Wen Xiaohui had to support the wall so as not to sit down because of weak legs. I don't know how others are, but deep down in his heart, he has fantasized about such a confession many times. Straightforward, fearless, firm, full of masculinity that is about to explode, even if the person sitting in front of him is a teenager, he cannot ignore it.
A white light flashed in his head, and he suddenly remembered the wine he drank with Li Shuo before going abroad. What he said before, if Li Shuo was half as firm as Luo Yi...
He jerked his head violently to prevent himself from making such assumptions and comparisons, and he opened the door: "I'm going to sleep with my roommate, please calm down."
Luo Yi said: "Brother Xiaohui, you are leaving now, and you will face me tomorrow as well."
Wen Xiaohui became angry from embarrassment: "Then what else do you want?"
"I said I like you, and I want to know what you think."
"What do I think? Can I ask you to take it back?"
"You know you can't."
"Then I don't know what to think anymore!" Wen Xiaohui's chest heaved violently: "My sister entrusted you to me to take care of you and let you grow up well, not to make you gay like me, What the hell is going on here?"
"You didn't make me gay, I just like you."
"You..." Wen Xiaohui pointed at him tremblingly, he couldn't continue, opened the door and ran away. He went to his roommate's room, closed and locked the door, and then almost trotted towards the bed, where he covered himself with the blanket.
When the surroundings were completely quiet, he realized that his heart was beating very loudly. Pudong, pudong, once, sonorous and powerful, almost popping out of the chest.
What to do, how could this be...
It's not that he didn't have a hunch, after all, he had discussed this matter with Luo Rui a long time ago... Luo Rui, a dead crow's mouth, is really saying something, but his intuition is particularly good when he usually looks at the two-faced, it can't be an invisible high IQ Bar. He really wanted to call Luo Rui now, but the phone was in his room, so he absolutely didn't have the courage to go back.
Wen Xiaohui was flustered and didn't know how to deal with this "emergency". Recently, his luck was a bit too good, and he was almost scared to death.
What to do? What to do? What to do!
Wen Xiaohui questioned his heart three times, but it only made his head hurt even more. He rolled around on the bed a few times, and suddenly thought of Luo Rui's words. Luo Rui said that the important thing is whether he likes Luo Yi or not.
This question was like a bomb, and his emotions were on the verge of bursting.
If you put aside all factors and just talk about Luo Yi, would he like it
He remembered the first time he met Luo Yi, the handsome young man with a sunny aura, sitting on the back seat of his bicycle, with the wind blowing on his face, he still remembers it clearly . Not to mention the details of the relationship between him and Luo Yi in the past two years, he can't count how many times he has been distracted by Luo Yi's eyes and actions. He put several shackles on himself to prevent him from having outrageous thoughts about Luo Yi, but he never expected that he controlled himself, not Luo Yi.
Too much charm is sometimes a burden...
Wen Xiaohui couldn't help punching himself several times.
Just like that with his eyes open until dawn, Wen Xiaohui looked out the window at dawn, his eyes were dull and lifeless, obviously very sleepy, but he couldn't fall asleep. He looked at his watch. At four o'clock, even Luo Yi would not wake up so early. He got up from the bed and planned to secretly get back his mobile phone. He needed to talk to Luo Rui. If he didn't talk to Luo Rui, he would It's going to explode.
Like a thief, Wen Xiaohui walked to the door of his room lightly, turned the doorknob carefully, and pushed the door open. The floor was covered with carpets. He walked over barefoot without making a sound, and Luo Yi was still lying on the ground. , seemed to sleep peacefully.
Wen Xiaohui was a little upset, I didn't sleep all night, why did you sleep so comfortably.
He quietly picked up the mobile phone on the table and the jacket on the chair, but the horn buttons on the jacket hit the chair with a snap, and he closed his eyes.
"Hmm..." Luo Yi coughed lightly, "Brother Xiaohui." His voice was already seriously hoarse, it was not human at all.
