Xu Chuanchuan didn't think too much. She first went back to the office and put down her chair, then ran to Linda's office and found some medicine there.
"Boom boom boom-"
"Please come in."
Xu Chuanchuan was worried that the granules in the cup would spill out, so she walked very carefully. Pushing the door and entering, before she could explain her intentions, Murong Shi quickly said, "Why are you?"
Is it me? The shit luck who walks well and doesn't know how to walk is being watched.
The curtains in the whole room were drawn, against the light, Xu Chuanchuan couldn't see Murong Shi's expression clearly, she forced a smile and said, "Linda said you haven't taken your medicine yet, so I brought you a glass of water."
Murong Shi said lightly, "Understood, leave it for now, thank you."
Xu Chuanchuan put down the things according to his words, and when he saw Murong Shi beating at the computer without looking sideways, he reminded her: "It's best to take medicine on time, otherwise how can the disease get better quickly?"
The sound of typing on the keyboard stopped abruptly.
Murong Shi's gaze shifted from the computer monitor to her face, without a trace of emotion, he just looked at her so quietly.
Perhaps because of his illness, Xu Chuanchuan felt that Murong Shi's eyes were less aggressive, and there seemed to be red blood in his eyes. Maybe he didn't sleep well last night
Xu Chuanchuan forgot to stagger her gaze for a while, and when she took a closer look, she realized that Murong Shi was not wearing makeup today.
No makeup and loose hair, this is not Murong Shi's usual style, it may be because she is ill that she doesn't even bother to dress up.
But then again, it is such a plain face that can highlight the true beauty of Murong Shi.
Her parents gave her near-perfect facial features, and her illness did not make her look weak, but added a bit of the charm that is unique to women. Such a woman is dazzling wherever she goes. Xu Chuanchuan couldn't help staring blankly.
"Give me the cup." Murong Shi broke the silence.
Xu Chuanchuan suddenly came back to her senses, realizing that her eyes were too presumptuous just now, she hurriedly lowered her head and handed the cup of granules over. She accidentally touched Murong Shi's hand, which was completely different from the last time, and it was a little hot.
She pulled her hand back suddenly.
The sucrose content of the granule is very high, and Murong Shi finished drinking it with a frown.
Xu Chuanchuan dutifully pushed the contents of the bag over: "And these medicines."
Murong Shi broke off a few pills, put them into his mouth one by one, and swallowed them just like that.
Seeing her relaxed expression as if she was eating milk, Xu Chuanchuan was stunned and said, "You... just eat like this? Would you like me to pour you a glass of water?"
In fact, I wanted to ask "Is it delicious?", but I didn't have the guts.
Murong Shi shook his head: "No need, thank you, go get busy."
"Oh." Xu Chuanchuan was not used to Murong Shi saying thank you to her, and picked up the empty cup to leave.
"Wait." Murong Shi suddenly stopped her.
"What other orders do you have?"
As the body leaned back, the thick long hair poured down, almost covering her entire front chest. Murong Shi had a pen in her hand, which she turned around unconsciously, looking casual.
If he hadn't seen her taking medicine with his own eyes, Xu Chuanchuan would not have believed that the person in front of him was working while sick.
They were standing and sitting one by one, with a desk and a computer between them. Xu Chuanchuan felt a little uncomfortable when they looked at each other. She had the illusion that she was being criticized by her boss.
She began to get nervous again, and she knew that this place should not stay for a long time.
Fortunately, Murong Shi was still kind, she bounced back, sat up looking at her, and asked, "Have you been in love yet?"
"What did you say?" Xu Chuanchuan lost his mind just now, but he didn't hear what Murong Shi said. After asking her, she began to worry about whether Murong Shi would be angry.
Unexpectedly, Murong Shi's face was flat: "I'm asking you, have you been in love?"
This time, Xu Chuanchuan was shocked.
Murong Shi actually inquired about her relationship problems? This... can't be the wrong medicine, right
Murong Shi was definitely not the kind of person who would take the initiative to care about her subordinates, and she probably didn't like talking nonsense either, so Xu Chuanchuan felt that Murong Shi must be asking her this question with a deep meaning.
But for what purpose
In such a short time, Xu Chuanchuan could not understand. She doesn't speculate on other people's psychology, and she doesn't dare to play any tricks in front of Murong Shi, she can only tell the truth: "Not yet..."
Murong Shi didn't show any emotion on his face, but the phoenix eyes moved slightly, and he said casually, "It's nothing."
"..." Xu Chuanchuan left dejectedly.
…
On Friday night, Xu Xiangxiang came to look for her, and the first thing she said after entering the house was: "Sister, your room is so big!"
Xu Chuanchuan's home is in the county seat, and she lives in a tube building like the old street. The family of five crowded into three bedrooms and one living room. There was not enough space. She had to share a room with Xu Xiangxiang since she was a child. The rental house is a self-built house by a local family. Because the rent is cheap, Xu Chuanchuan rented the entire first floor, and the room and living room are very spacious.
