Lin Jing stood at the bottom of the building, probably because of the cold, stomping her feet, putting her hand to her mouth and sighing, Fu Chenxuan recognized her from a distance.
"Quiet." Fu Chenxuan shouted, Lin Jing heard Fu Chenxuan's voice, turned around, saw him, and a smile appeared on his face, but the smile froze when he saw Gu Qingzhu.
Fu Chenxuan pushed Gu Qingzhu in, and Lin Jing's eyes kept looking at Gu Qingzhu.
"Quiet, are you here to find me?"
Lin Jing nodded, "I called you and you didn't answer."
Fu Chenxuan touched his jacket pocket, but he did not find his mobile phone, "It should be at home, why didn't you go home when I didn't answer the phone? Are you stupid waiting downstairs in the winter?"
Lin Jing smiled, "I saw the light in your house was on, I wondered if you were taking a shower and didn't hear it, and I was thinking of calling again later."
Fu Chenxuan was speechless, "Are you in a hurry to find me so late?"
Lin Jing didn't answer, but looked at Gu Qingzhu, "Who is this?"
Fu Chenxuan then remembered that he hadn't introduced himself to the two, "This is my girlfriend Gu Qingzhu, Qingzhu, this is my good friend and my childhood playmate, Lin Jing."
The smile on Lin Jing's face completely froze, and she stared at Fu Chenxuan, "When did you have a girlfriend?"
Probably because the emotion in her eyes was too obvious, Fu Chenxuan realized something after realizing it, his eyes flickered slightly, and he smiled slightly, "Qingzhu left for a few years before, and he just came back recently."
Hearing this, Lin Jing still didn't understand. It wasn't that Fu Chenxuan didn't have someone he liked, but that he loved the woman in front of him miserably, so he had been waiting for her to come back.
Lin Jing can't tell how she feels now, but she can be sure that her face must be ugly now, she wants to laugh, but at this moment the corners of her mouth don't listen to her at all, she only feels that her nose is sour, as long as she With a blink of an eye, tears can flow out.
"Jingjing, is there anything you are looking for me for?" Fu Chenxuan asked again.
Lin Jing shook her head, "It's alright, it's too late, I'll go first, goodbye." She turned around and straightened her spine, even if she was embarrassed in the eyes of others, she couldn't be embarrassed to the end, she was Lin Jing , is the strong Lin Jing.
When the others were far away, Gu Qingzhu looked at Fu Chenxuan with a half-smiling smile, "Your little green plum is crying, why don't you go and coax him?"
Fu Chenxuan sighed, "You are afraid that the world will not be in chaos."
Gu Qingzhu shrugged, she was serious, it's so late, and a girl just left, what should I do if something happens? Is there still little news about single women going out late at night
"You follow along and have a look, but don't really have an accident." Gu Qingzhu said.
Fu Chenxuan looked down at her, "Aren't you jealous?"
"Hurry up." Gu Qingzhu gave him a push, and everyone who talked nonsense went away.
Fu Chenxuan chased after him, and Gu Qingzhu was waiting for him there.
The moment Lin Jing turned around, tears fell. She raised her hand to touch the corner of her eyes and wiped away the tears, but new tears fell again, like a broken faucet switch, out of her control at all.
Fu Chenxuan followed her from a distance and saw her squatting on the ground crying. He couldn't bear it, but he didn't step forward. Since he couldn't give people what they wanted, don't give him the care he shouldn't have.
He never thought that Lin Jing would have such an idea for him. When Fu Shuyi talked about it, he always thought that it was Fu Shuyi who thought too much. Now that he saw Lin Jing like this, Fu Chenxuan said it was false not to blame himself. If he had discovered Lin Jing's abnormality earlier, wouldn't Lin Jing be so sad now
Fu Chenxuan waited until Lin Jing got on the bus before returning. Gu Qingzhu had already returned home by himself. The apartment was equipped with an elevator and there were no stairs to go up and down, so it was very convenient to get in and out.
"Are you home safe?" Gu Qingzhu didn't expect him to come back so soon.