Wen Xiaohui was startled, and at this moment, he didn't care about the embarrassment anymore, and hurried over: "Is your fever still going away?" He touched Luo Yi's forehead, it was terribly hot, "Go, I'll take you to the hospital." Yesterday, I saw that Luo Yi's fever was not serious, so I didn't go to the hospital to save money. Generally, when they have minor illnesses, they would take medicine and rest by themselves. They would not go to the hospital even if they had insurance, let alone Luo Yi didn't have one.
Luo Yi grabbed his arm: "No, it's fine, just take the medicine."
"If you take the medicine, you will get better today."
"I forgot to eat last night."
Wen Xiaohui remembered what the two of them did last night, and he said discouragedly: "Now it's getting worse, I can only go to the hospital."
"I won't go." Luo Yi hugged Wen Xiaohui's neck and said weakly, "I hate hospitals the most. I won't go. Give me medicine."
"Who likes hospitals, don't they only go when they need to go."
"I won't go." Luo Yi's tone became a little tough, he hugged Wen Xiaohui tightly, no one would believe that he was sick, he was so strong!
Wen Xiaohui tried to stand up several times but couldn't do it. He wanted to force Luo Yi to stand up, but after a few tries, he lost his energy. He said angrily, "Why are you so stubborn!"
Luo Yi looked at him with wet eyes, and said hoarsely, "I don't want to go to the hospital, I want to be at home."
Wen Xiaohui looked at his wet and red eyes, feeling a little unbearable: "It's okay, if you don't go, you won't go, but if your temperature doesn't drop this afternoon, then you must go."
"… we'll talk about it then."
"Let go of me first, I'll pour you water and medicine."
Luo Yi leaned his head limply on Wen Xiaohui's shoulder, as if reluctant to get up, hugged for a while, and then reluctantly let go.
Wen Xiaohui felt a small paw gently scratching his heart. He hurriedly scratched his hair in a disguise, got up to boil water and prepare medicine, took advantage of this time, went to the kitchen to scour some rice, cut some meat and shiitake mushrooms, and put them in to cook porridge.
He brought warm water and medicine to Luo Yi: "Come on, take all the medicine, and take your temperature by the way."
Luo Yi followed suit one by one.
Normally, Luo Yi is the one who is always sober, full of energy, and busy with other things. Looking at Luo Yi's frail appearance now is a very fresh experience for Wen Xiaohui, and those misty eyes, The crimson face, wet bangs, and pale lips made Luo Yi's already outstanding appearance even more morbidly beautiful, making Wen Xiaohui unable to take his eyes away.
After Luo Yi took the medicine, he couldn't stop panting, looking very uncomfortable.
Wen Xiaohui said: "Lie down for a while, I will feed you when the porridge is ready."
"I don't want to lie down, I can't breathe well." Luo Yi leaned on the bed behind him, half-closed his eyes and looked at Wen Xiaohui, his Adam's apple slipped gently, the front of his pajamas opened, his chest muscles rose and fell with his breathing.
Wen Xiaohui couldn't help swallowing, he got up and went to get the camera: "Can I take a photo for you?"
"… Why?"
"Suddenly inspired, I want to try this kind of morbid makeup next time."
"Um."
Wen Xiaohui squatted in front of Luo Yi: "You don't need to move, it doesn't matter whether you look at the camera or not, just keep it casual."
Luo Yi's head was tilted back, a few strands of bangs drooped messily at the corners of his eyebrows, his lips were slightly parted, and he was squinting at the camera. He looked like a weak vampire who was dying of beauty.
Wen Xiaohui pressed the shutter without hesitation.
After taking the photo, Wen Xiaohui felt that his palms were sweating. He silently put away the camera and went to the kitchen to watch the porridge.
Wen Xiaohui doesn't know how to cook, but he was forced to learn both when he came here, otherwise he would eat out every day, which would make him unaffordable and easy to gain weight. But what he cooks most often is instant noodles and porridge with various vegetables Meat, all are simple, convenient and delicious.
Taking the porridge back to the room, Luo Yi was still leaning on the bed with his eyes closed, as if he was asleep.
Wen Xiaohui said softly: "Eat something, you'll get better soon."
Luo Yi opened his eyes and smiled slightly: "This is the first time I eat something you made."
