worried about your psychological quality, making me think you are a little flower raised in a greenhouse, unable to withstand wind and rain hit."
When Sister Wei said this, I originally opened my mouth and wanted to say something bold, but when I got to the point of speaking, I finally thought about the current situation, and I suddenly became numb again.
Yeah, how could I have been so brave, and even if I have nothing to do with it, and I can't be implicated, I really dare to be a media hit/black vanguard, and be the first to expose the scandal of Xingyi? Moreover, even if it is rare for me to be full of blood once, then we, a small media that has not yet established a firm foothold in the circle, can really have the courage to make such a bold story? What I said just now seems to be too presumptuous.
I swallowed in embarrassment, and smiled.
Miss Wei obviously didn't take my words seriously at all, so she didn't continue to dwell on this topic, she just said: "Momo, I'm not telling you this to expose you or anything. I just want you to know that even though you told us There is contact in this circle, but you really don’t know the dark side of this circle. I don’t ask your forgiveness for putting you in a dangerous situation because of my lack of thoughtfulness. I just hope that after you know these things, Can you be more considerate of Cheng Hua.
He really cared about you. When he found out about your disappearance, he almost went crazy. Later, after some clues, he almost went to fight with the person who sold the photos. At that time, seven or eight people in the company dragged you They can't stop him.
And a lot of things, he thinks you can't help even if you know it, he really doesn't want you to worry about it, so he doesn't tell you all about it, he just wishes he could handle it well, but in the end, he always Unexpectedly.
So, Momo, don't say anything angry about being friends in the future. You are all well, the limelight has passed, and you are together sweetly, living a good life. Cheng Hua has made a lot of money for the company over the years, and if he thinks about calming down and quitting, I won't make things difficult for him.
In a word, you all just do well, don't get angry, don't give up lightly. Young people are most afraid of getting angry and hurting their feelings over a small matter, and when they are old, they will have no time to regret it. "
Miss Wei babbled for a while, then left.
I was even more messed up than the last time Liu Tao and I talked earnestly.
Lying alone on the hospital bed, I stared at the drop by drop in the hanging bottle, thinking sadly, I, as a patient, a person who has just been kidnapped and tortured, am I easy
Why do one or two come to tell me such a profound thing right now. My brain, which has a limited capacity, has experienced shock and malnutrition. How can I think clearly
What Liu Tao said is correct, Cheng Hua and I are not suitable, and we may not be happy together, but what Sister Wei said is also reasonable, now because of a little difficulty, I gave up this relationship, and I may really regret it in the future.
They are more earnest than the other, and more forward-looking than the other, but who do I listen to
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