Chu Yunrong was a little strange. The address above was Fu's family, but her name was hers.
"When did the courier arrive?" Chu Yunrong asked the guard.
"It was delivered just now, just in time for a shift change, so I brought it in for you," the guard replied.
"Thank you, little comrade."
The guard smiled, "You're welcome, then I'll go first."
"Okay, thank you." Chu Yunrong entered the door with the courier, and was still looking at the information on it. The sender's name and phone number were there. She called according to the phone number above, but it showed an empty number. Obviously, the other party didn't want to let them She knew who sent it.
Chu Yunrong took a pair of scissors and dismantled the courier. Inside was a letter. Chu Yunrong opened it. When she saw the contents clearly, her face suddenly turned pale.
Seeing Shen Qinglan coming out, Chu Yunrong hurriedly stuffed the letter into her pocket and lowered her head to prevent Shen Qinglan from seeing the change in her face.
Shen Qinglan really didn't notice what was wrong with Chu Yunrong at the moment. After she came out of the bathroom, she went to the balcony on the second floor to dry An An's diapers.
When she went downstairs again, Chu Yunrong had already adjusted her mood, so that Shen Qinglan could not see the slightest difference.
In the early morning of the third day, Chu Yunrong went out. Shen Qinglan waited at home for a long time and did not see Chu Yunrong come over, so she took An An to Shen's house, and the old man Shen was practicing Tai Chi in the yard, "Grandpa, my mother Woolen cloth?"
"Your mother went out early in the morning and said she was going to see a friend. Are you looking for something with your mother?"
"It's okay, I just didn't see my mother coming over today. I was worried that she was not feeling well, so I came over to have a look." Shen Qinglan said slowly.
It's already January of the New Year's calendar, and the cold winter in the capital has already arrived. An An is tightly wrapped by Shen Qinglan, but her little nose that is exposed outside is still red from the cold.
The old man Shen looked distressed, "Go in quickly, be careful that An An is frozen."
Shen Qinglan nodded, entered the room and sat An An on the sofa, took out her mobile phone and called Chu Yunrong, the phone was turned off, Shen Qinglan frowned, "Sister Song, did my mother say when she would come back when she went out? ?"
Sister-in-law Song was cleaning, and after hearing this, she said, "She said she came back before lunch."
"Where did you say you went?"
"That's not true, I just said to go see a friend and come back soon." Sister Song paused and continued, "But I think I heard your mother say something about a coffee shop, Jiangnan Road, etc. She said it very lightly. , I didn't hear it clearly."
Shen Qinglan's eyes changed slightly, "Sister Song, I have something to go out now, An An will leave it to you." After she said that, she got up and left.
"Lanlan, where are you going?" Elder Shen shouted from behind, but Shen Qinglan didn't turn his head back, "Grandpa, I have an urgent matter to go out and come back soon."
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Fantasy Cafe on Jiangnan Road.
When Chu Yunrong walked in, there were not many customers in the cafe. She looked around, and then walked to a seat in the corner. There was a woman sitting there, with her hair draped and a hat on her back. Looking at her, "I'm Chu Yunrong, did you invite me?" There was a hint of uncertainty in her tone, even though the address, this store, and this location were written on the letter.
The woman raised her head, "Mrs. Shen, we meet again."
Chu Yunrong recognized her immediately. It was the woman she had met in the toilet of the mall earlier, "It's you."
"It's me, I didn't expect Mrs. Shen to remember me." The woman smiled.
Chu Yunrong turned around and wanted to leave, "Mrs. Shen." The woman stopped her, "Since you are here, why don't you sit down and chat, you are here, it means you are also curious about the content of the letter, doesn't it? You? Don't you really want to know the truth about your daughter's disappearance nineteen years ago?"
Chu Yunrong tightened her hand holding the strap of the bag, and finally sat down opposite the woman, "What do you want to say to me?"
The corner of the woman's mouth twitched, she was not surprised by Chu Yunrong's choice, as long as she was a mother who cared about her child, she would not care about the disappearance of her child.
