Qin Zijiao stared at him blankly, then took a step back subconsciously: "You are not awake now."
"Who said I'm not sober." Luo Rui clenched his fist and looked directly at him: "Aren't you going to make it up to me?"
"Luo Rui, you don't have to do this."
Luo Rui said with red eyes: "You are afraid of losing money when you sleep once."
"no."
"What is that!" Luo Rui grabbed the pillow on the sofa and threw it over.
Qin Zijiao caught the pillow with one hand, and then put the pillow and watch back on the sofa: "Since I bought it for you, keep it, and throw it away if you don't want it." He lowered his head: "I'm leaving."
He gritted his teeth secretly, turned and walked towards the door.
Luo Rui rushed up, grabbed Qin Zijiao, and roared: "You are not allowed to go! You bastard, you dare not or you are afraid that you won't be able to get hard. If you are really such a disgusting man, why are you Dear, why did you stay that night!"
Qin Zijiao grabbed his wrist and said in a deep voice, "Luo Rui, you shouldn't be doing this."
"You don't have to worry about what I should do, you just owe me one!" Luo Rui was so angry that he couldn't choose what to say: "If you don't dare to fuck me, let me fuck you!"
Qin Zijiao took a deep breath, his expression so gloomy that it made people afraid, he stared straight at Luo Rui: "Do you really want to do it?"
With tears in his eyes, Luo Rui nodded stubbornly. He was suffocating in his heart, betting with himself that he didn't want to end like this. His first love, the person he liked for the first time, ended in such a vague way. . He was still trying in vain to hold on to something, although he knew very well that there was nothing he could hold on to.
Qin Zijiao lowered his head and was silent for two seconds. He suddenly pushed Luo Rui down on the carpet, and pulled Luo Rui's cotton and linen shirt.
Luo Rui was so frightened that she forgot to cry.
Qin Zijiao pushed his leg away with his knee, and bit his neck with his body, his action was impetuous and rough like never before.
"Wait, wait a minute..." Luo Rui was frightened. He grabbed Qin Zijiao by the collar and said anxiously, "Zijiao!"
Qin Zijiao squeezed his chin, blocked his lips with force, tossed and ravaged, Luo Rui was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, he tried to break free, Qin Zijiao at this time was too strange to him!
Qin Zijiao seemed to be a different person, appearing violent and manic, as if he wanted to swallow Luo Rui into his stomach.
When Luo Rui was almost suffocated by the kiss, he finally took a breath of fresh air, and he called out tremblingly: "No, Zijiao, wait a minute..."
Qin Zijiao turned a deaf ear and pulled down all the barriers on Luo Rui's body, and his body was ready to go.
Luo Rui screamed: "Qin Zijiao, let me go!" He struggled wildly and slapped Qin Zijiao hard on the face.
Luo Rui looked thin, but his strength was not small at all. This slap made the corner of Qin Zijiao's mouth bloody. Qin Zijiao tilted his head and stopped all movements.
Luo Rui got up from under him and looked at him in fear.
Qin Zijiao wiped off the blood from the corner of his mouth, and looked at him calmly: "It scared you."
Luo Rui choked up and said, "Are you crazy?"
Qin Zijiao stood up, went to the kitchen to get Luo Rui's apron, wrapped him up, and said softly, "I'm not worthy of your liking."
Luo Rui folded his arms, his body trembling non-stop.
Qin Zijiao kissed him tenderly on the forehead, got up and left.
It wasn't until Qin Zijiao left for a long time that Luo Rui let out a mournful cry as if he had recovered.
Luo Rui had imagined the scene of falling in love before, even if he didn't even have love at that time. He thought that he would get drunk, overeat, play like crazy, and maybe even degenerate, but any of these would definitely leave Wen Xiaohui behind, but he refrained from telling Wen Xiaohui from the beginning to the end. .
He saw Wen Xiaohui busy preparing to go abroad, everything was ready, he was so excited and looking forward to it, he didn't want to pour a bucket of cold water on Wen Xiaohui when he was the happiest. He always felt that he was a very weak person, but this time he wanted to be like a man and carry it by himself.