"I came back when I saw her getting on the bus." Fu Chenxuan said.
Gu Qingzhu clicked his tongue, "Will it be too cruel to do this?" The girl seemed to have no idea that this person had someone she liked.
"Dang Duan will continue to suffer from the chaos. Instead of being entangled in the future, it is better to be like this now. She knows it." .
Gu Qingzhu shook his head. The most taboo thing about emotional matters is entanglement. Although Fu Chenxuan was a little ruthless, it was the best solution.
With an aunt at home, Fu Chenxuan didn't have to worry that Gu Qingzhu would have no one to take care of him in his life, so he planned to leave.
"Are you going home?" Gu Qingzhu asked him.
Fu Chenxuan paused and looked at her with a smile, "If you can't bear me, I can stay." He was very happy.
Gu Qingzhu gave him a white eye with disgust on his face, "Hurry up and leave."
Fu Chenxuan chuckled, leaned over and kissed her on the lips, "Good night."
Gu Qingzhu waved his hands in disgust, but the corners of his mouth rose slightly.
**
"Jingjing, what's the matter with you?" Jane heard a knock on the door, got up to open the door, and saw Lin Jing slumped at the door, with a strong smell of alcohol on her body.
"Quietly, wake up." She simply patted her flushed face, this is how much she had drunk to make herself look like this.
She wanted to help Lin Jing up, but Lin Jing, who became an alcoholic, was too heavy. She couldn't move her alone, so she shook her, "Lin Jing, wake up."
Lin Jing opened her eyes, recognized it was Simple, and smiled, "Simple, it's you."
"It's me, what's wrong with you, why are you drinking so much? Didn't you confess to Fu Chenxuan?" Simple frown, is this rejected
Lin Jing smiled happily, "It's simple, I'm so happy, really happy. When you're happy, you should drink, right, where's my wine?" She lowered her head and looked for the wine bottle on the ground.
Simply hold her down, "Stop drinking, go first."
"No, don't go in, I want to drink, today is a day to celebrate, I want to drink her for three days and three nights."
Simple black face, still three days and three nights, just like you are now, I really want to throw you out. She thought silently, but now is not the time to care about drunks, and it is serious to get people in, so she said patiently, "Yes, yes, today is a day to be happy, we have to get drunk, but there is no alcohol here. , let's go in, there's wine at home, I'll drink with you, and we'll celebrate together."
I simply didn't know that Lin Jing had a happy event and wanted to drink to celebrate, but she just subconsciously followed her words and said, is the confession a success? So happy to be so? But she doesn't look happy, does she
Simply do not understand.
When Lin Jing heard that she wanted to continue drinking, she immediately stood up with a simple force, walked into the house staggeringly, and went straight to the refrigerator, unable to hold it even with a simple pull.
There is only beer in the refrigerator, and it was bought by a simple friend who came to eat at home a few days ago.
Lin Jing opened the beer and poured it directly into his mouth. He simply grabbed her wrist and said, "Lin Jing, tell me what happened today?" It's fine to come back drunk, but to continue drinking after coming back, this is not Lin Jing's style at all.
Lin Jing looked at her with hazy eyes and smiled, "It's simple, I'm so happy today, so happy, I've never been so happy as today."
Simply stunned, "Have you confessed to Fu Chenxuan? You are already together?" She really couldn't figure out what else could make Lin Jing so happy besides this.
Lin Jing shook her head and started laughing, laughing, but she burst into tears, "I didn't confess to him, he has a girlfriend, a very beautiful one, I saw it. My best friend found it. My own happiness, shouldn't I be happy for him? Simple, I'm so happy."
Simple and completely stunned, did not expect such a result. Originally, she thought that Lin Jing's confession was rejected, but it turned out that she was doomed to fail without even a chance to speak. "Jing Jing, let's stop drinking. If you are sad, you can cry."
Lin Jing laughed, "Why should I cry? I should be happy, it's simple, I'm really happy." Could it be that she doesn't even have the right to be happy now
Lin Jing sat on the ground hugging her knees, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, but tears flowed out as if she didn't want money.
