"Sister, it's me." Yan Xi's voice came from the phone, Shen Qinglan was slightly startled, and looked at the phone, she didn't expect it to be Yan Xi.
"Yan Xi." Shen Qinglan's voice subconsciously softened a bit, as if afraid of scaring her.
Yan Xi's lips were a little pale, and the hand holding the phone trembled slightly. Her eyes were confused and she didn't seem to know what to say.
After waiting for Yan Xi's response for a long time, Shen Qinglan's eyes flashed a bit of sadness, and her voice became softer, "Yan Xi, how have you been recently?"
"Well." Yan Xi replied softly, "I'm fine."
"That's good, you have to take care of yourself. The temperature in Sydney is going to cool down recently. You should pay attention to preventing the cold and don't catch a cold." Shen Qinglan told her that she never liked to say these things. She felt that it was like a ramble. Mom, but in the face of Yan Xi, she repeatedly broke her own principles.
Yan Xi's eyes looked straight ahead, but there was no focus. Shen Qinglan's words were in her ears, her eyes were red, and she blinked, "Sister, I'm all right, don't worry."
Shen Qinglan smiled when she heard the words, "I'm relieved that everything is fine. In fact, with Dougs by your side, I can rest assured."
Knowing Yan Xi's current situation, Shen Qinglan didn't say much, and hung up after a few more chats.
When Yan Xi turned around, she saw the person standing behind her. She was stunned for a moment. Dougs walked over and smiled softly, "Call Shen Qinglan?"
Yan Xi nodded, "Dougs, I want to go to the capital tomorrow."
Dougs paused, "Something happened to Shen Qinglan?" Otherwise, why would he suddenly go to the capital
"I just want to go back and have a look, okay?" Yan Xi didn't say that she wanted to see Shen Qinglan, she really wanted to.
"Okay, I'll go with you tomorrow, I'll book tickets now, can you be here alone?" Many times, Yan Xi was afraid that he was far away, so he would tell Yan Xi in advance wherever he was going.
Yan Xi nodded, "I can do it, you can go."
Dougs gave her a fixed look, saw her calm expression, slightly relieved, and turned to the study.
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At the Beijing International Airport, Yan Xi looked at the familiar city in front of her, but her eyes were completely unfamiliar. She left not long ago, but she seemed to have left for half her life. Beside her stood Dougs, pushing two suitcases in his hands.
Dougs beckoned for a car, and this time the two of them came back without telling anyone.
Yan Xi wanted to see Shen Qinglan right away, but instead of looking for her, she followed Dougs to the hotel first. In the hotel, Yan Xi was restless, "Dougs, if I go to see my sister now, will she be willing to see me?"
Dougs was amused, "Of course I will meet you." There is no doubt that Shen Qinglan is fond of Yan Xi, and it is no exaggeration to say that Shen Qinglan treats Yan Xi as his own sister.
Yan Xi lowered her eyes slightly, "Dougs, if I were my sister, I would definitely hate myself like this." She knew that her previous actions would definitely make Shen Qinglan sad, she couldn't get rid of the past wounds, and was trapped in her own heart. She couldn't come out, but she blamed everything on the people around her, for her father and brother, for Dougs, and for Shen Qinglan as well. A selfish person like her deserves a lifetime of misfortune.
Dougs pursed his lips, "Yan Xi, it's not your fault."
Yan Xi smiled bitterly, lowered her head and said nothing. After a while, she raised her head and looked at Dougs, "I want to see my sister, can you help me call her?"
Dougs nodded and called Shen Qinglan. Shen Qinglan was surprised to learn that Yan Xi had actually arrived in the capital, and immediately said, "Okay, I'll come out now."
They were about B University, Shen Qinglan went to the B gate first, and Dougs found a place in a cafe opposite the school after delivering the person. He was worried that Yan Xi's emotions would get out of control, so he didn't dare to leave.
Yan Xi's state is much better than the last time she saw her, although Shen Qinglan could feel that Yan Xi was very nervous at this time, especially when she saw someone walking by, her body would tense unconsciously.
Shen Qinglan walked on the periphery of Yan Xi, properly isolating her from the crowd. Walking on the campus of University B, Shen Qinglan turned her head slightly and looked at the girl beside her. Yan Xi kept her head down and followed. By her side, the two were speechless.
Shen Qinglan took Yan Xi directly to a lawn on the campus. There were few people here and it was very quiet. Sure enough, after Yan Xi arrived here, her body relaxed and she subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.
"Sister, I'm sorry." Yan Xi said softly, and only Shen Qinglan could hear the soft voice.
Shen Qinglan paused, "Why did you say sorry to me again?" Even she couldn't remember how many times Yan Xi said sorry to her.
"Sister, I was too selfish before. Because I couldn't bear the past, I blamed you for what happened to me. It's my fault, I'm sorry." Yan Xi said in a hoarse voice. She had kept these words in her heart for a long time. , but did not have the courage to speak out.
