When Lin Jing returned home, she had finished writing and was practicing yoga at home. When she saw her back, she was surprised, "Didn't you go to find Fu Chenxuan? Why did you come back so early?" She thought that Lin Jing would wait for the meal to finish. Come back again.
"If he has something to do, I'll be back first." Lin Jing was a little tired and sat down on the sofa.
Simple frown, "Didn't you ask him what's the matter?"
Lin Jing shook her head, "It's simple, I'm a little flustered, I always feel that something that I can't predict has happened, and I'm at a loss."
"You're just worrying about nothing. Don't think too much about what can happen. You can find an opportunity to confess to him another day. How long will you wait like this?" He simply said, standing up and wiping his sweat, "I want to tell you, Fu. Chen Xuan just looks smart, but his emotional intelligence is so low that he doesn't even see that you like him."
Lin Jing's eyes dimmed, "Perhaps he never thought about that, after all, he always regarded me as a friend."
"In this case, you have to show your intentions earlier, otherwise, at your pace, when he realizes it himself, the day lily will be cold." Simple is simply heartbroken for Lin Jing, and can't wait to confess for Lin Jing.
Lin Jing smiled bitterly, not because she didn't want to, but because she never found a chance. Every time I want to confess to Fu Chenxuan, there will always be other people or events.
"Simple, do you think I just have no fate with him?" Otherwise, why is it unsuccessful every time
"Certainly not. Think about the fact that you can meet again after 20 years. This is fate. Now that you are unmarried and unmarried, it is a fate destined by God. You just think too much." said. Lin Jing is indeed lucky. When he meets a superb man like Fu Chenxuan again, he is still single. Is it unbelievable
Lin Jing is not as optimistic as she is. She is not as simple as she has a very bad premonition in her heart. That feeling is inexplicable, but it is real.
"Quietly, but you still have to hurry up, don't wait until someone likes someone else to come and confess. At that time, whether you are a childhood sweetheart or a cinnabar in your heart, it will be too late, I understand." Simple exhorted.
Lin Jing nodded, "It's simple, I'm a little tired, I'll rest first, I won't eat at night."
"Okay, according to me, I won't do your share, you can rest first." Jane also saw Lin Jing's tiredness and said. Sometimes she would cook by herself, and if Lin Jing was at home, she would bring her share.
Lin Jing threw herself into the big bed, closed her eyes, and put aside all the chaotic thoughts in her mind. She just wanted to rest, and she was about to fall asleep when the phone rang.
She picked it up and took a look, her eyes were dim, and she didn't answer. She let the ringtone ring in her ear. The phone rang again and again, and her face became darker and darker. She didn't answer until the fourth time.
"mom."
"Quiet, it's me, I'm dad." A middle-aged man's gentle voice came from the other end of the phone.
Lin Jing's tense body instantly relaxed, "Dad."
"Dad's cell phone is broken. I haven't bought a new one yet. I'll use your mother's cell phone to call you. Is it a good time?"
Lin Jing relaxed, "It's fine, Dad, how are you?"
"I'm fine, so is your mother. Don't worry at home. You have to take good care of yourself when you are out alone. You don't have to save what you want to eat and buy. If you don't have enough money, Dad will give it to you." Father Lin was concerned about his daughter's health. Life.
When Lin Jing left home this time, she got on the train crying. What his wife has done to his daughter these years, he sees, one is his wife and the other is his daughter. It is difficult for him to be caught in the middle. In these years, he has been doing his wife's ideological work, hoping that she can take that Let it go. After all, if I really want to talk about it, it's not my daughter's fault, but unfortunately it has little effect.
Lin Jing listened to her father's caring words, her eyes were slightly red, "Dad, I have enough money, and my salary is still good. Don't worry about me, take care of yourself."
"Dad, you don't need to worry about it here. As long as you are fine, Dad will be at ease. By the way, how are you and Chen Xuan?" Father Lin asked, remembering the purpose of the call.
Lin Jing hesitated, "We are fine."
Father Lin was very relieved when he heard the words, "That's good, if you have time, bring him to the house to meet me and your mother, or I and your mother can go to the capital to see you both."
"Dad, don't be in a hurry. He and I are very busy with work, and we haven't had a vacation recently. Let's wait for a while."
Father Lin only thought that his daughter still cared about his wife's words, and sighed in his heart, "Okay, let's wait for a while, anyway, you are young now, don't worry. Jingjing, don't blame your mother, Dad knows you can't stand it. Don't be wronged, I will persuade your mother well."
Lin Jing's nose was sour, "Dad, I don't blame mom, I will try my best to understand her."
Father Lin sighed. The conflict between his wife and his daughter is not about who is right and who is at fault. That incident was an accident, and no one wanted it to happen. It was actually unfair for the wife to put the blame on her daughter.