"Mrs Shen, I'm curious, have you never suspected your daughter's disappearance? Thinking about the Shen family's network, it's not difficult to find a child in the capital with all your strength, but why did you Shen Shen nineteen years ago? Have you been looking for a home for so long but still can't find it?"
"That gang of traffickers is organized. Their speed of diverting people and their way of confounding people are professional. It's normal not to find someone right away." Chu Yunrong took out what Shen Qian told her at the beginning.
The woman chuckled, "Mrs. Shen, do you believe this?"
Naturally, Chu Yunrong believed it. To be precise, because of the loss of her daughter, her whole body collapsed, and she had no time to think about the truth of Shen Qian's words.
As soon as the woman saw Chu Yunrong's expression, she knew what she was thinking, and shook her head, "Mrs Shen, I have to say, you are really a poor person, you have been deceived by your husband's lies for nineteen years. Let me tell you, Your daughter was deliberately taken away to get revenge on your husband."
"You are talking nonsense." Chu Yunrong retorted, her face pale.
The woman shrugged, "If I'm talking nonsense, you'll know if you go back and ask your husband, but I'll know if he is willing to tell you the truth."
"Do you have any evidence?" Chu Yunrong forced herself to calm down.
"Isn't the best evidence yourself? You can seriously recall the scene of the day." The woman said casually, and the calmness in her eyes was concealed by the tension in her eyes.
In fact, she is not sure that she can make Chu Yunrong believe her words and doubt what happened 19 years ago. The woman has contacted Qin Yan in the past few days, but she has not been contacted. It must be an accident, but she is not at all Worrying, as for what Qin Yan ordered, the woman glanced at Chu Yunrong, a faint light flashed in her eyes, and she could only say that Qin Yan's arrangement was exactly what she wanted.
The scene of the day Shen Qinglan disappeared nineteen years ago gradually emerged in Chu Yunrong's mind.
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Nineteen years ago, the Shen family.
Chu Yunrong did not perform today, so it is rare to be able to accompany her two children at home. Recalling that Shen Junyu said two days ago that he wanted a set of the Four Treasures of the Study, Chu Yunrong planned to go out and buy him while he was free today.
"Mom, where are you going?" Five-year-old Shen Qinglan wore a blue princess dress, a pair of small black leather shoes, and two horn braids, and ran downstairs.
Chu Yunrong smiled softly, and squatted down to look at her daughter, "Mom is going to buy a pen, ink, paper, inkstone for my brother today, and Qinglan is at home waiting for her mother to be okay, and her mother will come back and bring you something delicious."
"I don't want, Mom, I want to go with you." Shen Qinglan shook her head, unwilling to separate from her mother.
"Mom will be back soon. You are waiting for mom at home. Mom will bring you a lot of delicious food, as well as beautiful little skirts, how about it?"
Shen Qinglan nestled into her mother's arms, "Mom, I don't want to stay at home, I want to be with you, you haven't taken me out to play for a long time."
During this time, Chu Yunrong was preparing for a very important concert. She was so busy that she had no time to spend with her children. If the concert had not been successfully completed the day before yesterday, she would still have no time today.
Remembering that she promised her daughter to take her to the amusement park, but she didn't keep it, Chu Yunrong felt very guilty. She met her daughter's big eyes and reached out to straighten her hair, "Be good, Qinglan, it will be yours in two days. It's your birthday, will your mother take you to the amusement park?"
Shen Qinglan hugged Chu Yunrong's arm, "I don't think so, I want to go with my mother. Mom, you can take me there. I promise to be very obedient. Holding your hand, I will never run around."
Chu Yunrong looked embarrassed, but looking at Shen Qinglan's big watery eyes, she couldn't bear to refuse her daughter's request, "Okay, I really can't do anything about you, I've agreed, I have to listen to my mother outside, and I can't. Get out of your mother's sight, you know?"
Shen Qinglan nodded obediently, "Okay."
When they got to the mall, Chu Yunrong bought what Shen Junyu needed. Because it was still early, she planned to take her daughter to stroll around the neighborhood. Shen Qinglan was very happy, holding her mother's hand, and even jumping around while walking.
