Shen Rang looked tired, he was no longer young, and after all this tossing, he was also a little exhausted.
"Yaqin, take Junze back first." He wiped his face and said.
Lu Yaqin didn't want to leave, but she also knew that the people present did not welcome her appearance, her eyes were a little sad, she glanced at Shen Junyu, who said nothing, and nodded, "Okay, Junze and I will go back first, if the old man wakes up , you call me again."
Shen Rang waved his hand, but did not speak.
Lu Yaqin pulled Shen Junze, who wanted to speak, and left the hospital.
"Jun Yu, what happened this time is Jun Ze's fault, and it's also my fault. I didn't teach him well." Shen Rang said tiredly, he couldn't imagine what the old man would do if he couldn't survive this time.
Shen Junyu's expression was light, but his eyes were full of coldness, "Second uncle, you should leave too. If Grandpa wakes up, he will be unhappy when he sees you here."
Shen Rang's expression stiffened, "I won't go in, I'll just wait outside, and I'll leave when your grandfather wakes up."
Shen Junyu stopped looking at him, walked into the ward, looked at Shen Qinglan's appearance, Shen Junyu said warmly, "Lanlan, you go to rest for a while, there is me here, when grandpa wakes up, I will call you as soon as possible."
Shen Qinglan shook his head and did not speak.
Shen Junyu knew this was the case, and no longer forced her, he sat down beside her and looked at the old man. As for the person outside, Shen Junyu didn't pay any attention to it. He had already called Shen Qian.
Shen Qian hurried to the hospital. He didn't go to see the old man first, but went to the office of the attending doctor. He went to the ward after learning about the old man's condition. When he saw the familiar figure at the door of the ward, Shen Qian's first reaction was not Joy but anger.
A pair of military boots stopped in front of him, Shen Rang looked up and saw Shen Qian, "Big brother."
"Shen Rang, come with me." Shen Qian said in a deep voice, Shen Rang got up and followed behind Shen Qian.
In a secluded corner of the hospital garden, Shen Qian fixedly looked at this younger brother whom he hadn't seen in more than 20 years.
"Big brother." Shen Rang said, his voice slightly hoarse.
"Shen Rang, you're finally back!" Shen Qian said, in a calm tone, but it was this calm that made Shen Rang's heart shake, and he would rather Shen Qian scold him.
"Brother, I'm sorry." Shen Rang said in a low voice.
"It's not me who you are sorry for."
Shen Rang was silent. Yes, the person he was most sorry for was actually his deceased mother. He was the youngest son of the Shen family. Since he was a child, Grandma Shen loved this young son very much. He placed great hopes on the second old man, but how did he repay the second old man
He never regretted being with Lu Yaqin. The only thing he regretted was not taking good care of his parents. He didn't even see his mother for the last time. As long as he paid a little attention to the news of the Shen family, he would never leave such a thing. Regret.
"Brother, I was wrong. I was too selfish and let you down." Shen Rang had no way of defending, and it was not his character to defend.
Shen Qian looked at his younger brother for more than 20 years, but his heart was not as indifferent as he appeared on the surface. Their brother's relationship has been good since childhood. Even if his younger brother is better than himself, Shen Qian has never been jealous.
This younger brother is the pride of his parents and Shen Qian's, but one day, this younger brother brought back a woman and said he wanted to marry her. At that time, Shen Rang had a marriage contract.
Grandpa Shen and Grandma Shen disagreed, especially when they learned later that the woman Shen Rang liked had actually been a wine escort lady. Although she had no relationship with other men, even if the second old Shen family no longer had a sense of family status, according to the Shen family The family background is absolutely unacceptable to such a daughter-in-law.
It was natural to object, but Shen Rang seemed to be weighed down, determined to be with this woman, and even went to his fiancee's house to ask for a divorce, which made the other's parents furious, and threatened to cut off relations with the Shen family. The old man has always been a person who wants face all his life, but at that time he licked his face and apologized for the matter of this young son, and was scolded by others.
And what did Shen Rang do at that time? He left the Shen family and ran off with a young lady who accompanied the wine, making the Shen family a joke in the capital. The old man Shen even became seriously ill because of this.