With such a comparison, it is inevitable that Xu Xiangxiang will feel emotional.
Xu Chuanchuan looked at Xu Xiangxiang, who had an envious face, and was touched, and said, "You will also have such a big room in the future."
The light in Xu Xiangxiang's eyes dissipated, and she said sullenly: "Come on, I still have three years to graduate. Even if I graduate, I can't guarantee that I have the money to buy a house."
Xu Chuanchuan saved a sum of money by writing articles, and she planned to use it to buy a more spacious house for her family, but it was difficult to disclose it to Xu Xiangxiang, for fear that Xu Xiangxiang would wonder where her money came from.
Let's talk about it then.
With the second person around, Xu Chuanchuan didn't dare to blatantly code words.
Xu Xiangxiang used her desktop computer to play games, and the keyboard and mouse made a "snap" sound.
Xu Chuanchuan was holding his mobile phone and secretly coded a new text, but Quan Dang didn't hear it. Although she has no distractions, but with more people around her, she has been writing poorly. After she finally finished writing a chapter, Xu Xiangxiang, who was tired from playing with the computer, had already finished taking a shower.
"Are you also playing games?"
Xu Xiangxiang suddenly came over, so frightened that Xu Chuanchuan's face changed, she put down the phone in a guilty conscience.
Seeing her look a little weird, Xu Xiangxiang said, "Aren't you in a relationship? Were you chatting with a man just now?"
Fortunately, she didn't see anything.
Xu Chuanchuan stabilized his mind and said, "Don't guess, your sister is still a single dog, just like you."
Xu Xiangxiang "cut": "Who is like you, you are six years older than me, you are old."
Xu Chuanchuan glared at her: "If you talk nonsense again, I will make you lay the floor."
"I don't want it, I'm going to sleep on the big bed." Xu Xiangxiang turned over and lay on her back, almost filling the entire bed.
Xu Chuanchuan stretched out his hand and patted her butt heavily, and said, "How can I sleep like this?"
Xu Xiangxiang was in pain, turned back with a grin and rubbed her buttocks, looked at her, and said, "Sister, why don't you fall in love?"
This question immediately stopped Xu Chuanchuan.
Why not talk about it
When he was in college, Xu Chuanchuan participated in the student union and once liked a senior who could sing and was very warm. The senior was also a little interested in her and confessed to her on QQ.
If the boy you like confesses to himself, if it is someone else, he will be too happy to fall asleep. In fact, Xu Chuanchuan also lost sleep that night, but not because she was happy, she was flustered.
She couldn't imagine how she would get along with him in the future if she agreed. She can accept shopping, eating, and doing things together, but when she thinks that they might hold hands, hug, and kiss, she is inexplicably frightened.
In the end, she politely rejected the senior, and after she withdrew from the student union, they cut off contact.
Xu Chuanchuan couldn't think of a convincing answer for a long time, she said vaguely: "The time has not come, I don't want to talk."
Xu Xiangxiang sneered: "It's still time, could it be that you are still waiting for Prince Charming to come to the door? Let me tell you, there are not many good men now. If you don't take the initiative, then... Hey, I haven't finished yet!"
Xu Chuanchuan dodged and entered the bathroom.
She always takes a quick shower, but this time she was a little absent-minded.
In a week, she was asked twice about her relationship, with Murong Shi in the front and Xu Xiangxiang in the back. It was only then that she suddenly realized that it was a very urgent matter that she had not yet fallen in love at the age of twenty-five.
She didn't dislike Xu Xiangxiang's nagging, but she was suddenly confused.
She has always liked men, no doubt about that. She has had a crush on boys and liked male idols, but strangely, she never imagined falling in love with any of them...
When she came out after washing, Xu Xiangxiang was already asleep.
Xu Chuanchuan walked over and moved Xu Xiangxiang's spread hands and feet away, but such a big movement could not wake up the person who was sleeping like a pig. She lay down gently on the other side of the bed, took out her phone, and clicked on Anji's avatar.
Xu Chuanchuan: "I just found out today that I don't seem to be able to accept falling in love with a man subconsciously. Do you think I have love phobia?"
Anji: "Fear? Have you had any unpleasant love experiences?"
Xu Chuanchuan: "I haven't talked about where the experience came from."
Anji: "You don't even have experience, where is the fear?"
Xu Chuanchuan: "Then what exactly is my situation? Could it be a mental illness?"
Although Ansai is not a psychiatrist, she has more experience in relationships than her.
Four years ago, when she was confused when she was writing, it was An Ji who guided her and took her on the road of no return in Lily's novels. She hoped that this Ansai would be the same, to help her clear the clouds in front of her.
But Anji said, "Have you ever thought that you might be a hidden bender?"