"Who said it was the first time, I made the cake myself on your birthday."
"Oh yes, that's the first time I ate your cooking."
"I've been in America for half a year, but I've learned a lot." Wen Xiaohui sat cross-legged across from him, stirring the porridge with a spoon, "Come, let's taste the porridge with mushrooms and lean meat." He handed the bowl to Luo Yi.
Luo Yi took a look: "Didn't you say feed me?"
Wen Xiaohui said embarrassingly: "You can drink it yourself, I'll feed you and it's easy to spill."
"You feed me." Luo Yi's voice was very soft, but his attitude was firm.
Wen Xiaohui comforted himself not to care about the patient, scooped up a spoonful of porridge, and brought it to Luo Yi's mouth.
Luo Yi slowly opened his mouth and took a bite, but his eyes were not on the spoon at all, but on Wen Xiaohui's face.
If Luo Yi in the past was sometimes a bit ambiguous towards him, then now he is completely undisguised to release his feelings. Wen Xiaohui could only lower his eyes and focus on the porridge.
Wen Xiaohui fed the whole bowl of porridge into Luo Yi's mouth mouthful. Neither of them spoke, Luo Yi had nothing to say, Wen Xiaohui didn't know what to say, that weird silence lasted for a bowl of porridge, it was enough for Wen Xiaohui to die of embarrassment.
"Still eating or not?"
"You feed me and eat." Luo Yi smiled slightly.
"It's easy to vomit if you eat too much at one time, eat it later." Wen Xiaohui put away the bowl, "You, you lie down for a while."
Luo Yi took his hand: "Where are you going?"
"do the washing up."
"I'll eat later, don't need to wash, you can talk to me."
Wen Xiaohui took a deep breath: "Luo Yi, you are sick now, can we not talk about other things?"
"Just chatting, as usual."
"Okay." Wen Xiaohui sat back down again.
Luo Yi really didn't mention what happened last night, but talked about the topics they usually talk about, such as what he has been doing recently, what he is interested in, how Wen Xiaohui is doing in class, which classmate is in two boats , How much is an avocado in an American supermarket.
When talking about these things, they never stand in the cold, and Wen Xiaohui's tense mood all night has gradually relaxed. He has to admit that, except for Luo Rui, no one else can understand him like Luo Yi, and have a relationship with him. There are endless topics to talk about. This is something that Li Shuo can't compare to anyway. Li Shuo is knowledgeable and insightful, and he is willing to cooperate with him to talk about topics that both of them can understand, but such topics are very limited, and he will never be able to speak freely. Being together is the most relaxing.
While talking, Luo Yi seemed to be tired, so he lay down and fell asleep without knowing it.
Wen Xiaohui sat beside him, looking at Luo Yi's peaceful sleeping face, he couldn't help stretching out his hand, gently brushing away the broken hair on his forehead, and painted his perfect facial features with his eyes. At this time, Luo Yi looked fragile and immature, which made it impossible for him to connect with the person who firmly said "like" last night. But in fact, Luo Yi is such a person that cannot be judged by appearances, such as the domineering confession, such as the things he has done...
The more Wen Xiaohui looked, the more Yaya could be seen on this face. As expected of a mother and son, they look alike... Thinking of Yaya and what Sun Ying had said to him, he felt a dull pain in his heart. He can no longer do anything for Yaya, but he must do his best to protect Luo Yi.
Luo Yi slept until the afternoon, the fever subsided a bit, his appetite increased greatly, and he ate two more bowls of porridge, and he seemed more energetic, Wen Xiaohui was finally relieved. He let Luo Yi continue to rest, grabbed his phone, squatted in the kitchen and called Luo Rui.
The phone rang for a long time before it was connected. Luo Rui's crying voice came from the other end: "Calling in the middle of the night, you better have business."
"have."
Luo Rui woke up a little: "What's the matter, are you okay?"
Wen Xiaohui followed suit and said without hesitation: "One is related to Luo Yi, and the other is related to Li Shuo. Which one do you want to hear?"
