When Luo Rui was at a loss, the taxi driver opened the window and shouted angrily, "Are you going or not?"
As if awakened by a hammer, Luo Rui pushed Qin Zijiao away, opened the door and got into the car, and said as if fleeing for his life: "Master, go!"
The driver glanced at him in the rearview mirror, kicked the accelerator and rushed out.
Luo Rui didn't dare to look back, he just felt weak all over, and didn't even have the strength to think.
Qin Zijiao kissed him, kissed him very hard, two months after they broke up, Qin Zijiao told him that he missed him, and kissed him...
What does this mean? Did Qin Zijiao fall in love with him? But, but why now? There was not even a message for two months, and I suddenly missed him, why not yesterday, the day before yesterday, but today, he ran to the store to tell him that Yaoyao was hospitalized and needed him to comfort and visit him today
He couldn't help but doubt whether this time was another "sacrifice" made by Qin Zijiao for his younger sister, after all, he had tasted the pain.
What to do? What to do? What to do.
Luo Rui suddenly remembered what Qin Zijiao said, he was drunk that day, Qin Zijiao really came, but why did Li Shuo lie to him
Luo Rui took out his phone, took a deep breath, and called Li Shuo.
The call was connected quickly, and the background sound on Li Shuo's end was light music without any noise, obviously at home.
"Brother Li, you are home."
"Yeah, at home, how about you? Are you home?"
"Just came out of the hospital."
"Oh, how is the little girl?"
"It's okay, surgery in a few days."
"Well, I hope her operation succeeds."
"Well... I saw Qin Zijiao."
Li Shuo smiled: "I guessed that you would meet."
"Why would you guess?"
"intuition."
"Is that so... Well, Qin Zijiao said, last time I was drunk, he went to look for me."
"yes."
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
"Sorry, I made up my own mind." Li Shuo smiled and said, "I think it's better if you don't know, otherwise it will be more difficult for you to let go of him, which is of no benefit to you. Besides... think about it, he has been depressed for a month, right? Quite relieved?"
Luo Rui couldn't help but sneered: "How do you know he will be bored."
"Of course he came here on purpose to care about you. He followed me to your house and stayed to take care of you. He also cared about you. Everyone's contribution is more or less subconsciously wanting to be rewarded. At the very least, he must know the other party he has paid for. He received it, but you didn't even have a reaction, and he was going to die of pain." Li Shuo laughed softly.
Luo Rui felt a little hairy. With Li Shuo's deep thoughts, if Xiaohui was nice to him, he would probably be eaten to death. Fortunately, Li Shuo is a good person, otherwise no one can play with him.
Luo Rui sighed: "You're doing the right thing, I don't know it's a good thing." Otherwise, in this month, he will worry about gain and loss, tossing and turning, just like when he just broke up.
"Well, what did you say after you met?"
Luo Rui was silent for a moment: "I also... didn't say anything."
Li Shuo smiled and said: "If you are embarrassed to tell me, then tell Xiaohui. I just advise you, follow your own heart, do what you feel happy, don't worry too much about other things. many."
"Okay, thank you Brother Li."
Luo Rui returned home and took a cold shower. His teeth were chattering from the cold in the bathroom, but his feverish brain really cooled down a lot.
There were two new messages in the phone, one was from Wen Xiaohui and the other was from Qin Zijiao, he hesitated for a moment, and clicked on Wen Xiaohui's first.
It was a photo of Wen Xiaohui taken with various classmates in the United States. He seemed to be doing well. Wen Xiaohui specially wrote, the second from the left will chase after him. Luo Rui replied to him: Handsome, but not as tasteful as Brother Li.
Wen Xiaohui replied immediately, it makes sense, the main reason is that there is a communication barrier, I am a little homesick, I want to call you, but I am in class now.
The two chatted a few words by text message, and Luo Rui's idea of calling and crying once again dispelled, as long as he thought of, the two of them were separated by hundreds of thousands of miles, Xiaohui was angry, sad, and sad for him, but If you can't help him, you will be very frustrated and lost, so he doesn't want to talk about it. In this matter, it is enough for him to suffer alone, there is no need to involve more people.
After chatting with Wen Xiaohui, he mustered up his courage and opened the message from Qin Zijiao, which only had a few short words: I will find you.
Luo Rui threw the phone aside and lay heavily on the bed.
He couldn't help but think of what he and Qin Zijiao had done on this bed, well, although it wasn't finished... But that night when they embraced and slept was really the happiest night in his life.
He was once filled with the joy of being in love, and then Qin Zijiao smashed them with a stick. He seemed to fall from the clouds into the mud. He really didn't dare to experience the pain and shame a second time. So when Qin Zijiao said he missed him, his first reaction was not happiness, but suspicion, deep doubt.
When Luo Rui went to work the next day, he started to lose his mind again. The girls in the store had all expected it, and sighed when they saw him, as if they hated iron for being weak.
Luo Rui didn't expect Qin Zijiao to come to him the next afternoon when he said he would come to see him. Luo Rui was dumbfounded when he saw him.
He's not ready yet!
Qin Zijiao looked very calm, as if nothing had happened, took the cake in the window to pay the bill, and Luo Rui watched him pay the bill eagerly.
After paying the bill, Qin Zijiao came over with the cake in his hand: "When I first came to buy cakes, you promised me a lot of discounts, let's honor them now."