Before Wen Xiaohui left, he hugged someone and cried loudly at the airport. Wen Xiaohui was very embarrassed and kept comforting him by saying that he would be back in a year. Later, he probably felt too embarrassed and almost beat him up. After he finished crying, he felt much better. The most reliable person in this world is Wen Xiaohui. In many cases, he is more reliable than his parents who have been abroad all year round. Even if Wen Xiaohui doesn't have broad shoulders, he might cry in his arms. , He felt that he really released a lot of things.
At the same time, Luo Yi and Li Shuo were also seeing off. Wen Xiaohui repeatedly told them to take good care of Luo Rui.
Luo Yi took Wen Xiaohui's hand, with reluctance written all over his face, but he didn't say anything, while Li Shuo stood aside with a smile all the time, saying that they could meet after the Chinese New Year.
After Wen Xiaohui left, Li Shuo wanted to send them back.
Luo Yi turned his face, and said indifferently with a world of difference from Wen Xiaohui: "No need."
Both Li Shuo and Luo Rui were stunned for a moment, thinking that they had misread.
Luo Yi didn't give them a chance to question, so he turned his head and left.
Luo Rui thought, maybe the child is a little sad.
Li Shuo said: "Luo Rui, I'll take you back."
"Okay, thank you Brother Li."
In the car, Li Shuo naturally asked Qin Zijiao: "How are you and your boyfriend doing recently? He didn't seem to have much fun last time, and he was always taking care of his sister."
"Oh, he, um, is pretty good." Luo Rui replied evasively.
Li Shuo smiled and said, "I thought you would find a very mature man, the kind who would pamper and take care of you at the first sight. So you like little boys."
"This, it's hard to say, in fact, it depends on fate."
"Yeah, it depends on fate." Li Shuo sighed, and smiled again: "I didn't like Xiaohui before, but after getting in touch with him for a long time, I found that he is really cute."
Luo Rui also laughed: "He's just a cheap talker, but he's actually very soft-hearted."
"I'll go home for Christmas, and then you can go to America with me to see him."
"OK."
Li Shuo looked at his watch: "Let's go, let's have a meal."
Luo Rui nodded and looked out the window absently.
This is the ninth day since he and Qin Zijiao broke up. He wanted to make a phone call or send a text countless times, but he held back. Qin Zijiao treated him like this, if he still pestered him, it would be too cheap, even though he had too much unwillingness and reluctance in his heart.
During the meal, the two chatted about Wen Xiaohui's school days. Li Shuo was an eloquent person who was good at chatting, but he also felt resistance at this time. When Luo Rui was distracted for the third time, he finally endured. Can't stop asking: "Luo Rui, do you have something on your mind?"
Luo Rui said awkwardly: "Excuse me, what did you just say?"
Li Shuo smiled gently: "Did you quarrel with your boyfriend? You have been absent-minded all day long."
Luo Rui lowered his head, with an uncomfortable expression on his face.
"It seems so." Li Shuo chuckled twice: "It's normal to quarrel when you're in a relationship. Do you need me to analyze it for you? It may sound a little strange to say this, but I do know men better than you."
Luo Rui forced a smile, he shook his head and said, "No, we've already broken up."
Li Shuo was a little surprised: "Is there something wrong?"
Luo Rui held back his words, and wanted to confide very much. Looking at Li Shuo's sincere and kind eyes, he really couldn't help it. Maybe with Li Shuo's experience, he could really help him. He whispered: "Can you promise not to tell Xiaohui? He must be very busy there. He has to adapt to the environment, study, and work. I don't want him to worry."
"Okay, I promise you, I won't tell him."
Luo Rui took a sip of his wine, took a deep breath, and said, "At that time, I was the one who chased him. He was very indifferent at first, but later he said, 'try'. Probably, I was too serious, he just 'Try', but I really thought of it as a relationship, and later he said that he doesn't like men, so he doesn't want to try anymore." Luo Rui said in a lower voice, he really felt ashamed, but compared with that heartache, it's really insignificant.
Li Shuo sighed and patted his head: "Why are you so stupid."
Luo Rui showed a smile that was uglier than crying: "Maybe it was born."
"I have seen a lot of straight men who 'try' with gay because of novelty, curiosity, or purely wanting to vent their physical needs. In fact, your boyfriend is really not like that kind of person. I didn't expect..."
Luo Rui wanted to say that Qin Zijiao was indeed not that kind of person, but he also didn't want to tell the real reason why Qin Zijiao "tried" with him.
