After winter, the sky is always gray, and this day is a rare sunny day, Feng Yuehua wanted to take Wen Xiaohui out for a walk, after all, he hadn't been out for almost three months.
Wen Xiaohui was reluctant to go at first, Luo Rui came and persuaded him, but he had no choice but to agree.
They bought a disposable grill and ingredients and went to the park for a picnic. Spread a picnic blanket on the grass, put food, drink and small speakers for charging, lie on your back and look at the sky, the sun is warming you, and the breeze caresses you, not only does not feel the chill, but it is refreshing and pleasant.
Luo Rui yawned: "I didn't expect it to be so warm, it doesn't feel like winter at all."
"It's noon, it'll be cold later." Feng Yuehua seemed to be in a good mood as he turned over the pork belly.
Would Wen Xiaohui agree to go out? She was really worried that in that small house, she would make people sick.
Luo Rui turned over, turned to look at Wen Xiaohui: "Beibi, is it cold?"
Wen Xiaohui was feigning sleep with his eyes closed. Hearing this, he gently shook his head: "It's not cold." For three months, he has never dared to step out of the house, and has always been repulsed by contact with the outside world. God, the air is still the same, and it is very comfortable today.
Luo Rui pinched his face: "How long has it been since you put on a mask, it's very dry in winter."
"Well... forgot."
"Let's go to face in the evening, and I got a very expensive card."
Wen Xiaohui smiled slightly: "Okay."
Luo Rui hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "Did the police come to look for you the day before yesterday?"
Wen Xiaohui opened his eyes: "Brother Li told you?"
Luo Rui nodded: "He didn't tell me what the police said to you, he only said that the police need your help very much now, but your current condition is really bad, so just refuse next time."
Wen Xiaohui shook his head: "I can't let those people get away with it."
"Oh, yes."
Wen Xiaohui turned around, stared fixedly at Luo Rui's eyes, hesitant to speak.
"What's wrong, Beibi?"
Wen Xiaohui whispered: "The police told me that the bodies of Luo Yi and Chang Xing have not been found yet."
Luo Rui was startled: "I haven't found it for so long?"
Wen Xiaohui shook his head.
"Could it be that they..." Luo Rui covered his mouth, and he swallowed the words. He didn't dare to say, he was afraid of irritating Wen Xiaohui.
Wen Xiaohui lowered his head and fell silent.
Luo Rui sighed: "Beibi, you better stop thinking about it and leave it to the police." He couldn't bear to say that the bombs had blown the boat into pieces, so there was no chance for people to survive.
Wen Xiaohui nodded slightly, feeling sore in his heart.
Losing an important person will hurt your heart at first, you will not think about food and drink, and you will not be able to sleep. Every moment is like a knife cutting out your heart. After accepting the fact that there is no other person in the world, you will become numb and treat everyone , things are numb, Wen Xiaohui can't shed tears now, he doesn't know if this is good or bad, at least, this way his mother and Luo Rui can worry less.
The meat and mushrooms were grilled, and the three of them ate around the oven. They opened several cans of beer and drank a toast. Luo Rui wanted to find some suitable toasts, but was embarrassed to find that nothing was appropriate. Because there seemed to be nothing worth celebrating, Wen Xiaohui held up his can: "For today's good weather."
"For today's fine weather."
The three clinked glasses.
The hottest time of the sun at noon passed quickly, and they also began to feel a little cold. Luo Rui suggested going back, just in time to go to a beauty salon for facials.
Feng Yuehua started to pack his things, and Wen Xiaohui planned to go to the toilet.
This park is built on the mountain and covers a very large area. Due to the dense vegetation and the fact that there are few tourists in winter, Wen Xiaohui always had the illusion that he was the only one in the whole mountain. He walked for several minutes before finding the toilet.
Coming out of the toilet, the sun was suddenly covered by dark clouds, and the originally transparent light suddenly became gloomy. Wen Xiaohui raised his head and looked in the direction of the sun for a few seconds, feeling a little dizzy for no reason. He shook his head and faced the eyes Suddenly, I couldn't remember which way I came from.
Although his sense of direction is not very good, it is not enough to forget the road he just walked. When he came here just now, his mind was almost empty, and he didn't know what he was thinking. In short, now he really Can't tell.
He hesitated for a moment, intending to study the road signs, at least the road signs indicated the direction of the exit, if not, meet them at the exit.
As soon as he walked over, he saw a person riding a bicycle in the opposite direction to him on the fork road on the right. The man was wearing an army green jacket, blue and white striped school pants, and white sneakers. He was tall and thin, with jet-black hair. Two white earphone cables hung around his neck, faintly visible.
Wen Xiaohui felt that his heart was pierced by an arrow.
That back looks like...
Before his brain could react, his body had already moved one step ahead of him, chasing after the figure.
Luo Yi! Luo Yi!
"Luo Yi—" Wen Xiaohui yelled at the man.
But the other party didn't seem to hear him at all, and rode forward at a very leisurely speed. Although the speed was not fast, Wen Xiaohui still had a hard time chasing him. His physical condition is not very good. He hasn't done such strenuous exercise for a long time. He has just run for more than 300 meters, and he is already panting. But he didn't stop, he desperately wanted to catch up with that figure.
His eyes became blurred, and the originally empty back seat of the bicycle gradually turned into a man, that was himself when he was young, with short hair dyed in highlights, wearing overstretched trendy clothes, but he was laughing heartily, leaning on the That back view looks extremely sweet.
