I saw someone upload a sneak shot of Du Mo and Cheng Hua wearing wedding dresses abroad, and I just wanted to laugh, this silly girl, I saw her struggling and going over and over again, so I couldn't help but pull her out But in the end she still took the original path.
But, come to think of it, there's nothing wrong with that, is there
Sometimes, I also ponder that the so-called marriage is destined to be a destiny. It may not be unreasonable. Du Mo and Cheng Hua, two worry-free children, their fate was determined early in the morning, and they didn't know it long ago. What are the youthful years of passion, even if you saw me disgusted at that time, I saw you annoyed.
But in the emotional world, there is never any savior, I just overestimated myself.
It was the first time I saw Du Mo. She hadn’t graduated from university yet, and she was assigned to our department as an intern. A batch of such interns would come and go every year. I’ve been used to it for a long time in the newspaper office, but I’m getting more and more surprised. Because of the precocity and shrewdness of today's children. In his twenties, he has not been out of society yet, but he has long known how to choose the development that is most beneficial to him, and how is the best future.
It is not at all like us. When we stepped into the threshold of the newspaper office, we still had the ideal of a so-called journalist, full of ambition, full of energy, and full of stupidity.
So, after dealing with Du Mo a few times, I really have a good impression of this child, because she is more like us back then, stupid, just do what is asked to do, and if someone robs her of resources, she will It doesn't matter. Someone squeezed her out, but she didn't feel it either.
During a casual chat, I asked her what her biggest dream would be if she entered the media industry in the future.
The child thought for a while and told me seriously, "Ms. Liu, when I was studying journalism, my most lofty ideal was to be a war correspondent. Then one day I would be sent back with the national flag covered, and I would be consummated." .”
I was speechless, but I couldn't help laughing in my heart, what a silly child this is, young people nowadays, who don't want to become famous, she is good, she sent back with the national flag... But, she is quite serious Eyes, but I can't laugh. Some people have never even had the most simple and innocent ideal.
So, when Du Mo graduated and became a full-time employee, I told the leader that I wanted this intern. In fact, I have not formally brought interns for many years. Some people are under my name, and I am only responsible for writing the internship appraisal report, and I am not really a so-called instructor. But, Du Mo, I It is to be taught seriously.
Du Mo is a smart student, but also a clumsy student. She learned things in her professional field very quickly and very well, but in other respects, I don’t know if my instruction was too vague or what, she still couldn’t learn it. All of them fell into the hands of others. She bitterly guarded her field where there is no oil and water, and it is the hardest field. She looks sad every day, but never complains, which always makes me feel bad.
When a man cares about a woman, it probably starts with feeling distressed, right
In fact, I am not an ambitious person. I have been in the newspaper office for nearly ten years, and I have experienced too many things. If the ambition is appropriate, then it is uncertain. And I happen to have ability and no ambition, so I have always been able to do a job well in my own position.
The colleagues who joined the newspaper at the same time as me have already been promoted, but I, as a senior editor, have what I should have, and I don't care about the rest.
Tang Lu often laughed at my lack of ambition. She was laughing from the beginning of our relationship, until we separated later, and after she became the director of the entertainment department, she was still laughing.
She *arrogantly said to me: "Liu Tao, if you say you, can't you live up to me and make me regret my choice?"
I shook my head seriously, "Why should you regret it? Isn't it good not to regret it?"
Tang Lu had no choice but to cast a gloomy look at me and said, "I think, one day there will be a woman who will cure you and inspire your fighting spirit."
I am noncommittal.
Tang Lu and I are already friends, and we don't have any *hate entanglements, but she really looks forward to me.
In fact, I understand her sorrow and misfortune, and her anger is indisputable. As for me, I just think that the years are quiet and good, without too much fighting spirit, and keeping the years of peace, I have a lot of time and space that I can control, not bad, not bad.
But I really didn't expect that Du Mo, a silly girl, would arouse the so-called fighting spirit Tang Lu mentioned.
I think Du Mo's talent is suppressed in the existing shell, if she is given space, she will definitely be able to show her strengths, even if she may not have so much ambition to show her grand plans, but I don't want her to be so sad all the time .
I asked her out for dinner, and she invited me to the concert. I could see the girl's affection, trust and dependence on me. But I hesitated, what kind of role should I play in her life? Good teacher and helpful friend or bosom friend
At my age, I lost the impulsiveness I had when I was young. Even though I later thought that I would be willing to be her confidant, I didn't do anything passionate. Because, I like her, but it is not necessary for her.
Du Mo is a person who can't hide her thoughts, so when she mentioned Cheng Hua for the first time, I felt that this person was not easy for her. Although she tried her best to put it aside and only said that Cheng Hua was her former classmate, when she talked about this person, her usual nonchalant attitude disappeared.