Seeing such tranquility, the simple heart only felt as if it had been pricked by a needle, with dull pain, "Quiet, let's not do this, I'm afraid of you." She began to regret, if she didn't push Lin Jing to confess , wouldn't all this happen today
She simply hugged her, "Jingjing, if you are sad, just cry, I will lend you my shoulder." No matter what, don't be bored in your heart, she knows how much Lin Jing likes Fu Chenxuan, and the person she loves deeply With a lover but not her, such a blow would be unbearable for anyone.
Lin Jing stared blankly at the opposite wall, her eyes were slack, she kept talking in her ear, she couldn't hear what she was saying, she just felt so tired, her heart hurt so much, she was obviously very tired, but she couldn't sleep.
"Simple, I want to sing, do you want to hear me sing?" Lin Jing said blankly, her voice empty and weak. Simply stunned, for a long time, nodded, "Okay, you sing, I will listen."
Lin Jing chuckled lightly. Call out.
"You accompany me into the cicada summer
Beyond the hustle and bustle of the city
The song is still wandering
your pomegranate eyes
I don't see your tenderness
Lost laughter among flowers
Years can't stop
cloud waiting
I really miss you
in every rainy season
you choose to forget
It's my worst
Paper is short and love is long
There are too many ripples
My story is all about you..."
The lyrics flowing out of the brisk tune fell into the simple ears but turned into the saddest score in the world. The tip of her nose is sore and her eyes are slightly red. She would rather Lin Jing cry hysterically than see her like this. Maybe she was really wrong, and she shouldn't have pushed Lin Jing to tell Fu Chenxuan what kind of ignorance.
After Lin Jing sang a song, there was a long silence again. She leaned against the wall and stared blankly at the ceiling.
Simple didn't know how to comfort her, so he stayed by her side.
"Simple, I want to drink." Lin Jing said, her voice slightly hoarse.
Simply nodded, and took the initiative to put the beer into her hands. If you can feel better after getting drunk, then let's get drunk.
Almost all the cans of beer at home entered Lin Jing's stomach. Her eyes became more and more blurred.
"It's simple, I met his girlfriend. She's so beautiful and matches him very well. I've never seen such gentle eyes in Fu Chenxuan's eyes, as if that person is his whole world."
Maybe Fu Chenxuan didn't realize that when he called Gu Qingzhu's name, his voice and eyes were soft and soft. That's what only those who love deeply can have.
"Quiet, there is no fragrant grass anywhere in the world, without Fu Chenxuan, we still have others." He said simply, even though he knew that this sentence was too pale.
Lin Jing smiled, yes, there is not only Fu Chenxuan as a man in this world, but the only person she loves is Fu Chenxuan.
Fu Chenxuan waited for his girlfriend for several years, but she waited for Fu Chenxuan for more than ten years. At the beginning of her love affair, the young man was imprinted in her heart, and she has never left since.
"Simple, if I had come back a few years earlier, would it have been different?" If he came back to him before his girlfriend knew him, then would the person he loves be her, Lin Jing
This question is simple and impossible to answer. In her opinion, love comes first and last. If you like it, you like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. It's not that you know each other earlier, and you will like it if you spend more time together.
"Simple, you say." Lin Jing pulled Jane and looked at her with red eyes.
She simply pursed her lips, "Lin Jing, let's go to bed, it'll be fine when we wake up." Cry and sleep, the emotions are vented, and the matter is over.
"Hehe, simple, in fact, you don't think he will like me, so you dare not say it?" Lin Jing smiled when she saw that the simple answer was not positive.
It was a pain in her heart. If she could, she really wanted to rush to Fu Chenxuan to ask him why he hurt a girl who liked him so much, but she knew that she had no such position at all.
She used all her strength to help Lin Jing into the room. Jane ran to the kitchen again to make her a glass of honey water. When she came back, Lin Jing had already fallen asleep. She didn't sleep peacefully, her brows were wrinkled, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes.
She sighed, stepped forward to help her cover the quilt, and then got up and left.