"Qinglan, walk well and don't fall."
Shen Qinglan stuck out her tongue, "I won't. Mom, I'm very happy today."
Chu Yunrong looked at her with a gentle expression on her face, "What are you happy about, say it to make my mother happy."
Shen Qinglan held her mother's hand and smiled, "Because my mother finally took me out to play, my mother is very busy during this time, and she has no time to accompany me."
Chu Yunrong was very distressed, she hugged Shen Qinglan, and kissed her on the face, "It's my mother's fault. In the future, my mother will try to spend more time with you, okay?"
"Okay, then mother has to talk about it. If it doesn't matter, I won't love you in the future. I only love grandparents, father and brother."
Chu Yunrong chuckled, "Okay, mother promises you, if mother doesn't play with you in the future, then mother will no longer have to kiss Qinglan."
Shen Qinglan nodded seriously, "Yes, that's it."
"Then mother will take you to the nearby pedestrian street now, okay? There are a lot of delicious food there."
Shen Qinglan's eyes lit up, she hugged Chu Yunrong's neck and nodded vigorously, urging her, "Mom, go quickly."
After walking for a few minutes, Shen Qinglan was clamoring to come down, but Chu Yunrong stopped, "What's wrong? Isn't your mother holding you?"
"Mom, I'm too heavy, you put me down." Shen Qinglan said in a milky voice, Chu Yunrong's forehead was sweating.
"Mom is not tired, Qinglan is not heavy at all, and my mother can hold her." Chu Yunrong said with a smile.
"Mom, let me down. Dad said that I can't always let my mother hold me, it will not be beautiful."
Chu Yunrong laughed, "your father lied to you, we are the most beautiful in Qinglan, no matter what, they are mother's little princess, the most beautiful little princess. And there are too many people here, so mother won't hold you. go away with you."
Shen Qinglan lay on Chu Yunrong's shoulder, "Then mother, if you are tired, put me down and take my hand away."
"Okay, our Qinglan is my mother's sweet little padded jacket."
"That mother is my big padded jacket." Shen Qinglan said in Chu Yunrong's ear, making Chu Yunrong laugh.
Chu Yunrong walked for a while with Shen Qinglan in her arms, and finally couldn't hold her anymore. She put Shen Qinglan down and held her hand, "You must follow closely behind your mother, and you can't run around, you know?"
Shen Qinglan nodded earnestly, but her eyes involuntarily looked to both sides of the street. This is the famous pedestrian street in the capital. There are many special snacks on both sides of the street, and many things that children like.
Seeing Shen Qinglan staring at the candied haws not far away in a daze, Chu Yunrong took her to buy a bunch, "You can't eat them all, or your teeth will hurt, you know?"
Shen Qinglan took a bite of the candied gourd and nodded, "Mmmm, Mom, I only eat three, can I?"
"Can."
Chu Yunrong took Shen Qinglan and walked on the pedestrian street. She had not been here for many years, let alone brought her children. If the shopping mall for Shen Junyu was not here this time, I am afraid She won't come either.
Shen Qinglan looked at the dazzling variety of snacks and toys in front of her, her big eyes full of novelty, "Mom, it's fun here." The words were all about this place.
Chu Yunrong tightened her daughter's hand, "It's fun, we'll stay here for a while."
"Mom, I want to eat that." Shen Qinglan pointed in one direction, Chu Yunrong looked over, only to find that it was a stall that made dragon beard candy, "Mom, that looks good, I want it."
Chu Yunrong nodded, "Okay, I'll buy it for you."
Shen Qinglan wanted a little white rabbit and needed to make it now. She bit the candied haws and looked around. Suddenly, her eyes stopped, and she looked in one direction and didn't move.
There was a marshmallow booth there. Unlike the marshmallows she had eaten before, this marshmallow was colorful and looked very beautiful. She took two steps in that direction, and wanted Chu Yunrong to tell her not to. When she was running around, she turned around to find Chu Yunrong, but just as she turned around, there were suddenly more people around her, and she was forced to follow the crowd, but in a blink of an eye, Chu Yunrong was gone.