I thought about it, and decided to wait and see. I don't want two men to win a woman. It's not just that Du Mo is not so important to me. I think the main reason is that the relationship itself is not so important to me. .
However, the day I saw Du Mo was sick, I couldn't calm down anymore.
I thought, no matter what, I can make this child live a better life, and be by her side when she is sick, hurt, or sad, and that Cheng Hua, no matter what kind of existence she is in Du Mo's heart, but, But he couldn't stay by her side.
However, am I still a step too late? Because when Du Mo mentioned Cheng Hua again, there was something different in his eyes, it was the sweetness and entanglement in love.
However, at that time, I probably still regarded myself as the savior too much, right? I think it's time to let this child feel good, and then she will know that this relationship is not suitable for her.
It just so happens that new departments are always being established in the club. I have always been willing to try, but this time, I am willing to give it a try. Of course, there is no lack of selfishness in it. For my age, this may be the last chance. This time, if I have it, I will have it. If not, I can only feel at ease as an old editor for the rest of my life.
Newcomers emerge in endlessly, and their ability level may not be inferior to mine. My advantage is experience. But in a few years, when my experience is not even considered an advantage, the newspaper office will become a place for me to retire.
In the past, I was too lazy to participate in these competitions, but this rare time I exercised my mind. There was a little bit of reluctance on my part, and there was also a point that I wanted Du Mo to be completely protected by me. From then on, I will I can do my best to protect her.
Everything is almost ready, when Tang Lu and I were asking for someone, she laughed at me and said, "In this life, I can really see who you are fighting for, but why do I think you did something stupid? ?”
Just be stupid, no matter how stupid I am, I can't be as stupid as that girl Du Mo. With a few words, I persuaded her to sell Cheng Hua. I looked at her trusting eyes and felt a little guilty. But I thought, I'm really doing it for her own good, and she's not young anymore, she's been stuck in emotional entanglements with Cheng Hua for too long, and she's really going to delay herself.
However, a fool is just a fool's persistence and rivalry, and there is nothing to be dissatisfied with.
I took strong medicine. I always felt that the best way to end a relationship quickly was to speed up its progress. I used things at work to accelerate the development of the relationship between Du Mo and Cheng Hua.
I will support Du Mo silently behind my back, so as not to let her collapse, but if she doesn't recognize and understand some things clearly, she's afraid that she will be pressed in her heart for the rest of her life.
But I still underestimated Du Mo's ability to bear. She didn't cover the wound in her heart as I thought, and quickly threw herself into my arms. Instead, she gritted her teeth and held on, even if she agreed to be with me. After that, she still didn't really give up.
Let's live longer, I said to myself.
I don't force her, I can help her walk some roads, but she still has to walk through some hurdles step by step.
Then, one day, I realized that it wasn't just Du Mo who I underestimated, but also Cheng Hua, a big star, who had all the flaws of a pretty guy that I couldn't get used to. Du Mo, I really want to go all out. I don't have this point, maybe it's because I don't have his youthful spirit, or maybe I never have such deep feelings for Du Mo.
I guess, in the end, the identity of the savior that I thought I could play next to Du Mo was actually just a joke, just a condiment in her love life with Cheng Hua.
Of course, as it turns out, it might be debatable whether I was a joke, but I was the stuff.
Du Mo's final choice was both expected and unexpected by me. I really underestimated her courage. There is such a kind of person in the world, you can see that he is always cowardly and timid, but in the end he can always do a big thing that surprises everyone.
I took care of all the parts I could, so that Du Mo wouldn't make the trouble worse, and then I watched her complete her passion.
In fact, this is not something that must be done, but since Du Mo thinks that this can be the bond and accelerator of the love between her and Cheng Hua, why can't she just let her do it
When I asked her to come to my department, I thought that one day, if she wanted to do whatever she wanted, I would just let her do whatever she wanted and I would bear the consequences.
So, I fulfilled her silly impulse, and she also fulfilled my initial saint feelings.
I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not even upset.
Actually, it's not that I'm really a saint, it's just that I'm not enough to *her. She's just that silly girl I want to protect, but she doesn't need my care anymore.
She texted me and said, "Miss Liu, I'm getting married, thank you for your care all the time."
I smiled and said back to her: "Momo, if you think you made the wrong choice, there is me."
But, I think, she is such a stupid and stubborn child, there will probably never be a day when she wants to look back because of her mistakes, right
But so what, I can't be everything to her, and she has never been everything to me, so, so be it.
The author has something to say: The dog’s tail continues the story of the mink, or it’s just the dog’s tail continuing the dog, haha.
It doesn't matter anymore, it's just that I suddenly remembered a man who looked like Liu Tao that I once knew, so I wanted to write about it.
Obviously there is a softness in my heart but I dare not face it. He is always such a stubborn man. I am sorry that I am not good enough to describe it all.