"Quietly, take good care of yourself, and call Dad if you have anything." Father Lin couldn't say anything else, he could only tell.
Lin Jing agreed, and hung up the phone. Tears fell on the quilt. Every time she thought about the death of her mother and brother, her heart throbbed.
There is no hatred in her heart. If she really wants to say hatred, she also hates God for being too cruel, taking her brother's life and making her lose her originally happy family. If time can be reversed, she really hopes that the person who has the accident is herself. In this way, the mother does not have to suffer so much, and she is relieved.
**
In the Lin family, Mother Lin was leaning against the door of the bedroom, quietly looking at the person who hung up the phone. As soon as Father Lin turned his head, he met his wife's indifferent face and frowned, "Why are you standing at the door?"
"Hmph, it's really a father-daughter relationship. She left this house and lived a casual life. What's there to worry about."
"Jingyi, she is our daughter, and it's been almost 20 years. You should let it go. How long do you have to punish yourself and Jingjing for your mistakes? Jingjing is innocent. "Father Lin has been displeased with his wife's attitude. I don't know how many times. As long as he calls to care about his daughter, she looks like a yin and yang.
"She's innocent?" Lin Mu heard the words and immediately exploded. "If it wasn't for her, my son would not have died. She just deliberately watched my son get run over to death by a car. The damned person is her, not my son."
"Fang Jingyi, you are enough, Jingjing is not such a vicious child, and she is also the child you gave birth to in October. You tortured her for so many years, don't you have any regrets in your heart?"
"Am I torturing her? She is clearly torturing me. Every time I see her, I think of my innocent son." Mother Lin was emotional. Even after so many years, the scene of that day is still vivid in her mind.
On the day of the accident, Lin's father was not at home, and he didn't see the scene of the accident with his own eyes, but he could understand his wife's pain, which was also his son, and his pain didn't need his wife less, "Jingyi, if you really want to worry about it, that day You are also there, you said Jingjing didn't take good care of his younger brother, what about you? What were you doing as a mother at the time?" He didn't want to say these words, he knew that once he said it, it would hurt his wife, but when he thought of the innocent daughter, He couldn't help but feel some anger towards his wife.
What a cheerful child Lin Jing was originally, but now, after all these years of depression, what has his daughter become now? He couldn't remember how long it had been since he saw a sincere smile on Lin Jing's face.
He had always hoped that his daughter could grow up happily, but as a result, she had to bear so much burden. After careful calculation, he was not a good father.
Mother Lin's face was bloodless, and she looked at her husband in disbelief, as if she did not expect him to say such a thing. Father Lin looked at his wife's appearance, and secretly regretted what he said just now, and reached out his hand to think. Pulled her, but was avoided by Mother Lin.
"I also hate myself for not being optimistic about my son over the years, and why it's not me, not me, who died." She pulled her hair and yelled.
Father Lin's eyes changed slightly, and he hugged his wife hard, "Jingyi, calm down, calm down, don't do this, this is not anyone's fault, don't torture yourself, don't torture Jingjing, it's all ten. It's been enough years, let's just let the past go, okay?"
"I can't get through, how can I get through? My son is gone, and he will never come back. A good life just disappeared in front of me. How do you let me get through? Why did I follow you out of the capital, if I didn't leave the capital, My son won't die, he won't die."
Mother Lin was heartbroken.
Father Lin's eyes were red, and he couldn't breathe because of the pain in his heart, but he didn't know who to talk to. This matter was an unsolvable cycle, time could not be reversed, the tragedy could not be undone, and there was no result when we got to the bottom of it. Their family is trapped in a nightmare of the past without redemption.
He understands Lin Jing's feelings of wanting to leave home, and agrees with her leaving. After a long time in such a family atmosphere, even a normal person will be driven crazy. He only has one daughter, and he hopes that she can be happy for the rest of her life. As for him Own…
He glanced at his emotionally broken wife in his arms. He would accompany her through this section. If she couldn't get out, then he would accompany her for the rest of his life, and he couldn't let her suffer alone.
He patted his wife's back lightly, "Jingyi, don't think about it anymore, don't think about it anymore, you still have me, I will always be by your side, never leave you." I'm with you, with you I miss my son, so let my daughter go and give her freedom.
**
"Fu Chenxuan, are you going to face me so coldly before leaving the hospital?" Gu Qingzhu said to the man who was sitting on the side in silence. Why didn't he realize that Fu Chenxuan was such a careful man before? I've been angry for so many days, but I haven't gotten over it yet.
Fu Chenxuan glanced at her lightly, his eyes cold, "When did I get angry?" Is he such a stingy person
Gu Qingzhu's expression told him that in her eyes he was.
Fu Chenxuan is not angry, shouldn't he be angry? Thinking of a few days ago, Fu Chenxuan was still angry.