"Damn, you disturb people's dreams in the middle of the night just to show off to me your emotional entanglement with the mature elite handsome president and the genius gentle and beautiful lady, aren't you? Are you lacking in virtue?"
"Damn, I haven't said a word yet, can you stop being so serious about your obscenity, I'm in trouble."
"Oh? Tell me."
"Which one should you listen to first?"
"Li Shuo."
"I almost slept with Li Shuo the night before yesterday."
"Wow wow wow wow." Luo Rui's voice sounded completely awake, "Hurry up, talk about the details."
"He took me on vacation, skiing, hot springs and all, and then it just fell into place...you know."
"I don't understand, I want details, details!"
"Fuck, I'm very shy."
"I'm ashamed, you've been looking forward to it for a long time. How about it, is Li Shuo in good shape, is his muscle good, is it big?"
Wen Xiaohui whispered: "Okay, easy to touch, big."
Luo Rui screamed: "Then how far have you progressed?"
"It's time to touch, but was interrupted?"
"Which one is not open to interrupt you!" Luo Rui's tone was filled with righteous indignation.
Wen Xiaohui sighed: "Luo Yi has come to America."
"Ah... is he with you now?"
"Well, I have a fever now, and I'm lying in my room."
"Then what's the matter with you?"
Wen Xiaohui sighed heavily again: "We..."
"Shutup! Let me guess."
"Speak bad English..."
"He confessed to you?!"
Wen Xiaohui's eyes widened. If Luo Rui was in front of him now, he would definitely be unable to control himself and strip Luo Rui naked. He didn't do anything but vent his emotions: "Damn, why is your mouth so powerful!"
Luo Rui took a deep breath: "God Beibi, you are finished."
Wen Xiaohui scratched his hair in frustration: "I think so too."
"As I said earlier, Luo Yi likes you, and he is very jealous of Li Shuo."
"I didn't sleep last night, my brain was going to explode, I didn't know what to do."
"What can I do with it? Just one question, which one do you like?"
"I… "
Wen Xiaohui has been thinking about this question for a whole day. He likes Li Shuo, the kind of undoubted liking for an ideal man, and he also wants to have sex with Li Shuo, for no reason, he is happy, but he doesn't have any deep feelings, after all, the two of them have not had much contact with each other. Not a lot, not enough time to build such a solid foundation. He also likes Luo Yi, but it is for his relatives. He does not deny that he has been attracted to Luo Yi several times, but he never wants to develop any extra feelings with Luo Yi, and he never regards Luo Yi as a possibility. object. However, everything changed after Luo Yi confessed his love last night, because no matter how he wanted to get along with Luo Yi, he couldn't control Luo Yi's thoughts and actions, and Luo Yi could easily defeat Luo Yi whether it was thoughts or actions He, the current Luo Yi is sick, and his combat effectiveness is sluggish. Once Luo Yi recovers, what he has to face may be someone he can hardly resist in every way.
Luo Rui said: "Actually, I know what you think, I completely understand."
"You really know?"
"Well, we've been together for so many years, don't we know this about you yet?"
"Then what do you say I should do?"
"To be honest, Li Shuo is more suitable for you. After you get along with him for a long time, you will definitely fall in love with him. Luo Yi made you have so many scruples. Since you don't want to be with him, then speak clearly, and then, Keep your distance as much as possible."
Wen Xiaohui murmured: "Keep a distance..." If he keeps a distance from Luo Yi, Luo Yi will go crazy, Luo Yi has already done several things that shouldn't be done for him, if he really alienates Luo Yi, he will I can't imagine how sad Luo Yi will be and what he will do.
"You can't do it, can you?" Luo Rui sighed.
Wen Xiaohui rubbed his hair vigorously, his voice was crying: "I'm getting bored to death, I really want to go home."
"You can't do it, and I don't know how to do it."
"You're kind of useful."
"You're being unreasonable."
Wen Xiaohui moaned for a long time, making Luo Rui yawn again and again, and finally let him go and hung up the phone.
After chatting with Luo Rui, Wen Xiaohui didn't feel better at all, but became even more annoying. He might as well ask Luo Yi when he will return to China. He just wants the two of them to stay away, maybe it will be good to cool down for a while.