Recovering from his memories, Shen Qian looked at Shen Rang with a cold look, "Since you're gone, why are you coming back?"
"Brother, I just want to come back and see Mom and Dad." Shen Rang explained dryly. Although he was in a foreign land for so many years, he was thinking of his relatives in China every day. If he had known earlier, if he had known earlier , he will be back sooner...
Shen Rang's face was full of sadness.
"What's the point of talking about this now, Dad is still lying in the hospital, you go back first." Shen Qian opened his mouth with a cold tone.
Shen Rang looked at Shen Qian's profile, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything after all, turned to leave, his back was slightly bent, looking very desolate.
Shen Qian took a deep look at Shen Rang, turned around and went to the office of the attending doctor of the old man Shen. He needed to discuss the follow-up treatment plan with the doctor.
The next day, Shen Rang's family of three came again. I don't know what Shen Rang and Lu Yaqin said to Shen Junze after returning home. Shen Junze was very good this time, and even called "cousin" when they saw Shen Qinglan.
Shen Qinglan glanced at him and didn't agree. Shen Junze kept his head down, and seemed to be in a bad mood, even ignoring Shen Qinglan's attitude.
Shen Junyu hasn't come yet, he went home to get a change of clothes.
"Qinglan, is your grandfather okay?" Shen Rang asked gently.
"The situation is stable." Shen Qinglan spit out a few words, her tone was indifferent and indifferent, Shen Rang didn't care at all, her eyes fell on the old man Shen, and there was sadness that others couldn't understand.
Lu Yaqin's face was also very bad, his eyes were red, and his expression was haggard, but Shen Qinglan was a little curious about what the three of them went through after they went back, and why they looked like this today.
Not long after Shen Rang and the three arrived, Shen Junyu came along with Wen Xiyao.
"Sister Xi Yao, why are you here?" Shen Qinglan was a little surprised when she saw Wen Xi Yao.
Wen Xiyao glanced at Shen Junyu, "I called Junyu today and found out that your grandfather was hospitalized, so we came here together. Is your grandfather okay?"
"Fortunately, the doctor said that although there is no sign of improvement, it has not deteriorated, and the situation is stable." Shen Qinglan said.
"Second uncle." Shen Junyu called out, but ignored Lu Yaqin and Shen Junze.
Shen Rang nodded and smiled at Shen Junyu, but he was looking at Wen Xiyao.
"This is my girlfriend Wen Xiyao, and this is my second uncle." Shen Junyu introduced that she didn't say a word about Lu Yaqin's mother and son. Wen Xiyao greeted Shen Rang and saw that Shen Junyu did not introduce the other two to her. The meaning is clear in my heart. I just nodded kindly to Lu Yaqin and Shen Junze, and stopped talking.
"By the way, Qinglan, these are the clothes and toiletries I brought for you. Go and wash up first." Wen Xiyao remembered the bag in her hand and handed it to Shen Qinglan.
Shen Qinglan took it, said thanks, and walked into the separate bathroom of the ward.
"Grandpa needs to rest, second uncle, if you are all right, leave first." Shen Junyu said.
Lu Yaqin glanced at her husband with a sad look, thought for a while, and finally said, "Jun Yu, your second uncle is very worried about your grandfather, and he didn't sleep last night, so you can let him stay with your grandfather for a while, if you don't want to watch When it comes to Junze and I, we'll leave right away."
Shen Junze called out "Mom" in dissatisfaction, but the rest of the words were silenced in Lu Yaqin's eyes, glanced at his father, and shook his hand, "Dad, Mom and I are waiting for you in the car."
Shen Rang glanced at his wife, with apologetic eyes in his eyes, Lu Yaqin smiled reassuringly at him, indicating that she was okay, and took Shen Junze out of the ward.
"Mom, Dad is like that. Why do we keep giving in? It's not your father's fault with you." Shen Junze complained dissatisfiedly after walking out of the ward.
Lu Yaqin blushed and said in a low voice, "You also know your father's situation, so don't talk about it again, the death of your grandmother has already been a big blow to your father, and your grandfather is like this now, Say less."
