Shen Yu didn't know why she was so sad.
He wanted to calm himself down.
But after some struggle, he couldn't calm down no matter what.
The repressed air turned into a huge hand invisibly, tightening Shen Yu's neck mercilessly, suffocation followed, depriving the little remaining oxygen little by little.
So much so that he had to open his mouth and breathe in pain like a dying fish.
For some reason, even when he learned that Tang Li likes boys and has a crush, it was not as difficult as it is now.
That time, the cabbage he had raised so hard was arched by a pig.
This time, the cabbage took the initiative to run away.
right…
Tang Li chose to leave.
In fact, Shen Yu had long expected that such a day would come, and he was fully prepared to welcome this day.
However, when it came to this moment, he felt that the facts were so cruel and unacceptable.
Just when Shen Yu thought that Tang Li would not answer him, he suddenly heard the other person say slowly: "About a year ago, Tang Ming from the Tang family came to me and said that my grandfather was critically ill. I hope my grandfather will return to his roots before he leaves."
At the end, he added, "Tang Ming took me away from Grandpa Shen two days ago."
Hearing this, Shen Yu was stunned.
A vicissitudes of life and morbid face gradually emerged in the blank mind - in Shen Yu's impression, Tang Li's grandfather was always ill and skinny, and he could hardly see the appearance of a normal person.
When Tang Li first came to Shen's house, Shen Yu met with Grandpa Tang Li several times for the custody of Tang Li. Later, he asked Uncle Zhang to find a nursing home for Grandpa Tang Li and gave Tang Li's relatives a sum of money. Pay attention to this again.
If it wasn't for Tang Li's sudden mention at this moment, Shen Yu would have almost forgotten the old man who was dying.
And Tang Ming...
Very familiar name.
Shen Yu recalled for a long time, only to remember that when he accompanied Tang Li to Jincheng to participate in an English competition five years ago, he accidentally met Tang Ming who was waiting for his cousin Tang Wenjing outside the library.
He calculated the time, and if he followed the plot line of the original text, it was now the crux of Tang Li's return to the Tang family.
For a time, a deep sense of powerlessness swept over Shen Yu.
After a long time, Shen Yu picked up the hair dryer at hand again and continued to blow Tang Li's still wet hair.
It went on like this for almost an hour.
Then Shen Yu put away the hairdryer, got out of bed, staggered into the bathroom, and put the hairdryer on the cabinet.
He faced the mirror, put his hands in front of the sink, and stared motionlessly at the pale, bloodless face in the mirror. His face was so ugly that he couldn't even squeeze out a fake smile.
Since Tang Li wants to go, let him go.
Children will always have their own ideas and considerations when they grow up.
Moreover, his original purpose of taking in Tang Li was not to accompany him for the rest of his life. As long as Tang Li did not hate him or hate him as in the original text, then his plan would be accomplished.
Shen Yu kept comforting herself, but she didn't feel any better.
Finally, he gave up.
He walked out of the bathroom with a depressed expression on his face.
Tang Li was still sitting beside the bed, without even changing his movements, he watched Shen Yu's expression uneasily, like a child who made mistakes, with caution in his eyes.
Seeing this, Shen Yu couldn't help but want to laugh. In fact, he laughed too. Then he supported the back of the sofa and sat down on the sofa.
He beckoned to Tang Li: "Come here."
Tang Li heard the words and immediately got up and walked to the opposite side of Shen Yu to sit down.
Shen Yu looked at Tang Li calmly, and found that Tang Li had always been the way he remembered, with the eyebrows, eyes, and quiet appearance, no different from Tang Li five years ago.
However, the surrounding environment is changing, and they have to change with it.
"Have you made up your mind?"
"It's decided." Tang Li seemed to know what Shen Yu wanted to ask, and answered without pause, "I'll go back to pack in two days, and if it's inconvenient for you, I can also add things."
Shen Yu smiled and sighed: "Shen's house is your second home. It's convenient no matter when you come back."
Tang Li didn't speak, and watched Shen Yu silently.
There was a reluctant smile on Shen Yu's face. He was seen awkward by Tang Li's straightforward gaze, so he turned his head to avoid the other party's gaze.
Smile and laugh.
He couldn't laugh anymore.
His eyes and nose were sore and astringent, and there was an air in his heart that would come up his throat at any time.
Only God knows how much effort he had to make to look so calm.
At this moment, Tang Li suddenly approached, and then a pair of powerful hands gently embraced Shen Yu.
"I promise you..." Tang Li's low voice sounded in his ears, as if with some irresistible magic, "This is not the end, this is the beginning."
Shen Yu blinked, he didn't understand the meaning of Tang Li's words.
Obviously Tang Li didn't need him to understand, just like he used to rub Tang Li's head, he gently touched his hair: "I will come back to you, I never planned to leave."