Countless days and dusks, he and Luo Yi just rode bicycles around like this. When it was too hot, he would put on sunscreen, when it rained, he would open an umbrella, and when it was cold, he would hug Luo Yi tightly. A vain person like him never asked Luo Yi to change into a sports car to pick him up, because he liked it, he liked to just sit on the back seat of Luo Yi's bicycle, enjoying the warm sunshine and cool wind together, he liked to hug Luo Yi's waist, head leaning against Luo Yi's back, sometimes when I close my eyes, I feel like my body is floating up. He used to think that they would go on like this forever, that youth would never grow old, and that the years would never end.
How could every day at that time be so happy, so happy that it became the original sin.
Wen Xiaohui tripped over something and threw himself forward in embarrassment. His mobile phone and wallet also fell to the ground. He propped himself up and cried to the figure that was gradually moving away: "Luo Yi! Luo Yi!" —”
Don't go, Luo Yi, please don't go, look back at me, don't leave me alone, don't let me face this world alone, please, look back at me, don't go...
There was the sound of the brakes in front of him. Through blurred tears, Wen Xiaohui saw that the bicycle had stopped, and his breathing also stopped.
The cyclist put one foot on the ground, turned his head, and looked at Wen Xiaohui blankly.
A handsome young man.
But he is not Luo Yi.
Wen Xiaohui felt that he had once again experienced the pain of the whole world falling apart in front of his eyes. He couldn't make a sound, only tears streaming down his face.
Probably because he looked too embarrassed, the young man was frightened, turned his head and ran away, Wen Xiaohui's vision was blurred, he could only barely watch the figure from his back disappear, disappear completely, after all, on the long and quiet tree-lined road, only down himself.
Only himself.
He fell on the dry gravel road, but felt himself drowned by the sea.
His eyes turned black, his hands and feet became extremely heavy, as if something was strangling his throat, he could neither move nor make a sound, he doubted that he would die here, he gave up resisting, lay on his back, looked at With the blue sky above his head, his eyes gradually lost focus.
There seemed to be the sound of footsteps approaching him, knocking on stones, calm and powerful. Is there someone to save him? It's too ugly, but it's just a few hundred meters of running, how bad is his health
A backlit black figure appeared in his line of sight, but he couldn't see anything clearly, he just felt that this person was so tall.
Then, he was picked up, and he smelled a smell of disinfectant. During the month of hospitalization, he was also filled with this smell as if he was soaked in a disinfectant tank every day. He was hugged, the arms were strong, the chest was warm, but he just felt dizzy.
Before he fell into a coma, he wondered if Luo Yi had returned, even if it was only in a dream.
Then keep him from waking up...
Wen Xiaohui opened his eyes, and found in despair that he was in the hospital again. I don't know how many times, he passed out and then woke up, and when he opened his eyes, he saw this depressing white. Although he was not a tall and thick man, he used to have excellent physical fitness, but now he has become a full-fledged Lin Daiyu. up.
Feng Yuehua was indeed at his bedside, seeing him awake, his eyes were filled with relief and pain.
Wen Xiaohui looked at his mother, once such a beautiful woman, now her complexion is sallow and her eyes are bloodshot. In just three months, she has aged more than three years. It was he who made her mother like this, how happy she should have been.
"Mom, I'm sorry." Wen Xiaohui choked up and said. Since Luo Yi left, he has been living in his own world, neither going out nor letting anyone in. He tried his best to protect himself, but he forgot to protect his most important person.
Feng Yuehua stroked his hair, shaking his head with tears in his eyes.
"Why did I come to the hospital?"
"You fell in the park, passed out, and someone took you to the park's medical station."
Wen Xiaohui was startled: "What?"
Feng Yuehua had a look of lingering fear: "We waited for you for a long time and you didn't come back. When we went to look for you, we found that you disappeared. We finally found you at the medical station. The battery of your mobile phone fell out, and we couldn't contact you at all..."
"Who sent me to the medical station?" Wen Xiaohui's heart beat wildly. Before he passed out, he remembered that someone picked him up...
Feng Yuehua shook her head: "I don't know. When we went, he had already left, and he didn't leave a contact information or anything. We should thank him very much." She said guiltily: "We shouldn't force you to go out, we just want to let you go out." Relax. We couldn't find you anywhere at the time, and we thought you..." Feng Yuehua sobbed.
Wen Xiaohui held her hand and said softly: "Mom, don't worry, I won't do anything stupid." He knew what it was like to lose what he loved, and he couldn't let his mother taste it again.
Feng Yuehua threw herself on top of him, sobbing softly.
Wen Xiaohui stroked her back and found that her body was much thinner, and his heart was filled with distress and guilt.
He persuaded his mother to go to rest. His mother saw that he woke up and seemed to be all right, so she went back to sleep.
He slept for too long, but couldn't fall asleep, thinking about everything that happened in the park over and over again in his mind. Who was it that sent him to the medical station? Just a good-hearted passer-by
He fumbled for his mobile phone and wanted to call the park to ask about it, but found that the mobile phone was broken and couldn't be turned on. He sighed, thinking that he was thinking too much. At that time, it was stupid enough to run after the boy on the bicycle, how long would he force himself with unrealistic expectations.
He still has his mother, he can't be like this forever, it's time for him to stand up again.