"… ah?"
"Just cash in on the date." Qin Zijiao grabbed Luo Rui's hand, turned around and was about to leave.
"Wait!" Luo Rui leaned back against the cabinet with his feet, as firm as a rock.
Qin Zijiao turned around: "Go on a date. If you are not free today, I will come tomorrow. My university is also nearby."
"You are insane!" A Ran rushed over: "Our lady boss is very popular, okay? There are at least eight customers who want to date him a day, both men and women. Why should I date you? Who are you? Onion."
Qin Zijiao narrowed his eyes: "Really?"
"of course it's true."
Luo Rui winked at A Ran and asked her to go away, but A Ran stared and did not retreat an inch.
Qin Zijiao looked at Luo Rui: "But you can only date me."
Luo Rui gritted his teeth and glared at him: "Come to the office and talk." He doesn't want to be surrounded here.
Qin Zijiao followed him into the office.
As soon as the door was closed, Luo Rui growled: "What do you mean? What do you want to do?!"
Qin Zijiao said calmly: "Let's date again."
"What's a re-dating?"
Qin Zijiao lowered his head, as if a little embarrassed: "I'm always thinking about you, and this has affected my life. I can't watch you dating, drinking, and eating with others. What I do to you, I can't let others treat you You do it." Qin Zijiao looked deeply at Luo Rui, his eyes were firmer than ever before: "I have never liked anyone, I don't know if this counts as liking, but I don't want to take care of you, I want you to be happy, and I want you to always be happy." Stay by my side."
Luo Rui opened his mouth wide and looked at Qin Zijiao with a dull expression on his face. He couldn't believe that these words came from Qin Zijiao's mouth. He used to force Qin Zijiao to say that he was good-looking, and it was even harder than getting a taxi during the rush hour. Very hurtful words without knowing it, this may be the simplest confession he has ever heard, but this...is this a confession? Is Qin Zijiao confessing to him
Seeing that Luo Rui didn't speak, Qin Zijiao seemed a little anxious, but he couldn't bear to show it. He lowered his eyes, his face turned red and then pale, and he paused for a few seconds before saying, "Anyway, don't even think about dating someone, whether it's Who, I will beat him."
Luo Rui tremblingly said: "You... Are you telling the truth?"
"It's true, it has nothing to do with Yaoyao."
"Why are you saying these things now? Didn't you say you don't like men?"
"I don't like men now either, but you are different."
"I'm not a man?"
"You are, but you are different. Just like I don't like children, but Yaoyao is different. Anyway, you are different."
Luo Rui had a sore nose: "Is this a confession? How can you say it so badly?"
Qin Zijiao blushed a little: "You say so."
"I say yes, as if I forced you." Luo Rui was full of grievances, and really didn't know how to respond at this moment. Can he trust Qin Zijiao one more time? Does he dare to "try" again
Qin Zijiao came over and touched Luo Rui's face: "I've thought a lot in the past two months, did I make you sad?"
"Nonsense..." Luo Rui remembered the scene of the breakup that day, and his heart still throbbed with pain, so he couldn't help but opened Qin Zijiao's hand.
"I don't know why it became like that. I never wanted you to cry, but I was the one who made you cry every time." Qin Zijiao gently hugged Luo Rui, then tightened his arms, and embraced him Huai Li: "I'm sorry, let's 'try' again, okay, this time you will 'try' me."
"'Try' what, who wants to 'try' with you." Luo Rui said with a sob.
"'Try' if we can talk about real love, 'Try' if I treat you well, 'Try' if I lied to you this time."
Luo Rui sobbed and said, "I won't 'try' with you."
This bastard Qin Zijiao, how could he be like this, how could he step on his heart and come back to rub it again, the most important thing is, how could he soften his heart so easily, how could he fall in love with Qin Zijiao, what kind of self-esteem and reserved things are like that? Out of body.
"You have to 'try' with me. Since Yaoyao's leg was broken, I have accompanied her to rehab three times a week, and I haven't broken it once in six years. My perseverance is stronger than you can imagine. Agree, I will come tomorrow, later, and the day after tomorrow. I will not let anyone approach you, because you like me and you are mine." Qin Zijiao's voice was as calm as a report, but his tone The certainty in the heart makes the heart tremble.
Luo Rui couldn't help asking himself, if he knew Qin Zijiao well enough back then, if he knew that Qin Zijiao had such a different and difficult personality hidden behind a pretty face, would he still like Qin Zijiao. The answer is that he doesn't know, he only thinks about this question when he's full, after all, from the moment he fell in love with Qin Zijiao, he can't look back.
Luo Rui couldn't help sobbing again. He had imagined that after the breakup, Qin Zijiao would wake up and chase after him to reconcile. He had thought about countless things. He thought he would be complacent, arrogant, and secretly happy, but none of these, He just wanted to cry, to vent all the pain and grievances in his heart with tears. In the past, Wen Xiaohui always disliked his love of crying, but he felt that it would be too tiring if he had to suppress even happy crying or laughing.
So he let his tears flow freely, and his snot rubbed against Qin Zijiao's sleeves freely. He didn't know what would happen to him and Qin Zijiao after today, or what their future would be. He only knew that he did his best when he was in love There is nothing wrong with liking and giving, though not smart, and it pays off.