As soon as Chu Yunrong took the Dragon Beard Candy from the stall owner, she turned her head and saw Shen Qinglan's figure. Her face changed slightly, and the candy in her hand fell to the ground instantly, "Qinglan." She called out loudly. with her daughter's name.
There were crowds coming and going, where could she see the figure of a child, she grabbed the passers-by, "Excuse me, have you seen a little girl of four or five years old, about this height, wearing blue clothes, With two braids?"
The passerby shook his head, Chu Yunrong let go of him, and held the next one, but after asking one after another, everyone said that they did not see Shen Qinglan, and Chu Yunrong was very flustered. As time passed, she became anxious. Tears came out, but unable to find her daughter, she finally crouched on the ground and cried.
"Qinglan, where are you, Qinglan!" The people around looked at her, Chu Yunrong was squatting on the ground, and she no longer had the strength to stand up.
"Excuse me, are you looking for a little girl in a blue dress?" An old woman's voice sounded in Chu Yunrong's ear, Chu Yunrong suddenly looked at her, "Do you know where my daughter is?"
The old woman pointed in one direction, "I seem to have seen a child go over there just now."
Chu Yunrong hurriedly stood up and ran in that direction, but what she didn't know was that in the opposite direction about ten meters away from her, Shen Qinglan was also calling her mother in the crowd.
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After recovering from the memory, Chu Yunrong's expression was very pale, and she lowered her head and did not speak.
The woman looked at her expression and said softly, "Did you remember some details?"
Yes, Chu Yunrong remembered it. For so many years, she had never dared to recall the day when Shen Qinglan was lost. Now that she thought about it so carefully, she really thought of some things she had never noticed before, such as that day. The crowd suddenly increased, and it was the crowd that swept away the mother and daughter, and the old woman who showed her the direction. Was it unintentional or intentional
If these are all premeditated, and their goal from the beginning was Shen Qinglan, then all these doubts are explained.
"Mrs. Shen, I have no evidence to prove that they had a premeditated plan, but I believe you can find them if you want to."
"How did you know these things?" Chu Yunrong suddenly looked at the woman coldly, "According to your age, how old were you at that time?"
The woman smiled slightly, "How do I know, you don't need to know, you just need to know that everything I said is true, of course, you don't have to believe it, after all, we didn't know each other before, but don't worry, I and you The Shen family has no festivals, and I have no reason to target your Shen family."
"If that's the case, what's the purpose of telling me this? You want me to ask why my husband offended someone, but it was my daughter who was offended? Or is there another purpose?" Chu Yunrong looked at the woman with eyes full of It was cold, without the initial shock.
The woman raised her eyebrows lightly, "Well, it's not really, I just feel sorry for your daughter, who is living a life of displacement and licking blood at a young age, while you parents are loving another person who is not related to you by blood. daughter."
Chu Yunrong's expression changed, and she noticed a word in her words, "Knife licking blood, what do you mean by that?"
The woman smiled mysteriously and glanced behind her, "Want to know? You can investigate by yourself, and of course you can also ask your daughter or your husband. By the way, your husband knows the truth and will tell you at the end. You say, your daughter's past life was full of danger, and as far as I know, she has faced death on several occasions."
Saying that, the woman smiled at Chu Yunrong's back, then got up and walked towards the side door.
Shen Qinglan had just arrived at the coffee shop when she saw a woman sitting face to face with Chu Yunrong, her eyes were slightly cold, she walked in quickly, the woman smiled at her, and a dim light flashed in her eyes quickly, she thought about it. to leave.
Shen Qinglan raised her foot and chased after her. The woman passed through the back kitchen of the coffee shop and came directly to the street behind the coffee shop. Shen Qinglan was chasing after her.
The woman's seemingly unhurried figure was unexpectedly fast, and disappeared in front of Shen Qinglan's eyes in a few moments.
