Luo Rui and Qin Zijiao's date is very stable - once a week, plus the day of teaching Yaoyao, the two can meet twice a week. Luo Rui felt very satisfied. After all, Qin Zijiao was about to take the college entrance examination soon, and he was too embarrassed to take up too much of his time.
When he couldn't see each other, Luo Rui racked his brains to send text messages to Qin Zijiao every day, which was scary and annoying, but he didn't dare to send too many. Sometimes, in order to discuss something with Qin Zijiao, he would chat with Wen Xiaohui all afternoon, Wen Xiaohui was so annoyed that he wanted to beat him up.
Finally, the most stressful few days have passed, and all fresh graduates are temporarily relieved.
On the day of the exam, Luo Rui stood at the school gate with a group of parents under the sun and waited for Qin Zijiao. He knew that Qin Zijiao's parents would not come, only the driver.
An aunt next to her looked Luo Rui up and down, and chatted: "Girl, who are you waiting for?"
Luo Rui pulled off the sunscreen mask on his face: "Auntie, I'm not a girl." Even though he was wrapped in sunscreen, he wouldn't be recognized as a girl, what kind of eyes are there.
The aunt gave him a strange look.
Luo Ruitian smiled and said, "I'll wait for the person I like."
The aunt let out a long "oh".
Candidates came out one after another, and the campus gate was full of people. Luo Rui called Qin Zijiao and turned off the phone. He was of medium height, so he could only look around on tiptoe.
After waiting for a long time, but did not see Qin Zijiao, Luo Rui was very disappointed. He thought angrily, if he missed it, he would be basking in the sun for nothing.
He simply stood on the stone pier that blocked the motor vehicle from entering the sidewalk, and his vision suddenly widened a lot. He looked left and right, expecting that tall and straight figure to appear in front of him, and he must congratulate him immediately.
The sun made people dizzy and swollen. Luo Rui accidentally glanced at the sun, and felt dizzy for a while, and his feet were all empty.
"Damn..." Luo Rui yelled, his body seemed to fall back, but unexpectedly fell into a warm embrace.
"What are you doing?" A familiar clear voice came from beside my ear.
Luo Rui turned around excitedly: "Zi Jiao!"
Qin Zijiao put him on the ground: "Are you waiting for me?"
Luo Rui tore off the sunscreen mask: "Yeah, I've been waiting for you all afternoon, but it's sunburned."
"There is a coffee shop next to it."
"I think you will see me as soon as you come out." Luo Rui looked at him with a smile: "Congratulations on finishing your college entrance examination, you can have fun for a summer vacation."
Qin Zijiao had a rare relaxed expression on his face: "Yes, it's finally over."
Luo Rui grabbed his arm: "Let's go eat and celebrate."
"My parents will be back today, waiting for me at home."
Luo Rui said disappointedly: "Oh, well, then you can go home."
Qin Zijiao looked at his tired expression, and couldn't help touching his face: "You don't like basking in the sun, so don't wait for me like this next time."
"good."
"Let's go, I'll take you to the store first."
The two got into the car, and the driver asked unprecedentedly, "Master, how did you do in the exam?"
Qin Zijiao nodded: "Not bad."
Luo Rui said in surprise: "Brother, you finally spoke."
The driver nodded and drove off.
Luo Rui hugged Qin Zijiao's arm and acted like a baby: "Great, you finally finished the exam. The summer vacation is so long, we can meet often."
"Where do you want to go to play, I will accompany you."
"I want to go swimming with you, go to the playground, go clubbing, find delicious food, go on a trip, there are so many things I want to do with you."
"Is this... fun?" Qin Zijiao asked hesitantly.
"It's fun to be with the people you like."
Qin Zijiao nodded, but did not speak.
"Then when are you free for the trip we talked about last time? Why don't we go to Sanya, it's close and has a beautiful sea." There are also luxury hotels, Luo Rui added expectantly in his heart.
"It will be available at the end of the month."
"Great, how about... how about five days? Is it long?"
"Can."
"If you're worried about Yaoyao, next time we can take her on vacation together, but this time, I think it's just the two of us." Luo Rui said at the end, a little embarrassed.
Qin Zijiao said calmly, "Just as you said."
Looking at Qin Zijiao's calm face, Luo Rui felt an indescribable loss in his heart, and he couldn't help blurting out: "You... don't you look forward to it?"