Shen Qinglan was startled and looked at her fixedly, "Yan Xi, I never took it to heart, as long as you are fine."
Shen Qinglan didn't blame her, but instead made Yan Xi more and more cramped. The guilt in her heart surged like a tide, almost swallowing her up. She wondered what good things she had done in her last life, and she could only meet Shen Qinglan in this life.
"Sister, you can actually blame me." Shen Qinglan blamed her, but she was relieved.
Shen Qinglan raised her hand, wanting to touch Yan Xi's hair, she lifted it up into the air, and suddenly remembered Yan Xi's illness, one hand froze in the air, but she saw that Yan Xi didn't respond, and finally fell slowly. He touched her shoulder and patted it lightly, "Yan Xi, don't take all the faults on yourself. You don't know how happy I am when I see you getting better now."
Yan Xi looked up and met Shen Qinglan's eyes, still as warm as she remembered, she suddenly burst into tears, holding Shen Qinglan's hand with one hand, what did she miss
Yan Xi couldn't cry herself, Shen Qinglan stretched out her hand, took her into her arms, and patted her on the back gently, as if coaxing a crying child.
After a long time, Yan Xi gradually calmed down, her head rested on Shen Qinglan's shoulder, and she held Shen Qinglan's hand, "Sister, I will work hard to cooperate with Dougs' treatment, and I will make sure that I will be able to do it in the shortest possible time. I'll get better in time, and I'll come back to you when I get better."
Shen Qinglan smiled, "Okay."
Yan Xi returned to Sydney the day after she met Shen Qinglan. As she said, when she returned from the capital, she began to fully cooperate with Dougs' treatment. Although she cooperated before, she always had reservations. As a result, although the treatment was effective, it was very slow, but now it is different. Yan Xi is willing to fully expose herself to him, which is very helpful to her condition. In a short period of time, Yan Xi's condition has been improved. Great progress has been made, at least now, Yan Xi dares to go shopping alone.
When Yan Xi went out, Dougs followed her from a distance, ready to rush up if Yan Xi lost control. He saw that Yan Xi walked into the supermarket by himself. Like everyone else, he was picking out the dishes he needed today. During this period, a child even bumped into Yan Xi. Dougs was ready to rush up and hug Yan Xi, but only Seeing that Yan Xi helped the child up from the ground, smiled at him, and even reached out to touch his head, Dougs was very excited.
He drove away after seeing Yan Xi settle the bill and take a taxi. He took a shortcut and got home first.
When Yan Xi came back from the supermarket, she saw Dougs standing at the door. It seemed that she knew that she was waiting for her. She was slightly startled, then smiled at the man, and raised the bag in her hand.
Dougs came over, "Great."
Yan Xi smiled, "Are you worried about me?"
Dougs nodded and shook his head again, "I believe you can do well, Yan Xi, you have always been great in my heart."
The rice was made by Dougs, and Yan Xi helped him, and he still cooked Western food. Dougs' Western food was very good, and he cooked a lot on weekdays.
Yan Xi likes the current life, calm and peaceful.
Shen Qinglan occasionally calls Yan Xi to talk about her recent life. The most talked about is An An, because Yan Xi likes An An very much.
Yan Xi's condition is getting better day by day. The happiest person is Yan Anbang. Although Yan Xi has never called him and still does not want to see him, as long as he knows that Yan Xi can live a normal life, he can rest assured .
Yan Xi's condition improved completely in the spring of the second year. When Dougs got the inspection report, although he was mentally prepared, he was still incoherent with excitement.
Yan Xi looked at the man in front of her nervously, her hand on her side tightened slightly, and Dougs suddenly hugged her, "Yan Xi, great, you are finally recovered."
Yan Xi's tears fell almost instantly. She could feel Dougs' nervousness and excitement. The person who paid the most for her illness was Dougs. For so many years, she has been by her side. , no regrets.
"Yan Xi, let's get married when we go back." Dougs said suddenly.
Yan Xi was startled, and seemed unable to react, "Dougs, I..." She was very happy that her illness would be cured, but marrying Dougs...
"Yan Xi, do you know how long I've been waiting for this day? I've been thinking about this day in my dreams." Dougs' voice trembled slightly, and Yan Xi could clearly feel his excitement.
"Dougs, my past..." Her past was so bad, she didn't deserve such a beautiful him.
"Fool, if I mind your past, I won't stay by your side for so many years, Yan Xi, will you marry me?" He stared at Yan Xi affectionately.
Yan Xi gave a nod in a dreadful gesture, and by the time she realized she had been held by Dougs and turned around several times, Yan Xi screamed and then laughed.
The wedding of Yan Xi and Dougs was very low-key. Only Shen Qinglan and Yan Shengyu attended the wedding. Yan Anbang did not come, but Yan Shengyu brought the wedding gift he prepared for Yan Xi, which was a bank card. Inside are all the savings of his life.
In the third year of her marriage with Dougs, Yan Xi gave birth to her first daughter with Dougs, completing her life that was not smooth.
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