Shen Qinglan stood at the corner of the street, looking at the people coming and going, her eyes were dark. This was the first time someone had thrown her away from her eyelids and ran away. Who is this woman? Why is there such a good skill? What did she say to Chu Yunrong just now
Thinking of Chu Yunrong, Shen Qinglan only remembered that she had left Chu Yunrong alone in the cafe just now, so she quickly went back, Chu Yunrong was still sitting in the same place, her eyes were not focused, and even Shen Qinglan didn't get close. perception.
Shen Qinglan stood beside Chu Yunrong, "Mom."
Chu Yunrong did not respond, Shen Qinglan called three times in a row, Chu Yunrong came back to her senses, her eyes stayed on Shen Qinglan's face, and her eyes gradually became focused, "Qinglan." She whispered.
Shen Qinglan nodded, "It's me, Mom."
"Qinglan, my daughter." Chu Yunrong reached out and touched Shen Qinglan's face. Shen Qinglan's eyes flickered slightly, but she did not move, and softened her voice, "Mom, I am your daughter Shen Qinglan."
Chu Yunrong's tears suddenly fell, "Qinglan, mother lost you."
Shen Qinglan stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, and her voice became softer, "I'm back now, and I won't lose it again." She helped Chu Yunrong up, "Mom, let's go back if you have anything to say, you talk to me first. Shall I go home?"
Chu Yunrong stood up with Shen Qinglan's strength, leaning halfway on her body, but her eyes stayed on Shen Qinglan's side face.
When she got to the car, Chu Yunrong still looked at her like that, Shen Qinglan leaned over to help Chu Yunrong fasten her seat belt, Chu Yunrong grabbed Shen Qinglan's hand and said, "Qinglan, did you suffer in the past? suffered a lot?"
"Mom, those are all over, it doesn't matter."
"No, it's very important, Qinglan, mother wants to know how much suffering you endured in a corner where mother can't see." Chu Yunrong's face was full of tears, and her mind was filled with what the woman said before she left. a few words.
What is licking blood with a knife, and what does it mean to face death several times? What do these mean? Chu Yunrong didn't even have the courage to imagine.
"Qinglan, tell your mother what you have experienced in the past few years. Chu Yunrong is full of these questions now, she wants to know, she wants to know eagerly.
"Mom, those are all over, no matter what happened, it doesn't matter anymore, no matter how bad I was in the past, now I'm very happy, that's enough." Shen Qinglan said softly.
"Qinglan, mother wants to know." Chu Yunrong insisted.
Naturally, Shen Qinglan wouldn't tell her the truth, "Mom, my dad should have told you in the past. Those are the truth. It's just that I spent a few years in the orphanage. These are nothing, really."
Chu Yunrong would definitely not believe this statement now. If it was so simple, why did that woman describe Shen Qinglan's life by licking blood with a knife? Just seeing that Shen Qinglan didn't want to say anything, she didn't continue to ask.
Shen Qinglan saw Chu Yunrong's expression and knew that her heart was not convinced by these words, and Chu Yunrong's character was gentle and not stubborn, but once certain things were confirmed, it was difficult to change her mind.
Shen Qinglan didn't go home directly, but took Chu Yunrong to Dr. Zhou's place. Chu Yunrong looked at the door of the hospital and refused to get out of the car, "Qinglan, mom is fine, let's go back."
Shen Qinglan said warmly, "I know you're fine, but we haven't been to Dr. Zhou for a long time, so we should just take it for a daily check-up, okay?"
It was difficult for Chu Yunrong to refuse Shen Qinglan's request now, and she still got out of the car after all.
Shen Qinglan stood alone in the corridor, and Chu Yunrong and Dr. Zhou had already entered. She called Shen Qian but no one answered, so she called Jin Enxi and asked her to check the woman she saw today. When Jin Enxi heard this, she escaped under Shen Qinglan's eyes, and immediately realized to the seriousness of the matter.
Shen Qinglan had seen this woman and naturally remembered her appearance, but Jin Enxi searched the results according to Shen Qinglan's description, but found that there was no information about this person.
"An, this woman's information is confidential. The firewall is very powerful. I can't break through it for the time being. Give me some time."
"This is not urgent, you can take your time and pay attention to safety." Shen Qinglan urged.