Li Shuo said: "Luo Rui, in fact, a boy like you may encounter many temptations or deceptions, and Xiaohui can help you block them, but Xiaohui can't protect you for the rest of your life. That moment will come sooner or later, I should congratulate you for breaking up with him, and stop the loss in time." As he said, Li Shuo raised his glass.
Luo Rui smiled wryly and said, "Brother Li, you are right." He raised his glass and touched Li Shuo.
While the two were drinking, Li Shuo enlightened him. Li Shuo is indeed a very good communication partner, he can always say what you want to hear, hit your pain point, but let you suddenly see the light.
I don't know how long we chatted, Luo Rui's cell phone rang suddenly, he picked it up and saw that it was Yaoyao calling. He felt a little pain in his heart, and stood up unsteadily: "Brother Li, I'll answer the phone."
"Walk carefully."
Luo Rui took the phone and walked to the window, and connected: "Hello, Yaoyao."
"Boss Luo." Yaoyao's low voice sounded from the other end of the phone: "Have you...have you been drinking?"
"Well, I drank a little." Luo Rui wiped his face, trying to wake himself up, but the wine was a little bit stagnant, and he felt even more dizzy.
"I thought about whether I should call you for several days, and then I couldn't bear it anymore..."
Luo Rui said softly: "Yaoyao, if you want to talk about me and your brother, this matter has nothing to do with you, and I don't blame you. You don't have to take it to heart."
"I'm sorry, my brother..."
"You don't have to apologize for him."
Yaoyao's voice was a little choked: "My brother has always closed his heart because of me. I think you can open his heart. I really think you can do it, but he shrinks back..."
"I didn't do it, you think highly of me." Luo Rui bit her lips, trying to hold back her tears, but her vision became more and more blurred: "Let's stop talking, sorry, I won't be able to teach you anymore gone."
"Boss Luo..." Yaoyao couldn't help crying.
Luo Rui was heartbroken and didn't know what to do. He wanted to hang up the phone, but felt that hanging up like this was too cruel for a guilty little girl, so he could only try to calm her down: "Yaoyao, don't cry, I'm fine." Now, don't cry too, okay?"
"I think he likes you, Boss Luo, really..."
"Don't talk about Yaoyao, I..." Luo Rui felt his stomach churning, and couldn't help retching a few times.
"What's wrong with you? Did you drink too much? Where are you? Let the driver pick you up."
"No, I didn't drink much."
"Really? Where the hell are you?"
"I'm drinking with my friends in Sanlitun, it's okay, Yaoyao, it's time for you to go to bed, go to bed early."
Yaoyao sucked her nose and whispered, "Boss Luo, I'm sorry."
Luo Rui wiped away his tears, he didn't know what to say anymore, he was dizzy and felt like he was about to vomit.
After hanging up the phone, he rushed to the toilet and almost vomited out everything he had eaten all afternoon.
He almost crawled in front of the water tap, trying to drink some water to rinse his mouth, but got half of his head wet.
"Luo Rui!" Li Shuo rushed into the bathroom and supported his wobbly body: "I knew you must have vomited." He said and handed over a bottle of mineral water.
Luo Rui took it feebly, rinsing his mouth while weeping.
Li Shuo sighed, and wiped his hair and the corners of his mouth with a towel: "If Xiaohui sees you like this, he won't leave."
"...don't tell him."
"I won't tell him."
Li Shuo cleaned him up a bit, and helped him back to the booth: "You take a rest, I'll get you some hangover drinks."
Luo Rui nodded confusedly.
Li Shuo made him drink some apple cider vinegar, and then let him lie down on the sofa to rest for a while. It wasn't until it was a little late that Li Shuo woke up the dizzy Luo Rui: "Luo Rui, I'll take you home."
"Okay." Luo Rui was so dizzy that he didn't know where he was.
Li Shuo raised him up, and Luo Rui almost hung on Li Shuo's body.
The two of them went out of the bar and walked to Li Shuo's car.
Suddenly, a hurried voice came from behind: "Luo Rui!"
Luo Rui's heart trembled suddenly, and he turned his head with all his strength, and saw Qin Zijiao with an anxious face.
He thought it must be a hallucination caused by drinking too much.