The blood in Song Yi's brain became hot all of a sudden, she was completely sleepy, her face was hot, and she patted Gu Xingchuan's arm wrapped around her neck with her trembling hands. If I don't let go, I will hold you to sleep."
The house leak happened to be raining overnight, Song Yi was too embarrassed to look at Zhao Hongyan's expression, Zhao Hongyan hesitated for a few seconds, his face was ugly, he turned and retreated.
"Let go." Song Yi forcefully broke Gu Xingchuan's arm, feeling so angry and anxious that she jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't wash it off.
Gu Xingchuan half-closed his eyes, looked at the wide open door, and immediately knew what was going on, pulled his arm back, rubbed his eyes, "Don't move, I'll go and explain to Auntie."
Song Yi quickly jumped out of bed, tidied up her messy clothes, took a deep breath, and tried to calm down, "I'll go by myself, we have nothing to do with each other, I just need to make it clear with her."
Gu Xingchuan sat up, raised his hand to pinch the bridge of his nose, his eyes gradually cleared up, "Auntie believes that it's okay for us?"
Song Yi didn't know what was going on in her mind. Anyone who looked at the situation just now knew that the two of them were having an affair, not to mention that Gu Xingchuan ran to his house graciously during this time. Zhao Hongyan knew what their relationship was after a little thought.
Gu Xingchuan stepped out of bed, put on the t-shirt neatly, and naturally kissed Song Yi's cheek, "I'll explain, you stay here obediently."
Song Yi loosened up a bit. Since she was a child, she has never caused Zhao Hongyan any trouble. It was the first time that Zhao Hongyan was troubled by such a thing. She really didn't know how to deal with it. But if Gu Xingchuan could face Zhao Hongyan, he was still worried. .
Song Yi thought for a while, then sighed, "You don't understand my mother's temper, I'll explain it to her."
Gu Xingchuan frowned, and opened his mouth to say something, Song Yi shook his head at him, looking tired and helpless, Gu Xingchuan was like a car stalled for a moment, the tip of his tongue was numb against his lower teeth, and he couldn't say a word.
This feeling is really uncomfortable, and there is nothing I can do to help the person I like.
Song Yi rubbed her cheeks vigorously, and walked out. Zhao Hongyan sat on the sofa in the living room, with her back to Song Yi, staring absently at the pale sky outside the window.
Song Yi gently sat beside her, raised her hand and gently patted Zhao Hongyan's tight back, Zhao Hongyan's body relaxed like a slingshot, she lowered her head, and let out a slight gasping sound, "How could you do this?"
"Mom, I..." Song Yi wanted to explain her relationship with Gu Xingchuan.
Zhao Hongyan shook his head, with a look of disappointment on his face, "I raised you so much, how could you do such a thing?"
Song Yi was silent for a few seconds, Zhao Hongyan thought he was aha, the matter has come to this point, there is no need to hide it, anyway, Zhao Hongyan will know that he is an oga sooner or later, why not take this opportunity to talk about it.
Song Yi pursed her lips and threw a bombshell, "Mom, I'm actually a hidden oga."
Zhao Hongyan seemed to have been struck by lightning, his face turned pale, his stiff body trembled, and he almost collapsed on the sofa.
Song Yi couldn't bear it, but half of what he said, he could only make it clear, he took a deep breath, and his voice was calm, "It happened three months ago, I haven't told you all, but don't worry, life is still the same as before , I will take good care of you and Xiaojie."
Zhao Hongyan gasped a few times as if he was about to cry, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Song Yi lowered her head, a little embarrassed, it was useless to tell Zhao Hongyan about such things, it could only make Zhao Hongyan depressed.
Zhao Hongyan whimpered and cried, "You have been like this since you were a child, you pretended to be something in your heart, you didn't tell anyone, and you kept everything alone. I really don't know why you are like this. We are all a family. When you meet Why didn't you tell me what happened?"
Song Yi patted her on the back, looked at Zhao Hongyan's reaction, breathed a sigh of relief, took out a few tissues and handed them over, and said softly, "I don't want you to worry."
Zhao Hongyan cried in a low voice, holding a tissue and kneading it into a ball to wipe away tears, "You never used me as a mother, whose child is like you?"
Song Yi comforted in a low voice, feeling very uncomfortable in her heart. He didn't feel that he had done anything wrong. He is a man. Is there anything wrong with taking things on your own
Song Yi has never been good at sharing his pain with others. Pain cannot disappear after sharing. He can only solve it by himself. Telling others will only increase their psychological burden and waste each other's time. .
The bedroom door was pushed open, and Gu Xingchuan came out in neat clothes, his eyes swept across the mother and child quietly.
Hearing the noise, Zhao Hongyan turned around, stared blankly at Gu Xingchuan for a while, stood up sniffling his nose, turned his head away and said, "I can't afford to live in your place, I'll pack up and go home."
Song Yi stood up and sighed, "Take care of yourself, don't take it personally, I'll see you in a few days."
Zhao Hongyan went straight into the bedroom, Song Yi helped her pack up and saluted, Zhao Hongyan's eyes were red, and she carried the suitcase and went out without looking back.