Jin Enxi nodded, her eyes full of interest. She hadn't faced such a difficult challenge for a long time. Now that she encountered a seemingly formidable firewall, her competitive spirit was immediately aroused.
When Chu Yunrong came out from the inside, her whole body had regained her composure. Shen Qinglan asked her to wait for her in the car first, while she stayed and chatted with Dr. Zhou, and learned about Chu Yunrong's current mental state. It's normal, and I'm relieved that there are no problems.
On the way home, Chu Yunrong didn't ask about Shen Qinglan's past, but that didn't mean she had forgotten about it. Back home, Chu Yunrong immediately called Shen Qian, but just like Shen Qinglan, no one answered, she left a message to Shen Qian, and Shen Qian saw it and called her back.
Shen Qian only saw the information at night. Seeing that her daughter and wife had called her, Chu Yunrong looked anxious again, so she called Chu Yunrong first.
Chu Yunrong had not slept, and she couldn't sleep until Shen Qian's call.
"Yun Rong, is there something wrong with your family in such a hurry to find me today?" Shen Qian asked.
Chu Yunrong was silent for a while before speaking, "Aqian, was Qinglan really in the orphanage before returning home?"
Shen Qian's expression changed. Fortunately, they were not communicating face-to-face at this time, otherwise this expression might have been exposed.
"Of course it's in the orphanage. Didn't I tell you about this?" Shen Qian said warmly, hearing any abnormality in his tone, "Why did you ask about this all of a sudden?"
"Aqian, you and I have been married for so many years, I hope you don't lie to me." Chu Yunrong's tone was a little cold, "What I want to know is Qinglan's real past, not these official things."
Shen Qian felt a shudder in his heart, "What nonsense are you talking about, this is the truth, Yun Rong, what are you doubting?"
Chu Yunrong's eyes were faint, "Someone told me today that Qinglan lived a life of licking blood in the past. Tell me, what kind of days would you always come to the brink of death and be in the company of danger all day long?"
"Yun Rong, who told you this?" Shen Qian's tone became serious.
"It doesn't matter who told it, what matters is that it's true, right?"
"It's not true." Shen Qian denied, "Qinglan stayed in the orphanage before returning to Shen's house. I have repeatedly verified this matter, have you forgotten?" Because of this incident, Shen Junyu almost followed He broke up, and it was also because of this incident that Shen Junyu, who originally planned to join the army, gave up this opportunity and chose a business path that he was very opposed to. After so many years, there was a gap between Shen Qian and Shen Junyu because of this matter.
"Shen Qian, you didn't tell me the truth, you lied to me."
Shen Qian's eyes sank slightly, "Yun Rong, I didn't lie to you, let me ask you, what is the so-called truth you want to know?"
Chu Yunrong was shocked, yes, what is the truth she wants to know? The worse Qinglan's life was when he was a child, it just proved that they, as parents, were getting more and more dereliction of duty.
Chu Yunrong was silent, and Shen Qian continued, "Yunrong, I don't know who told you these words, and what the other party's purpose is, but you must be clear, now Qinglan is living a good life, no matter what life she once lived. What it is like, those have become unchangeable experiences, all we can do is to be better for her in the future and try to make up for her regrets."
"Aqian, I want to know the truth is not to doubt Qinglan, I just want to know how much suffering my daughter has suffered in a place I can't see, you know when I know from a stranger's mouth that my daughter has suffered Do you feel that way? She also told me that the reason why Qinglan was taken away back then was because you offended someone and they retaliate against you, do you know how scared I was when I heard this?" Chu Yunrong's voice Very low.
Shen Qian didn't expect the other party to even say this, "Yun Rong."
"Aqian, don't talk, listen to me first. In fact, before I made this call, I was skeptical of what that person said, but now I believe it." Today, she lost Shen Qinglan from that day. The scene thought about it over and over again, and her heart hurt again and again, but it reminded her of many details that she had ignored in the past, and these details were enough to explain the problem.
"You once told me that the gang of human traffickers were organized and moved quickly, so Qinglan couldn't find them back then. I believe your words, but you told me that there are so many children on the street, why did they just choose to clear them up? Lan?"