"Mom, if I knew it would be like this, I would definitely not have said that yesterday." Shen Junyu also lowered his head, remembering the way he saw his father sitting in the living room smoking a cigarette and crying silently when he woke up in the middle of the night, Shen Junze's heart was filled with tears. To infinite regret yesterday's reckless.
In his mind, Shen Rang has always been excellent and stalwart. He used his shoulders to support the family. For Shen Junze, Shen Rang is the mountain, the backbone of the family, and synonymous with strength, but he was so fragile last night. His father made his heart aches and pains.
He saw his father crying in the living room, while his mother was leaning in front of the door, watching his father's back crying silently, his eyes full of sadness and despair.
Shen Junze was accustomed to being angry, willful, impulsive, and irritable by Lu Yaqin, but he was not bad in nature. In fact, he was frightened when he saw Mr. Shen fall down, and he knew that he was wrong, but he was stubborn and refused to admit his mistake, and was stubborn.
"Mom, do you think Grandpa will be fine? If something happens to Grandpa, will Dad never forgive himself?" Shen Junze asked Lu Yaqin in a low voice.
Lu Yaqin looked at her son and wanted to laugh, but couldn't. She pulled the corner of her mouth and comforted her son, "No, your grandfather will be fine, your grandfather is the famous General Shen, who once went to the battlefield to protect his family. How could the hero of Wei Guo fall so easily?"
She prayed silently in her heart that Mr. Shen would be fine, otherwise she would not know how long her husband's body could last. She also only learned yesterday that Shen Rang's body had a serious problem when he was abroad, and he was diagnosed with liver cancer half a year ago. mid-term.
Although it was found in time, the effect of the treatment was not great. The doctor suggested surgery, but Shen Rang didn't want them to worry and refused the doctor's suggestion. Three months ago, the cancer cells had metastasized and even spread very fast. Even the doctor was helpless, and it would take half a year to judge at most. So this time, Shen Rang insisted on returning to China to see the second elder of the Shen family, but he didn't expect such a thing to happen.
"Mom, if I had known earlier, I would definitely not have said those words." Shen Junze emphasized.
"Mom knows, but Junze, you are eighteen years old, and you are an adult. You can't do things like this in the future. In fact, it's also your mother's fault. It's your mother's failure to teach you well."
Shen Junze said this even more sad and blamed himself more and more, "Mom, don't worry, I will definitely apologize to Grandpa when Grandpa wakes up, and I will never be angry with Grandpa again."
Lu Yaqin smiled with relief, she lowered her eyes, Shen Junze did not see the unbearable sadness in her eyes.
But Lu Ya's mother and son did not realize that their conversation was overheard by a man in a black dress. When the mother and son were far away, Li Xitong looked in the direction where the mother and son came, just when she saw Shen Junyu coming out and walking towards this side, Li Xitong hurriedly looked around and entered a nearby ward.
She didn't come out of the ward until Shen Junyu was far away. Thinking of Shen Junyu's appearance, combined with the conversation she had just heard, Li Xitong had a faint guess in her heart.
She took out the sunglasses from her bag and put them on, covering most of her face, and walked towards the nurse's station, "Hello, I'm Shen Yuanyi, which ward does Mr. Shen live in?" Shen Yuanyi was Mr. Shen's name.
The nurse at the nurse station looked at her suspiciously, "Who are you?"
Li Xitong smiled slightly, "I'm the granddaughter of Mr. Shen's friend. My grandfather heard that Mr. Shen was ill and asked me to come and see him." He also raised the fruit basket in his hand so that the nurse could stand The nurse can see clearly. She came to the hospital to visit a friend today, and bought a fruit basket at the door of the hospital. She didn't expect it to be used. Li Xitong couldn't help sighing about her luck.
The nurse smiled and flipped through the records, "Mr. Shen lives in b10, but it's not visiting time, so you can't go in for the time being."
"Can I ask what illness the old man has?" Li Xitong asked, "My grandfather just received news that the old man Shen was ill, but he didn't know what it was. I came here in a hurry, so..."
The nurse smiled understandingly, "I'm sorry, this lady, this is the patient's ** and we can't disclose it. If you want to visit the old man, you can register here now, and you can go in after the visit time."