Qin Zijiao turned to look at him: "I'm not interested in traveling, as long as you like it."
Luo Rui pursed his lips, and didn't know how to answer the words. He wanted to say that this was not just a trip, but a kind of going to some strange places with him and creating memories between the two of them... a kind of love between lovers A necessary ceremony.
Qin Zijiao was very kind to him, almost satisfied his requirements, and tried his best to care and considerate him. It can be said that he could not find any faults, but he just felt that something was missing, something very important, like ... It was as if Qin Zijiao was with him to complete a job, without any personal feelings, but to do the job well.
He knows that it is not good to speculate on others like this, and it will make himself uncomfortable, but the more he gets along, the stronger this feeling becomes, so strong that he can often experience frustration and loss from Qin Zijiao's words and deeds, such as now.
He always seems to be hot.
Luo Rui said to himself in his heart, he can't give up, Qin Zijiao's personality is very weird, it's normal for him to fall in love slowly, he very much hopes to use this trip to add fire to the relationship between the two, and the relationship between the two will become stronger. It is getting along, the more greedy he is, he can no longer be satisfied with just chatting.
It took Luo Rui two days to do the strategy. It was only a small city, but he did it very meticulously. He wanted to ensure that the first vacation of the two of them was flawless.
He booked two hotels, one on the mountain and one near the sea, to enjoy different styles, all the rooms are honeymoon suites. For a room of two or three thousand a night, he was really hurt when he paid for it, so he hesitated to call Wen Xiaohui to ask for advice, but was scolded by Wen Xiaohui, saying that he should not notify him about showing off his wealth. He hesitated for a long time, but still gritted his teeth and made the reservation, maybe in which guest room he would get rid of his virginity, such a memorable day should be more grand.
After everything was booked, he sent a brief travel plan to Qin Zijiao, and waited happily for Qin Zijiao to praise him for his quick work, but after waiting for half an hour, he only waited for one word: good.
Luo Rui felt that a bucket of cold water had been poured on him, and he felt unspeakably wronged in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it, wouldn't it be too hypocritical.
Only he is looking forward to this trip... He can't see that Qin Zijiao is happy at all.
Is this normal? Is it the same for other people when they fall in love? Sweetness and disappointment coexist. Do you want to keep making excuses for the other party and paralyze yourself
Luo Rui felt uncomfortable all day.
In a blink of an eye, it was time for the weekly date again. Luo Rui couldn't help himself to observe Qin Zijiao, how much eye contact they had, whether the communication was smooth, and how much ambiguity they had with each other. After a long time, he became more and more chilled. I'm not sure if it's my illusion, but has Qin Zijiao really moved his heart towards him...
After dinner, they were going to watch a movie. When they reached the door, Luo Rui suddenly said, "I don't want to watch movies anymore."
Qin Zijiao paused: "Then what do you want to do?"
"Let's go to the bar." Luo Rui tugged him: "My friend's friend opened a bar. There are not many people and the environment is very good."
"Would you like to drink?"
"It's not necessary to drink, but watching movies all the time is a bit boring, let's go sit and sit."
Qin Zijiao nodded: "Yes."
Luo Rui asked back, "Are you drinking?"
"It doesn't matter if you drink or not."
"Do you drink well?"
"Didn't drink too much, not sure."
Luo Rui is determined to knock Qin Zijiao into a coma, maybe Qin Zijiao will be able to express himself better after drinking too much, maybe... maybe he likes him quite a bit, but he just can't talk.
The two arrived at the bar, it was still early, there were no people there, jazz music was playing in the bar, the decoration style was Southeast Asian, the light was dim, and there was a mysterious and ambiguous atmosphere.
The two sat in the corner, and Luo Rui ordered a few wines and snacks. When the wine came, Luo Rui poured a glass for the two of them, and he raised a glass to Qin Zijiao: "It's the first time for us to drink, first Come have a drink."
Qin Zijiao was noncommittal, clinked glasses with him, and drank with his head raised.
Luo Rui followed suit.
Qin Zijiao's face was a little pale, it seemed that he really seldom drank alcohol, Luo Rui obediently followed him, and said with a smile: "Are you all right? Cheers are just for fun, you don't know how to drink, so you don't have to do it. "
"It doesn't matter." Qin Zijiao said again: "What do you want to do, I will accompany you."