Shen Qian couldn't answer. When Shen Qinglan was lost but couldn't find any clues, Shen Qian knew that this matter was premeditated, but he didn't know who the other party was back then, but he didn't dare to say it later.
Shen Qinglan got to the bottom of it because he was taken away and experienced things that should not have happened to her. For this daughter, he felt more guilt than anyone else.
"Aqian, I won't ask you the truth of the year. I can check some things myself."
"Yunrong, listen to me." Shen Qian said quickly, but Chu Yunrong had already hung up the phone, and if she called again, it would be turned off.
Chu Yunrong became stubborn and even Shen Qian had no way to do it. The next day she asked someone to investigate. Shen Qinglan got the news immediately and went directly to Chu Yunrong.
When she went, Chu Yunrong was sitting in the room in a daze, her expression was stunned, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Shen Qinglan sat down beside Chu Yunrong and said softly, "Mom, don't check."
Chu Yunrong turned her head and looked at Shen Qinglan's profile, "Qinglan, you are here."
"Mom, don't investigate this matter anymore, it's pointless, no matter what happened, I'm fine now, that's enough."
"Qinglan, for the past nineteen years, my mother has lived in a daze. In the next few decades, my mother will live in a daze if she doesn't want to. When Qin Yan approached me, was it for this?"
Shen Qinglan didn't understand why Chu Yunrong suddenly mentioned Qin Yan, Chu Yunrong smiled, "Qinglan, my mother may be a little simpler, but my mother is not stupid. I can understand a little bit.”
"Mom, is the truth of the matter really important to you?" Shen Qinglan looked into her eyes firmly.
Chu Yunrong nodded, "Yes, it's very important. I know that those people who are investigating now may find the same information as before, but I still want to try it."
"Mom, why do you have to know the truth of the year?"
"I also asked myself why I wanted to know the truth. My mother had a nightmare last night, always dreaming that you were covered in blood, looking at me with questions and accusations in her eyes, as if asking me why I didn't protect you."
Shen Qinglan held Chu Yunrong's hand, only to hear Chu Yunrong continue, "Mom knows, you hide it from me because you're afraid I won't be able to bear it, and I'm as crazy as before, but I'm almost crazy now, Qinglan, you Tell me if it's okay, tell me the truth of the year." Her eyes were full of prayer.
Shen Qinglan's heart turned back and forth, and after hesitating for a long time, she said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, I'll tell you."
Since Qin Yan wanted to let Chu Yunrong know, she would know sooner or later, so she might as well say it herself.
"Mom, you have to promise me that no matter what you hear, you have to remember, those are over, I'm fine now."
"Okay." Chu Yunrong nodded, but the truth of the matter was far more cruel than she thought.
Shen Qinglan looked at Chu Yunrong's almost transparent face, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
Tears fell from Chu Yunrong's face drop by drop and hit the back of Shen Qinglan's hand, "Mom."
Chu Yunrong hugged Shen Qinglan tightly, "Qinglan, my Qinglan, what should I do, my Qinglan."
Her tone was full of sadness, with a hint of despair, her breathing suddenly became rapid, Shen Qinglan's eyes changed, she pushed Chu Yunrong away, opened the drawer to find her medicine, "Mom, take medicine."
Chu Yunrong couldn't take it anymore, her heart was like being stabbed with a knife now, she felt suffocated, she thought about thousands of possibilities, but she never thought that Shen Qinglan was once a killer.
No wonder that woman said that Shen Qinglan lived a life of licking blood.
"Qinglan, mother is sorry for you, mother didn't protect you, mother should be damned." Chu Yunrong slapped her face with great strength, Shen Qinglan grabbed her hand, "Mom, don't do this."
"It's my fault, why did I take you out, why didn't I look up to you, why didn't I find you in time." Chu Yunrong lowered her head, her eyes became dull, and she muttered to herself.
Shen Qinglan's eyes changed slightly, and she was shocked when she saw Chu Yunrong's appearance at the moment, "Mom, wake up."
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