Song Yi leaned on the sofa, took off her glasses, and raised her hands to massage her temples, feeling extremely tired. This kind of exhaustion was not physically, but mentally, as if she had exhausted her strength and could not lift any energy.
Gu Xingchuan couldn't see him like this, his heart felt like a needle was being pricked, he sat next to him, stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly, buried his head in the crest of his neck, put his palms on his shoulder blades, hugged him in his arms, and said in a low voice: "You stupid or not"
Song Yi gently pushed his head, Gu Xingchuan remained motionless, Song Yi was no longer doing useless work, wrapped her fingertips around Gu Xingchuan's curvy and soft hair, and smiled lightly, "I'm not as stupid as you are."
"You think you're smart." Gu Xingchuan pressed close to him, and could feel the warm texture of Song Yi's body, surrounded by the faint smell of bath shampoo, ironing every nerve, he sucked in the breath forcefully, and there was a slight tingle in his throat Grunt, "You are the stupidest idiot in the world, you are so good to your mother, she doesn't care about you."
One could tell with long eyes that Zhao Hongyan really didn't like Song Yi when Gu Xingchuan came to Song Yi's house twice.
Song Yi curled her lips, rubbed her sore ears, and said a few words to Gu Xingchuan. He felt much better, and said calmly, "It's actually not easy for my mother. My father left early, pulling me and Song Jie alone. , life has been rough these years, I should treat her better."
"Nonsense." Gu Xingchuan raised his head, squeezed Song Yi's jaw, looked deeply into Song Yi's eyes, and said in a serious tone, "Didn't you earn your tuition and living expenses yourself? It's not easy for you."
Song Yi was taken aback for a moment, then patted the back of Gu Xingchuan's hand lightly, and smiled lightly, "In my family's situation, shouldn't it be right to earn tuition and living expenses by myself? Is there anything easy or not?"
Gu Xingchuan felt more and more upset, the more Song Yi took those inappropriate things seriously, the more uncomfortable he became, and he pursed his lips, "No one can compare to your bravery, if I didn't know you well, I would have found it very easy to get to where I am today step by step. "
Song Yi gave him a white look, and said with a light smile, "Master Gu, your life is so good, do you think it's hard for me? That's because you haven't seen ordinary people. Thousands of people in this world are much harder than me. There are many people who don’t have enough to eat. Compared with these people, what’s difficult for me is that I’m just a little bit more tired, but I have everything I need. I want to complain about my poor life, and whether I can give others a way to survive. "
He knew Gu Xingchuan's kindness, but he and Gu Xingchuan were people from two worlds.
When he was in school, he spent the summer distributing leaflets on the street so that his skin peeled off. Gu Xingchuan was sunbathing comfortably on his own small island in Sri Lanka. When he was studying endlessly day and night in order to guarantee a place, Gu Xingchuan had already obtained both Ivy League and Stanford scholarships. Invitation card.
After work, when he drank with the investor until his stomach bleeds in order to get film and television drama resources, Gu Xingchuan coldly refused to toast the investor, and the other party even smiled meanly.
There is no such word as empathy between the two of them.
Song Yi thanked Gu Xingchuan for his comfort, but there were things about him that Gu Xingchuan would never understand.
Gu Xingchuan looked at the indifferent expression on Song Yi's face, his heart was bitter and astringent, with mixed feelings, he reached out and touched the tip of Song Yi's cool ear, and said forcefully, "I don't care what others do, I just don't let You suffer, you follow me, you are my man, I will take good care of you and not let anyone bully you."
These words are still quite heartwarming, watered in Song Yi's heart, the anxiety is much better, no one has said this to him before, there are many people who depend on him, but this is the first time someone wants to be depended on by him.
Song Yi lowered her head and smiled, and looked at Gu Xingchuan, "You are the one who bullies me the most, and no one else bullies me."
"I can only bully you." Gu Xingchuan lightly bit his cheek, his sharp white teeth gently grinding the soft flesh, Song Yi bared her teeth in pain, and hissed, Gu Xingchuan let go of his mouth and snorted softly, " If someone bullies you, I will kill him."
Song Yi opened her mouth to yell at him, a burst of nausea rose from her stomach, she hurriedly covered her mouth with her hands, left Gu Xingchuan aside, ran to the bathroom, leaned on the toilet and retched violently, didn't eat in the morning, and didn't spit out anything , but got a cold sweat.
Gu Xingchuan followed, through a frosted glass door, he knocked carefully, and asked worriedly, "Song Yi, are you okay?"
Song Yi was weak all over, and slumped on the floor, shaking her head vigorously, the acid reflux in her stomach was like overwhelming, it was terribly uncomfortable, "Ahem, I'm fine."
Gu Xingchuan was silent for a few seconds. Hearing his dry voice, he opened the bathroom door, bent down and put his hands under his knees, and hugged him, "This is not the first time, you have to see a doctor." gone."
Song Yi struggled hard, unable to shake the steel-like clamp, it was so strange to be hugged by Gu Xingchuan like this, Gu Xingchuan lightly pinched the back of his neck, Song Yi didn't dare to move, her exclamation pressed down her throat, and she gritted her teeth Say "I can walk by myself, you put me down, I will make an appointment for a medical examination now."