After squatting for a while, Li Shuo's phone call came.
Wen Xiaohui cleared his throat, trying to sound as normal as possible: "Hello, Brother Li."
"Xiaohui, how is Luo Yi, is the cold gone?"
"There is still a little fever, but it has receded a lot."
"Do you need me to ask the family doctor to go and have a look?"
"No need, I think he's in good spirits, he should be fine tomorrow." Hearing Li Shuo's steady voice, Wen Xiaohui calmed down a little.
"That's good. I caught a cold as soon as I came here. It's really unfortunate. I wanted to take you for a stroll."
"Thank you, Brother Li, I'm quite embarrassed. I came back after two days of vacation, and you didn't play much."
Li Shuo smiled and said, "It's okay. By the way, I'm going back to China tomorrow."
"Ah, so fast."
"Well, there are still matters at the office that need to be dealt with before the end of the year, so we can only see each other in half a year."
Wen Xiaohui felt a little lost, he always felt that there was something missing between him and Li Shuo, and after missing this time, it would take a lot of time to establish the atmosphere at that time, and it might just end without a problem like this, which inevitably made people feel emotional: " Well, see you in half a year."
After hanging up the phone, Wen Xiaohui found that his legs were numb from squatting. He stood up while leaning on the wall, and hit the back of his head against the wall in depression, his heart was in a mess.
Back in the bedroom, Luo Yi woke up again, still using his cell phone.
"Are you awake? Are you still eating?"
"No, I'm full." Luo Yi didn't put down his cell phone, and kept typing, "Did you go to make a call?"
"Well, talk to Luo Rui."
Luo Yi raised his head and glanced at him: "I'm looking for Luo Rui to give you advice, why refuse me?"
Wen Xiaohui's heart skipped a beat, he didn't know how to answer the conversation.
Luo Yi put down his phone and looked at Wen Xiaohui with a smile: "Brother Xiaohui, I was a little impulsive when I said those words last night. I probably really lost my mind. I didn't want to scare you, I wanted to keep it in my heart, but I was jealous , so I didn’t hold back. But you don’t need to have any burdens, I didn’t just find out that I like you yesterday, so nothing has changed, we can just be the same as before, I don’t want you to alienate me because of this matter , if that's the case, I'd rather hide this feeling and make you feel more comfortable."
Wen Xiaohui looked at Luo Yi with a sad and wronged look, and felt sore in his heart. Even if he did nothing wrong, it made Luo Yi sad, and it also made him feel uncomfortable and full of guilt. It is impossible for them to be like before, this point is clear to each other, maybe this time the training is a good opportunity for them to get used to keeping a little distance.
Thinking of this, even Wen Xiaohui felt sad, liking is a joyful thing, but it can easily lead to unbearable results.
Luo Yi observed his expression, and whispered, "Okay? Brother Xiaohui, can we still do it like before?"
Wen Xiaohui's lips trembled, looking at Luo Yi's face, he could only say: "Okay."
Luo Yi smiled slightly.
Wen Xiaohui said: "By the way, have you booked a return ticket? It's cheaper to book early."
"No, I want to stay until school starts..." Luo Yi observed Wen Xiaohui's expression, "but now I decided to go back early."
Wen Xiaohui felt uncomfortable again, he didn't want to sound like he was driving Luo Yi away, so he could only say: "You can leave whenever you want."
Luo Yi smiled: "I won't be able to stay for a few days, there are still many things to do when I go back."
Wen Xiaohui heaved a sigh of relief.
Luo Yi looked at Wen Xiaohui, with unreadable emotions in his eyes.
Two days later, Luo Yi recovered from his cold, and the two of them never talked about what happened that night. Wen Xiaohui took him to eat and go shopping nearby. They always got along happily, and this time was no exception.
A few days later, Luo Yi returned to China, and Wen Xiaohui personally sent him to the airport. When watching Luo Yi's body disappear at the security checkpoint, Wen Xiaohui thought he could experience temporary relief, but in fact he found that he I'm going to miss Luo Yi again...