Luo Rui wiped a pile of snot on Qin Zijiao's clothes, and finally felt more at ease. He glanced at Qin Zijiao: "Then it's your turn to chase me now?"
"okay."
"What's 'oh, good'."
"I don't know how to chase."
"It's just to be nice to me, to be courteous to me... Think about how I treated you in the past, did I have to send you several text messages a day, asking you about your health every day." Luo Rui whispered: "That's how you still break up with me."
Qin Zijiao quickly changed the topic: "Well, okay, I see."
"What do you know?"
"Hello to you, courteous."
Luo Rui didn't dare to expect Qin Zijiao to know how to fall in love, but he was still unavoidably disappointed. He lowered his head and said in a low voice: "Qin Zijiao, if you lie to me again because of Yaoyao..."
Qin Zijiao was a little anxious: "I have never lied to me, I wanted to 'try' with you, not only because of Yaoyao, you once asked me why I wanted to try, do you still remember my answer?"
Luo Rui remembered that the answer Qin Zijiao gave him was: You make people want to keep you in sight.
He frowned: "What does this sentence mean?"
Qin Zijiao rubbed his hair: "I watched you approaching me a little bit, not hiding my thoughts at all. At first I found it very annoying, but slowly, I found it very fun. Later, I hope you will always have a smile on your face." Laughing. I wanted to keep you in my sight because I wanted to protect you. I just didn't expect that you would be so serious. I thought that between men and men... it wasn't serious."
Luo Rui said seriously: "Homosexuality is not much different from heterosexuality, and the feelings of liking others are the same."
"Now I know, so I didn't lie to you, it's just that things didn't develop as I expected, so... I was scared."
Luo Rui recalled carefully, Qin Zijiao did not cheat him, but he did hurt him.
Qin Zijiao leaned down and pressed his forehead against Luo Rui's: "I have never lied to you before, and I won't lie to you now, nor will I in the future. I miss you, I really miss you, and I want to be with you, that's true." I really want to be with you, and if you're dating someone else, I'll literally punch him too."
Luo Rui couldn't help but burst out laughing.
Qin Zijiao also smiled, and said softly, "Let's go on a date."
"It's so cold today."
"I'll buy you autumn clothes."
Luo Rui was surprised: "Where did you learn it?"
"On TV. Do you still want to buy a bag?"
Luo Rui swallowed: "You should be normal, it feels so scary."
"Then are you going on a date?"
Luo Rui squinted at him, and really wanted to go, but he felt that he couldn't reconcile so easily, it seemed that he was too easy to coax, so he had to hold back a little bit at this time, so he said cruelly, "I don't want to go."
"Why?"
"I just don't want to." Luo Rui peeked at Qin Zijiao, wanting to see if Qin Zijiao would be impatient.
Qin Zijiao nodded: "Okay, I'll accompany you until closing time and take you home."
Luo Rui looked reluctant: "Okay."
Qin Zijiao took off his coat and went out to help carry the dishes.
Luo Rui hid in the office and didn't recover for a long time. What happened in the past two days still feels unreal to him. Can he trust Qin Zijiao this time? In fact, his heart was full of doubts and anxiety, but Li Shuo told him to follow his heart. He knew that his heart had never left Qin Zijiao, no matter where he went.
Luo Rui took out his mobile phone, and finally summoned up the courage to call Wen Xiaohui. He thought that now he could finally tell Wen Xiaohui everything calmly, without worrying him, because he could handle it by himself.
After the call was connected, Luo Rui gave Wen Xiaohui a vaccination, telling Wen Xiaohui not to be angry with him, and then told the truth.
After Wen Xiaohui was silent for two seconds, he let out a terrifying roar: "Luo Rui, you bastard, I'll fucking beat you to death!"
Luo Rui took the phone away, feeling that his ears had been rescued, he said cautiously: "Didn't you promise me not to be angry just now?"
"When you were young, you promised me that you would tell me everything!" Wen Xiaohui was so angry that he uttered a series of obscenities: "You let that grandson bully you like this, and you don't tell me, so I have to pour a bucket on him no matter what!" Paint!"
Luo Rui said softly: "Beibi, you have protected me for so many years, and now you have such an important opportunity to study, I don't want you to worry about me, and I don't want you to worry about me from so far away, so I decided to Carry it over by yourself. You see, now I can carry it over, and I feel pretty good."
"What a fart, if he didn't turn around and come to you, how long will you have to suffer alone, this Qin Zijiao is really shameless, I said you are cheap enough, you will forgive him if he says a few nice things? "
Luo Rui sighed, "I like him, what should I do?"
Wen Xiaohui was silent for a while, and said bitterly, "It's really a crime."
Luo Rui said in a low voice: "Beibi, I've figured out a lot of things now. I used to think that if I like someone, I have to like him for the rest of my life, and I'll treat him well with my life. Now I understand that no one knows what will happen tomorrow. If you like him, just try to be nice to him today, don’t think too far. When I see him, I want to stay with him, and I don’t want to lie to myself.”