Li Xitong shook his head, "Thank you, then I'll come back later, and stop by to buy a bunch of flowers, otherwise it would be too rude to look at just a fruit basket."
The nurse didn't care either. The rich have many rules, she understands.
"Qinglan, you didn't sleep last night, rest for a while, I'm here." Wen Xiyao said softly, Shen Qinglan shook her head, "I'm not tired, Sister Xiyao, if you have something to do, go to the hospital first. I can do it alone."
"What can I do, the company won't go bankrupt even if I leave me for a day, I'll be here with you." Wen Xiyao smiled.
Shen Qinglan didn't force her, glanced at Shen Rang who was sitting beside the old man Shen's bed without saying a word, thought about it, and pulled Wen Xiyao to sit down on the sofa outside.
Shen Junyu went down to buy lunch, and came up with lunch, Shen Junyu greeted Wen Xiyao to eat.
"Second uncle, let's eat first." Shen Junyu said, although he was very dissatisfied with the second uncle's family hospitalizing his grandfather, but this second uncle loved him very much when he was a child, and he was better than Shen Qian, his own father, Shen Junyu When I was young, my relationship with this uncle was actually very close.
Shen Rang shook his head, his eyes were dark blue, "I have no appetite, you can eat it." Where can he eat now.
Shen Junyu didn't force it, she took out Shen Rang's share alone and set it aside to let Shen Qinglan and Wen Xiyao eat
Shen Qinglan had no appetite, and after barely taking two bites, he put down his chopsticks.
Shen Junyu looked at the half of the food left in her bowl and frowned, "Lanlan, eat a little more, you didn't eat last night." Shen Qinglan shook her head, "I'm full."
"Forget it, don't force it if Qinglan can't eat it." Wen Xiyao interrupted Shen Junyu, she understood Shen Qinglan's mood at the moment, after all, she had experienced such a thing before.
In the afternoon, Shen Junyu was called away by a phone call. After Shen Qian came to visit the old man, he called Shen Rang away. I don't know what they said. Shen Rang left. Shen Qian returned to the ward and wiped the old man before leaving. .
In the evening, Shen Junyu originally wanted to replace Shen Qinglan, but there was an emergency and she couldn't leave, so Wen Xiyao stayed with her.
"Sister Xi Yao, go back first, I can do it alone here, grandpa." It was only one night, and it was nothing to Shen Qinglan.
Wen Xiyao stayed until nine o'clock in the evening before leaving, and could only leave a family member to accompany the bed. Wen Xiyao couldn't match Shen Qinglan's stubbornness and had to leave.
Shen Qinglan stayed to take care of the old man. At about 9:30, she received a call from Fu Hengyi. She did not tell Fu Hengyi that the old man Shen was hospitalized.
There have been a lot of things at home recently. Either Chu Yunrong was hospitalized or Mr. Fu was hospitalized, and now it was Mr. Shen who was hospitalized again, and he was very much at odds with the hospital.
Although the old man Shen was still in a coma, he could not be disturbed even if he made a phone call, but Shen Qinglan still didn't want to disturb the cleanliness of the old man, walked out of the ward, and then gestured to the nurse at the nurse station.
Li Xitong left the nurse's station, first went to visit a friend, sat in her friend's ward for a while, and then left the hospital, only a few hours later, she came back to the hospital, changed her clothes, and had He wore a wig, a hat, and a pair of big sunglasses on his face.
She took the elevator to the floor where the old man's ward is located. Now she has stopped at the elevator door for a while, and did not see the nurse at the nurse station. Her eyes were happy, she quickened her pace, and came to the door of the old man's ward. When he saw someone, he dared to open the door.
There was no one inside, and Li Xitong couldn't help laughing.
The high-heeled shoes stepped on the floor of the ward, making a crisp sound. Li Xitong stood in front of the hospital bed, looking at the unconscious appearance of Mr. Shen, the corners of his mouth were raised, and she took off the sunglasses on her face.
"I didn't expect you to have such a day." She said softly, then sat down. "Now I'm happy to see you lying here, Grandpa, are you happy to see me?"