Luo Rui frowned slightly, and said hesitantly: "Zijiao, why... you always want to meet my requirements."
Qin Zijiao asked doubtfully, "Isn't that right?"
"It's not wrong, this...Of course, you are very good to me, but you never mention your own preferences and requirements. You are not picky about the bad movies I choose, and you are not picky about the bad coffee." Complain, you don't mind where you go..."
Qin Zijiao frowned: "Is this not good? Do you want me to sing against you in everything?"
"No, no." Luo Rui was a little anxious, he was afraid that Qin Zijiao would be angry: "What I mean is, you don't have to follow me all the way, I'm willing to cooperate with you about what you like and what you don't like. You don't treat me like this A hesitant compromise that makes me feel..." Feel like you're on a mission.
Qin Zijiao shook his head: "Just as long as you're happy, don't worry about me."
Luo Rui said softly: "I like you, and I hope you are happy too."
Qin Zijiao's expression was a little stiff, he took the initiative to pour himself a glass of wine, and drank it down.
Luo Rui sighed in his heart, and drank with him, one cup after another, until both of them were a little dizzy.
Qin Zijiao stood up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Luo Rui nodded awkwardly, leaned back on the sofa, and sighed, feeling helpless in his heart.
He just sat there for a while, and suddenly jumped up from the sofa like a corpse, bit his lip, and walked towards the bathroom.
Coincidentally, Qin Zijiao came out from the inside and was washing his hands.
Luo Rui walked over: "Zi Jiao."
"Um?"
Luo Rui flung herself into his arms softly, wrapping her arms around his waist.
The corner of Qin Zijiao's lips could not help but raise a smile: "What's the matter?"
Luo Rui looked up at him, maybe he was emboldened by alcohol, he said surprisingly: "Do you know what it means for us to travel together?"
Qin Zijiao said calmly, "What does it mean?"
"On behalf of..." Luo Rui tiptoed to his ear: "On behalf of us to have sex"
Qin Zijiao's expression didn't move, but there was a strange flash in his eyes, and he gave a soft "hmm".
Luo Rui looked at him in disbelief: "Just 'um' and it's over? Do you have any other opinions?"
"No, didn't you arrange it?"
Luo Rui said angrily: "Can sex be arranged? It's the right time, place and people, and it will happen naturally."
"Then why are you talking about this now, the time and place here are wrong."
Luo Rui took a breath in his chest, and kissed Qin Zijiao forcefully: "Do you know what that one is going to do?"
"Know."
"Then let's rehearse it." Luo Rui hooked his neck and boldly rubbed against Qin Zijiao.
Qin Zijiao frowned slightly: "What's wrong with you today?"
"I'm just... It's normal, aren't we in a relationship, something will happen sooner or later."
"But you're not awake now." Qin Zijiao pulled his hand off.
"I'm not that bad at drinking. Besides, as long as it's you, it doesn't matter if you're sober or not." Luo Rui shook off his hand, and put his hand into Qin Zijiao's clothes in a fit of anger.
Qin Zijiao's frown became deeper and deeper: "Stop making trouble."
"I didn't make trouble, Zijiao, don't you think about it at all? Which man our age doesn't want to."
"There is a difference between humans and animals."
"Yes, animals come into heat according to the season, and people can do it anytime, as long as they are with the person they like..." Luo Rui kissed Qin Zijiao's lips forcefully, and pressed his whole body against it.
Qin Zijiao pulled him off his body, and said in a stern tone: "You wake me up!"
Luo Rui was stunned, he looked at Qin Zijiao, his eye circles gradually turned red, and he whispered, "Are you not interested in me at all?"
Qin Zijiao bowed his head and remained silent.
Luo Rui took a step back: "I'm sorry, I let you see a joke, I'll go back first."
This time, Qin Zijiao didn't chase after him and insisted on taking him home. He went out and took a taxi quickly, and when he got in the car, he couldn't hold back his emotions. He was so uncomfortable, but he couldn't cry.
The driver glanced at him in the rearview mirror: "Brother, are you okay?"
Luo Rui said in a hoarse voice: "Master, tell me, is there a man who is not interested in the person he likes?"
The driver smiled: "How is it possible, it is possible for a woman, but it is absolutely impossible for a man."
Luo Rui nodded: "I think so too."
After trying for three months, it turns out that Qin Zijiao still has no feelings for him. This really... really hurts.