He received a call from Fu Hengyi and knew that Gu Qingzhu rushed over after he was in the hospital. As a result, the man was covered in injuries and did not forget to drive himself away because it was too dangerous here.
Hehe, because of the danger, we have to drive him away so that she can face the danger alone, right? He really wanted to knock on her head to see what was inside. Who did she take him for? Or in her eyes, is she a coward who will back down when she is in danger
Doesn't Gu Qingzhu know what Fu Chenxuan is angry about? Of course not, but she really didn't want Fu Chenxuan to be involved in this matter. She was sure that if those people came, they would end up with no return. After all, the police deployment of the police was no joke. But what if? What if he accidentally gets hurt
Gu Qingzhu looked at Fu Chenxuan's cold face, and withdrew his gaze, "Okay, if you want to be angry, keep getting angry, I don't want to coax him anymore, lie down and sleep.
Fu Chenxuan looked at the person who fell asleep An Ran, and his teeth were itchy. He knew that it was fine if he didn't coax him when he was angry. She was still sleeping. How could she be so embarrassed to sleep
Fu Chenxuan stared at her angrily, when he rarely showed his emotions, let alone like a child like now.
Gu Qingzhu didn't intend to sleep, but he actually fell asleep when he lay down. Fu Chenxuan stared at her sleeping face, his heart suddenly calmed down, and he smiled softly.
—Fu Chenxuan, you want to coax me when I get angry in the future.
- What if you pissed me off
—Equality between men and women, of course, I will coax you. If I really make you angry, I will definitely find a way to coax you and make you happy. I will try my best.
"I forgot what I said, I'm still angry, but I stopped coaxing." Fu Chenxuan whispered softly, pulling up the curtains to make Gu Qingzhu sleep more comfortable.
Gu Qingzhu didn't sleep for a long time. When he opened his eyes, Fu Chenxuan was sitting on the sofa with a laptop on his lap. He seemed to be making a video with someone. When he saw that he was awake, he just glanced at her and immediately turned his eyes to the computer. on the screen.
Gu Qingzhu listened to a few words and seemed to be having a video conference with people in the company. Looking back, he picked up a book on the bedside table and flipped through it.
She lives in a high-level VIP ward, originally a single ward, but Fu Chenxuan insisted on changing her to a VIP ward. Gu Qingzhu knew that he was angry, so naturally he would not argue with him on this matter and let him got myself here.
However, the VIP ward is really good. It has everything that should be there, and it is absolutely quiet. Her sleep quality has improved significantly these days.
During the four years of being an undercover agent, she hardly ever slept peacefully. Even if she fell asleep, she would remain a little awake. If not, she would not have known how many times she had died in the past four years.
Fu Chenxuan's video conference didn't last long, and it ended soon after reading less than two pages of Gu Qingzhu's book.
He put the computer aside and looked at Gu Qingzhu, "What do you want to eat, I'll go down and buy it for you."
Hearing this, Gu Qingzhu raised his eyebrows, "Why didn't you make it for me?"
Fu Chenxuan smiled, "Think beautiful." It's fine if you don't coax him, but you still want to eat the food he cooks, why don't you go to heaven.
After reading the meaning in his eyes, Gu Qingzhu was amused, this person is really... naive.
Fu Chenxuan left and came back after a long time, much longer than he usually went out to buy food, just when Gu Qingzhu was hungry and sang the concerto, seriously doubting if he went to Mars to buy food, Fu Chen Xuan is back.
Gu Qingzhu tasted today's food, frowning slightly, "Where did you buy today's food, it doesn't taste as good as yesterday's." She said it very casually.
"Don't eat it if it doesn't taste good." Fu Chenxuan was annoyed.
Gu Qingzhu reacted with hindsight, feeling that this meal was cooked by Fu Chenxuan, sweaty.
He quickly changed his mind and said, "Actually, it's not that bad. If you taste it carefully, it still tastes great, and the more you eat it, the more flavorful it becomes."
Fu Chenxuan snorted coldly, commenting in two words, "dog legs"
Gu Qingzhu calmed down, the dog's leg is the dog's leg. This person is duplicitous. He clearly said that he would not cook it for her, but he turned around and went back to cook. Although the taste of the food was not particularly good, it was she who had thought about it for four years. the taste of.
His eyes were full of smiles. This meal, Gu Qingzhu ate half a bowl of rice more than usual. Fu Chenxuan saw it in his eyes and was very satisfied. He didn't waste his time running all the way home to cook.
Different from Fu Hengyi's good cooking skills, Fu Chenxuan's cooking skills are combined with his parents' cooking skills. It can only be regarded as average. It must be much better than his mother's. , this cooking skill will naturally not improve.
The two ate the three dishes and one soup cleanly. Fu Chenxuan packed up the tableware and chopsticks. After the meal, it was still the same way of getting along. Fu Chenxuan sat on the side and did his own business, while Gu Qingzhu held A book to keep flipping through.