"Mom, it's not me. My brother's death has nothing to do with me. It's not me, Dad, I hurt so much, it hurts so much..." Lin Jing whispered softly, and her whole body began to twitch.
Simple woke up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet, and went to Lin Jing's room to take a look, but when she saw this scene, she woke up suddenly, "Lin Jing, Lin Jing."
She shouted her name loudly, but Lin Jing didn't respond. She seemed to be in a nightmare and couldn't wake up no matter how much she shouted.
"Mom, don't hate me. Woo woo woo, Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan..."
It was so sad to hear that, and tears rolled down unconsciously, "Lin Jing, wake up."
**
When Lin Jing opened her eyes, she was stunned. Where is this place, not her own home? The smell of disinfectant is in the air. Is this a hospital
Turning her head, she saw Jane lying on the head of her bed, already asleep, Lin Jing moved, and found that there was water hanging on her hand, "Simple." She called out softly.
Jane woke up immediately, opened her eyes and looked at Lin Jing, her eyes slightly brightened, "Jing Jing, you finally woke up, you scared me to death." Last night, Lin Jing was twitching all the time, and she didn't wake up no matter how much she shouted, Jane was afraid Accident, hit 10.
Lin Jing thought about it and knew that she probably drank too much and was poisoned by alcohol, "Simple, sorry." She didn't want to trouble you, but this time, she made Jane worry.
He simply shook his head, "As long as you are all right. Is there any discomfort now?"
"Thirsty." Lin Jing said, simply got up and poured her a glass of water, and tested the water temperature, it was warm.
"Jingjing, I have already asked you for a leave from the company. I said that you have a fever, so I asked you to take a day off. After the infusion, you will go home and have a good rest for a day."
"Thank you, easy."
He simply waved his hand, "Don't be so polite to me, we are friends." Speaking of which, this matter also has something to do with her. If she hadn't encouraged Lin Jing to confess, this kind of thing would not have happened.
"By the way, Jingjing, your father called this morning, and I answered. I told him that you were a little uncomfortable and were sleeping. When you wake up, give him a call back." On the phone, he said.
Last night, Lin Jing talked about a night of sleep, although it was just a few words over and over again, but it could be seen that she seemed to have some contradictions with her family.
Lin Jing was very depressed. It was easy to see. She wanted to know what happened, but she was afraid of accidentally touching Lin Jing's wound.
"You call your father first, and I'll go down and buy you some white porridge." He said simply.
Lin Jing nodded.
After simply leaving, Lin Jing picked up the phone and called her father.
"Dad, it's me."
"Quiet, are you feeling better?"
"It's much better. It's just a small cold. After taking the cold medicine, I feel much better." Her voice was hoarse, which sounded consistent with the symptoms of a cold.
Father Lin did not doubt, but urged, "If you feel uncomfortable, go to the hospital in time, and don't bear it."
"Dad, I know, don't worry about me, I will take good care of myself."
Father Lin sighed, his daughter was alone in a foreign land, how could he rest assured, "Where's Chen Xuan? Has he come to take care of you?"
Lin Jing was stagnant and smiled, "He went to buy me porridge."
When Father Lin heard the words, he immediately felt relieved, "You all should be well."
"Well, I will, Dad."
Lin Jing hung up the phone and stared at the ceiling blankly. She knew that it was impossible for her and Fu Chenxuan. She could tell that Fu Chenxuan loved that girl.
After waiting for so many years, in exchange for such a result, Lin Jing smiled wryly, is she the stupidest person in the world
There was a knock on the door of the ward. She thought it was simply coming back, but Lu Feng was the one who didn't expect to come.
"Lin Jing, I heard that you are sick, so I came to see you." Lu Feng also held a bouquet of flowers and a thermal insulation box in his hands.
"I cooked some porridge for you, can you try it?" He went to the company in the morning, and it was almost work time. He didn't see Lin Jing, so he asked his colleagues. Only then did he know that Lin Jing was sick and was hospitalized. He finally found out about the hospital. , came over.
Lin Jing stared at him blankly, not expecting that the first person to see her would be Lu Feng.
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