Wen Xiaohui said helplessly: "Apart from his face, what else is good about him."
"In fact, others are not bad, but their emotional intelligence is low."
"Fuck, you're starting to speak up for him now."
Luo Rui smiled: "Beibi, please don't be angry with me."
"No way, go back and kill you."
Luo Rui thought about Wen Xiaohui's panic-stricken look, and suddenly his nose felt sore, he said softly, "Beibi, I miss you so much."
Wen Xiaohui paused, then snorted: "This is the first and last time, if you don't tell me anything, I really can't forgive you."
Luo Rui smiled and said: "Okay, if there is anything, we will tell each other as soon as possible." Luo Rui knew that this sentence was just an expectation, and he knew the feeling that he would rather bear it himself than his relatives worry about him.
After closing, the driver took the two of them home. Qin Zijiao still didn't talk much, but he held Luo Rui's hand the whole time, and refused to let go for a moment.
After sending Luo Rui downstairs, Qin Zijiao looked at him, hesitant, Luo Rui thought of something, and immediately said: "No, you can't stay tonight." He desperately told himself to be reserved, reserved, reserved, even though he was very He wanted to drag Qin Zijiao out of the car.
Qin Zijiao seemed relieved: "Then I'll go back first, you should rest early."
Luo Rui's eyes widened: "No, what did you mean by that expression just now?"
"What expression? What do you mean?"
"It's just the expression of relief, what does it mean?"
"no."
"Yes! Just now. I, I won't let you stay, shouldn't you be a little disappointed." Luo Rui looked at Qin Zijiao in disbelief. Would most people react like this
Qin Zijiao blinked: "You think too much."
Luo Rui pursed his lips, looked at him for a while, opened the car door and left.
"Luo Rui."
Luo Rui rushed into the house without looking back.
how so? Qin Zijiao should like him, right? Otherwise why come back to him? But while liking him, have no sexual interest in him at all
What the fuck is this
Luo Rui gritted his teeth, took out his mobile phone and called Li Shuo, he couldn't ask Wen Xiaohui this question, Wen Xiaohui was a talker, even though he looked more sloppy than anyone else, he was still an aggrieved little virgin.
Luo Rui also went all out, and told Li Shuo about it cheekily.
Li Shuo couldn't help laughing. Luo Rui could imagine Li Shuo's overjoyed look through the phone. He blushed and whispered, "Brother Li, don't laugh. Didn't you say that I can find you if you have any questions?" Can you help, help me analyze and analyze."
"This is really interesting. He... um, is there something wrong with him?"
"No! No problem, I... touched it."
Li Shuo gave a meaningful "oh", he stopped laughing, and said, "I probably know what's going on, I have encountered similar cases before. Luo Rui, it's like this, your little boyfriend He is only 19 years old, has never been in a relationship, and is still relatively ignorant of feelings and sex, and according to what you said, he is actually a straight man. He likes you emotionally, and is attracted by many advantages in you, enjoy The time spent with you. However, he is still a straight man physically, he can't reverse his old concept of sex, you know, he thinks it's normal for men and women, men and men It's not normal, so even if you touch him a few times and he can be hard, it's a physiological reaction, and it doesn't mean that he can be hard when you really do it. I think he is afraid that he won't be able to get up when the time comes, so he avoids it."
After Luo Rui finished listening, he was speechless. He felt that Li Shuo had hit the point in every sentence. He was a little anxious: "Then, what should I do? Could it be that I have been in a spiritual relationship with him?"
Li Shuo couldn't help laughing again, it seemed that he was quite uncomfortable.
Luo Rui said angrily: "Stop laughing..."
"I'm sorry, because it's so funny hahaha." Li Shuo laughed a few times, then coughed lightly to cover up: "In this case, it's actually easy to say, as long as you let him taste the sweetness, but In practice, if you have no experience, it will be very difficult.”
"Then what should I do..." Luo Rui was crying, feeling extremely depressed. He could feel that Qin Zijiao was really avoiding that, he couldn't believe it, how could a man be so divided, the key wasn't that there was a problem.
"Although I want to give you a tough move, it's not suitable for you. You should read more textbooks and study."
"Well, what kind of cruel move?"
"Well... Generally, I suggest finding an experienced zero belt to take him, but I don't think you can accept it."
Luo Rui shook his head vigorously, then remembered that Li Shuo couldn't see, and quickly said: "No, of course not, absolutely not."
"So." Li Shuo said with a smile: "Little Luo Rui, this matter can only be resolved by you. I had been working all day today, and I was not in a good mood. Your phone call made me relax a lot, thank you. "
Luo Rui said depressedly: "Brother Li, don't mess with me."
Li Shuo couldn't help laughing again.
After hanging up the phone, Luo Rui felt his head swell.
what to do? He doesn't want to talk about spiritual love, he wants to take off Qin Zijiao's clothes every minute... Could it be that he really wants to study, and then grope with Qin Zijiao...
Luo Rui felt a little dark in front of his eyes.