The ward is very quiet, but it will not make people feel bored. Fu Chenxuan is doing things, but he will keep a part of Gu Qingzhu's attention. She can find out any needs at any time.
Gu Qingzhu's right foot was injured, and it was difficult to get off the ground. He needed someone to support him when he went to the bathroom.
"Want to go to the toilet?" Fu Chenxuan saw Gu Qingzhu lift the quilt and raised his head from the computer screen, Gu Qingzhu nodded, Fu Chenxuan got up, and hugged Gu Qingzhu directly.
The first time, Gu Qingzhu was very embarrassed. After all, she and Fu Chenxuan used to be a couple, but the relationship was pure. She was carried by a man to the bathroom, and it was the man she liked. However, after getting along for a while and hugging more often, she calmed down.
Fu Chenxuan stood at the door waiting for her, but this time, after a long time, before Gu Qingzhu came out, Fu Chenxuan frowned, "Qingzhu, are you okay?"
In the bathroom, Gu Qingzhu was looking at his little Nei Nei with an embarrassed look on his face. Who knew that the aunt would come sooner or later, but she came at this time, "Wait." She said towards the door.
These trousers are already dirty and need to be changed, but there are no new ones in the bathroom, but there are in the ward. We can't ask Fu Chenxuan to help her get them, right
I regret it faintly in my heart, why don't she find a nurse, if there is a nurse, there will be no such embarrassment, what should I do now? Just go out like this
Fu Chenxuan waited for a while, but Gu Qingzhu still didn't come out. He heard the sound of flushing water, "Qingzhu, what happened?"
"No." Gu Qingzhu raised the volume, for fear that he would break into the door at this time.
Fu Chenxuan looked worried, "Qingzhu, you must have fallen." Otherwise, why didn't you come out.
With a black line on his face, Gu Qingzhu glanced at the dirty pants, and was about to put them on through gritted teeth. Let's go out first, wait for the next reason to send Fu Chenxuan away, and then ask the nurse to help buy them.
However, Fu Chenxuan, who was outside the door, was very blessed, and suddenly thought of something, he hesitated slightly and said, "Qingzhu, are you here for your period?" He asked naturally, but the tips of his ears turned red.
When Gu Qingzhu in the bathroom heard the words, his face flushed red. He didn't answer, and he didn't answer. He was hesitating when he heard Fu Chenxuan say, "You wait for me here, I'll be back when I go."
Then he heard footsteps, walking away, Gu Qingzhu thought about it, and sat on the toilet.
There is a large supermarket opposite the hospital. After Fu Chenxuan went in, he went straight to the daily necessities area. Looking at the dazzling array of goods on the shelves, he didn't worry, and directly bought several packages of one brand. He vaguely remembered that Gu Qingzhu liked to use this brand.
Then I went to the underwear area to buy a new one before going to the cashier.
A handsome and young man buys all women's products. No one will think that he is a pervert. Everyone will only think that he is really a good man, and he is so considerate to his girlfriend.
Fu Chenxuan walked out of the supermarket calmly under everyone's scrutiny and admiration, only a slightly faster pace than usual could tell how nervous he was at the moment.
Back at the hospital, I knocked on the bathroom door, "Qingzhu, open the door."
The door opened a crack, and Fu Chenxuan handed her something.
Gu Qingzhu looked at the prepared items inside, the blush on his face not only did not subside, but became thicker.
When the door opened, Fu Chenxuan stood not far from the door. Seeing her coming out, he carried her to the bed again, and handed her a glass of brown sugar ginger water, which he bought just now, "Drink it."
The corners of Gu Qingzhu's mouth twitched. She didn't like the taste of brown sugar ginger water, but she couldn't refuse it, so she frowned and drank a cup of brown sugar ginger water with a majestic posture.
Fu Chenxuan watched from the side, the corners of his mouth raised high, it was really cute.
"Aren't you angry anymore?" Gu Qingzhu finished drinking the brown sugar ginger water, looked at Fu Chenxuan and asked.
Fu Chenxuan glanced at her and gave her a look like "You don't coax me, and you expect me not to get angry, what kind of beautiful dream is this?".
Gu Qingzhu looked funny and waved to him, Fu Chenxuan was not angry, "Why?"
"Come here." Gu Qingzhu urged.
Fu Chenxuan sat down beside the bed, Gu Qingzhu grabbed the clothes on his chest, pulled him over, put his soft lips on it, and parted at the touch, "Are you still angry?" Xuan's face. She took the initiative to offer a kiss. If the man was still angry, she would stop coaxing him, and let him be sullen.
Fu Chenxuan's eyes darkened, he grabbed the back of her neck, and deepened the kiss directly, and there was an ambiguous sound of intertwining lips and tongues in the ward.
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