Now Shen Yu understood, smiled and said with a sigh, "I never thought about tying you by my side."
Although he is sad now, it will be fine when he thinks about it.
He will only try to convince himself to accept the reality, and will not force Tang Li to stay.
Tang Li lowered his eyes and said nothing, but the hands holding Shen Yu were gradually tightening.
Shen Yu didn't struggle in a hurry, let Tang Li hold him, and held him like this for about ten minutes, before pressing his hands against Tang Li's chest and gently pushing the person in front of him away.
"Who is Zhou Che?" Shen Yu asked, "He said he was your colleague."
Tang Li hummed: "I help in his company, so I'm barely a colleague."
Shen Yu was stunned for a while, and then asked, "When did it happen?"
Tang Li noticed that Shen Yu was not very happy, and touched his nose. Although he was very uneasy, he still told the truth: "After graduating from the third grade."
Shen Yu: "..."
Only then did he realize that whether it was the Tang family who came to the door or the acquaintance of Tang Li and Zhou Che, he was not involved in these matters, and he didn't even know the inside story.
In Tang Li's world, he was a complete outsider, not even qualified to compete.
Perhaps the only thing he knew was that Tang Li liked boys.
Shen Yu thought he would be sad for a long time, but he didn't feel anything at this moment, so numb he could still show a smile that seemed to come from the heart to Tang Li.
"It's getting late, hurry up and go to bed." Shen Yu stood up, thought about it, and said, "There is only one bed in this room, I'll open another room."
Tang Li quickly got up and said, "You can stay here tonight, I'll go to another room."
Shen Yu shrugged: "Also."
Tang Li said, "Then I'm leaving. If you have anything, please call me."
Shen Yu nodded, and suddenly lost the strength to speak.
He watched Tang Li turn around and leave the room one step at a time. Before closing the door, he suddenly noticed two fan cubes that had fallen on the sofa.
That's where Tang Li used to sit.
"Chestnuts!" Shen Yu shouted hurriedly.
Tang Li was ready to be called back by Shen Yu, and when he heard Shen Yu's calling, his eyes suddenly lit up, and the suppressed breath all over his body was instantly replaced by joy.
Before Shen Yu could say the following, Tang Li returned to the room in three steps and two steps, and slammed the door shut.
"I'll just sleep on the sofa." Tang Li said proactively, with bright eyes, "Let the waiter bring the quilt and pillows up later."
Shen Yu was stunned: "Huh?"
Tang Li quickly realized something was wrong, and was stunned for a moment: "What's wrong?"
Shen Yu said, "Aren't you going to sleep in another room?"
Tang Li was silent for a long time before he said weakly, "But you called me back..."
"Because your things fell." Shen Yu raised her hand, and the two pink squares sandwiched between her index and middle fingers shone under the light, and if you looked closely, you could see that the plastic cover was covered with gold powder.
Tang Li's face was full of confusion, he stepped forward and took the things in Shen Yu's hand.
In the next second, he suddenly remembered that this was the gadget that Zhou Che forcibly stuffed into his pocket before leaving.
It may be that he accidentally fell down on the sofa just now.
Tang Li glanced at the thing in his hand, looked up and asked Shen Yu, "What is this?"
"..." Shen Yu's mouth twitched twice, and asked instead, "Where did you come from?"
Tang Li said, "Zhou Che gave it."
Shen Yu glanced suspiciously at Tang Li's expression, and found that Tang Li really didn't know what he was holding, and was a little speechless.
At the same time, he also remembered that although he and the teachers he invited taught Tang Li a lot, he never explained that knowledge to Tang Li.
After thinking for a while, Shen Yu sighed: "Open it and see."
Tang Li didn't suspect him, and gestured to tear apart one of the pink squares. Just as he was about to move, he realized something in an instant, and his body froze.
Shen Yu raised her arms as if watching the excitement, turned and sat on the sofa, looking at Tang Li's face that instantly turned red.
He asked amusingly, "Do you know what it is now?"
Tang Li rarely showed a bewildered expression. He was still holding the two pink squares in his hand.
"I, I just..." Tang Li stuttered with a blushing face like a monkey's ass, "I really didn't know what this was just now, mainly because the packaging was so strange, I've seen this before. Nothing has such fancy packaging."
Shen Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "It's just that you haven't seen it. In fact, there are more bizarre packaging."
Tang Li sighed and threw the things into the trash can.
"I'm leaving."
"Let's go."
Shen Yu sat on the sofa and didn't move, and watched Tang Li walk to the door for a moment. He didn't know if his head was twitching or what, but he actually asked: "By the way, you said that thing was Zhou Che. I bought it for you, who are you going to use it with?"
Tang Li froze for a moment.
Shen Yu continued to ask: "Use it with the person you like?"