No one answered her, and she didn't need anyone's answer, she just kept talking.
"Grandpa, I am very grateful that you adopted me and gave me a home, which made me feel the warmth of home and let me not be bullied by others. I used to be so genuinely happy that I could be a member of this family. .But soon I found out that you don't actually like me, you and grandma didn't like me from the beginning.
Although you are very kind, but I just know that the eyes you look at me are not looking at a granddaughter at all, you just treat me as an outsider, you keep saying that I am the daughter of the Shen family and your granddaughter, but But I couldn't even get into Shen Qinglan's room.
I don’t know if you still remember, when I first came to this house, one day I was curious and sneaked into Shen Qinglan’s room. Before that, I always thought my room was beautiful, but after looking at her room. Only then did I realize that it was the Shen family's granddaughter's room.
I like that room very much, especially the doll on the table, but just as my hand touched the doll, you appeared, just looked at me coldly, and told me not to enter this room in the future, there is no Where I should go, the things in it are not something I can move.
You must not know how sad I was at that time. I knew whose room it was and the owner of that room was long gone, but it was such an unowned room, and I didn’t even have the qualifications to go in and take a look.
On the surface, grandma treats me very well, but this kind of goodness is more like loving kindness to the younger generation, rather than loving granddaughter. I often see grandma entering that room and staying there for most of the day. Do you know how jealous I am of Shen Qinglan, jealous that even though she is not in this house, everyone in the family is thinking of her, and she has never been forgotten. Jealousy like that used to drive me crazy.
My girlhood was spent in such jealousy. When I grew up and realized that Shen Qinglan would probably never come back, she came back. You treat her like a jewel and love her in the slightest. Not to hide, but never considered my feelings.
Shen Qinglan came back, and without having to do anything, he easily got everything I dreamed of, that room, your love, and the man I love. "
Li Xitong's eyes were red, and his hands were clenched into fists, "That's the man I've loved for more than ten years, but she took him away so easily, I can tolerate your preference for her and her ignorance of me, But I can't stand her taking love. That's the only person I've ever loved in my life. It's the starlight that I can't reach.
I am the designer Shen Qinglan, but can you blame me? If she hadn't stole my most precious thing, even if I was jealous of her, I wouldn't really treat her, but she should never take it away Fu Hengyi. "
Li Xitong's expression was ferocious, and the hatred in his eyes filled the sky.
"Grandpa, others say that the sincerity is changed, but I have given all of my sincerity to you. Why can't you love me like Shen Qinglan? Is it because I'm not your granddaughter? Why can't you be fair to me? One point? Even my mother, the mother who has loved me for so many years, was the one who saved me first when she was in danger. Anything you say is biased towards me is fake, everything is fake, the person you love the most is always It's Shen Qinglan, and what am I? I'm just a substitute for her Shen Qinglan." Li Xitong's tone was full of resentment, and tears fell on the sheets.
"I just longed for that little bit of love, but you all gave me even that little bit. Grandpa, do you know what kind of life I'm living now? I'm notorious because of Shen Qinglan, and I almost became a rat crossing the street. . And my biological parents are vampires, in their eyes I am an ATM-like existence.
And you pushed me to such them, even when I needed your help most, abandoned me and left me to fend for themselves. I can only talk to a playboy and confuse the snake. These are all thanks to you. As long as you have a little pity for me, I will not fall to the point where I am today. That being the case, why should I care about that little friendship. "
Li Xitong's eyes showed ruthlessness, looking at the oxygen mask on Mr. Shen's face, he stretched out his hand.
Her hand stayed in the air, trembling slightly, her eyes struggled, she didn't know what to think, her expression became ruthless, she reached out and quickly took off the oxygen mask on Mr. Shen's face, and then ripped off his hand. Looking at the blood dripping on the back of Mr. Shen's hand, Li Xitong laughed madly.
"Li Xitong, you are courting death." A furious voice came from behind, Li Xitong turned around subconsciously, and before she could see who was coming, she was kicked to the ground, and the kick happened to hit her lower abdomen with no strength. Light, she was kicked to the ground, and the pain didn't even have the strength to cough.
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